If you feel resentment bubbling up inside you, anger at your partner and feeling it is their fault or feeling tired of life I would ask you to first give yourself a break. It is never too late to start again.
No matter what you are doing right now confirm to yourself that you are doing a good job. OK so you might feel you could be doing so much better but realise you are doing the best you can in the circumstances you are in.
It may feel you are on someone else’s life path and maybe you are. You may very well have ended up following someone else’s dream. The journey you are on may have been chosen for you by a well-meaning parent or teacher who helped you get on a career that she thought would suit you. However, deep down you may have known that it was not what your soul wanted or desired. Maybe you had no choice but to conform. Maybe you hadn’t yet found your voice.
