God’s way is often unconventional. Anti-cultural. Anti-world. He chose the foolish things to confound the wise (1 Corinthians 1:27 KJV). We have to be "foolish" enough (from a worldly POV) to allow God full control. To give Him our heavy burdens in exchange for His lighter ones. Along that journey, everything is challenged. Is this God or is this me? Does my works prove my faith? Who, or what, is my faith in? Our thoughts and actions have been transformed over the last couple of years by allowing God full access through obedience. We do life differently now and our feelings are starting to catch up.
Questions
1. How am I following a path that only God has the blueprint to?
2. Is this God or is this me?
3. Who or what is my faith actually in?