The bitterness of unrealized potential and watching others receive the fame and recognition I feel I deserve is all part of my long term MKUltra conditioning. I wonder if my parents accidentally pissed off Sidney Gottlieb at a party back before his cover got blown. Regardless, at least I have the religious defector gene from my Amish heritage-and the gene that makes your brain get foggy after drinking because most of my ancestors probably haven’t regularly metabolized alcohol for centuries. And by the way...the name of the film is “Suspiria”.