I've been dealing with depression since about my mid-teens. i never took medication. i didn't want to be changed or dependent chemically. i feel like i have been continuously falling down a dark hole. that feeling is inescapable. i have to force myself everyday to do simple things. its weird how it effects me physically. making music is one of the few things that is therapeutic. i like art and photography, things that are very scenic - awe-inspiring natural locales.
