Episode 41
Samantha does a solo-podcast on "The Cold Hard Truth" about how she is really doing in life.
I'm not going to lie. I didn't know if I was even going to be able to have the energy to do this. I have been struggling with myself. I have NOT been in a good place emotionally for variable reasons. These last few months have left me in a place where I don't even seem to recognize myself. But I vowed to always be as transparent with all of you as I can be.
I talk about my life as it stands. I get real about how my EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing) appointments for my PTSD (Post-traumatic-Stress-Disorder) are going, what they consist of and if I feel like they are actually helping. I discuss my perspective about SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) and the questions I have that surround the subject.
Am I going backwards in life? Or is this like a slingshot where I am being pulled back in preparation to be shot forward with great momentum?
Am I psychoanalyzing too much?
How did I let this happen? Or is this just part of the process?
SO Many questions. Do I have all the answers?? Absolutely NOT!
Is this the most eloquent podcast I've ever done? NOPE!
But it's REAL and it's my truth right here and right now.
My hope with sharing the "Cold Hard Truth" about the dark place I have been in can help just one person know that you are NOT ALONE!
Thank you for listening. I wish I had a beautiful quote of encouragement and support to leave you with. But the truth is my mind, body and soul is just a little tired at the moment. So I leave you with our tag line.
Stay Twisted my Beautiful Friends.
