Hi Golden beings,
As a child I was told on repeat if someone gives you a gift or treats you to a meal. I need to keep track to pay them back. Because this is “manners, it looks nice to pay back, you don’t want to look bad..etc”. As an adult this showed up as “Money anxiety”. I would start to panic if I saw a statement was due. I would immediately pay it. I would panic if my friend or partner paid for a meal, I would keep mental note of it. I would tell them no no don’t pay for me or next time it’s on me. This money anxiety blocked my holding wealth ability. I am naturally great at receiving but I couldn’t hold wealth for a long time. I always had anxiety that it would run out.
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Jia
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