“And Jacob said, ‘O G-d of my father Abraham and G-d of my father Isaac… I have become small from all the kindnesses and from all…’”
"Kindnesses," the plural tense for there are two types of Kindnesses. (a) The Infinite Omnipotent Chaotic Emotion, and (b) The Finite Contracted Orderly Ray Emotion.
Each has a virtue and a vice, and each can be devastating and lonely.
Here we learn how to heal the emotional wreck, and create extraordinary moments from the lifeless.