It's 8pm and I'm just posting this podcast that I recorded last night. What's ironic about this is, if you tune you'll hear this long story about how my computer went down, it seemed like the drive was failing, and then funnily enough by Sunday everything was back up and running! Well, I woke up this morning so happy to get to edit the podcast and meditation and...... boom! The hard drive absolutely failed. And the day was spent at the Apple Store getting it in for repair- which is not an easy thing to do right now due to Covid. So stressful!The point of me sharing this is because so much of what I shared about in this week's episode has to do with the themes of: Trust- trusting in diving timing, that we're exactly where we're supposed to be.Mercury Retrograde- How sometimes you don't feel the side effects and sometimes everything you touch breaks, goes backward, and leaves you in a pool of resistance.Stopping negative self talk- even when things are challenging or difficult, beating yourself up does no good for your situation. It doesn't work to pressure yourself for being more prepared, being stronger, being more disciplined, etc. You are more than enough exactly as you are and when you can pause that negative self talk and really commit to a more friendly dialogue with yourself- it actually helps us live more in the present and have more confidence and trust in our self- which I know I deeply need that, so I'm guessing you might too!So tonight, even through a very stressful rollercoaster weekend, I'm just breathing a breath of gratitude that I do have other resources to pull this together magically and be able to get this new episode out there. I hope that it serves and encourages you, or at least connects to a bit from within you- and I hope that by next week I'll have some kind of conclusion or bigger purpose to this whole saga to be able to share.
