In this episode of Becoming with Angelina Watkins I discuss how something tragic causes me to fear dying and how it will take something tragic to cause me to heal from it.
There are three levels to Being. There is the Becoming phase, the Unbecoming phase, and the Being phase. I had become fearful and it will take me fighting to protect me and my child to decide to unbecome this fearful person. The death of a loved one at a young age caused me to develop a fear of dying. I didn’t want to die young. I wanted to experience life and all it had to offer. I didn’t want to miss out, but enjoy life. But it was rooted in fear.
It will take another tragic event to turn the fear into a positive desire and yearning for life. A stalking situation would cause me to fight to protect me and my child. And so the fear turns into power and the power would turn int0 a desire to live for today.
Tomorrow is not promised to us and it is not my time because God has plans for my life. He has given me an assignment to fulfill on earth. It has brought me too far for me not to follow purpose.
Episode Outline
- Intro
- Three Phases of Being
- Fear of Dying
- Fear of Missing Out
- Too Young to Process Emotions
- The Stalker
- Restraining Order
- Live for Today
- I Have an Assignment
- Closing
