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In this special birthday episode of Spicy Spectrum, I’m opening up about something deeply personal as I turn 30. From my earliest crushes to my experiences in sex work, I’ve spent a long time trying to make sense of my sexuality and I’m finally ready to talk about it. I share how I’ve come to understand my bisexuality, what emotionally draws me to women, why men still sexually arouse me, and how my porn preferences and customer interactions reflect it all.
This episode is raw, real, and honest. If you’ve ever felt confused or in-between, I hope it resonates with you too.
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