In this instalment of Checkmate I've just come off what I can only describe as a breakdown. I explain the initial stages of my situation with Meghan and how I came to be in London for the very first time. How I completely disliked everything about the place and how electric candle's should never, ever be a thing.
I also go into how it's so easy to misread a situation, especially if you're from an abusive past yourself and your confidence is at a stupidly low level.
I am not justifying any of my actions, I am merely explaining them.
I should have run a mile, I did not.
