Here's a song I've had in the drawer since the fall of 2021, just before my father got terminally ill. I made this song and one other called Father forsaken. That one is still a bit hard for me to listen to.
Now I'm in the state of acceptance of the fact he is gone and this song together with Father forsaken reminds me of the last times he was more like how I will remember him, before his body started to wanish.
I will release the other one soon too.