- āTwo of the most happiest thoughts in my life, remind me what depression feels like. Iāve always tried to do the right thing - all ways and always thought I did⦠But maybe I havenāt! āļøHow can I create something that doesnāt have any love in it or return the love that I who created it with? How can I give love to something that doesnāt exist and then when it does, it disappears? Did I not give love? Am I making a mistake to be patient and wait? Does that require patience to be patient when you are a patient? Question: what have I lost my patience to instead of me myself and I? As a composer, I think of a song that I used to sing when I was well⦠ME! Do you remember this songā¦? š¤ all by myself.š¶ donāt wanna be⦠All by myselfš¹ anymore because when I was young, I never needed anyone and making love was just for fun. Those days are gone.š¹ I hope this improvised song has the right frequency of energy that attracts and not repels. Leave a comment for me if you have feedback⦠And if your law of attraction has you here listening to my voice⦠Iāve been missing you. I love you. Iām sorry. Please forgive me.