had a horribly stressful time moving house.. it's bad enough usually but everything seemed to go wrong this time..
after a week or so i just needed to get some of the tension out in a constructive way: i didnt want my pounding head and spasmodic rage to get in the way of xmas
i like the combination of solo guitar on some tracks contrasted with the walls of fx feedback.. i think it goes some way to illustrate the emotional pendulum that this sort of intense experience brings.
the coda at the end was recorded in the zen room when i felt myself a bit more
recorded christmas eve 2015
track 14 part 2 recorded 4th feb 2016
track/times:
1. no perspective 03:33
2. intro 01:04
3. lost 03:43
4. muddle . resigned. 04:23
5. brief respite 01:02
6. overcaffeinated 04:17
7. frustration 1 & 2 03:20
8. anger. 02:29
9. company shit 01:50
10. company( flow of )shit. 05:19
11. overtired 04:32
12. cold draught 02:00
13. [less] hope[less] 02:24
14. feedback + intro (zen room reprise) 06:52
