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Filmmaking Confidential"BRAINSTARE" actress Greta NilsenIn this special episode of Filmmaking Confidential, Steve Balderson sits down with actress Greta Nilsen, who stars as Sheba in his new feature film BRAINSTARE. What begins as a conversation about Scandinavian roots, acting technique, and the challenges of performing Joseph Suglia’s dense, cerebral script slowly unravels into something stranger — and far more revealing.Greta discusses artistic intuition, emotional architecture, digital memory, and the surprising limitations she had to overcome to bring Sheba to life.This is not your typical actor interview… and Greta is not your typical actress.Ge...
2025-11-2415 min
Inquiries of our Reality with Shayn Jones#346 "Return of the Off-Grid Alchemist" with Benjamin BaldersonJoin me and guest Benjamin Balderson (Alchemist/Off-Gridder/Odinist) as we discuss alternative media, conspiracies, alchemy, & the destruction of plants. All this & more on the 346th episode of "Inquiries of our Reality"...Benjamin Baldersonhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKQkKdRcNPFwDbuho--eVYghttps://www.youtube.com/@deliberatingdogfacedudeshttp://www.allenmarcus.com..Social Media/Email/Donate/Merch/Patreonhttps://linktr.ee/inquiriesofourrealitypodcast..FREE T-SHIRT GIVEAWAY!!!Fill out the...
2025-09-081h 41
Deliberating Dogface DudesBeth Martens and Balderson 2 of 2Part 2 of Balderson in conversation with Beth Martens.
2025-07-251h 22Deliberating Dogface DudesBeth Martens and Balderson 1 of 2Beth Martens and Benjamin Balderson 1 of 2recorded June 12 2025Benjamin Balderson and Beth Martens dive into a thought-provoking conversation on language distortion, objective reality, and societal shifts. They explore the challenges of modern bureaucracy, the pitfalls of simulation theory, and the importance of grounding ideas in action. Benjamin shares insights from his Odinist beliefs and farm life, while Beth reflects on personal growth, archetypes, and rejecting the good vs. evil paradigm. From wildfires to self-sufficiency, cults to leadership, this episode is a deep yet practical discussion on navigating truth, change, and resilience in a chaotic world.
2025-06-171h 19
King Hero's Journey with Beth MartensGROW - with Special Guest Benjamin Balderson [King Hero Update]This week on the King Hero’s Journey I’m hosting Benjamin Balderson to do an update about what we think of it all given the sh*t show of the past five years.Honestly, a lot of my life is private now.I feel like I have a secret life.It’s not really my preference, it’s because there is so much work going on privately in my work that it needs most of my time and attention. And where unearthing people’s deepest experiences are concerned, it’s most certainly private....
2025-06-132h 45Deliberating Dogface Dudes"Debate Dodger" the Cowardly dog No-Shower34 Deliberating Dogface Dudes presents: Marty Leeds’ Spectacular Sermon Meltdown – The No-Show Heard 'Round the Internet! From "White Savior" to "Debate Dodger" - The Full Unhinged Saga When controversial preacher Marty Leeds dropped his bombshell sermon about "resacralizing the white race," we knew drama was coming. But NOBODY predicted this level of self-ownage! Here's the tea on the sermon that backfired spectacularly: The Sermon That Started It All: In what can only be described as a word salad of conspiracy theories and racial anxiety, Marty:Declared war on "pussified Jesus" while calling Christ a "tota...
2025-05-152h 16Deliberating Dogface DudesDog Meets Good Guys (Bonus)Benjamin Balderson Appreciation Hour on The Secret Society of Good Guys(00:00:00) Introduction and Opening Poem(00:05:49) Welcome to the Secret Society of Good Guys(00:10:30) Technical Difficulties and Podcasting Challenges(00:16:01) Conspiracy Theories and Social Media(00:27:02) Current Events and Celebrity News(00:36:09) Mud Floods and Tartaria(00:45:09) Gold Panning and Off-Grid Living(01:11:08) Levi's Jeans and Designer Bloodlines(01:23:30) Blood Types and Diets(01:38:06) Health, Diet, and Genetic Testing(01:47:02) Closing Remarks and Future Plans Drop Everything & L...
2025-05-041h 55
Becoming WilkinsonSteve Balderson: Successfully Directing 20 Films Away From the Mainstream and Doing it His Way!Filmmaker Steve Balderson discusses his diverse filmography, the challenges of blending genres, and the complexities of distribution and marketing in the film industry. He reflects on the provocative nature of his work, particularly in 'Watch Out,' and the balance between explicit content and artistic expression in 'Sex, Love, Venice.' Balderson also shares insights on character development, casting choices, and the importance of humor and improvisation in filmmaking. He concludes with thoughts on the financial realities of independent filmmaking and his journey of learning a new language while immersing himself in European culture. In this engaging conversation, Steve...
2025-03-221h 06
Becoming WilkinsonFilmmaker and author Steve Balderson: "Find something to love in every person you meet".In this engaging conversation, Wilkinson and Steve Balderson explore themes of personal growth, sexuality, and the journey of becoming a filmmaker. Steve shares his unique upbringing in Kansas, his awakening to his identity, and the pivotal experiences that shaped his life and career. The discussion delves into the importance of storytelling, the transformative power of love, and the lessons learned through art and self-discovery. Steve's insights on kindness, humor, and finding love in everyone he meets resonate throughout the conversation, making it a rich exploration of life as an artist and individual.BIORoger Ebert...
2025-03-0945 minDeliberating Dogface DudesThe Girls Club "Heathen Relationships, Philosophy and History"Girls Club invited Balderson to speak on their show and we're sharing this bonus audio with our feed listeners.Girls Club, with our special guest, Benjamin Balderson talking Germanic and Nordic history. Ben shares his extensive research and personal experiences with pagan and animistic philosophies, offering insights into practical life wisdom derived from these ancient traditions.Exploring Germanic Wisdom: A Journey with Benjamin BaldersonLiving Off-Grid: Heathen Traditions and Modern InsightsOdin's Path: Ancient Wisdom for Modern TimesFrom Alchemy to Ancestry: Unveiling Nordic TraditionsThe Heathen Lifestyle: Independence, Honor, and...
2025-02-052h 03Deliberating Dogface Dudes19 Balderson vs Brian Tseng: CA Wildfire ResponseSaltwater Solutions: Debating California's Wildfire CrisisFire, Salt, and Society: A Heated Discussion on Crisis ManagementFrom Saltwater to Space: Exploring Environmental and Societal ChallengesBurning Questions: Saltwater, Wildfires, and the Future of Crisis ManagementCrisis, Culture, and Controversy: A Deep Dive into California's WildfiresStreamed live on Jan 14, 2025D3 Debates! Balderson vs Brian Tseng: CA Wildfire ResponseIn this episode, we dive into a heated debate about the use of saltwater to combat the recent California wildfires. Our special guest, Brian...
2025-01-313h 26
King Hero's Journey with Beth MartensBenjamin Balderson - Life Comes From Death and Destruction [King Hero Interview]Join us live to talk about what I affectionately call “death season” and how new life comes from that with my favourite alchemist, Benjamin Balderson.
For me, he always sheds new light on common, and even uncommon, and so-called alternative truths.
As long as death is the enemy, death programming remains. But if death is seen and experienced for what it really is, part of the path of Life itself, then great freedom and living come from it.
In this interview, we will discuss death and destruction from an alchemical perspective, and find the...
2025-01-081h 58
The Truth In This Art: Stories That MatterEyas (Jenna Balderson) Discusses 'Quiet-loud' Debut EPBaltimore musician Eyas (Jenna Balderson) discusses her genre-blending debut EP 'Quiet-loud,' merging indie-pop, jazz, RnB, and folk. In this episode of The Truth in This Art, I sit down with Jenna Balderson, better known as Eyas, a Filipina musician and producer based in Baltimore, MD. Known for her genre-blending sound that merges indie-pop, jazz, RnB, and folk, Jenna discusses the journey behind her debut EP, Quiet-loud, set for release on November 22nd.We explore how her music transforms personal emotions into art, creating what she describes as the "sonic equivalent of a collage." Jenna...
2024-11-1949 min
BC Food NewsBalderson Launches First-Ever Artisan Cheesemakers Scholarship to Support Future Cheesemakers Across CanadaIn this episode of BC Food News, host Jennifer English discusses a new initiative by Balderson Cheese, aiming to shape the future of Canadian cheesemaking. The producers, boasting a rich history of 140 years in the field, have announced the creation of The Balderson Artisan Cheesemakers Scholarship. Through this initiative, 25 students enrolled or intending to enroll in a cheese-focused program at a recognized institution, are set to receive financial support. Each recipient is to be awarded $2000 CAD, distributed in two parts. The company’s brand manager, Bindia Wijesekera, shared that this approach is aimed at encouraging new talent and fostering the hi...
2024-11-1803 min
Diary of a Drop-Out#50 Naomi Balderson & Ben Banim: Unconditional Love, Non-Dualism, and Peak Experiences[Video available on YouTube]
For my FIFTIETH episode I am honoured to be interviewed by Ben Banim, who initially joined the podcast as my very first guest and is now my partner.
I shared reflections on my transition from a Christian upbringing to discovering spirituality through music, yoga, and meditation. I recounted transformative experiences, including a collective awakening during lockdown, and how music has played a pivotal role in my spiritual evolution. Our conversation delves into the tension between spirituality and traditional religious teachings, the impact of societal pressures on personal beliefs, and the power o...
2024-09-261h 10Filmmaking Confidential"Accessing Creativity" Book Reading (3/3)In today’s Special Bonus Episode, Steve shares additional excerpts from his new book “Accessing Creativity: Unlock Your Inner Genius”These excerpts come from the audiobook available exclusively on Audible. Also available on Paperback and eBook wherever books are sold.In a world that constantly demands innovation and originality, finding and nurturing your creative potential has never been more crucial. “Accessing Creativity: Unlock Your Inner Genius” by award-winning filmmaker Steve Balderson is a profound exploration into the heart of creativity, designed to help you break free from limiting beliefs and embrace a life of...
2024-09-2534 minFilmmaking Confidential"Accessing Creativity" Book Reading (2/3)In today’s Special Bonus Episode, Steve shares more excerpts from his new book “Accessing Creativity: Unlock Your Inner Genius”These excerpts come from the audiobook available exclusively on Audible. Also available on Paperback and eBook wherever books are sold.In a world that constantly demands innovation and originality, finding and nurturing your creative potential has never been more crucial. “Accessing Creativity: Unlock Your Inner Genius” by award-winning filmmaker Steve Balderson is a profound exploration into the heart of creativity, designed to help you break free from limiting beliefs and embrace a life of...
2024-09-1836 minFilmmaking Confidential"Accessing Creativity" Book Reading (1/3)In today’s Special Bonus Episode, Steve shares excerpts from his new book “Accessing Creativity: Unlock Your Inner Genius”These excerpts come from the audiobook available exclusively on Audible. Also available on Paperback and eBook wherever books are sold.In a world that constantly demands innovation and originality, finding and nurturing your creative potential has never been more crucial. “Accessing Creativity: Unlock Your Inner Genius” by award-winning filmmaker Steve Balderson is a profound exploration into the heart of creativity, designed to help you break free from limiting beliefs and embrace a life of bo...
2024-09-1152 minDeliberating Dogface Dudes8 Morality Objective or Subjective with Will Keller DDDhttps://www.youtube.com/@DeliberatingDogfaceDudes/streamsWatch Should Parents be Charged in School Shootings? 3D Debates #9 ~ Deliberating Dogface Dudes LIVEIs Morality Objective or Subjective? A Deep Dive with Will Keller and Benjamin BaldersonThe Great Morality Debate: Objective vs. Subjective EthicsExploring Moral Philosophy: Objective vs. Subjective MoralityUniversal Principles or Personal Perspectives? The Morality DebateDeliberating Dog Face Dudes: The Nature of Morality with Will Keller and Benjamin BaldersonWillKeller.com(00:01:30) Introduction and Episode Overview(00:01:54) Debate Topic Introduction: I...
2024-09-102h 23Diary of a Drop-Out#47 Toxic Productivity and Grind Culture: How Procrastination Can Be Positive[Video available on YouTube]
Welcome back to Diary of a Drop-Out, with me, Naomi Balderson. Today’s episode is all about rethinking a habit that often gets a bad reputation: procrastination. But not the kind that derails us—the kind that can actually ignite our creativity and help us push back against toxic productivity culture. I'll be sharing my own story, from being perpetually last-minute to understanding how to harness the natural waves of inspiration in a way that’s both productive and kind to myself.
We’ll explore how procrastination isn’t always the enemy—it ca...
2024-08-2929 minDeliberating Dogface Dudes6 "Taoism vs. Heathenism" DDDRecorded live Tuesday August 20th 2024.Subscribe to the YouTube channel:https://www.youtube.com/@DeliberatingDogfaceDudesCatch a preview of the next debate:Has Hollywood had a Negative Impact on Society? Heathenism vs. Taoism: Ancient Wisdom for Modern TimesBalancing Act: Can Daoism and Heathenism Save Western Civilization?Daoism and Heathenism: Philosophies for a Society in DeclineAncient Philosophies in Modern Context: A Debate on Daoism and HeathenismDaoism vs. Heathenism: Finding Balance in a Chaotic WorldIn this e...
2024-08-272h 42Diary of a Drop-Out#46 Flo Balderson: Leaving London, Trusting Your Inner Guide and Remote WorkWelcome back to Diary of a Drop-Out with me, Naomi Balderson. In this episode, I’m sitting down with my sister to explore her journey of self-discovery and trusting her inner guide. We talk about her decision to leave London behind, the challenges of disconnection and feeling unsafe in the city, and how she found her dream remote position. She opens up about her spiritual awakening, her love for ecstatic dance, and how reconnecting with the ocean brought her back home to Jersey. This conversation is all about listening to your inner voice, embracing change, and finding the courage to...
2024-08-2237 minDeliberating Dogface Dudes5 "Women in government?" DDDShould women Vote? Should women run for office?Should women be allowed to participate in governance?https://alivethrive.life/Deliberating Dogface Dudes #5 ~ Should Women Be Allowed To Vote And Run For Office?A Heated Debate on Gender and PoliticsThe Role of Women in Politics: A Spirited DiscussionGender and Voting Rights: Deliberating Dog Face Dudes DebateWomen in Governance: A Controversial DebateExploring Women's Voting Rights: Perspectives and Arguments - allen marcus...
2024-08-212h 51Diary of a Drop-Out#45 Transform Your Life with Journaling: Gratitude & Shadow Work Explained[Video available on YouTube]
Welcome back to Diary of a Drop-Out with me, Naomi Balderson. Lately, I've been getting some questions about how to start journaling. In this episode, I’m sharing my personal journaling practices, from cultivating gratitude to digging deep into shadow work. I’ll walk you through how these tools have transformed my life, helping me heal, grow, and find clarity. Whether you're new to journaling or just looking to deepen your practice, this episode is packed with insights on how to use your journal to unlock a more authentic version of yourself. Let’s trans...
2024-08-1529 minDeliberating Dogface Dudes4 "Religionism" DDDThe Role of Religion: From Personal Beliefs to Societal ImpactFinding Spirituality: A Journey Through Religion and BeyondReligion and Society: Balancing Personal Faith and Public PolicyHeathens, Buddhists, and Christians: A Deep Dive into Diverse BeliefsMindfulness, Morality, and Community: The Essence of True Religion(00:01:31) Opening Monologue on Religion and Nothingness(00:03:01) Introduction of Hosts and Tonight's Topic(00:07:26) Etymology and Definitions of Religion(00:11:52) Personal Religious Journeys(00:28:08) Agnosticism and Utilitarianism(00:37:26) Heathenism and Tribal Societies(00:55:15) Distinction Between Organized Religion and...
2024-08-092h 30Diary of a Drop-Out#44 Life Update: What Am I Actually Doing?[Video available on YouTube]
Welcome back to Diary of a Drop-Out, with me, Naomi Balderson. I realised I haven’t been open with you about what I’m actually doing at the moment. In this episode I give you a life update, explain the history of psychedelics, the science and what I believe my role is in the ‘renaissance’. I want to give you the most authentic expression of me, every time you tune in. I am birthing my business and putting on psychedelic integration circles, through doing so I realised a lot of people are unaware of this...
2024-08-0830 minDiary of a Drop-Out#43 For the Plot: How Imperfect Action Fuels Success[Video available on YouTube]
Welcome back to Diary of a Drop-Out, with me, Naomi Balderson. Today, we're diving into the topic: "For the Plot: How Imperfect Action Fuels Success." In this episode, we explore the mindset of taking imperfect action and doing things ‘for the plot.’
I share my personal experiences and reflections on overcoming the fear of failure and embracing imperfection. We'll discuss how the mindset of doing things for the plot can propel you forward, even when you're unsure or afraid. Learn how taking bold, imperfect steps can help you create a more fulfilling and adventurous life story.
If y...
2024-08-0131 minDeliberating Dogface Dudes1 "Dude's First Stream" DDDEpisode 1! Welcome to the inaugural episode of Deliberating Dog Face Dudes, where hosts Benjamin Balderson, John Roeland, and allen marcus embark on a new journey of deep discussions and debates. In this episode, we introduce our new project and explain the meaning behind our name: 'Deliberating' signifies thoughtful consideration, 'Dog Face' represents the hardworking infantryman, and 'Dudes' simply refers to us as men.We delve into the concept of debates and their importance in logically representing worldviews. Our goal is to explore traditional masculine perspectives on various topics, starting with our own worldviews and t...
2024-07-302h 00Diary of a Drop-Out#42 How to Stop Caring About What Other People Think[Video available on YouTube]
Welcome back to Diary of a Drop-Out, with me, Naomi Balderson. Today, we’re diving into the topic: "How to Stop Caring About What Other People Think." Growing up on a small island where everyone knows everyone, I’ve faced my share of scrutiny and cyberbullying. These experiences have given me thick skin but also taught me valuable lessons about self-worth and authenticity.
In this episode, I’ll share my personal journey of breaking free from the fear of judgment. We'll explore the concept of the spotlight effect and how we often o...
2024-07-2528 min