Nicodemus had it all -- training, knowledge, position, the "right" religion -- but it never satisfied. He wanted more understanding, a new understanding; he wanted to seek and study the kingdom, so he searched out the Savior. It was up to him to seek it out, just as it's up to you. Don't be conformed by how you were trained as a child in the world's ways; search the Word of God -- find it, understand it, seek it out for yourself. Then this world's "things" will be used to meet others' needs, and you will be fulfilled by walking in God's ways.