Shows
Being BlackoutEp16. Am I Ready for Money—or Would It Cost Me My Faith?Money can reveal who we really are. In this episode, I reflect on whether having more would strengthen my faith—or test it—and why wanting just enough might actually be the blessing.#FaithOverMoney #MoneyMindset #ChristianPodcast #SpiritualGrowth #Contentment #PurposeOverProfit
2026-01-0814 minBeing BlackoutEp15. How Going Blind Forced Me to Stop Hiding and Learn VulnerabilityLosing my sight pushed me into a level of vulnerability I never expected. I talk about how blindness forced me to rely on others, express my emotions honestly, and stop hiding behind the version of myself I thought I had to be. This episode shares how surrendering control helped me grow in ways I never imagined.#vulnerability #blindnessjourney #selfgrowth #healingprocess #authenticliving
2025-12-1716 minBeing BlackoutEp14. Afraid of Looking Stupid: How Perfectionism & Overthinking Controlled My Every MoveI open up about my lifelong fear of looking stupid and how perfectionism, overthinking, and embarrassment have shaped the way I move through the world. From second-guessing jokes to rewriting posts before anyone sees them, I explore how these insecurities affected my confidence and identity. This episode is all about honesty, growth, and releasing the pressure to be perfect.#overthinking #perfectionism #selfgrowth #mentalhealthjourney #authenticliving
2025-12-1311 minBeing BlackoutEp13. The Truth About Hearing Loss: What No One Really Talks AboutLiving with hearing loss affects every part of your life—your relationships, confidence, identity, and the way you move through the world. In this episode, I share the honest, unfiltered truth about what it’s really like being deaf, the emotional and practical challenges people don’t talk about, and the invisible struggle behind everyday interactions.This isn’t a story about weakness—it’s about the frustration, resilience, isolation, and strength that come with hearing loss. From communication barriers and misunderstandings to social exhaustion and feeling left out, this episode dives into the realities th...
2025-12-0911 minBeing BlackoutEp12. The Family Drama I Couldn’t Escape: When a Shy Relative Caused Chaos Around MeIn this episode, I share the shocking story of a supposedly shy family member whose actions spiraled into chaos around me. From following me everywhere to handling a dangerous situation completely wrong, I reveal what it was like to feel trapped in the middle of their drama. Tune in for a raw, personal look at family tension, trust, and the unexpected challenges of dealing with those closest to you.
2025-12-0410 minBeing BlackoutEp11. “Family Member Plotted to Steal My Dog & Spread Lies About Me: True Story”In this episode, I share the shocking story of a family member who plotted to steal my dog while spreading lies about me, claiming I wasn’t taking care of him. I break down what really happened, how I handled the betrayal, and the lessons I learned about trust, family, and protecting what’s mine. Tune in for an honest, raw story you won’t want to miss.
2025-12-0224 minBeing BlackoutEp10. The Day I Found Out I Had Diabetes: My Symptoms, Fear, and RealityIn this episode, I share the moment I discovered I had diabetes, the symptoms I experienced, and the mix of fear, confusion, and acceptance that followed. Join me as I walk through my journey, what it felt like physically and emotionally, and how I began to navigate this life-changing diagnosis.
2025-11-2713 minBeing BlackoutEut09. walking around naked because your roommate is blind: Let’s talk about itIn this episode, I dive into a controversial question: is it ever okay to walk around naked when your roommate is blind? I share my honest thoughts on why this is disrespectful, the boundaries that matter, and why consent and awareness are everything. Tune in for a real, unfiltered conversation about respect, boundaries, and living thoughtfully with others.
2025-11-2510 minBeing BlackoutWhy Your Prayers Fail: The Hard Truth About Hearing God’s Voice & Spiritual GrowthAre you tired of seeking external signs and empty reassurance? This episode delivers the honest truth about hearing God’s voice and why it requires real work, not shortcuts. Stop searching for cryptic messages or relying on others to speak for God—your relationship with Him is personal, direct, and built through discipline.In this episode, you’ll discover why your prayers might be failing and how shifting your focus from escape to endurance can transform your walk with God. We confront the harmful belief that you need prophets, YouTubers, or spiritual “interpreters” to guide you...
2025-11-2316 minBeing BlackoutWhy Did I Look? My Heartbreak Relapse & The Truth It Brought BackI opened social media this morning and saw something I wasn’t ready for—my ex’s new life, his engagement, and a baby on the way. And just like that, emotions I thought were healed came rushing back. This episode is my honest breakdown of that moment, the heartbreak relapse it triggered, and the real truth behind why it hurt.This isn’t just about him. It’s about me facing where I am in my own life, what I’m grieving, what I’m afraid of, and what it feels like to wonder if the...
2025-11-2318 minBeing BlackoutEp08. losing my hobbies after blindness and trying to find new onesIn this episode, I open up about losing the hobbies that once brought me joy—and the struggle of trying to find new ones after blindness changed everything. From frustration to small moments of hope, I talk honestly about what it’s like to start over, explore new interests, and search for something that helps me unwind again. If you’ve ever felt lost, stuck, or unsure of what still lights you up, this episode will feel like home.
2025-11-2015 min
Being BlackoutTHE SECRET You Already Know: Unleashing Your Inner Guide to Hear God’s VoiceA transformative message on how to hear God’s voice directly, strengthen your faith, and tap into your inner spiritual authority. Discover how to find clarity, peace, and guidance from the Most High without outside noise or intermediaries. Perfect for anyone facing challenges, seeking purpose, or wanting a deeper connection with God.
2025-11-2017 minBeing BlackoutEp07 . how I lost my site: the truth and guilt behind it.Losing my sight wasn’t an accident — it was the result of my own choices, and the guilt that followed almost broke me. In this episode, I open up for the first time about what really caused my blindness, how it felt to realize my world was changing forever, and the shame I carried in silence. If you’ve ever blamed yourself for something you can’t undo, this story is for you. Let’s talk about fear, faith, regret, and the moment everything changed.
2025-11-1815 minBeing BlackoutWhy Are They Crying? Squid Gamed the challenge & My Detachment EraIn this episode, I break down the Squid Game: The Challenge chaos and ask the real question… why is everybody crying after knowing each other for five days? 😂 From quick friendships to dramatic goodbyes, I share why I just don’t connect that fast—and how my own detachment era shows up in real life.I talk about small talk struggles, why it took forever for me to even trust my best friend, and how making friends as an adult low-key feels like a competition of its own. If you’ve ever felt emotionally slow to war...
2025-11-1709 minBeing BlackoutEep06. what it’s really like to become blind later in lifeIn this episode, I open up about what it’s really like to become blind later in life—the shock, the emotional toll, and the massive shift in daily living. I share the mental, spiritual, and practical struggles of losing vision as an adult, how it impacts the people around me, and what it takes to rebuild a life you never expected to live.
2025-11-1516 minBeing BlackoutEp05. how I watch movies and TV shows as a blind person and my issues with audio descriptionIn this episode, I break down how I actually watch movies and TV shows as a blind person — from the tools that help me follow what’s happening to the parts that still get frustrating. I talk about the reality of relying on audio description, the moments it completely misses the mark, and the little hacks I use to enjoy my favorite shows anyway. If you’ve ever wondered what watching TV is really like when you can’t see the screen, this episode gives an honest, personal look at how I make it work.
2025-11-1513 minBeing BlackoutEp04. dealing with mental health, depression, and faith while disabled.A raw, steady look at what happens when disability, depression, and faith all collide. In this episode, I open up about the fear and heartbreak of losing my sight, the anxiety and uncertainty that came with it, and the dark mental space I had to fight my way through. I share how faith became my anchor—not as a perfect fix, but as the thing that kept me moving when everything else felt impossible.
2025-11-1515 minBeing BlackoutEP01.03. what it was like, growing up as a shy, heart of hearing black girl.A real, unfiltered look at what hearing loss is actually like—the misunderstandings, the awkward moments, the things people get wrong, and how it affects dating, love, and everyday connection. This episode breaks down the subtle frustrations, the pet peeves, and the way being hard of hearing shapes your confidence, relationships, and identity in ways most people never think about.
2025-11-1515 minBeing BlackoutEp02 things you may not expect about being blindIn this episode, I break down the everyday things people don’t expect about blindness—how it’s a spectrum, how different blind people see in different ways, and why organization matters so much. I share real examples, like how something as simple as moving an item can throw off my whole day, and what these challenges look like in real life.
2025-11-1423 minBeing BlackoutEP01. Intro to being blackout and what you can expect.In this first episode, I introduce myself and explain what Being Blackout is all about—my life as a deaf-blind Black woman, my mental health journey, my faith, and the real, honest experiences I’ll be sharing. I give a preview of what listeners can expect in future episodes as we navigate life’s ups and downs together.
2025-11-1412 min
Vincent Black Dj sets<3 Sassou B2b Blackou - Dj set @ Detonation Festival 2024 <3Dj set enregistré le 28/09/2024 lors du festival Détonation à Besançon (France) avec @sassou-551263251
2024-09-281h 28
2022-08-2857 min
2021-07-2059 min
Breaking SilenceEp3: Do you feel what I feel? (Part 2 of 2)Aziza and Jenn share some of the feelings they are having as they engage in conversations cross-racially for the first time including hesitations and self-talk as well as managing expectations and some delightful surprises they've encountered on their journey. Recorded on July 3, 2020.
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Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Basslime Delete Mix 005Playlist
1/ THE WINSTONS - Amen, Brother
2/ DILINJA - Sovereign
3/ GENERAL DEGREE - Papa Lover
4/ LEVITICUS - The Burial
5/ LSDXOXO - False Idols
6/ MADCAP - Cry Dub
7/ EVERYTHING IS RECORDED - This World ft Maria Somerville, Infinite Coles (Clipz Remix)
8/ LENZMAN - Grateful ft DRS
9/ NAIVE, IMPRO - Scars
10/ MARVELLOUS CAIN - Dub Plate Style
11/ DUB PHIZIX - Never Been ft Fox
12/ NEXT CHAPTER - Jungle Murder
13/ SHIMON - Physio ft Darrison
14/ URBAN SHAKEDOWN - Some Justice '95 ft DBO General (Arsonist Dub Beats)
15/ GANJA KRU - Super Sharp Shooter
16/ DOC SCOTT - VIP Drums
17/ WATCH THE RIDE, INJA, TRIGGA - 4...
2021-02-2147 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Hors SolPlaylist
1/ Ramo - A Nouveau Sauvage
2/ Warung - Sabo (IvoryMechanical Rebuild)
3/ Dave Seaman - Thonk! (Whitesquare Remix)
4/ Legroni, Peredel, Tom Zeta - Ursa (MarcDePulse Remix)
5/Dark Sky feat Afriquoi - Cold Harbour
6/ Sandhog - Mandu
7/ Nyaruach - Gatluak (Hyenah Beat Version)
8/ Clap! Clap! -Mandragora
9/ Penya, Msafiri Zawose - Heyyeh (Tom Blip Remix)
10/ Dombrance - Obama
11/ DJ T. - Next Stop Konstantinopel (Andhim Remix)
12/ Mozaik (FR) - Idjewena (Omar FNX Remix)
13/ Elfenberg - Kamelpunk
14/ Darlyn Vlys - Provocador
15/ Plastico - Otra vez
16/ Shade of Grey Uone - Rambling Thoughts
17/ Alma & Mater - Susan
18/ Autarkic - Bongos & Tambourines (Simple Symmetry Remix)
19/ Kimshies...
2020-11-1357 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Selection PrintanièrePetite sélection printanière, ambiance chill enregistré le 28/03/20.
Playlist :
1/ Claude Fontaine - Hot tears
2/ Alton Ellis - Reason In The Sky
3/ Mathieu Boogaerts - Ondule
4/ Smino - Tequila Mockingbird
5// The Uniques - You Don't Care For Me
5/ Little Clive - African Bread
6/ Psypiritual & The Lasso - Cesar Llavez
7/ Seu Jorge & ROGÊ - Pra Você Amigo
8/ Agustin Pereyra Lucena - Ese Dia Va A Llegar
9/ Moglii & NOVAA - Tonic Water (Snocker Cot Remix)
10/ Josman - Bambi
11/ Frankie Greer Quartette - Spooky
12/ Plage 84, Tulliae & Dodji Efoui - Amango (Edit)
13/ WILDFLOWER - Mirage
14/ Evinha - Que Banderia
15/ Devendra Banhart - Abre Las Manos...
2020-04-081h 25Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Sunday Freestyle #6Playlist here : https://serato.com/playlists/20_100/sunday-freestyle-6
Freestyle !!
Avec du Nick Waterhouse, Vanessa Wagner, Ivor Cutler, Reginald Omas Mamode IV, Rival Consoles, Khruangbin, Flavien Berger, Haelos, Leifur James, Kyson, Carl Craig feat. François-Xavier Roth, Francesco Tristano, Les Siècles, Villagers, Omar S,
2019-08-1837 min
Vincent Black Dj setsBlue MondayPlaylist :
Queen - ESG - Bronski Beat (Arnaud Rebotini rmx) - DFA - AK_DK - Viagra Boys - Equal Idiots - Amyl & The Sniffers - Act - Blind Butcher - Liquid Liquid - Ruth - Curses - Kompromat - Red Axes - Charlie - Guero - Loumar, Tropical Chaos - Bjork - Cavego - Babert - Leon and Dennis Cruz
2019-05-0644 min2019-01-0640 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Eau-ForteDj set made at once in 2016 for event called Strass & Paillettes.
MK2 & Serato. No synch
Playlist :
1/ ATOMtm & TOBIAS - Physik E7532
2/ ALEX GEORGE - The Everything Is Nothing
3/ MONIKA KRUSE & VOODOOAMT - Highway N°4 (Skober Remix)
4/ MARIO OCHOA - Asteroids
5/ MAXIME DANGLES - Unversal
6/ LUIGI MADONNNA - Le Ly Land
7// HEIKO LAUX & DIEGO HOSTETTLER - Chiken, Understood (Truncate Remix)
8/ NICOLE MOUDABER - Come And Lay
9/ FREDERICO LOCCHI - Odyssey (Noir Remix)
10/ FRAN VON VIE - Don't Let Me Fall (Thomas Schumacher Remix)
11/ MOTIONEN - Aumentar
12/ BJARKI - I Wanna Go Bang
13/ SACHA CARASSI - Mental Wire
14/ MADUTEC - Obscurity
15/ BART S...
2018-09-071h 11
2018-07-1356 min
Vincent Black Dj setsSunday Freestyle #3As usual no preparation, just spining some tracks this time is TECHNO music ! Enjoy !!
Playlist soon !
Thanks
2018-04-0136 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Sunday Freestyle #2dj set sans filet, juste les tracks qui coulent... Pas parfait mais personne n'est parfait ;)
Playlist : https://serato.com/playlists/20_100/sunday-freestyle-2
2018-03-1836 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Sunday Freestyle #1Mistakes but Nobody is perfect
Playlist :
https://serato.com/playlists/20_100/04-03-2018
2018-03-0432 min
Moment of Rage with Jeremiah HardingEpisode 3418 October 2017Jeremiah thinks something bad is going to happen, and that there's very little that can be done about it. But there is something.Links:Buy a shirtDonatePatreonSongs:Rebel Inc - Shake'em UpDope Stars Inc - BlackouJeremiah Harding links:Facebook | Twitter | YouTube | Reddit | G+ | Tumblr | Gab | Minds | Allthink | TimeToFree.US
2017-10-1859 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Les DeglingosDj set pour les copains, pour les 15 ans de bringues ;)
2017-04-2657 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - BubblegumDj Set made in once, not perfect but enjoy !
1/ FINGERS INC. - My House (A Capella)
2/ ART OF TONES - The Rainbow Song
3/ BILLY KENNY - Work Me (Justin Jay rmx)
4/ RHYZE - Just How Sweet Is Love (Walker & Royce Touch)
5/ HEARTIK - White Island
6/ PEZZNER - All Night Dancing Party (Justin Martin rmx)
7/ HENRI SAIZ - Walking On A Wire
8/ JIMI JULES & OLIVER $ - Pushing On
9/ MARIO CRUZ - Little Thing (Doorly rmx)
10/ PURPLE DISCO MACHINE - My House
11/ SUPER FLU - Shneeblee
12/ BRUNI - Won't Do
13/ DJ FUNK & ZOMBIE DISCO SQUAD - Twerk
14/ THE JUAN MACLEAN - A...
2016-12-3158 min
Sean Freeman【跟Sean学唱英文歌】Immortals大白来啦！(●—●)关注DailyBlah 微信公众号 搜索daily blah 订阅，了解更丰富的口语文化知识。 新浪微博搜索关注SeanFreeman 免费观看最新daily blah视频和更多推送！Immortals 歌词They say we are what we are他们企图将我们贴上标签But we don't have to be但我们不必迎合他们的想法I'm bad behavior我并非很好的榜样But I do it in the best way但这同样是我最好的表现I'll be the watcher watcher我会成为Of the eternal flame那永恒之火的守望者I'll be the guard dog也将成为你Of all your fever dreams所有狂热梦想的忠犬Oooooooh哦哦哦哦哦I am the sand in the bottom half我是沙漏中Of the hourglass glass glass已随时光流逝的砂砾Oooooooh哦哦哦哦哦I try to picture me我想假装一下Without you but I can't你不在身边会是什么样子 但我根本无法想像'Cause we could be immortals immortals因为只要我们在一起就可以不朽Just not for long for long即便这样的时光稍纵即逝 And live with me forever now从现在起你还是可以与我共度永生Pull the blackout curtains down放下遮光窗帘 屏蔽他们的视线Just not for long for long即便这样的时光稍纵即逝Becaus...
2016-07-2917 min
Sean Freeman【跟Sean学唱英文歌】Immortals大白来啦！(●—●)关注DailyBlah 微信公众号 搜索daily blah 订阅，了解更丰富的口语文化知识。 新浪微博搜索关注SeanFreeman 免费观看最新daily blah视频和更多推送！Immortals 歌词They say we are what we are他们企图将我们贴上标签But we don't have to be但我们不必迎合他们的想法I'm bad behavior我并非很好的榜样But I do it in the best way但这同样是我最好的表现I'll be the watcher watcher我会成为Of the eternal flame那永恒之火的守望者I'll be the guard dog也将成为你Of all your fever dreams所有狂热梦想的忠犬Oooooooh哦哦哦哦哦I am the sand in the bottom half我是沙漏中Of the hourglass glass glass已随时光流逝的砂砾Oooooooh哦哦哦哦哦I try to picture me我想假装一下Without you but I can't你不在身边会是什么样子 但我根本无法想像'Cause we could be immortals immortals因为只要我们在一起就可以不朽Just not for long for long即便这样的时光稍纵即逝 And live with me forever now从现在起你还是可以与我共度永生Pull the blackout curtains down放下遮光窗帘 屏蔽他们的视线Just not for long for long即便这样的时光稍纵即逝Becaus...
2016-07-2917 minDailyBlah 得意不啦【跟Sean学唱英文歌】Immortals大白来啦！(●—●)关注DailyBlah 微信公众号 搜索daily blah 订阅，了解更丰富的口语文化知识。 新浪微博搜索关注SeanFreeman 免费观看最新daily blah视频和更多推送！Immortals 歌词They say we are what we are他们企图将我们贴上标签But we don't have to be但我们不必迎合他们的想法I'm bad behavior我并非很好的榜样But I do it in the best way但这同样是我最好的表现I'll be the watcher watcher我会成为Of the eternal flame那永恒之火的守望者I'll be the guard dog也将成为你Of all your fever dreams所有狂热梦想的忠犬Oooooooh哦哦哦哦哦I am the sand in the bottom half我是沙漏中Of the hourglass glass glass已随时光流逝的砂砾Oooooooh哦哦哦哦哦I try to picture me我想假装一下Without you but I can't你不在身边会是什么样子 但我根本无法想像'Cause we could be immortals immortals因为只要我们在一起就可以不朽Just not for long for long即便这样的时光稍纵即逝 And live with me forever now从现在起你还是可以与我共度永生Pull the blackout curtains down放下遮光窗帘 屏蔽他们的视线Just not for long for long即便这样的时光稍纵即逝Becaus...
2016-07-2917 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Eyes Closed_DNB FRANCE Guest MixDj set done in once with SERATO SL-, 2 Technics MK2, 1 Pioneer DJM700 with no synch !!!!
1/ STEALTH - The Truth feat MC Fats
2/ SOUL INTENT - Summer Daze
3/ FLAME - Oll Over
4/ FERNANDO FERREIRA - Just Try
5/ MACCA & HOSTA - New Begnnings
6/ REDEYES - Psychonaut feat Dan Stezo
7/ SPECTRASOUL - In Profile
8/ EYES CLOSED - Worlds Apart
9/ PROTONE, ROYGREEN - Found Love (Dual Rmx)
10/ MINOR RAIN - Paradox
11/ OSSIE - Colours feat Sadie Walker (Mitekiss Rmx)
12/ TOKYO PROSE - Songbird
13/ MALAKY - No Time
14/ SKANK - Playing With Me
15/ DRAKE - Draft Day
16/ SKYPHOS - Fly Like A Bird
17/ AZEL...
2016-06-0753 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - Open All Borders MixNew mix made in once with different kind of sounds from Arabic vibe to Mexican ambiance with hip hop and Trap flip
2016-04-0556 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - ReloadedEn attendant la soirée du samedi 6 février - Reloaded3, voici un set de 35mn de drum'n'bass. Pour moi aussi, je reload ;)
1/SPY - BRSTL Hardcore
2/DRUMSOUND & BASSLINE SMITH - Outlaw Renegade
3/ENEI - Mosquito
4/HYDROGLIFICS & ED:IT - Why Don't You
5/MIKAL - At The Control feat XTRAH
6/PESSIMIST - Boa
7/SKORE - My turn
8/BMOTION - Arabia
9/FRANKEE - Snarl
10/OPTIV & BTK - Shredder
11/ICICLE - Dreadnaught feat SPMC
12/MEFJUS - Blitz
13/MAZTEK AND N-PHONICS - The God Particle
14/CYANTIFIC - No More Heroes
15/CAUSE4CONCERN - Headrooom
16/DRUMSOUND & BASSLINE SMITH - The Truth
17/DIMENSION - Whip Sl...
2016-01-3134 min
Vincent Black Dj setsVincent Black - TravelDj Set made in once with 2MK2 and Serato Scratch Live
1/ SOUNDSTREAM (Soundhack) - Soul Train
2/ T KEELER, CAPABLACA - No Hay Dub
3/ SADAM ANT - Baby Brother (Dj Fudge remix)
4/ LA CHIVA GANTIVA - Para Arriba (David Miret remix)
5/ KEVIN YOST - Much More Important
6/ MANO NEGRA - Mama Perfecta (Riva Staar raw edit)
7/ DANIEL STEINBERG - Bailando
8/ ADAM PORT - Sally
9/ RAFAELE CASTIGLIONE - Felix The Cat
10/ DANIEL MAHER, JOHN CHARNIS - Lonely Stars In Open Skies (Luca Bacchetti Endless remix)
2015-12-1447 min