There came a point in my journey that I realized that the majority of things I was having to do, or being asked to do in my moments were all composed of things I didn't "want" to do ,,, or enjoy doing at all... I created an inner dialogue and identity over time... of a person who was LAZY.. a person who wasn't RESPONSIBLE... in the world.. It was a major part of the inner conversation that didn't like me very much... and was not interested or eager to do anything that these moments were showing me ... When I went back and wrote out and consciously examined all that I was "Pushing Off"... in those moments ... I realized that almost ALL of them were the byproduct of the upkeep needed to maintain the life I had manifested... the Image of who I said I needed to be to matter ... The issue was that all of these things I created ... and the things needed to maintain them every day were created from lack.. fear.. anger.. frustration or a deeeep inner feeling that I was not enough... With that energy fueling these actions in my life.... I was only looking to manifest the thing..... I didn't enjoy the process all that much in most cases because the process was overshadowed by "needing" the thing ASAP at any cost !! ... Once I would achieve the thing .. or relationship.. or situation.. I would drop down to the frequency of " NOT ENOUGH "... and deep emptiness .... SO now ALL of the things needed to maintain that illusion was nothing I wanted to be a part of ... and I would push them of ... or " Procrastinate " .... You are not lazy .. you are not uninspired.. you are not irresponsible ... We just need to examine the energy underneath the life you've manifested... and fine tune it progressively towards things you love and align with from the INSIDE out.... Not needing to achieve value or worth from an external world first ... Let the external world be a positive reflection of your vibration and inner connected conscious alignment ... This can be the beginning of incredible energetic shifts in your life and reality... MUCH LOVE TODAY ! Likeattractslike11.com
