In pain, we have to move our battlefields to where the Holy Spirit resides. Then your fight will happen with Jesus beside you. It's also important to remember that your battle isn't really against the pain...it's against the quest to discover your true self and your real purpose.
God does not see the darkness in the same way we do. He uses our suffering and hard seasons to grow us into who we were meant to be. God does not fear dark places but lives in them with us as our guide through the deepest trials.
Our God is a God of COMFORT, who is walking with you every step of the way!