I don't mean to impose on your time again here my imaginary listener friend, but it isn't often that I have all the preparatory work for a meeting ready to go and then proceed to stumblebumble my way through 45 minutes of unintended intro-chitter-chatter resulting in a complete postponement of that scheduled analysis and summary of said detailed revision materials until the next time the red button is engaged so as not to waste more of your time than I already did by firstly, not editing this admission of culpability a bit more than I already have... and two, by derailing myself so thoroughly and immediately at the outset of this recorded entry, the 50th of 53 episodes in the C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz project, which I had advertised would be an episode dedicated to me relistening and locating my mistaken thought processes/oversights/errors/omissions/whatevs from episodes 40-49 and then reacting as necessary to said discoveries with any mea culpas and other such repair work deemed actionable and properly funded ...thus giving a reason for the aforementioned notes that I at least remembered to bring with me from the get-go...am I right? Word.
I can't explain what I was thinking to underperform this way, I just did it as above mostly says I did it without even realizing I was doing it. So...after calling my life coach for a bit of wtf? self-analysis to reestablish my balance, I have this recently shortened-for-time but always italicized statement to release to the public:
First, I'd like to say I hope to do this one better...but really better ya know? not like I said last time, and that other time would be better, this time I'm serious. And, honestly, sooooo "out-of-right-field" was this behavior of mine, this way of forgetting what I was doing while holding the very item in my hand that I was in need of remembering still needed doing... coupled with my dumb talky-talky way of being lame and my especially stunning sequence of back-to-back-to-back-to-back distracted moments that demonstrated, nay the word is confirmed, that there was no hope that I might actually get back to the original point, and in so doing address the material I had so earnestly compiled minutes before starting these very proceedings; SO JAW-DROPPINGLY specific of a maneuver was all of that wave-function-collapsing activity in that location in spacetime as our shared reality presents it for cause and effect interactivity to realize presupposing you have the meat sack minimum senses to experience it...well... that cloud of quantum locality behavior I'm pretty sure, is the only time I've actually done it in precisely that way...so far as I know, in these published efforts available on the world wide web within this data set under observation as I maintain my existence simultaneously to ensure it's been observed. But I could be wrong here still...no doubt this could all simply be my inner-thoughts experiencing non-locality without me...giggity.
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 50 of 53
