I talk about the Girl of my dreams and the girl I talked about in date a disabled guy rant. I talk about how she's not on my level and how I could be intimidating vs the level I am at in life being independent and a go getter. I also elaborate on a deeper level of what Kayy makes me feel in my sprit. The experiences we've had to make us have unexplainable special bond. My experiences of trying to talk to other girls also talk about and tell Kayy what I'm bringing to her physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Also what has been the factor in the 8 years and counting I've been waiting to be with the only girl for me. I see her as one thing though The Girl of my Dreams/Wifey one day.