The full moon in Pisces was unrelenting in her illumination of the shadows of my shadows that she brought powerfully forward over this last weekend.
I tried to duck and hide. At times the intensity of the buzz felt so potent I wondered if I might be vibrated apart by it.
And, in a way… I was.
A synchronistic event with my daughter at school, mushroom clouded into a family system apocalypse with my extended family. Some of you may have had a window into it if you were following my Facebook page during the exchange.
It culminated in me emancipating myself from my family of origin. Parents, siblings, and in-laws… we are officially on separation by my internal and external proclamation.
What a complex journey this is!
I have navigated this increasingly tense and dissonant family constellation for the last 10 years. Tending my triggers, growing into my Essence, finding my way to love more and judge less.
I have taken my medicine over and over again.
So, how did I know that NOW was the time to take this more drastic and possibly permanent step? What clarity can be found in a decision to step out of relationship with someone you still love and care for?
On this week’s Wild Soul Medicine Radio Show I shared my story.
I told you what I’ve learned about sovereignty, attachments, fear, love and Truth with a capital T.
This one is still pretty tender, and I showed up to be witnessed in my liberation and held in my grief.
If you have time to listen in, it would feel beautiful to have you witness.
