TOO MUCH AND NEVER ENOUGH 🎧 (Marcella Boxcia)
I am the river that never rests,too full of stars to be calm,too deep to be touched by light,a torrent that knows no shore,a longing that swallows the nightand spits out the dawn.I carry too much within me—the weight of a thousand silences,the echoes of words never spoken,the dreams of a thousand livesI never had the chance to live.I am too much,and yet,I am always empty.Do you see the gap in my soul?The space between love and loss,where I keep every wordthat never found its way to your lips.The emptiness,the hunger,it gnaws at me,a beast with a thousand faces—each one yours,and none of them enough.I am a flame that burns too bright,consuming the worldand leaving nothing but ashes,a song too loud to be heard,its melody lost in the wind.I am too much,and never enough,always searching for somethingI cannot name,but feel in every breath I take.And still, I walk this road—too far from the truth,too close to the edge,holding too much in my hands,and nothing at all.The weight of everything I amdrags me down,but the sky calls me higher,and in this space between too much and never enough,I am both broken and whole.Do you understand now?Or do I remain,too muchand never enough?