That morning after mass, I had the honor, of another day, to once again, walk over to the altar rail and receive Jesus, "My God and My All", into my body. And not only that, as I consumed the Holy Eucharist, he touched and blessed all of my senses beyond beyond my control. For in that moment, my mind only desired to be in Him, and my heart was heavily drawn toward His love and compassion for me. And then, last and most important of all, He began to stir within me and my mind, body, and soul, began to conform to his ways, becoming the holiest loveliest daughter He expects of me to be. In this beautiful moment of heavenly distractions my mind, heart, body and soul lingered for awhile, and I was perfectly fine with it, and even noticed that my feet never took me past the church building exit. It was as if God had wanted something different for me to see, to hear, to reflect upon, but this time outside of the four walls of a man made building. I entered instead into the creation of God the master creator of this vast and mysterious universe. I was lost in the unique beautifulness of a zebra butterfly. This specie of butterfly appeared to be much stronger than the other butterflies I have observed, it was as if God had given them stronger wingspans and a more powerful stride in the air as it had flown by. Yet no voice whatsoever was given to it, but only the honor and ability to pollinate and procreate and then die. Just maybe our Lord wants for all of us to pay more attention to creation than we have in the past so that he can bring us a new perspective about our self through them, because we are equally his creation worthy of learning about Christ through the messages of inspiration he brings to us. I think it is important to see, because I believe he is trying to reveal himself differently, and as I saw Him differently through his wonderous creation, I could not help but to listen more attentively than ever, to the gift of the Holy Spirit coming to me through a background of music beautifully sung by birds praising God in a foreground of beauty. God wants to capture our attention and lure us back to him, but if only, we could just for once, stop every distraction that has taken us further away from Him when He knows what is truly necessary for our survival. No book can do this. Only God can reveal perfectly and in a timely fashion what we need and exactly when we need it. And I think we can all use a great big dose of God right now. Present to us exactly where we are. Can we, will we, I think it is up to us to desire more than the life we are living, it means to desire Christ, more than our life, so that we He can bless, direct, guiding us more perfectly in His wisdom, and if we follow in Him, and trust in Him, we will receive the truth we have been seeking our entire lives. But we have to want it more than anything else in life. And when we desire the pearl of great price, nothing else will come close to the importance of knowing, loving, serving, and living in Him. Everything that we say and do must be for the greater glory of God and we must deny ourselves and carry our cross and align our cross to Jesus cross. It is then we truly begin to live the life in Him that is worth living. My brothers, my sisters in Christ and in His most holiest Mother Mary, do heed this call, for our Lord is speaking right through my hands as I write this truth to you. It is for your betterment, it is for your souls well being, and never will our Lord so precious and true, lead those he loves astray. Created in His likeness and in His truth we have the ability to make perfect the path of eternal life right now. Question is will we choose to be strong, courageous, church militant, and eternal in Him and for Him before we leave this earth?
