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Grieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid Epidemic‘We Create Our Onward:' Stories of Loss, Pain and Hope from 2025In a special year-end edition of Grieving Out Loud, we take a look back at some of the emotional and meaningful conversations featured on the podcast this year. The show, produced by Emily’s Hope and hosted by Angela Kennecke, spotlights families affected by the opioid epidemic, as well as experts working to curb the growing mental health and substance-use crisis.Throughout 2025, Kennecke interviewed lawmakers, law enforcement leaders, and parents who have lost loved ones to fentanyl. Their stories, taken together, offer a clearer picture of the challenges communities are facing — and the efforts underway to create chan...
2025-12-3147 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid Epidemic4,000 Tombstones on the National Mall Tell the Story of America’s Drug CrisisThis fall, the National Mall in Washington, D.C., was transformed into a sea of grief and remembrance. Four thousand tombstones stretched across the grass—each one representing a life cut short by substances. The Trail of Truth was more than an event; it was a call to action, shining a light on the nation’s fentanyl and substance use disorder epidemic and urging lawmakers to finally take notice.Among the rows of stones, families gathered—mothers, fathers, siblings, and friends—united in both sorrow and determination. They came not only to mourn but to make sure their lo...
2025-10-1540 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicGrowing Up with Grief: Emily’s Siblings Open UpIn this deeply personal episode of Grieving Out Loud, host Angela Kennecke sits down with her own children to talk about the very public loss of their sister, Emily, who died of fentanyl poisoning in 2018. While the nation saw the news story, what it didn’t see was the quiet heartbreak that unfolded behind closed doors. In episode one of What About Us? Stories of Sibling Grief, each sibling shares how Emily’s death changed them—how they grieve, how they’ve grown, and what they want others to know about life after unimaginable loss. It’s the start o...
2025-05-1429 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicMinnesota’s First Addiction and Recovery Director on Drugs, Policy, and Controversial SolutionsTo battle the nation’s opioid and substance use disorder epidemic, Minnesota has created a new position focused on the problem. The governor appointed Jeremy Drucker to serve as the administration’s first Addiction and Recovery Director.In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, host Angela Kennecke sits down with Drucker to gather his insights both professionally and personally on overcoming addiction, as he’s battled the disease himself. From safe recovery sites to naloxone, they cover some of the most controversial topics surrounding the epidemic.Send a textBehind every number is a s...
2025-02-0531 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicFormer college coach speaks out after losing standout athlete son to fentanylFor so many young athletes, playing a college sport is the dream. But for Taelin Webb, one wasn’t enough—he excelled in two. From standout basketball player to football star at Southern Utah University, Taelin was the kind of athlete who seemed unstoppable: disciplined, passionate, and in peak physical condition.Taelin’s dad, Vonn Webb, who also coached at the collegiate level, says he didn’t have any major concerns about his son, but little did he know that his son had a secret struggle.Hear how Vonn has now transformed his playbook of life to preve...
2025-01-0829 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicHer shocking loss made international headlines—Now she’s helping others navigate griefNicola Marshall’s world was shattered by a sudden, heartbreaking loss that made headlines around the globe. Her 12-year-old son died after falling from a balcony while they were vacationing in Spain.Yet, amidst this unimaginable heartache, Nicola discovered a way to move forward—one careful step at a time. Now, she has dedicated her life to understanding grief and supporting others as they navigate their own journeys, offering hope when it feels hardest to find. Nicola is working on writing a book, is a TED Talk speaker, and hosts sessions where people can share their grief. ...
2024-12-0439 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicWhat a mother wishes she knew before losing her son to fentanylAs a grieving mother who fought to get help for my daughter’s substance use disorder—and ultimately lost her to fentanyl—I’m often asked what advice I have, or what I wish I had done differently.Today on Grieving Out Loud, I sit down with another grieving mother at the DEA Family Summit on Fentanyl. Kate Sloan, like so many others, learned about the deadly reality of fentanyl far too late. She’s here to share her son’s story—his battle with substance use disorder—and the hard lessons she wishes she had known sooner.If...
2024-10-0928 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicFamily invited to the State of the Union to raise fentanyl awarenessAn Iowa couple was invited to the State of the Union address for a reason they could have never imagined just a few years ago. Deric and Kathy Kidd were unaware of how lethal the illicit drug supply had become until the day they found their teenage son dead in his bedroom. He had taken half a pill, thinking it was Percocet, but it turned out to be a deadly dose of fentanyl.Now, the Kidds have made it their mission to raise awareness about the fentanyl epidemic and the growing mental health crisis. Join us as we...
2024-09-1136 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicMother shares grief journey after losing two children to drug overdoseGrief—it's a heavy burden, a journey that changes us forever. Each person's path through it is uniquely painful. Today, nearly one in three Americans has felt the devastating loss of someone to a drug overdose. In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, Cheryl Juaire shares her heart-wrenching story of losing not one but two children to the relentless grip of addiction.She shares the profound pain and isolation that comes with losing loved ones in such a stigmatized way. Yet, amidst her sorrow, Cheryl has found a purpose: helping others by creating a grief su...
2024-07-3127 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicPromising young entrepreneur dies after taking counterfeit percocetAt just 19 years old, Jack Nathan had a bright and promising future. He founded his own apparel company, Happy Jack, and generously donated some proceeds to support children struggling with mental health issues.However, a single decision changed everything. Jack's life was tragically cut short when he took what he thought was a Percocet, but it was a deadly dose of fentanyl.Hear the heartbreaking story of Jack's death, and learn how his mom, Bradi Harrison Nathan, is now dedicated to helping others navigate mental health and substance use disorders in his honor....
2024-07-1030 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicOne woman's path to overcome abuse and addictionIn this episode of Grieving Out Loud, Angela Kennecke talks with Elaine Mingus about her journey through severe challenges and eventual recovery. Elaine shares her story of surviving sexual abuse and battling depression, an eating disorder, and a substance use disorder. Her experiences highlight the power of resilience and the importance of finding hope even in the darkest times.Elaine describes her upbringing in an upper-middle-class Christian family and how internal and external pressures worsened her struggles. She discusses the trauma of being sexually abused by a youth pastor and the blame she faced, which led to...
2024-06-1233 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicEmbracing hope after the loss of a daughter to suicideThe statistics are deeply troubling. Between 2007 and 2021, youth suicide rates surged by more than 60%. Data from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention reveals that teens living in the most impoverished areas were 37% more likely to die by suicide. However, this distressing trend isn't confined to those facing socioeconomic challenges; it also impacts young people who outwardly appear to have everything.Angela Drake understands the devastating impact of this epidemic all too well. Her 17-year-old daughter lost her life after battling depression. Rather than allowing grief to consume her, Drake made a courageous decision to confront her...
2024-05-1533 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicPrince's cousin's efforts to expose the truth behind the musician's fentanyl deathEight years have passed since the world lost Prince, an unparalleled musical force and one of America's most revered artists. During his life, the creative genius sold over 100 million records, ranking him among the best-selling musical artists ever. However, despite his worldwide fame, the circumstances surrounding his sudden death from fentanyl poisoning remain shrouded in mystery, with no one held accountable for the tragedy.In an eye-opening interview, Prince's cousin, Chazz Smith, joins Grieving Out Loud host Angela Kennecke to talk about his mission to preserve his loved one's legacy and search for truth in the icon's...
2024-04-2129 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicA mother-daughter journey from Hollywood to heroin to healingFrom a young age, Sarah Spier seemed destined for success. At 18 years old, she landed a job as a film specialist for the Academy Award-winning movie No Country for Old Men. But her Hollywood dreams quickly turned into a nightmare of heroin addiction. Sarah fell in love with a drug dealer, thinking it was a modern-day Romeo and Juliet tale. No one could pull her away from him or her addiction.However, her mother’s love and determination saved Sarah’s life not once but twice. Join us for a heart-wrenching story as we sit down with Sara...
2024-04-1749 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicA conversation with a trailblazer making naloxone more accessible and saving livesWith fentanyl being the number one killer of Americans under 50, it’s more important than ever to have easy access to naloxone, which can reverse opioid overdoses. In fact, naloxone has saved the lives of tens of thousands of people.Today, on a heartfelt episode of Grieving Out Loud, we are privileged to have Justin Phillips join us—a remarkable woman at the forefront of making naloxone more accessible. Her unwavering mission stems from personal tragedy; she endured the devastating loss of her son, Aaron, to a drug overdose.Justin’s advocacy has left an indeli...
2024-02-2835 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicA sister’s role in getting brother off opioidsOriginally released on July 18th, 2022Today's episode is an unexpected revisit dedicated to the memory of one of our past guests. Maryrose Fealey was a TikTok star who gained fame after she shared her relationship with her brother, Ian, who suffers from substance use disorder. Her journey was also shown in an eye-opening documentary that followed Ian and Maryrose for almost a month while he suffered from withdrawals and cravings.Tragically, Grieving Out Loud host Angela Kennecke got a call from a reporter to comment on Maryrose's horrific death. The 27-year-old was found fatally stabbed...
2024-02-0728 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicSnaps of sorrow: A father's advocacy after losing son from Snapchat drug dealBuying drugs online is "nearly as convenient as using one's phone to order a pizza or call an Uber," a report by Colorado Attorney General Phil Weiser found. Sadly, an increasing number of grieving parents are painfully discovering the truth behind this statement.Chris Didier's 17-year-old son Zach was an Eagle Scout, talented soccer player, and straight-A student who decided to buy what he thought was a Percocet via Snapchat. Unfortunately, that pill was a deadly dose of fentanyl. In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, Didier shares his son's tragic journey, reflects on what he wishes...
2024-01-3137 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicSurviving the holiday season while grievingOriginally Released on November 30th, 2022Season's greetings from Grieving Out Loud! For this holiday special, we're revisiting an episode that holds valuable insights for many. Our guest today, Dr. Mark Vande Braak, played a significant role in host Angela Kennecke's grief journey following the loss of her 21-year-old daughter, Emily. As a thanatologist—a fancy term for a grief educator—Dr. Vande Braak guided Angela's family in the aftermath of Emily's passing. You might recall him from an earlier podcast, Episode 10, "Broken Heart Syndrome: Four Ways We Grieve."In this episode, Vande Braak has helpful, prac...
2023-12-2033 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicWarning signs your loved one may be abusing drugs: Insights from a grieving fatherGrieving Out Loud host Angela Kennecke received a special invitation to the White House this year, where she met with some of America's top government officials working to end the historic drug crisis. The visit included discussions with prominent figures such as our nation's drug czar, the CDC director, and the Second Gentleman, Douglas Emhoff, Vice President Kamala Harris's husband. Angela also had the opportunity to connect with parents who, like herself, are grappling with the heartbreaking loss of their children to the fentanyl epidemic. One of those parents, Gary Carter, is the guest on this episode.
2023-12-1333 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicA parent's guide to surviving a loved one's addictionIn this episode of "Grieving Out Loud," host Angela Kennecke engages in a poignant discussion with Lisa Gennosa, a physician assistant and author of Incurable Hope: A Memoir and Survival Guide for Coping with a Loved One's Addiction. Despite Lisa's medical background and being married to a doctor, she found herself unprepared for her son's struggles with substance use disorder and mental health issues. This plight is not unique, as drug overdoses have become the leading cause of death for Americans under 50.Recent CDC data reveals alarming trends among high school students: one-third of female students have...
2023-12-0626 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicInside the Washington D.C. Rally: Taking on the fentanyl crisisOver the past couple of months, Grieving Out Loud host Angela Kennecke had the opportunity to make two trips to Washington, D.C., to shine a spotlight on America's growing drug crisis, which is killing a record number of Americans. During her first visit, Angela had the privilege of meeting with some of our country's top leaders, including the U.S. drug czar, the director of the CDC, and Second Gentleman Douglas Emhoff, who is married to Vice President Kamala Harris. On her second visit to the nation's capital, Angela joined hundreds of others who have felt...
2023-10-1825 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicThe other side of loss: Grandparents, grief, and the opioid crisisAccording to U.S. census data, more grandparents are raising their grandchildren than ever, and the opioid epidemic is mainly to blame. It's hitting home for many families; Patricia Drewes' journey is a prime example. Her daughter's life was tragically cut short by a drug-tainted with a deadly dose of fentanyl.In this emotionally charged episode of Grieving Out Loud, host Angela Kennecke sits with Patricia for an important conversation. We'll delve deep into her journey, discussing her insights into why her daughter turned to drugs, how she's navigating the immense weight of this tragedy, and her...
2023-09-1334 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicLights, camera, change: Emmy nominated producer creates documentary about addiction following son’s deathAs an Emmy Nominated Producer and Film Director, Kay Sumner has been making waves in the entertainment industry. She has an impressive track record, boasting three Emmy nominations and not one but two People's Choice awards. Her claim to fame includes being the co-creator and producer of the renowned show The Dog Whisperer with Cesar Millan, but her most recent project aims to change the most lives. Kay, along with her husband Murray, created the film Survivor. The compelling documentary ventures into the real stories of triumph over opioid addiction and the heart-wrenching tales of loss. However...
2023-09-0634 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicStraight talk with an addiction care doc: Understanding substance use disorderAddiction is a complex condition, and there's no one-size-fits-all solution during recovery. On this episode of Grieving Out Loud, Angela Kennecke sits down with a highly respected psychiatrist specializing in addiction care. Dr. Hannah Statz DeVries is also a valuable Emily's Hope board member.Throughout this episode, Dr. Statz DeVries will be addressing your questions on addiction and substance use disorder. We'll dive deep into the challenges individuals face seeking help, especially in the face of stigma and the misconception that recovery should be quick and straightforward.Beyond that, we'll explore essential topics for family...
2023-08-2336 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicBeyond the darkness: A mother's empowering tale of love, loss, and renewed hopeJoin host Angela Kennecke on this powerful episode of Grieving Out Loud as she sits down with Valerie Silveira, a woman whose journey will leave you inspired and moved. Valerie's impact on the lives of countless individuals dealing with grief, depression, and the challenges of having a family member battle addiction is nothing short of extraordinary.Valerie's story began with unimaginable challenges as she faced her daughter's harrowing battle with heroin addiction and the traumatic event of her being shot. The weight of depression, shame, and self-doubt took its toll as she watched her daughter make one...
2023-08-0247 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicThe pill trap: When surgery prescriptions lead to addictionAt first glance, Kate Kerr seemed to have it all—a beautiful apartment, impeccable fashion sense, and was a nurturing mother who ensured her children were well cared for. However, behind this seemingly perfect exterior, a secret lay hidden, unknown even to her closest loved ones. Kate struggled with substance use disorder after a doctor prescribed her painkillers to recover from surgery. Unfortunately, that struggle took a deadly turn that her mother is still trying to piece together.In this emotional episode of "Grieving Out Loud," host Angela Kennecke sits down with Kate's mother, Deborah Zwicker, as sh...
2023-07-2635 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicAddiction & grief counselor shares insights after losing daughter to fentanyl poisoningOn this episode of "Grieving Out Loud," your host, Angela Kennecke, sits down with an incredible guest, Patty Stovall, who knows firsthand that as parents, our knowledge alone isn't always enough to shield our children from the battles of drug or alcohol use.Growing up, Patty witnessed her parents' ongoing struggle with alcohol addiction. It wasn't an easy road, but both of her parents eventually found their way to recovery. In fact, Patty's mom has become a true beacon of hope, extending a helping hand to others in their own battles with substance use disorder. Inspired by...
2023-07-1936 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicUniting for change: A bereaved mother organizes D.C. march to combat fentanyl crisisIn just a few weeks, the nation's capital will witness an awe-inspiring rally that aims to shake the foundations of our country's drug crisis. Picture hundreds, perhaps even thousands, of passionate individuals marching to the White House, demanding attention from lawmakers who some believe have taken too little action.Leading this movement is none other than April Babcock, but what drove her to become the driving force behind this event? In a gripping and heart-wrenching episode of Grieving Out Loud, your host, Angela Kennecke, delves deep into Babcock's personal journey of loss, grief, and advocacy....
2023-07-1229 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicNavigating grief and addiction: A 'Sober Daughter's' journey to reclaiming her lifeFawna Asfaw was an only child who had her world turned upside down when she lost not just one, but both of her parents at a young age. It's unimaginable. She didn't know how to handle all that grief, so she turned to alcohol. As you may have guessed, that led Fawna down a dangerous and devastating path. In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, your host, Angela Kennecke, sits down with Fawna to talk about how she navigated her darkest moments and eventually found a way back to a life filled with joy and purpose. Her journey serves...
2023-06-2133 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicEmily's Hope Prevention Education Curriculum making a difference on the reservationThe Rosebud Reservation is one of the most impoverished areas in the United States, and the nationwide drug epidemic has struck its residents. According to new CDC data, Native Americans are experiencing the highest number of deadly drug overdoses involving fentanyl and meth. Additionally, government reports suggest that Mexican drug cartels intentionally target rural Native American Reservations. But despite these challenges, there is hope.In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, host Angela Kennecke speaks with Carrie Reinders, a licensed professional counselor with 24 years of experience working in the Todd County School District on the Rosebud Reservation...
2023-06-1426 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicLiving beyond loss: A father’s journey to healing after 15-year-old daughter dies to suicideOn this episode of "Grieving Out Loud," we'll explore the depths of grief and the journey to healing. Host, Angela Kennecke, sits down with Eric Hodgdon, a remarkable individual who has navigated the unimaginable pain of losing his 15-year-old daughter, Zoi, to suicide.Initially consumed by grief, Eric struggled with sleeplessness, loss of appetite, and agonizing phantom pains. However, as time passed, he discovered the inner strength to confront his sorrow head-on, leading to a profound personal transformation. Today, Eric stands as a beacon of hope, extending a compassionate hand to others who are grieving. As a...
2023-06-0736 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicUnlocking the healing potential of intuition: A conversation with a medical and spiritual intuitive"Mother's intuition" is a well-known term that refers to a unique sense that mothers have to ensure their children's safety and well-being. However, have you ever considered other forms of intuition? In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, Angela Kennecke has a fascinating conversation with Katie Beecher, a renowned medical and spiritual intuitive with an international reputation. Rather than relying on conventional medicine, Katie employs her intuition to identify the root causes of physical, emotional, and spiritual ailments. Her insights are especially valuable for those who have experienced the loss of a loved one. She's even written a...
2023-05-3134 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicFur-ever grateful: A mother's journey through grief with her canine companionsOn this episode of Grieving Out Loud, your host, Angela Kennecke, welcomes guest Susan Lynch, a professional, award-winning dog trainer who has always known the importance of our furry friends. However, it wasn't until her son tragically passed away from a drug overdose that she truly understood just how essential they can be in our lives.Susan found herself struggling to continue living and feeling judged by others due to the stigma associated with her son's drug use. However, through it all, her dogs were a constant source of unconditional love and support, never judging her or...
2023-05-1738 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid Epidemic'I just want to see my girl:' A mom's message after daughter dies from fentanylIn this episode of Grieving Out Loud, your host, Angela Kennecke, sits down with Kim Hix, a mother who tragically lost her daughter Kelsie to fentanyl poisoning. Deaths involving synthetic opioids, primarily fentanyl, are on the rise, with almost 71,000 Americans dying from fentanyl in 2021. Kim Hix is on a mission to raise awareness about this deadly drug through Kelsie's Cause. Kim shares the heartbreaking story of finding her daughter almost lifeless from fentanyl poisoning and the devastating loss she experienced when Kelsie died at the hospital. Join us as we dive into the impact of fentanyl on f...
2023-05-1038 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicBreaking the stereotypes: A teacher of the year's battle with homelessness and substance use disorderFrom teacher of the year to homeless, Edward Krumpotich has battled substance use disorder for two decades. In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, Angela Kennecke sits down with Eddie as he shares his harrowing journey with substance use disorder, treatment, and ultimately finding hope and purpose in raising awareness about substance use and harm reduction.Despite being in and out of up to 50 treatments, Edward's story is one of resilience, strength, and the power of community. Join us as we listen to Eddie's story and learn from his experiences of overcoming substance use disorder and finding...
2023-05-0345 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicMom dies from fentanyl poisoning on son’s 20th birthdayOn the latest episode of Grieving Out Loud, your host, Angela Kennecke, speaks with Julie Baumgard, a mother who lost her daughter Shauna to fentanyl poisoning on a day that was supposed to be a celebration: her own son's 20th birthday.Julie shares how her daughter Shauna battled with meth addiction but was in recovery when she tragically made a deadly mistake. She tried to buy a Percocet but unknowingly ingested fentanyl, which caused her death. Julie speaks candidly about the pain and heartache of losing a child to fentanyl poisoning and how her family has coped...
2023-04-2626 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicHow a SD Hall of Famer overcame trauma and addictionIn this episode of Grieving Out Loud, your host, Angela Kennecke, sits down with South Dakota Hall of Famer Evelyn Leite, who has overcome incredible adversity in her life. Growing up with a father who struggled with alcohol addiction, Leite experienced firsthand the destructive power of substance use disorders. Unfortunately, her struggles didn't end there - she went on to marry a man who battled addiction and was abusive, and she eventually turned to alcohol herself as a way to cope. However, Leite found the strength to seek help for her addiction and turned her life around.
2023-03-2926 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicSnapchat & drug deals: Hear from parents taking on social media giant after son diesIn this week's episode of Grieving Out Loud, Angela Kennecke speaks with another family she met at the DEA Family Summit, a conference for midwest parents who've lost a child to fentanyl, that she attended in November of 2022. Bridgette and Tom Norring, a Hastings, Minnesota family, is one of the dozens of families suing the parent company of Snapchat after their children died from drug overdoses. Norring's son, Devin, was an athlete, honor student, and musician who made a deadly mistake. He bought what he thought was a Percocet from a drug dealer through Snapchat, which ended u...
2023-03-2238 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicShatterproof founder's life mission after losing sonJoin host Angela Kennecke on this week's episode of Grieving Out Loud as she sits down with Gary Mendell, founder, and CEO of the non-profit Shatterproof.Gary Mendell appeared to have it all. He founded one of the fastest-growing hotel investment firms in the United States that became a multi-billion dollar company. However, Gary was secretly struggling because one of his children was dealing with a substance use disorder. Tragically, Brian died by suicide, leaving behind a note outlining the shame he felt about his addiction.In this powerful episode, Gary shares his story of...
2023-03-0226 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicThe best of 100 episodes: insights, inspiration, and impactIn this milestone episode, your host of Grieving out Loud, Angela Kennecke, reflects on the last four years of the Emily's Hope podcast. Angela started the podcast after losing her daughter Emily to fentanyl poisoning. Through her interviews with parents and experts in addiction and grief, Angela has created a community where families dealing with loss and addiction can find support and hope.Angela takes us back to the beginning, revisiting her first episode and sharing some of the most poignant moments from the past 99 episodes. We hear these highlights from guests who have shared their stories...
2023-02-2355 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicWoman takes to TikTok after losing daughter & unborn grandson to drugsYou may check out TikTok to get a laugh, learn a new recipe, or catch up on the latest makeup trend. However, a bereaved grandma and mom uses the platform to raise awareness about a much more serious topic.Teresa Carreon has experienced the tragedy of losing her daughter and unborn grandson to a drug overdose. She is now using TikTok to raise awareness about the realities of substance use disorder and to prevent future overdose tragedies.On this episode of Grieving Out Loud with Angela Kennecke, hear Teresa's story and what she is doing...
2023-02-1635 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicAuthor turns heartbreak into healing after baby’s deathYour host, Angela Kennecke, sits down with author Brianne Edwards. After losing her ten-month-old son to SIDS, Brianne's grief was unbearable, struggling to eat, breathe, and think. However, she found healing and broke the cycle of pain.Listen to her powerful story of loss and recovery, and learn how she has helped hundreds of people through grieving on this episode of Grieving Out Loud.Send a textSupport the showConnect with Angela Follow Grieving Out Loud Follow Emily's Hope Read Angela’s...
2023-02-0923 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicEmily's Hope Treatment Scholarship helps man reclaim his lifeIn this episode of Grieving Out Loud, your host, Angela Kennecke, speaks with Jeff Grossman. Jeff shares his battle with substance use disorder.At 22 years old, Jeff found comfort in alcohol, using it to help him cope with struggles of his identity and sexuality. Over time, his drinking became more and more destructive, impacted his relationships and jobs, and even put his life and others' lives in danger. However, after a life-altering accident, he sought help and received support from an Emily's Hope Treatment Scholarship.Now, Jeff is dedicated to giving back and helping others...
2023-02-0219 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicGrieving mother wants to teach other parents how to protect their kids from drugsFentanyl poisoning is now the number one cause of death for people ages 18 to 45. Licensed Clinical Social Worker Phyllis Babrove knows that all too well. She lost her daughter to the epidemic; now, she has a warning for other parents.Babrove believes the drug situation in the U.S. is destroying American families. That's why she wrote the book "Words From A Mother In Mourning: How To Protect Your Child From Drugs."In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, host Angela Kennecke sits down with Babrove to hear her advice....
2023-01-2622 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicWoman who battled heroin addiction for years now calls herself a “hope dealer.”In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, host Angela Kennecke sits down with Honesty Liller, a recovering addict and "Hope Dealer" for those battling substance use disorders. Honesty shares her story of addiction, including her near-fatal overdose at 17 and giving birth to her daughter while on heroin. Now in long-term recovery, Honesty talks about the importance of addressing the growing need for help for those struggling with addiction. Honesty has also written a book about her experiences. Send a textSupport the showConnect with Angela Follow Grieving Out L...
2023-01-1920 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicRevolutionizing the way you think about grief and mourningMaria Kliavokoff is a former hospice worker who now helps people learn how to grieve healthily. As a grief coach, Maria is trying to revolutionize our thoughts about grief and mourning. Her website, Healthy Mourning, provides grief resources and online grief support to ensure healthy grief and healthy mourning. They are there to support you and help you through your grief journey, teach you how to cope with your grief by reframing it, and they are dedicated to supporting you as you convert your grief to mourning and heal from your grief journey so that you may be free...
2023-01-0535 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicThe Tornado: An interview with Melissa Flynn about stepson's overdoseOriginally released on April 14th, 2019Your host of Grieving Out Loud, Angela Kennecke, first met Melissa Flynn just a few months after Emily died. Melissa contacted Angela to see how she could help with her newly formed charity, Emily's Hope. Melissa had lost her 25-year-old stepson, Nicholas, to fentanyl poisoning just ten days after Emily died. Angela and Melissa met, and they have been doing advocacy work together ever since.In this episode, Melissa talks about losing Nicholas to a fentanyl overdose, her frustration in attempting to get him help, and what she has learned...
2022-12-2921 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicBrandon Novak’s Story: from fame to homelessness to helping others find recoveryOriginally released on August 16, 2020Brandon Novak was a world-famous champion skateboarder. However, he was also in his first treatment center for addiction to heroin at age 17. Brandon went on to co-star in TV and movies in the MTV Jackass and Viva La BAM series. To his numerous fans, he seemed to have it all. He was getting paid to skate and hang out with his friends, but Brandon Novak's life was crumbling into several pieces off-screen. At age 35, after several years of being an addict, the once-rising celebrity burned out and ultimately hit rock bottom. He was...
2022-12-2238 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicWoman's husband and son both die of overdose 20 years apart to the dayMaura Jamie thought she had experienced the worst loss of her life when her 25-year-old husband died in 2001 from a heroin overdose. Ironically, on the 20th anniversary of her husband's death, Maura lost their 22-year-old son Carter to fentanyl poisoning.Maura also battled her own substance use disorder for nearly two decades. In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, your host, Angela Kennecke, talked with Maura about how the drug epidemic has shattered her life in unimaginable ways. Maura creates digital memorial frames for people who've lost loved ones in the drug epidemic. You can...
2022-12-1533 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicSurviving the holiday season while grievingYour host of Grieving Out Loud, Angela Kennecke, first met Dr. Mark Vande Braak shortly after the death of her 21-year-old daughter, Emily. Dr. Vande Braak sat down with Angela’s entire family to help them “reframe” their loss.Dr. Mark Vande Braak is a board-certified music therapist and Thanatologist (grief educator). He previously spoke with Angela on Episode 10 of Grieving Out Loud, Broken Heart Syndrome: 4 Ways We Grieve. Now, Mark is back on the podcast for this episode to take about coping with loss over the holiday season when grief can come into sharp focus, as we int...
2022-12-0131 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicWhat two mothers have learned following the deaths of their daughtersOriginally released July 15th, 2019Celia Farmer, unfortunately, knows the pain of losing a child to suicide. Her 14-year-old daughter, Mali, completed suicide in 2017. Celia was among the first parents who've experienced loss to reach out to Angela after Emily died from fentanyl poisoning. Both Celia and Angela have experienced the stigmatized death of a child, where parents can find themselves being harshly judged by society. In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, Angela and Celia share how they have coped with their losses and what has helped and hurt them most. Both have found healing i...
2022-11-2448 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicWhy drug dealers are putting fentanyl into all of their productsFormer drug dealer Scott Silverman now helps families in crisis navigate the road to recovery. The California man is also the author of The Opioid Epidemic: What You Don't Know Will Destroy Your Family and Your Life. Your host, Angela Kennecke, has a frank conversation with Scott about the public health crisis involving fentanyl. Scott is a crisis coach and family navigator and runs a recovery center in San Diego. In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, he has advice for families dealing with someone with active addiction. Send a textSupport the sh...
2022-11-1037 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicLife after ‘The Pharmacist’ for Dan Schneider: A new missionIn our last episode, we introduced you to the central character of the Netflix docuseries, The Pharmacist, Dan Schneider. Dan told us he had no idea his son was using crack before he was murdered in New Orleans in the late 90’s. While police didn’t show much interest in his son’s case, Dan took it upon himself to use every investigative tool at the time to find his son’s killer. But the story doesn’t end there. In his role as a pharmacist, Dan was among the first to spot the opioid epidemic in this country and actual...
2022-11-0233 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid Epidemic'The Pharmacist' Dan Schneider gives the backstory on the hit Netflix documentaryNetflix docuseries, The Pharmacist, shows how Dan Schneider solved his son's murder in the case of a drug deal gone wrong. Schneider was an early identifier of the opioid crisis in this country and pushed for reform. He joins your host, Angela Kennecke, for two episodes of Grieving Out Loud to give us all the twists and turns in the case and how the unbelievable unfolded. In this first episode, Schneider shares what happened to his son, how he pushed police to take the case seriously, and even befriended his son's killer. Schneider talks about forgiveness. He says he i...
2022-10-2744 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicSigning off air to focus on the mission of Emily’s HopeDon’t let the title of this episode fool you. Angela is NOT signing off on this podcast, In fact, you’ll be hearing more from Angela on this platform. But she has signed off on her last broadcast after a 35-year television career to focus on the mission of Emily’s Hope. Angela talks about what went into her decision precipitated by the death of her oldest daughter at age 21 and how she is now determined to save as many lives as possible. The two books mentioned as inspiration in this podcast: From Strength to Strengt...
2022-10-1305 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicHow to help people in griefYour host, Angela Kennecke, has brought you conversations she has had with different speakers and authors from the Bereaved Parents USA Conference over the last four weeks. This week, Angela wraps up the series with a conversation she had with Pat Sheveland.Angela and Pat first met in 2020, when she was a guest on Grieving Out Loud, for the first time. Since that conversation, Pat has lost her mother and now has a new book called The Confident Grief Coach. In this episode of Grieving Out Loud, Pat shares even more about the best ways to cope...
2022-09-2219 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid Epidemic“In a way I was glad I was the one who found him:” mother on loss of son to fentanylYour host, Angela Kennecke, is bringing you conversations she had with different speakers and authors at the Bereaved Parents USA Conference in St. Louis in July. She recorded podcasts with women who have dealt with grief and transformed it into helping others cope.The death of Brenda’s son, Kevin’s addiction to painkillers, started after a traumatic brain injury. The loss of Kevin took Brenda down a new path to study grief and help others in this unfortunate club of bereaved parents.Next week, Angela will be bringing you her final interview from the nati...
2022-09-1521 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicThe unconventional way a grieving mom helps others transform their painYour host, Angela Kennecke, is bringing you conversations she had with different speakers and authors at the Bereaved Parents USA Conference in St. Louis in July. She recorded podcasts with women who have dealt with grief and transformed it into helping others cope.Beth D’Angelo is an incredibly deep and spiritual person, in spite of, or perhaps because of, the loss of one of her three children. Beth is finding purpose and meaning after the loss of her 19-year-old son, Sean. She is the co-founder of Healing Through Hope, a non-profit that helps people cope with lo...
2022-09-0828 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicAuthor Peggy Green on surviving your child's suicideYour host, Angela Kennecke, is bringing you conversations she had with different speakers and authors at the Bereaved Parents USA Conference in St. Louis in July. She recorded podcasts with women who have dealt with grief and transformed it into helping others cope.Peggy Green sadly lost her baby girl at daycare, then suffered child loss again when her adult son completed suicide. As a grief coach and author, Peggy is now helping others move through their grief to healing. Her new book, “Survive Your Child’s Suicide,” is now being released.Next week, Angela will b...
2022-09-0120 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicA mother's grief journey and how it changed her lifeFor the next five weeks, your host, Angela Kennecke, will be bringing you conversations that she had with different speakers and authors at the Bereaved Parents USA Conference in St. Louis in July. She recorded podcasts with women who have dealt with their own grief and have transformed it into helping others cope.We are kicking off this series with Diane Bergeron and coping with grief. One of her identical twins died shortly after birth, and this loss changed the trajectory of her life and that of her entire family. As a Ph.D. researcher, she is...
2022-08-2529 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicFrom addiction to grief, best-selling author tackles tough subjectsAuthor Kathleen Glasgow drew upon her own experiences as a teenager to write her first best-selling book, Girl in Pieces, which covered tough topics such as self-harm and depression. She has also poignantly dealt with other difficult subjects in her books, written for young adults, including how addiction affects the entire family, to coping with the loss of a loved one. Kathleen and Angela have an open and honest open and honest conversation about why we need to make these topics more available for teens in the latest episode of Grieving Out Loud. Kathleen Glasgow is the...
2022-05-0141 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicFormer Congresswoman Mary Bono's Advocacy in the Opioid EpidemicYou may recognize Mary Bono, as the widow of Sonny Bono who filled his seat in Congress and then went on to serve nearly 15 years as a California representative. Mary was on the forefront, warning about the opioid epidemic in the early 2,000s. She's had family members deal with opioid addiction who have since found recovery. Mary is now a tireless advocate as Chairman of the Board of Community Anti-Drug Coalitions of America, as well as Chairman and CEO for Mothers Against Prescription Drug Abuse and a Board Member for SAFE Project. You can listen to Admiral Wi...
2022-04-1038 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicThe Scourge of Fentanyl & Meth on our NationYour host, Angela Kennecke, first met Journalist and Author, Sam Quinones, when he spoke at an Opioid Summit in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, after writing his best-selling book, Dreamland: The True Tale of America’s Opiate Epidemic. Now his latest book, The Least of Us: True Tales of America and Hope in the Time of Fentanyl and Meth, looks at how much the drug market has changed and how deadly and addictive it has become. Quinones examines why the unbelievable number of fentanyl overdoses aren’t enough to stop people from playing Russian roulette with drug use. His work expose...
2021-12-1740 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicFounder of Facebook group to help mothers grieving overdose deaths loses a second child to overdosePj Champion Sallie started the Facebook group #NotInVain four years ago following the death of her 24-year-old daughter, Christina, in 2017. Tragically, Pj’s 31-year-old daughter, Ashley, also died of fentanyl poisoning on January 1st of this year. She now joins the surprisingly high number of parents who have lost more than one child to overdose. She wrote in Ashley’s obituary: “My grieving mother’s plea is for you to reserve judgment for just a moment & see my daughter as those that love her do. You see, the stigma of addiction is so incredibly hard on those with addictions, as well a...
2021-10-2440 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicSTRUNG: The movie making a differenceThe short film, STRUNG, is picking up plenty of awards at film festivals all over the world. It deals with the tough issue of addiction. Lost in the forest of his own mind, the main character, Eric must rely on the survival skills of an enigmatic nine-year-old boy to help him battle vicious withdrawals and self-deprivation to catalyze change within his family's cycle of addiction.The filmmakers are currently working to turn STRUNG into a full-length feature film. They’re also committed to using the subject matter to raise awareness on addiction and help those str...
2021-08-0130 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicWhy prison is no place for those suffering from addictionJessica Pfau has battled opioid and alcohol addiction ever since her 2011 gastric bypass surgery. She first joined Angela Kennecke on this podcast in 2019, before heading to prison. Jessica overdosed on heroin laced with fentanyl and that violated the terms of her probation. Jessica spent eight months behind bars, but says she received little to no treatment while in a state women's prison. Jessica says the time away damaged her connections to both her husband and pre-school son. Through it all, Jessica says she has maintained her sobriety, but she is having trouble finding employment with her criminal record. In th...
2021-03-3143 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicMindfulness and GriefIn this episode of Grieving Out Loud, Angela Kennecke talks with Heather Stang, a, thanatologist, yoga therapist, author of Mindfulness & Grief and the new guided journal, From Grief to Peace. Stang founded the Mindfulness and Grief Institute and is the host of her own podcast by the same name. Stang shares how her own experiences with grief brought her to her profession and has advice for anyone suffering with loss, especially overdose loss, on how to use mindfulness to cop...
2021-03-0744 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid Epidemic"Remember Me:" The gift of a song to a grieving momWhile on a long car drive, Sally Ponzio heard an unmistakable voice in her heart--that of her son, Travis, who had died of overdose six months earlier. Sally says Travis gave her the lyrics to a song called, "Remember Me." She pulled over and wrote them down as fast as she could on a napkin. Now that song has been released and Sally and the composer, Frank Ponzio, as well as singer, Eleanor Dubinsky, join Angela Kennecke to talk about the overwhelming response listeners are having to the heartfelt melody. Sally hopes that "Remember Me," gives comfort to a...
2021-03-0134 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicAfter a two-decades' long alcohol addiction, a husband and father finds recover through Emily's HopeAfter Journalist Angela Kennecke's 21-year-old daughter, Emily, died of fentanyl poisoning in 2018, she formed Emily's Hope, a charity in her daughter's name. To date, 44 people have received Emily's Hope treatment scholarships, including 45-year-old Jeremy, a husband and father of two. Jeremy hid his addiction to alcohol for more than two decades. He credits financial help from Emily's Hope for taking away the excuse that he couldn't afford treatment, and helping propel him into recovery. He will celebrate one year in recovery in February. Send a textSupport the showConnect with Angela
2020-12-2820 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicThe Woman who Gives a Voice to Parents who've Lost Children to OverdoseSusan Claire lost her 25-year-old daughter, Sharon, to overdose in 2018. She looked around for a podcast for people who have lost loved ones to overdose and couldn't find one, so she started her own. Now she gives voice to family members who are experiencing the horrific shock and loss of losing a loved one in this way.Contact Susan, or listen to her podcasts: Gmail: GrievingOverdoseDeath@gmail.comiTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/grieving-overdose-death/id1462181055 Libsyn: http://grievingoverdosedeath.libsyn.com/Send a textSupport the show
2020-10-2630 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid Epidemic#NotInVain, the Facebook Group for Thousands of GrIeving MomsThousands of grief-stricken mothers who have lost children in the drug epidemic are finding one another on Facebook. Pj Champion Sallie "accidentally" started a Facebook group for grieving moms called, #NotInVain. Pj lost her 24-year-old daughter Christina Westfall to overdose in 2017. In Christina's obituary, her mother bravely wrote: "I want to share her story in the hope that lives may be saved and her death will not be in vain." Pj found a few other moms going through a similar loss and now the #NotInVain Facebook group has nearly 5,000 members. In this podcast Pj and Angela discuss how the...
2020-10-0739 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicFinding Purpose in the PainMichigan Pediatrician Marcy Larson is a mother of four, who lost her 14-year-old son, Andy, in a car crash in August of 2018. She looked around for a podcast on child loss and couldn't find one, so she started her own. In her "Losing a Child: Always Andy’s Mom," podcast, Marcy interviews parents who have lost children and has found a purpose in her pain. She also chronicles coping with child loss in her blog. Marcy and Angela share what they have both learned in the process of blogging and podcasting about their grief and sharing it with the...
2020-09-2839 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicAfter Losing Both Parents to Addiction, Jessica Hulsey Formed a National Organization to Raise Awareness and Find SolutionsAt the age of 5, Jessica Hulsey was prepared to warn her kindergarten class about the dangers of shooting heroin. Jessica's parents suffered from substance use disorder, which greatly disrupted her life. Both of her parents died young, as the the result of complications from years of addiction. As a young adult, Jessica was invited to tell her story to a wide range of audiences and she hasn't stopped since. Jessica graduated from Princeton and went on to form the Addiction Policy Forum in 2015. The Addiction Policy Forum is out with a new guide for families on navigating addiction and...
2020-09-2026 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicFrom Meth, Heroin and Homelessness to Faith, Recovery and MotherhoodMegan Eichacker is a farm girl from South Dakota who spent her 20's addicted to heroin and meth. She was living out of her car, barely surviving and always looking for the next high. After going through treatment three times, some of what she learned along the way finally made an impact. She credits her new found faith, finding out she was pregnant and medically assisted treatment for the recover she has found for that last 18 months. Megan is sharing her story in hopes of helping others understand addiction and find recovery. Send a text...
2020-09-0739 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicBrandon Novak's Remarkable Story from Worldwide Fame, to Living on the Streets, to Finally Finding SobrietyBrandon Novak was a world-famous, champion skateboarder. However, he was also in his first treatment center for addiction to heroin at age 17. He went on to co-star in TV and movies in the MTV Jackass and Viva La BAM series. He also went through 13 treatment centers and nearly died several times. His best selling autobiography, Dreamseller: An Addiction Memoir, was published in 2008. But Brandon did not find lasting sobriety until 2015. A new book on his life by Joe Frantz titled, The Streets of Baltimore, is now out. Brandon and Angela Kennecke met at the 2019 DEA 360 Los Angeles Opioid Awareness...
2020-08-1639 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicStrategies for Survival after the Loss of a ChildAny parent who's lost a child wonders how they will survive. Minnesota author Pat Sheveland wrote the book: How do I Survive? 7 Steps to Living After Child Loss. Sheveland was inspired to write the book because she watched her mother deal with the loss of her brother her entire life. Her brother died before she was born, but the tragedy had a great impact on her entire family for decades. Sheveland hopes to help grieving parents find purpose and peace through a strategy called B.R.E.A.T.H.E. You can download a free digital version...
2020-08-0939 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicMother of ‘The Flash’ star, Logan Williams, shares his story and her new missionWhen Logan Williams died at the age of 16 on April 2, 2020, it made headlines because of his roles in movies and TV shows. His mom, Marlyse Williams, recently went public with the fact that Logan died of fentanyl poisoning. He had struggled with addiction issues since a young age, but Marlyse doesn't blame his acting career. She and Angela Kennecke share their similar struggles with trying to change the course of their children's lives before they overdosed and died. Marlyse wants to make sure Logan's death was not in vain, by trying to prevent others from the same fate.
2020-07-1250 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicA Young, Accomplished Woman's Secret Struggle with Addiction Results in Suicide30-year-old Samantha "Sam" was an artist, a model and a teacher. But this beautiful young woman kept a secret that was both painful and shameful to her: she had struggled with heroin addiction. Although she had started a career as a teacher and gotten married, her past always haunted her. In this podcast, Sam's mom, Kerry, shares her story and why she feels addiction resulted in Sam completing suicide in 2018. Sam's and Emily's stories have many similarities; both were beautiful, talented young women from families who truly cared and tried to help them. Angela and Kerry discuss the aftermath...
2020-06-0747 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicTough Love Doesn't Fix AddictionThe struggle for families dealing with a child or partner suffering from substance use disorder can be frustrating and overwhelming. Dave Jansa tried everything to help his son, Kevin. Nothing worked until he found SMART Recovery. Jansa has served as a peer addiction management coach, a peer loved one coach, director of partner relations, national trainer and most recently the Face It TOGETHER program advisor. Melissa Flynn found help and hope for her son, Nicholas, through SMART Recovery and Face It TOGETHER, before his overdose death in 2018. Melissa and Dan join Angela Kennecke to talk about better ways to...
2020-05-2640 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicHow Grieving, Angry Mothers are Changing the WorldShortly after the death of her daughter, Emily, Angela Kennecke got an email from Fiona Cullinan Firine. Fiona had lost her son Cameron to fentanyl poisoning just a couple of months before Emily died. She was discouraged by the lack of criminal prosecution against the dealer who supplied Cameron with what looked like and Oxycontin pill. Fiona wrote Angela out of frustration and Angela encouraged her to fight for her son and find other parents who had also lost children in this way. It turned out that Connecticut did not recognize fentanyl as a narcotic. After Fiona discovered that...
2020-03-0925 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicFake Prescription Drugs Laced with Deadly FentanylAccording to the Drug Enforcement Administration, fake prescription pills are flooding the market in the United States. They look exactly like the real thing, but often contain the deadly synthetic opioid fentanyl. In this episode, Angela Kennecke talks with DEA Agent Travis Ocken about the problem and his advice for parents in dealing with drug issues that are killing tens-of-thousands of mostly young people every year. The DEA paints a frightening picture of the hold drug cartels have on the population in the United States as the demand for illegal drugs remains high. Send a text
2020-02-1720 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicThe "Poster Child" of Recovery Relapsed and Died"Grief is untamed," Ryan Blomberg's mother Denise said. Ryan died of fentanyl poisoning at age 26. Ryan was gifted in music and with languages. After a battle with heroin use, Ryan found long-term recovery. Only after the overdose deaths of two friends, Ryan relapsed and died. His mother shares his story and what she learned during his recovery and how she is coping with the loss of her son. Ironically, Angela spoke with Denise about Ryan's overdose death for the first time, on the day Emily died. Fate has brought these mothers together with a similar mission to fight the...
2020-02-0738 minGrieving Out Loud: A Mother Coping with Loss in the Opioid EpidemicDaughter writes book on mother's public struggle with addictionAlexa Giebink's memoir Phoenix: Rising From Addiction is the true story of a family who battled their way out of the fires of addiction and rose together, stronger from the ashes. Mary Ann Giebink was a successful attorney who lost her career and her reputation because of alcoholism and depression. When her daughter, Alexa, was a junior in high school, her mother was sentenced to prison. Alexa explains how her world view has been shaped by having a parent who suffers from substance use disorder and what she's learned along the way. You can learn more about Alexa's...
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