I’ve never made a song about my upbringing when it comes to religion but was inspired to make this one day, maybe you’ll find some solace in this track and thank you for listening ~booj
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I never said that I was a believer
I don’t try to disprove so I guess I’m neither
recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance I’m staying
there’s just no chance I’m staying
the praise is way too often where’s the meaning where’s the source
they try to make you feel all safe and sound up in those doors
I’m not okay that I had no say in what was placed inside my brain
ironic in the way of how that window pain was stained
it’s how I feel inside it’s partly beautiful disdain
but the rest I’ll sum it up it’s pretty much revolving pain
I don’t look back and see it as helpful more so detrimental
the judgement isn’t justified it’s only supplemental
they say it’s bad manners
when you don’t share but I don’t want none of what you got to offer not in there no
they say it’s all that matters
when you reach a breaking point all that’s left is that you still get to own your share
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recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance that I’m staying
there’s just no chance that I’m staying
