Michael has spent the morning with the transcript of what the Shii said the day before, feeling into the mechanics of creation, and he sits at the mic still working it out loud. Partway in he stops cold: "I just found the loop." It has landed so fast that when they realize the stuck, uncomfortable place they were describing on the last podcast was only yesterday, he keeps repeating it, half in disbelief: "Was that yesterday? That's completely insane."
What he found: the cycle of creation runs from void to creation and back again, and in The Deviation it got halted, because we never take the experience all the way through. So we stay stuck in the same limiting experiences, running them again and again. "Sound like the hell state?" The loop isn't even a real thing on its own. It's what resistance leaves behind when you won't let an experience complete.
The way through is to take it all the way through, to the gratitude, letting go of the judgment, and then there's space for new creation. Gratitude here isn't the kind you think it is. It runs zero through a hundred levels and only deepens the more you purify. The Shii had told them not to force it: just notice you've been supported, and have been supported all along. Michael says the final mechanics go even past gratitude, but gratitude is what completes the experience, which completes the cycle.
Underneath it is Shiva, who in the old story beat out creation and preservation, because the only thing absolute is the void, and all creation is temporary. Breathe in, breathe out; it's the pause between that stays the same. The dreams say it too: Audree finally driving the Camaro that was her first car, after forty years of dreams where she never could; a house's foundation crumbling in another, moss and plants growing over bricks that can't hold the weight anymore and aren't meant to. Even their Shiva statue has gone green, the color of spring. None of it has landed anywhere yet. It's just the cycle, turning.
00:00 Mechanics of Creation
01:56 Love Based Awareness
04:48 Void to Creation Cycle
07:47 Driving Your Vehicle
10:43 Darkness Sparks Change
11:48 Growth and Transformation
16:53 Trauma as Experiment
18:06 Breaking the Trauma Loop
22:06 Healing Paths Converge
24:13 Gratitude and Support
27:56 Desire and Want Decoded
31:29 Nature Perfecting Itself
36:24 Shiva and the Void
42:44 Website and Resources
46:23 One Thread of the Work
50:29 Workplace and Organizations
53:20 Closing E2 Meditation
