I had a really enlightening conversation with my therapist today. I'm currently dealing with this new emotion - guilt.
And I'll be damned if it isn't so conflicting. I talk about the fire behind my drive, why I am the way I am, and a small glimpse into what my childhood was like.
My childhood has played a huge part into why I am the way I am (duh) but also where I get all my motivation from. fortunately, I was able to take my childhood experiences and turn them into something beautiful. I chose not to be my surroundings, and that's the real base line of where the fuck you mentality started.
******give it a listen. I'm talking childhood trauma, so I don't suggest listening if listening to others' discuss their trauma triggers you.
love you all.