The truth most of us only whisper: the job can break your body before it breaks your badge. From Coast Guard beginnings to SWAT and command, Bill McAuliffe walks us through toxic leadership, a federal civil rights fight, and the day a doctor said returning to work might end his life. What follows isn’t a simple solution, but it’s the blueprint for resilience that more departments need to teach and more officers deserve to practice.
We explore how mindfulness-based stress reduction and men’s emotional work can decompress years of stored trauma without dulling your edge. Bill explains somatic processing through a single devastating call and how the body’s release changed everything, including his relationship with alcohol. We talk about masculinity, empathy, and the culture that still tells cops to “suck it up,” then lay out a modern path: emotional intelligence as fieldcraft. Think self-awareness before briefing, controlled language on scene, and the humility to accept that three responders can live three different truths from one incident, and all be valid.
The conversation turns to prevention. Suicide in public safety remains a crisis, and the answer isn’t one-size-fits-all therapy. It’s confidential coaching, peer circles, practical tools you can use off-duty, and leadership that rewards candor without career damage. Bill shares why he built Settle for Better Consulting to serve first responders privately and how small, consistent actions can turn into real change at work and at home.
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