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Timmy Did What?Tim Ballard’s “Undercover” Excuse Falls Apart (With NEW Receipts)Today Ryan and Carah walk through Tim Ballard’s own words from his latest rant, where he says he pretended to be a pedophile, trafficker and Ex-Mormon as part of “undercover operations,” accuses church leaders of conspiring against him, claims witnesses lied for money, and even suggests supernatural forces were involved. Then we compare those claims directly with court documents and statements from Ballard’s former therapist that paint a very different picture. If you’ve followed the Operation Underground Railroad scandal, the Sound of Freedom controversy, or the lawsuits surrounding Ballard, this breakdown is essential. All the Carah...
2026-01-303h 12
Timmy Did What?BREAKING: Tim Ballard Sues the Org That Built His ImageToday we dive into Tim Ballard's newest video series installment titled "Backfire Part 4," where he launches full-scale attacks against the anti-trafficking organization he founded.Timmy's lastest video, Backfire Part 4: https://www.facebook.com/share/v/1C5uxm7g7p/ All the Carah Burrell links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe Follow Ryan Fisher on Substack: https://substack.com/@ryanfisherak78?utm_source=global-search Help keep this show funded! 🤝 Donorbox: https://donorbox.org/thanks-for-the-amazing-content-carah-let-me-help-you-keep-it-funded 📱 Venmo: CarahB: https://account.venmo.com/u/CarahB 👩💻 Patreon exclusives: https://tinyurl.com/3r2jurck 📫 Let's get in touch...
2026-01-302h 20
Timmy Did What?EXPOSED: Tim Ballard’s Ex-Ops Chief's CHILLING Testimony CHANGES EVERYTHING"He grabbed her bare breast, and it was all on video." That’s just one of the horrifying moments revealed in this newly unsealed court transcript from Borys et al. v. Ballard et al., a case that’s pulling back the curtain on Tim Ballard’s alleged misconduct, staged operations, and the exploitation of donors, victims, and his own staff. In this video, I read verbatim testimony from Jon Lines, Tim Ballard’s former Director of International Operations at Operation Underground Railroad. Some highlights (or lowlights) include: graphic video evidence of Ballard’s ally assaulting a young girl. Fake Haiti miss...
2026-01-235h 32
The Mormon History HoedownMotherhood Feels Too Hard, Evolution Tells Us Why (w/ Elena Bridgers)In this episode, I chat with Elena Bridgers, science writer and author of Motherhood Until Yesterday to talk about the lie most moms are living under: that motherhood should feel natural, effortless, and fulfilling on its own. Instead, we uncover why modern motherhood feels so hard and why it’s not your failure, it’s the mismatch between how humans evolved to raise children and how we’re expected to do it now. Elena explains how real human parenting used to look, why community and support were the norm, and why isolation and pressure leave so many mothers overwhelmed and ex...
2026-01-231h 01
The Mormon History HoedownCan I Be Mormonized? A Religious Relapse (for science)What are the chances of a guy like Jesus and a girl like me ending up together? Not good. But I'm throwing my life into the turmoil of holiness anyway to get some data! I'm making my way through a year-long course on secular spirituality, and now it's time I introduce my project for 2026, working title: Mormonize Me. In this first episode, I introduce my ideas and talk to experts and friends like Britt Hartley @nononsensespirituality , Eve Pearce, Shaun Miller, and Eric Moutsos @ericmoutsosshow All the Carah Burrell links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe Carah Burrell Sub...
2026-01-052h 14
Timmy Did What?Intense Israel Debate With Tim Ballard Goes Off The RailsStew Peters video: https://stewpeters.com/show/subject-of-the-sound-of-freedom-exposes-dark-child-sex-trafficking-rings-across-the-us/ Twitter post: https://x.com/bumbl3hiv3/status/1963121046523179364 Israel/Mormon interviews: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLuy6o0h_53SQWJCOh4aiLRK9dkt3JkNEQ Ryan Fisher's Mormon Stories Interview: https://youtu.be/0l-rqJyyF0g?si=spuaGZymfzZWnOBX All the Carah Burrell links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe Follow Ryan Fisher on Substack: https://substack.com/@ryanfisherak78?utm_source=global-search Help keep this show funded! 🤝 Donorbox: https://donorbox.org/thanks-for-the-amazing-content-carah-let-me-help-you-keep-it-funded 📱 Venmo: CarahB: https://account.venmo.com/u/CarahB 👩💻...
2025-12-121h 28
Timmy Did What?Tim Ballard GOES TO WAR With Mormon Church & Accidentally Tells The TruthIn this live episode, Carah and Ryan break down Tim Ballard’s latest video, "Backfire" part 2, where he declares war on the Mormon Church while accidentally exposing himself as an ego-soaked delusion factory. Tim rants about global conspiracies, satanic cover-ups, and ten-million-dollar hit jobs preventing him from becoming a Utah senator, all while ignoring real victims, real survivors, and the very real Epstein files currently shaking the country. This is one you don't want to miss! All the Carah Burrell links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe Follow Ryan Fisher on Substack: https://substack.com/@ryanfisherak78?utm_sourc...
2025-12-063h 53
Timmy Did What?BREAKING: Mormons TURN On Tim Ballard After Accusing Church Of Global CoverupsTimmy has a new video series called "Backfire," where he describes all the ways the LDS church is really the deep state. Join Carah and Ryan as we break it all down. Backfire video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzarvfxy2o0&t=26s John C Bennet video: https://youtu.be/2tS_WaEjbww?si=6voIt1kRvBiddFli Damion Moore tweets: https://x.com/DDLMoore Deep Church song: https://www.facebook.com/reel/1880717622520671 All the Carah Burrell links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe Ryan's Info: Substack: https://ryanfisherak78.substack.com/ I
2025-12-062h 43
Timmy Did What?Tim Ballard's War Against Mormon Church Goes NuclearTim Ballard has been teasing a major announcement. Join Carah and Ryan to discuss the details of what he just dropped. Tim's press release: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1q5tnEdaWabaNyZtXT8aXmJVOp3A6gcsF/view Tim's complaint to LDS church: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1p_oD36Ce2xdWe7RbsAF6XsC6IwaNXniT/view All the Carah Burrell links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe 🤝 Donorbox: https://donorbox.org/thanks-for-the-amazing-content-carah-let-me-help-you-keep-it-funded 📱 Venmo: CarahB: https://account.venmo.com/u/CarahB 👩💻 Patreon exclusives: https://tinyurl.com/3r2jurck 📫 Let's get in touch! timmydidwhatp...
2025-12-061h 13
Timmy Did What?Tim Ballard LOSES IT on MORMON CHURCH: "Retract or be EXPOSED!"Tim Ballard is back, and he’s gone nuclear. In this episode, Carah and Ryan break down Ballard’s latest two-hour meltdown where he demands that the LDS Church publicly “#Retract” their denouncement of him, spins a wild conspiracy about church PR cover-ups, and insists he’s the real victim of a shadowy takedown. From Katherine Ballard’s confused phone call with Elder Ballard, to Tim’s bro sessions with his stake president, to the timeline of his excommunication and the unraveling of his public alliances, it's a wild ride. Watch as we decode the language of Ballard’s martyr complex, expose...
2025-10-301h 16
Timmy Did What?Tim Ballard Went to “Save” Syria; Got People K*LLEDA special breaking news live stream. Today Ryan and Carah discuss what Tim Ballard is doing in Syria and the events that led to three people getting killed. 🤝 Donorbox: https://donorbox.org/thanks-for-the-amazing-content-carah-let-me-help-you-keep-it-funded 📱 Venmo: CarahB: https://account.venmo.com/u/CarahB 👩💻 Patreon exclusives: https://patreon.com/user?u=59737554&utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLink 📫 Let's get in touch! timmydidwhatpodcast@gmail.com or thenuancehoe@gmail.com
2025-10-3046 min
The Mormon History HoedownLeaving MAGA And Mormonism (w/ Jennie Gage)CONTENT WARNING: This episode includes frank discussion of racism, domestic violence, religious trauma, online harassment, and threats. Today, we dive into de-radicalization, Christian nationalism, and the real human cost of propaganda, featuring Jennie Gage from Life, Take Two a former white supremacist and ex-Mormon. Jennie rebuilt her life through community, accountability, and hard truths. We talk about how racism was spoon-fed to us as normal, and how indoctrination separates people from themselves and the beautiful world around us. Life Take Two channel, "How MAGA Destroyed My Life": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXQa7jW_QmY Jennie's Substack: https://lifetaketwo...
2025-10-301h 18
Timmy Did What?Tim Ballard LOSES IT on MORMON CHURCH: "Retract or be EXPOSED!"Tim Ballard is back, and he’s gone nuclear. In this clip, Carah and Ryan break down Ballard’s latest two-hour meltdown where he demands that the LDS Church publicly “#Retract” their denouncement of him, spins a wild conspiracy about church PR cover-ups, and insists he’s the real victim of a shadowy takedown. From Katherine Ballard’s confused phone call with Elder Ballard, to Tim’s bro sessions with his stake president, to the timeline of his excommunication and the unraveling of his public alliances, it's a wild ride. Watch as we decode the language of Ballard’s martyr complex, expose...
2025-10-2223 min
The Mormon History HoedownEx-Mormon, But Not Ex-Moron (affectionately) // STORYTIMEMy first working title for this episode was: "Leaving Mormonism and Flying Frontier: What I Wish I Had to Survive." I think that sums it up! Storytimes are always fun, so sit back and let me tell you the tale of the girl who had to rebuild a nervous system from scratch. "That doesn't sound fun." What if I include my newest lore and hijinks without end? Great. All my links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe Help me continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a one-time or monthly donor! 🤝 DONATE VIA DONORBOX! https://donorbox.org/thanks-for-the-amazing-content-carah-let-me-help-you-keep-it-funded 👩💻 Join the Hoetown community on Patreon: ht...
2025-10-2239 min
The Mormon History HoedownRESPONSE: Mormon Influencers Lash Out After Church ViolenceEveryone be nice. It's a heavy time.All my links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe Help me continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a one-time or monthly donor!🤝 DONATE VIA DONORBOX! https://donorbox.org/thanks-for-the-amazing-content-carah-let-me-help-you-keep-it-funded👩💻 Join the Hoetown community on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nuancehoe🍯 Tip Jar (Venmo: CarahB): https://account.venmo.com/u/CarahB📫 Contact Nuancehoe: thenuancehoe@gmail.com
2025-10-2039 min
Cults to ConsciousnessThe TRUTH Behind Tim Ballard’s Scandals (Outlandish Mystical Mormon Prophecies) ft. Carah BurrellCarah Burrell blows the lid off Tim Ballard's scandals with new insider information. Shocking testimony reveals the mystical Mormon beliefs behind everything.
Catch Carah’s full breakdown of Tim Ballard's scandal here:
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2025-06-261h 27
The Mormon History HoedownIT'S HERE: Mormon Nazis (w/Kwaku El)You'll never guess who I ran into at the local "Fuck Nazis" rally in Utah. That's right, Kwaku El. The face of Ward Radio and Mormon apologetic videos sits down with me for a deep dive on the history and viewpoints of this funky, new brand of white supremacy that bowie knife-wielding involuntary celibates are calling "DezNat". Why? Because the Nazis are here and no one, least of which the LDS church or its pro-LDS podcasters, are doing anything about it.All my links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe Help me continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a o...
2025-06-102h 34
Mormon Stories PodcastQuestioning Mormon Learns REAL Truth about Joseph Smith w/ John Dehlin and Carah Burrell | Ep. 2016Join us as we revisit this epic interview with John Dehlin and Carah Burrell, which originally aired on Carah's channel in 2023.Eve, a good friend of Carah Burrell's, was an active and faithful member of the LDS Church at the time of this interview. She had begun to question aspects of the Church—particularly polygamy—and agreed to sit down with Carah and John for a truly unique conversation. In this interview, they simply presented her with factual information about LDS history and captured her real-time reactions.This one-of-a-kind interview is now being shared on Morm...
2025-05-051h 33
The Mormon History HoedownPurity, Divorce & Leaving the Church (w/ Carly Bingham)In today's episode of the podcast, Carly Bingham gives us the low down on the hoedown as we discuss all the aspects of her faith journey. Carly, best known for her viral ex-Mormon related content across Instagram and TikTok, shares her raw, funny, and thoughtful reflections on leaving the Mormon Church, navigating motherhood, sexuality, and personal growth. Whether you're in the middle of your own faith crisis or just curious, you're in the right place.Carly's links:Substack for Uncertainly Carly: https://substack.com/@uncertainlycarly?utm_source=%2Fhome%2Fcategory%2F96&utm_medium=reader2Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/uncertainlycarly/TikTok...
2025-05-012h 35
Timmy Did What?How Anti-Sex Trafficking Org O.U.R. Left Whistleblowers to DieToday we have lots of news to cover! Join Carah Burrell and Ryan Fisher as we expose the latest controversy around Tim Ballard and Operation Underground Railroad. Former employees and whistleblowers are coming forward with explosive lawsuits, revealing a pattern of financial fraud, unpaid wages, destroyed lives, and deliberate cover-ups. Brave Central American operatives say they risked everything, turning down higher-paying jobs and uprooting their families, only to be abandoned and left in danger once they raised concerns about OUR’s illegal practices.👩💻 Patreon exclusives: https://patreon.com/user?u=59737554&utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&ut...
2025-04-281h 09
The Jimmy Rex Show#616 - Carah Burrell - Popular Utah Podcaster Talks About Her Experience Covering Topics Such As The LDS Church & The Tim Ballard ScandalCarah Burrell, known online as “Nuancehoe” became a powerful voice online after leaving the LDS church. She's currently well known for her takes on Mormonism and for covering the Tim Ballard scandal through her podcast "Timmy Did What?"Carah opens up about her own faith transition, the emotional and psychological toll of deconstruction, and how she's now helping others navigate similar paths with humor, empathy, and clarity. We go deeper into identity, shame, belief systems, and what it means to rebuild your life from the inside out. Later, we discuss her coverage of Tim Ballard and how even well...
2025-04-171h 16
The Mormon History HoedownFunny Mormon Stories (w/ Comedian Adam Broud)Join me, Carah Burrell, for two hours of joy as I sit down with comedian Adam Broud, known for his hilarious and thought-provoking stand-up show "Comedy Church". You'll either laugh your ass off or say "Get thee hence, Satan." No further explanation is needed.Check out these links to see where Adam Broud is performing next: https://www.adambroud.com/upcoming-showsAdam Broud's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/adambroud/?hl=enAll my links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoeHelp me continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a one-time or monthly donor!🤝 DONATE VIA DONORBOX! https://donorbox.org/thanks-for-the-amazing-content-carah-let-me-help-you-keep-it-funded👩💻 Join the Hoetown community on Patreon: ht...
2025-01-062h 13
The Mormon History HoedownQ&A: What Mormonism Got Right & Why I Left AnywayHowdy y'all, I’m back and ready to share and care. In this episode, I'm answering questions and unpacking a whole bunch of stuff about my Mormon life and what I believe now. Haters get lost cause I'm getting honest about the good, the bad, and the divorced. Thanks to everyone who've been lovely sweethearts and followed my journey!All my links 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoeHelp me continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a one-time or monthly donor! 🤝 DONATE VIA DONORBOX! https://donorbox.org/thanks-for-the-amazing-content-carah-let-me-help-you-keep-it-funded👩💻 Join the Hoetown community on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nuancehoe🍯 Tip Jar (Venmo: CarahB): https://ac...
2024-12-2253 min
Timmy Did What?Secrets O.U.R Doesn’t Want You to Know About Tim BallardIt's a Carah Burrell solo live stream. Join me for this episode of the "Timmy Did What?" podcast I react to the latest series on Tim Ballard from The Opportunist podcast. Their journalists uncovered many more fascinating details to the Tim Ballard case. What is O.U.R doing after Tim Ballard and what are they hiding? Link to The Opportunist series: https://www.podcastone.com/episode/Tim-Ballard-E1-For-A-Good-Cause🤝 https://donorbox.org/help-fund-truth-about-tim-ballard-mormon-corruption📱 Venmo: CarahB: https://account.venmo.com/u/CarahB👩💻 Patreon exclusives: https://patreon.com/user?u=59737554&utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLi...
2024-12-1654 min
Timmy Did What?The Freaky World of Tim Ballard's Mormonism w/ Alyssa GrenfellAfter taking a short break from the pod, Carah and Ryan are here to bring you an interview with the lovely and talented Ex-Mormon creator Alyssa Grenfell as we discuss the intersection of Mormonism, mysticism, and controversy through the lens of Tim Ballard's recent actions and allegations. From his alleged misuse of Mormon beliefs to justify questionable behavior, to his mockery of sacred garments and exploitation of the doctrine of personal revelation, we explore the complexities of faith, authority, and manipulation within a religious framework. We’ll also unpack how Mormonism’s unique blend of bureaucratic rules and mystical teachings crea...
2024-12-1648 min
Timmy Did What?MILLIONS Laundered Hiring Prostitutes? Tim Ballard is DONEJoin Carah Burrell and Ryan Fisher live as we dive into the controversy surrounding Operation Underground Railroad and Tim Ballard, now facing a major federal lawsuit and allegation of money laundering to hire prostitutes. Also, stick around for some exclusive evidence you won't find anywhere else.New lawsuit: https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/25246379-1022-complaint-federal-lawsuit🤝 https://donorbox.org/help-fund-truth-about-tim-ballard-mormon-corruption📱 Venmo: CarahB: https://account.venmo.com/u/CarahB👩💻 Patreon exclusives: https://patreon.com/user?u=59737554&utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLink📫 Let's get in touch! timmydidwhatpodcast@gmail.com or thenuancehoe@gmail.com
2024-10-261h 22
Cults to ConsciousnessThe BRUTAL Truth About The Founder of Mormonism, Joseph Smith ft. Carah BurrellOutsiders often criticize Mormonism for its wild beliefs and the scandalous actions of the founding prophet Joseph Smith, but the member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints are left in the dark about the truth of it history. Carah Burrell @CarahBurrell and Shelise, examine the life and actions of Joseph Smith from a non-faith promoting, historical view, different from their Mormon upbringing. From the ugly truth about polygamy, a Mormon Militia, and original secret temple rituals to Joseph Smith’s personal hit man, we cover it all!
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2024-09-171h 44
Timmy Did What?Tim Ballard TORCHES Himself and Church: Vengeance and Betrayal UnveiledTim Ballard is facing a heap of trouble from lawsuits involving former O.U.R. undercover operatives, a criminal investigation by the FBI, and the state of Utah, and he is currently under fire for his deceit in Colombia. Prior to this heat for his alleged crimes, the LDS Church released a statement citing “betrayal” and denouncing Tim Ballard for “morally unacceptable behavior.” The statement from the church accused Tim of improperly using the name of Apostle M. Russell Ballard for “personal advantage.” How is Tim handling it and what is his defense? In a recent interview with this “Sound of Freedom her...
2024-08-2653 min
Timmy Did What?LEAKED: Tim Ballard Smears Survivors, Gets FACT CHECKED into OblivionThis is the video that shows no mercy exposing Sound of Freedom's Tim Ballard. Join Carah Burrell and Ryan Fisher for a very important presentation that lays out Tim Ballard’s rescue ruses and despicable smears against his female operators. In a recent interview that was uploaded to YouTube and then hastily removed by the Ballard legal team, Tim boasted about a recent rescue operation with claims that don't seem to line up with reports from Mexican authorities. We take you through the facts we know, and the claims made by one of Tim's alleged victims, Sasha. Timmy told some ta...
2024-08-131h 32
Timmy Did What?CAUGHT With DNA Evidence? The Lying Rant Ballard's Lawyers Took DownLet the O.U.R Fraudcast begin! Carah and Ryan are bringing you interviews, evidence, and updates from the Tim Ballard saga starting with the video Tim's lawyers don't want you to see. We discuss Tim's defense of his sperm on his executive assistant's skirt and so much more. WELCOME TO THE "TIMMY DID WHAT?" PODCAST!Help fund the truth about Tim Ballard and Mormon corruption! We have a lineup of mind-blowing interviews and evidence that can't be told without your support! Please consider becoming a monthly donor as we release weekly podcasts and film our...
2024-08-0829 min
The Mormon History HoedownHe's EXPOSING the missing pieces of Tim Ballard's history NEVER told (w/ Ryan Fisher) Welcome to the video that Mormons wish was just clickbait. We're embarking on a thought-provoking analysis, featuring an exclusive interview with Ryan Fisher, @NephiteExplorer. It's an honor to have Ryan join us again to provide deeper insights into the complex narrative of Tim Ballard. We are connecting dots and making enemies with doomsdayers and 100 billion dollar corporations. Shocking blessings from Mormon leaders that absolve Tim of guilt is just the start. This is NOT a drill. This is the REAL DEAL. Do these key pieces of intel from Ryan's decade-long friendship with Tim Ballard combined with the new amendments in...
2024-05-132h 29
The Mormon History HoedownP.1 Inside the Mind of Tim Ballard | Rise & Fall of Sound of Freedom Hero (w/ Ryan Fisher) Welcome Nephite Explorer to the podcast! In part one, we're diving deep into the mind of Tim Ballard, founder of Operation Underground Railroad, with Ryan Fisher, former confidant of Tim Ballard, esteemed videographer, ex-Heartlander, and journalist. Get ready for an eye-opening multi-series interview with Ryan. From where Tim Ballard's controversial journey began in the conservative Mormon demographic, and the ethical concerns surrounding his efforts to combat child trafficking. Ryan shares his experience working closely with Tim and launching his American Covenant theories into mainstream Mormonism. In this gripping exposé, we peel back the layers of Tim Ballard's enigmatic persona, and u...
2024-05-062h 32
The Mormon History HoedownMAJOR BREAKING: Tim Ballard Lawsuit EXPLODES! Mormon Church Probably EvilJoin me for the Tim Ballard podcast to end all Tim Ballard podcasts.All my links and info on the group trip to Greece! 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are tax deductible in the US! More podcasts and shorts are coming full-time as long as I can keep it funded. Help me and my team continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a one-time or monthly donor!EQUIPMENT FUNDRAISER: https://donorbox.org/christmas-eve-eq...
2024-05-043h 31
The Mormon History HoedownLDS Lawyer Argues: It's True. (how we know he's lying) (w/Radio Free Mormon)Join me and the amazing Radio Free Mormon from Mormon Discussions for a very special episode where we dive into Steve Densley's leaked speech "Proving The Church Is True". One lawyer versus another!Radio Free Mormon: https://radiofreemormon.org/All my links and info on the group trip to Greece! 🔗 https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are tax deductible in the US! More podcasts and shorts are coming full-time as long as I can keep it fund...
2024-04-272h 25
The Mormon History HoedownWhat's Next After Deconstructing Religion? (w/ Brittney Hartley)In this special second episode with Brittney Hartley, we dive into her insightful book, "No Nonsense Spirituality." Brittney takes us through topics such as deconstruction and reconstruction, the tools we choose for ourselves to keep from religion and how to bust out and develop new rituals that we can build off of. We're getting into some deep stuff, from necklace symbols to reintegration and anger roles. Britt shares her unique and brilliant approach compared to the "big 3" ideologies. Who are the players and what are the tools each one offers as well as their shadow sides?We discuss the balance...
2024-04-231h 17
The Mormon History HoedownSex After Mormonism? Unlocking Sexual Empowerment (w/ Faith Erickson)In today's vid, we're diving deep into some real talk with the amazing Faith Erickson! How does Faith describe the difference between dangerous and righteous desire? Let's discuss. We kick things off with Faith explaining her lifelong curiosity about sex and her journey from fearing it to owning it like an A+ boss. Faith drops some wisdom bombs on us about finding a new understanding of morality and making those agreements with ourselves. Plus, we chat about questioning perspectives, stepping out of that comfort zone, and showing yourself some major self-love. Sexuality and self-love connect to literally everything in life...
2024-04-1900 min
The Mormon History HoedownRealizations of Leaving Religion: The Terror, Nihilism, & Freedom (w/ Britt Hartley)Welcome to the live stream with two gals whose post-Mormon path wasn't giving life. Is your religion not true for you like it used to be? Are you tired of the mental gymnastics? If you won the prize and the trophy wasn't a trophy at all, but a black hole of nihilistic angst, then dismount into this thought-provoking and life-saving interview with Brittany Hartley. Britt is an atheist spiritual director and nihilism recovery coach who joins me for a tear-filled 3-hour chat. Follow Britt in all the places at No Nonsense Spirituality and look for her book when it...
2024-04-142h 51
The Mormon History HoedownIs The Book of Mormon True? Kwaku Sits Down with NuanceHoeWelcome to this soon-to-be legendary episode of The Mormon History Hoedown in which I interview Kwaku El, known for his staunch defense of Mormonism on Ward Radio, Saints Unscripted, and Jubilee’s Mormons vs. Exmormons! In the ring with Kwaku today, we kick it off with his conversion, liberal background, and perspectives as an apologist in the Mormon space. How did he make that shift, what's his deal and what's with all these a**holes? Moving on, we've got some drama brewing: Ad hominem attacks, DezNat showdowns, and all the tea on what Joseph Smith was really all about. Jumping ah...
2024-03-203h 16
The Mormon History HoedownLive Laugh Leaving - Why I Gotta Take The Summer OffSpeaking my peace on peace-ing out until someone tells me to shut up.👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are tax deductible in the US! More podcasts and shorts are coming full-time as long as I can keep it funded. Help me and my team continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a one-time or monthly donor!EQUIPMENT FUNDRAISER: https://donorbox.org/christmas-eve-equipment-fundraiser-2👩💻 Join the Hoetown community on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nuancehoe🍯 Tip Jar (Venmo: CarahB): htt...
2024-02-282h 39
The Mormon History HoedownThe Dark Side of Dating My Zone Leader (w/ Suzy Baker)In this episode, I interview the wise and delightful Suzy Baker, co-founder of The Psychedelic Assembly. We explore her life in Mormonism in Alabama, Utah and New York City, as well as the dark side of dating her zone leader on her mission and the events that led her out of the church. Cozy up with Carah with Suzy for this special reveal of Suzy's mission experience. Serving the Lord? And serving the lust. And shame. A place where hopes, consent, and a whole lot of trauma collide. We discuss the pressure to boost baptism numbers, and the surprising events...
2024-02-211h 48
The Mormon History HoedownP. 4 Mountain Meadows Massacre: The Orphans, The Blame & The Cover Up (w/ Barbara Jones Brown)This is part four where Barbara and I discuss the Mountain Meadows Massacre, a tragic event in Mormon history where a group of Mormons in 1857 killed a large group of innocent men, women, and children.We kick things off with a review of the brutal crime of wiping out all the innocent people including young witnesses. As tensions soar, the Mormon leaders are left reeling at the shocking aftermath of their actions. Lies fly and a frantic cover-up ensues, leaving everyone scrambling to keep their secrets buried. The whole situation blows wide open when freighters stumble upon the scene. Amidst...
2024-02-1942 min
The Mormon History HoedownMormon Marriage vs. An Authentic Life - Dillan's Untold Story (w/ Cults to Consciousness)I'm so honored to have Dillan Conrad from Jubliee's Mormons vs ExMormons panel joining me along with Shelise from Cults to Consciousness in studio! Dillan shares his journey, from how he landed on Jubilee, to reflections on Tember and Cardon, coming out to his wife, and leaving his Mormon upbringing behind, but taking many of the LDS values with him.Watch part 1 with Shelise Dillan here: https://www.youtube.com/live/csvnJ7vYB_M?si=VrETrH3MmSmHb4kaCheck out my response to the Mormons vs ExMormons Jubliee video here: https://youtu.be/ubja03yeDQc👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support...
2024-02-181h 02
The Mormon History HoedownGirl Defined's WILDEST Video - Debunking Purity Culture's Hellscape (w/ Natasha Helfer)Pleasure is the measure, so satisfy your longings to hang out with me for an hour of free education from Natasha Helfer, a certified sex therapist! React with us as we watch Girl Defined's most uncomfortable, now deleted, highly controversial video where Bethany interviews Christian "sex counselors" as they detail their path through God-honoring, non-orgasmic, duty-bound sex. In this enlightening video, we take a deep dive into the world of purity culture through the hellscape of Mormonism and Christianity. You've heard of Girl Defined reaction videos, but all pale in comparison to the wise, empathetic education Natasha brings to this...
2024-02-1259 min
The Mormon History HoedownReacting to Jubilee's Mormons vs ExMormons Middle Ground Debate! It’s not every day that the YouTube Gods look upon the ExMormon world and grant us a blessing such as this.👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are tax deductible in the US! More podcasts and shorts are coming full-time as long as I can keep it funded. Help me and my team continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a one-time or monthly donor!EQUIPMENT FUNDRAISER: https://donorbox.org/christmas-eve-equipment-fundraiser-2👩💻 Join the Hoetown community on Patreon: h...
2024-02-082h 00
The Mormon History HoedownP.3 Mountain Meadows Massacre: Details of The Horrifying Slaughter (w/ Barbara Jones Brown) I've started a new multi-part series on The Mountain Meadows Massacre with historian, author, director of Signature Books, content editor of the award-winning "Massacre at Mountain Meadows" and co-author of "Vengeance Is Mine, The Mountain Meadows Massacre and Its Aftermath" Barbara Jones Brown.This is part three where Barbara and I discuss the Mountain Meadows Massacre, a tragic event in Mormon history where a group of Mormons in 1857 killed a large group of innocent men, women, and children. Practice self-care, grab a box of tissues, and buckle up for the horrifying story of the Mountain Meadows Massacre as we delve...
2024-02-0159 min
The Mormon History HoedownWhy I Left My Marriage and The Mormon Church - Callie Crofts' Untold Story Join me for a deeply emotional and candid interview with the members of Die Shiny, Callie Crofts and Zac Bryant, as they share their personal journeys, music, and the profound stories behind their new song "Sacrament." This intimate conversation touches on the impact of Callie's mom's cancer and her eventual passing, the unique dynamics of Colette Butler and Callie's relationship, the influence of the music of their youth, Zac's journey leaving the church, their rise to fame on YouTube, awakening to the falsehoods of the temple, navigating divorce, and their liberation from certain aspects of their Mormon past. Discover the...
2024-01-282h 33
The Mormon History HoedownP.2 Mountain Meadows Massacre: Secrets of Blood Atonement (w/ Barbara Jones Brown)In this second episode of our series, historian Barbara Jones Brown takes us through the violent rhetoric on behalf of Mormon leaders that led up to the Mountain Meadows Massacre. From 1856 to 1857 in Utah, Mormon prophet Brigham Young played a role in shaping the mindset of the Mormon settlers resulting in a theocracy, heaps of polygamy, and the idea that avenging the blood of prophets was the only rational thing to do. Blood atonement and the Mormon Reformation are key aspects to understanding the religious doctrine and context of the time that shed light on the motivations and justifications used...
2024-01-2432 min
The Mormon History HoedownP.1 Mountain Meadows Massacre: Its Violent Inception (w/ Barbara Jones Brown)Exciting news! I am starting a new multi-part series on The Mountain Meadows Massacre with historian, author, director of Signature Books, content editor of the award-winning "Massacre at Mountain Meadows" and co-author of "Vengeance Is Mine, The Mountain Meadows Massacre and Its Aftermath" Barbara Jones Brown!This is part one where Barbara and I discuss the Mountain Meadows Massacre, a tragic event in Mormon history where a group of Mormons in 1857 killed a large group of innocent men, women, and children. With Destiny begging to Manifest in the 1850s, the US government was hot for an economic and cultural superiority...
2024-01-2248 min
The Mormon History HoedownHow Mormon Were We? Ex-Mo Tell-All (w/ Alyssa Grenfell) It's time to settle how very, very, VERY Mormon Carah and Alyssa were for the majority of their short, naive lives. Pop the popcorn and place your bets as these two Ex-Mormon content creators answer 20 questions to decide who held a little bit more firmly to the rod than the other.Pick up a copy of Alyssa's book which is the #1 bestselling new release in Mormonism! https://www.amazon.com/How-Leave-Mormon-Church-Rebuilding/dp/B0CRS4DF2H/ref=cm_cr_arp_d_product_top?ie=UTF8Alyssa's YT channel: https://www.youtube.com/@UCqrqFLPh4cRM1VomUzG24sQAlyssa's TikTok: https://www.tiktok...
2024-01-171h 51
The Mormon History HoedownEx-Mormon Empowerment. The Secrets & Tips (w/ Stephanie Brinkerhoff)Listen to this podcast, then listen to it again to digest all the wisdom of my guest, Stephanie Brinkerhoff, as we discuss the difficult road to empowerment as an Ex-Mormon. It's time we get to the heart of the process.From leaving a church that took away her autonomy and intuition, and how psychedelics helped her break free, my guest Stephanie discusses associations of safety with following the rules of the Mormon Church. She believed she would feel safe if she ticked off the boxes and followed the teachings. However, after leaving the church and deconstructing her beliefs, she realized...
2024-01-141h 16
The Mormon History HoedownKnow Your "American Zion"! (w/ Benjamin Park)You're tired of the bombardment of info. "Just give me the fast facts, chief!" The brilliant Mormon historian Benjamin Park joins me to discuss his new book "American Zion" which details all the facts, context, and characters to provide a brief but in-depth look at the history of Mormonism in America.You don't know Mormonism until you explore the development and evolution of Mormon traditions over its 200 years and how internal and external conflicts have influenced it. In this episode we get into the religious fervor and experimentation of Joseph Smith's time, the dark legacy of racism, divisions, and culture...
2024-01-091h 29
The Mormon History HoedownBREAKING: BYU Backlash! (w/ Matt Easton)Join Carah and Matt Easton for an in-depth discussion and interview you do not want to miss. Breaking the news here first on the recent controversy surrounding Brigham Young University's shocking decision for freshmen.Matt Easton courageously came out as gay during his valedictorian graduation speech at the private Mormon university which sparked an infamous talk by apsotle Jeffery R. Holland. In this live interview with Matt, we'll be exploring BYU's controversial mandate, and the impact it may have on LGBTQ+ inclusivity and the campus atmosphere. We delve into the content of the musket fire talk, highlighting the offensive language...
2023-12-291h 31
The Mormon History HoedownI Tested Her Mormon Faith. Where Is Eve Now? (w/ Eve Pearce)It's the Eve update you've all been waiting for! Join me for a live interview and learn about what happened next for my Mormon buddy Eve after John Dehlin and I told her the true Mormon history that had been hidden from her.Original video found here: https://youtu.be/gl50qEdRABQFollow Eve on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/reclaiming.mom.brain/Sub to Eve's YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@reclaimingmombrain👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are tax deductible...
2023-12-291h 18
The Mormon History HoedownTaking Genocidal Mormons Down (to empathy town) w/ SocialistlyAwkwardARE YOU READY TO LAUGH?!? Not a description you'd think would represent a video on war, but that's how laughable Jabra Ghneim's "response" to my Israel/Palestine series is. Bringing back Lindsay from Socialistlyakward with more facts and lulz. We made our 3 part Israel/Palestine series, and the Christian Zionists of Mormon Book Reviews responded to some strawman atheist Hamas supporting girl named Laura? So let's laugh, talk about the facts, and debunk tropes!Send Lindsay some love on Venmo @socialistlyawkward1443Check out her links to follow her in all the places: https://linktr.ee/Socialistlyawkward👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, gr...
2023-12-212h 49
The Mormon History HoedownGreed, Prison & Apostasy | All The Mormon Scandals of 2023It's been a wild year to be a corrupt institution led by Jesus Christ, y'all. Here's a recap of all the scandals of 2023, with insights from real apostates on what led the most Mormons to abandon this sinking ship. I've got my Mormon friend Eve on lock to come back for a follow-up interview but could use some help purchasing my additional cameras, mics, and lights! I'll be bringing lots of amazing in-person interviews in 2024! CHRISTMAS EVE EQUIPMENT FUNDRAISER: https://donorbox.org/christmas-eve-equipment-fundraiser-2👩💻 Join the Hoetown community on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nuancehoe🍯 Tip Jar (Venmo: CarahB): https://account.venmo.com/u...
2023-12-2156 min
The Mormon History HoedownExMormons Respond to Zionist Palestinian Mormon (yikes) part 3 w/ SocialistlyAwkwardI got no description for ya. I left it all on the field, coach. Heavy trigger warning on this episode, and check out the links below for parts 1 and 2.Link to part 1: https://youtu.be/EWCh9Oy-BvELink to part 2: https://youtu.be/AuFxv5-UI08Send Lindsay some love on Venmo @socialistlyawkward1443Check out her links to follow her in all the places: https://linktr.ee/SocialistlyawkwardIf the mood strikes you to get involved: https://bdsmovement.net/Act-Now-Against-These-Companies-Profiting-From-Genocide#:~:text=McDonald's%20(US)%2C%20Burger%20King,supported%20apartheid%20Israel%20and%2Forhttps://act.uscpr.org/a/callforgazahttps://afsc.org/news/6-ways-you-can-support-palestinians-gaza#:~:text=Take%20part%20...
2023-12-1455 min
The Mormon History HoedownMormon Church's Epidemic of SA Exposed (w/ CultstoConsciousness)Today I'm joined by Shelise with Cults to Consciousness as we dive into the shocking details of the lies, hush money, and SA within the Mormon church that have recently come to light. We discuss the mishandled SA cases within the LDS church and the troubling instances in which the leaders failed to protect victims, fostering silence and cover-ups, and failing to report SA to authorities. Does the church prioritize its reputation over its own members?Links to articles and videos mentions: Daily Mail article: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-12732055/mormon-church-leaders-accused-sexual-abuse-incest-cover-up.htmlAP article: https://apnews.com...
2023-12-1040 min
The Mormon History HoedownEx-Mormons Unravel Zionism: Analyzing Israel-Palestine part 2 (w/ SocialistlyAwkward)Welcome to my extra special second episode with Lindsay from @socialistlyawkward! We take on the next piece of the deconstructing Zionism puzzle by breaking down Zionism's history and how it feeds into every aspect of the Israel-Palestine war. Steeped in clips and commentary, we invite you to sit back, relax, and tense up about the most devastating topic imaginable. Heavy trigger warning on this episode, but come back for part 3 when you're ready for more!Link to part 1: https://youtu.be/EWCh9Oy-BvESend Lindsay some love on Venmo @socialistlyawkward1443Check out her links to follow her in all the places...
2023-12-052h 04
The Mormon History HoedownExMormon Goes Head-to-Head With Gay Evangelical (w/ Steven Pynakker)All you gluttons for deconstruction, get on in here. I'm delighted to have Steven Pynakker tell me about his nuanced Christian worldview as I push back with every question I feel is necessary. What a treat. We tackle about the questions around the necessity of Christianity, the bible, and religion as a whole. I think it has something for everyone. Believers, non-believers, and everyone who hated my appearance on Steven's program "Mormon Book Reviews". It gets a bit uncomfortable at times, I welcome all pushback, so let me know your thoughts in the comments!Check out my episode...
2023-11-271h 48
The Mormon History HoedownBREAKING: New Disturbing Tim Ballard Documents and StoriesThe article we're covering today: https://www.vice.com/en/article/n7ekzx/tim-ballard-sound-of-freedom-grooming-sexual-abuse-undercover-couples-ruse-operation-underground-railroad?utm_source=VICE_Twitter&utm_medium=social+👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are tax deductible in the US! More podcasts and shorts are coming full time as long as I can keep it funded. Help me and my team continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a one-time or monthly donor!🤝 Donorbox is life: https://donorbox.org/fund-and-keep-nuancehoe-content-alive👩💻 Join the Hoetown community on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nua...
2023-11-191h 54
The Mormon History HoedownBREAKING: A New Doomsday Mormon "I'm God's Chosen One"Super yikes! Reacting to the insane prophesies of Todd Cella, just uploaded November 13th, 2023. They are very unsettling. How can this be stopped? Mormons, when a man says he is God's chosen servant to usher in the second coming, think twice about dooms-doing what Doomsy Doomer Does.Original video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfBABo7BVN0👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are tax deductible in the US! More podcasts and shorts are coming full time as long as I can keep it fun...
2023-11-1445 min
The Mormon History HoedownEx-Mormons Unravel Zionism: Analyzing Israel-Palestine part 1 (w/ SocialistlyAwkward)Welcome to part 1! Taking on the Israel-Palestine war one piece at a time with the brilliant Lindsay from @socialistlyawkward1443 by my side to break it all down for this multi-part series of The Mormon History Hoedown.First: We deconstructed Mormonism. Now: We unravel our understanding of holy lands and what pieces of empathy were missing in our previous Mormon minds, including the context and history that's been hidden.Join us in this eye-opening series where two curious ExMo gals explore the intricate facets of Zionism, delving into its historical, political, and religious implications. Lindsay and I draw on our own...
2023-11-0840 min
The Mormon History HoedownBREAKING: Explosive New Details On Tim Ballard's DownfallWelcome to my favorite report on Tim Ballard of all time. I promise to be as unhinged as all the corruption that's being exposed from the high-profile LDS friendships. What else would you expect? Details that involve Mormon tithing records used for fundraising, acquired on behalf of Mormon Apostle Elder Ballard to target wealthy tithe payers to funnel more cash to Operation Underground Railroad (because 5-star hotel rooms with Mexico City's finest escorts don't grow on trees). Those funds were then spent by OUR to silence more victims of sexual exploitation and build Tim Ballard a brand of respect, wealth...
2023-11-0552 min
The Mormon History HoedownMormon Family Abducted Teen Son. "The Chosen One" Found Safe Near AlaskaThe doomsday Mormons sure are doomsdaying lately. Making this a dooms-month and the most doomsiest year in recent history. Today I’m going to give you the latest updates on Blaze Thibaudeau. The Arizona 16 year old that was taken by his Mormon doomsday mother and uncle last Monday. He has been found safe by the Alaskan border and we’ll talk about what led up to all this unfolding as well as my normal rants including a Chuck-o-Rama analogy that I think is right on the money. Link to full interview with Blaze's father: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPQi...
2023-11-0512 min
The Mormon History HoedownSelling "Community and Christ": Unpacking Progressive Mormons' Approach (w/ UncertainlyCarly) Talking about the recent 2023 Faith Matters "Restore" conference and how this new schism differs from the church it tries to amplify. Joined today by the amazing and talented @uncertainlycarly for all the commentary you are certainly looking for!Talking about the recent 2023 Faith Matters "Restore" conference and how this new schism differs from the church it tries to amplify. Joined today by the amazing and talented @uncertainlycarly for all the commentary you are certainly looking for! It's a whole other world of Progressive Mormons out there, and dive into all of it including Brandon Flowers' Mormon beliefs, and break down...
2023-10-251h 58
The Mormon History HoedownBREAKING: Tim Ballard's Female Operatives "He Forced Us To 'Practice' S*x With Him"We dig into the shocking Blaze News "women tell-all" exposé with bombshell revelations on the disturbing behavior of Tim Ballard, the man behind Operation Underground Railroad (O.U.R.). As the story unfolds, we'll unravel a web of deception, manipulation, and exploitation that will leave you stunned. I explore Tim's troubling history of lies, laying bare the con-man smoke screen he's used to shield his actions for far too long. But this video isn't just about exposing wrongdoing; it's about giving a voice to the heroic women who have bravely spoken out against these injustices of sexual harassment at O.U...
2023-10-081h 55
The Mormon History HoedownProphet Calls For Mormons To Reject ALL Non-Mormon AdviceIn this eye-opening video, we take a deep dive into President Russell M. Nelson's recent conference address, analyzing every crucial moment and dissecting its implications. I address the question of "Why Ex-Mormons care about Nelson's talk," delving into the content that raises concerns and his fear-mongering messages. Insights into topics like the telestial (TK smoothie) body, Joseph Smith, the law of chastity, and the doctrine of tithing. We also dive into the reactions from ExMormon Twitter, DezNat (Pro-LDS) Twitter and explore how this talk may impact mixed-faith families, all while maintaining a thoughtful and critical perspective on the matter. Stay...
2023-10-081h 33
The Mormon History HoedownAll The Ways Tim Ballard Is Like A CULT Leader (with receipts!) w/ CultstoConsciousness I'm joined today by my brilliant friends Shelise and Jonathan from Cults to Consciousness in their studio in Los Angeles to give ya'll the best explanation on Tim Ballard's rise to cult leader status and why it matters. (Especially as it relates to the health and welfare of Mormons themselves!)I have pieces of the alleged victims' stories no one has placed together yet. I've got never before seen pictures of Tim undercover on the phone with Mel Gibson. And I even have a "what if" question I float on a super chat on Ward Radio's last Tim Ballard livestream...
2023-10-053h 07
The Mormon History HoedownBREAKING: Tim Ballard's "S*x Acts To Save Kids"The slimiest conman to come out of Mormonism in 50 years deserved the best thumbnail art I could come up with. I take you through video clips of what the 7 women at O.U.R said he did, including sex acts to save the kids (sanctioned by Elder M. Russell Ballard and Tim’s Mormon psychic), then what his wife has been saying to cover for his long pattern of narcissistic behavior. Don’t miss this one! And give some love (regardless of how you feel about his other beliefs!) to @ericmoutsos for doing the right thing and hearing these vict...
2023-09-282h 33
The Mormon History HoedownThe Far-Right Mormon Divide (w/ Benjamin Park)There is a far-right divide going on and we might be watching history in the making. Good thing my guest is Mormon historian Benjamin Park, here breaking down the Mormon religious right. What are the factions of Mormonism set for a break-off? Who is taking back what country now? And why are they looking to leaders like Tim Ballard to take them where they want to go? Ben is a wealth of knowledge on all the ways partisanship has become inseparable from the Mormon church. Join us as we get into all the ways the church and its members pick...
2023-09-281h 59
The Mormon History HoedownJoseph Smith Married Other Men's Pregnant Wives (w/ Julia @AnalyzingMormonism)It's time to fact-check Don Bradley and Ward Radio on their claims about Joseph Smith's polygamy with the fantastic research of Julia at AnalyzingMormonism. Throw Julia some cash on Venmo for all her research! @Julia-Rose88Join Julia's Patreon! https://www.patreon.com/AnalyzingMormonismFollow her podcast! https://www.podbean.com/site/search/index?v=analyzing+mormonismJulia's shorts are fire! Follow her on Instagram! https://www.instagram.com/analyzing.mormonism/And also TikTok! https://www.tiktok.com/@analyzing.mormonism👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box...
2023-09-273h 00
The Mormon History HoedownTim Ballard’s Dishonest Meltdown When Mormon Church Abandons Him (w/ CultstoConsciousness)A collab with Shelise at Cults to Consciousness, bringing you all the latest news on Tim Ballard being publicly denounced by the Mormon church for his morally unacceptable behavior. It's a wild story and gets better watching Glenn Beck fighting for his life to understand how his church works.1st Vice article: https://www.vice.com/en/article/bvjypz/mormon-church-denounces-tim-ballards-morally-unacceptable-activities2nd Vice article: https://www.vice.com/en/article/pkaqvn/tim-ballards-departure-from-operation-underground-railroad-followed-sexual-misconduct-investigationTimBallard's response: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfyPzlRhp7I&t=2sDeseret news: https://www.deseret.com/2023/9/15/23875331/tim-ballard-senate-church-of-jesus-christWhiteboard meeting: https://americancrimejournal.com/acj-investigates/operation-underground-railroad-o-u-r/the-whiteboard-meeting/Screenshots of Glenn Beck: https...
2023-09-191h 43
The Mormon History HoedownMormons Reacting to Their Real History As Told By Johnny Harris A full breakdown and all the extra context you need to know about Johnny Harris' piece "The REAL Story of the Mormon Church" and what the Mormons of the internet have to say about it. After much research, I present the realest of real and truthiest of true explanations of Joseph Smith, his treasure-digging days, the First Vision, the witnesses to the golden plates, and so much more.I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are...
2023-09-161h 57
The Mormon History HoedownWhy I Left The Mormon Church - Carah's Untold Story Welcome to the start of my brand new podcast called The Mormon History Hoedown. In this very special first episode, I get personal on things that require a trigger warning, talk about my coping with comedy, and why I loved the church but had to leave it.I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are tax deductible in the US! More podcasts and shorts are coming full time as long as I can keep it fund...
2023-09-072h 06
Mormon.ishCarah Burrell aka NuanceHoe Launches New Non-Profit and PodcastOn this PSA short episode of Mormonish Podcast, we are so excited to talk with the amazing Carah Burrell, aka NuanceHoe, about the launch of her new non-profit, "The Nuance Hug Foundation" and it's accompanying podcast "The Mormon History HoeDown!"This is exciting news in the post Mormon space as Carah lends her unique voice and perspective, and her hilarious point of view to create great content that will educate, entertain, and foster community and connection. If you're in the SLC area, there is a launch party for the new non profit on Saturday, September 9...
2023-09-0227 min
Mormon Discussion Archives - Mormon Discussion by Bill ReelSpirituality: Now and Then! w/ Carah Burrell & Bill Reel: MD: 383Most of us as believers had experiences we would define as spiritual. As we deconstructed our religious world we had to confront those experiences and look at them, sit with what they were and weren’t and attempt to re-define them in a way that allowed us to make sense of them within the lens of… Read More »Spirituality: Now and Then! w/ Carah Burrell & Bill Reel: MD: 383
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2023-05-232h 07Mormon Discussion PodcastSpirituality: Now and Then! w/ Carah Burrell & Bill Reel: MD: 383Most of us as believers had experiences we would define as spiritual. As we deconstructed our religious world we had to confront those experiences and look at them, sit with what they were and weren’t and attempt to re-define them in a way that allowed us to make sense of them within the lens of our Mormon faith not being true. Today Carah and Bill discuss their past spiritual experiences and discuss ways they have been able to confront and process those in light of deconstruction.
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2023-05-232h 07Mormon Discussion by Bill ReelSpirituality: Now and Then! w/ Carah Burrell & Bill Reel: MD: 383Most of us as believers had experiences we would define as spiritual. As we deconstructed our religious world we had to confront those experiences and look at them, sit with what they were and weren’t and attempt to re-define them in a way that allowed us to make sense of them within the lens of… Read More »Spirituality: Now and Then! w/ Carah Burrell & Bill Reel: MD: 383
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2023-05-232h 07Mormon Discussion Podcast: Leading With FaithSpirituality: Now and Then! w/ Carah Burrell & Bill Reel: MD: 383Most of us as believers had experiences we would define as spiritual. As we deconstructed our religious world we had to confront those experiences and look at them, sit with what they were and weren’t and attempt to re-define them in a way that allowed us to make sense of them within the lens of our Mormon faith not being true. Today Carah and Bill discuss their past spiritual experiences and discuss ways they have been able to confront and process those in light of deconstruction.
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2023-05-232h 07
Mormon Discussion Archives - Mormon Discussions Podcasts - Full LineupSpirituality: Now and Then! w/ Carah Burrell & Bill Reel: MD: 383Most of us as believers had experiences we would define as spiritual. As we deconstructed our religious world we had to confront those experiences and look at them, sit with what they were and weren’t and attempt to re-define them in a way that allowed us to make sense of them within the lens of… Read More »Spirituality: Now and Then! w/ Carah Burrell & Bill Reel: MD: 383
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2023-05-232h 07
Mormon Stories - LDS1660: Why do Ex-Mormons Appear So Angry? w/ John Larsen & Carah Burrell[TW] Abuse, suicide Carah B, John L, and John D go over the tropes and stereotypes of "hateful" ex-Mormons. Episode Show Notes ________ Donate to support John/Carah Show for Mormon Expressions Mormon Expressions Podcast on Spotify Nuancehoe/Carah Burrell’s Channel John Larsen’s Channel ===== Mormon Stories Thanks Our Generous Donors! Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor today: One-time or recurring donation through Donorbox Support us on Pat...
2022-09-162h 27
Mormon Stories Podcast1660: Why do Ex-Mormons Appear So Angry? w/ John Larsen & Carah Burrell[TW] Abuse, suicide Carah B, John L, and John D go over the tropes and stereotypes of "hateful" ex-Mormons. Episode Show Notes ________ Donate to support John/Carah Show for Mormon Expressions Mormon Expressions Podcast on Spotify Nuancehoe/Carah Burrell’s Channel John Larsen’s Channel ===== Mormon Stories Thanks Our Generous Donors! Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor today: One-time or recurring donation through Donorbox Support us on Pat...
2022-09-162h 27
UTAH PODCAST NETWORK – Utah Podcast NetworkAsk The Stripper: “Carah Burrell” (Bonus Episode)CARAH BURRELL aka Nuance Hoe is a producer & co-host for the Mormon Stories podcast as well as an content creator on TikTok. These platforms explore post-mormon life with former members as well as breaking down related current events. We also discuss meeting her husband at Wiseguys and his work with Tig Notaro!
Molly from Ask The Stripper podcast guest host.
UPDATE! Since this episode, Carah has left Mormon Stories, and his now on her own via Patreon & YouTube!
http://lennondesignllc.com/wp-content/audio/cre8tivity/cre8tivity-ep159.mp3
2022-04-211h 43
UTAH PODCAST NETWORK – Utah Podcast NetworkAsk The Stripper: “Carah Burrell” (Bonus Episode)CARAH BURRELL aka Nuance Hoe is a producer & co-host for the Mormon Stories podcast as well as an content creator on TikTok. These platforms explore post-mormon life with former members as well as breaking down related current events. We also discuss meeting her husband at Wiseguys and his work with Tig Notaro!
Molly from Ask The Stripper podcast guest host.
UPDATE! Since this episode, Carah has left Mormon Stories, and his now on her own via Patreon & YouTube!
http://lennondesignllc.com/wp-content/audio/cre8tivity/cre8tivity-ep159.mp3
2022-04-211h 43
UTAH PODCAST NETWORK (FULL FEED)Ask The Stripper: “Carah Burrell” (Bonus Episode)CARAH BURRELL aka Nuance Hoe is a producer & co-host for the Mormon Stories podcast as well as an content creator on TikTok. These platforms explore post-mormon life with former members as well as breaking down related current events. We also discuss meeting her husband at Wiseguys and his work with Tig Notaro!
Molly from Ask The Stripper podcast guest host.
UPDATE! Since this episode, Carah has left Mormon Stories, and his now on her own via Patreon & YouTube!
http://lennondesignllc.com/wp-content/audio/cre8tivity/cre8tivity-ep159.mp3
2022-04-211h 43
ASK THE STRIPPERAsk The Stripper: “Carah Burrell” (Bonus Episode)CARAH BURRELL aka Nuance Hoe is a producer & co-host for the Mormon Stories podcast as well as an content creator on TikTok. These platforms explore post-mormon life with former members as well as breaking down related current events. We also discuss meeting her husband at Wiseguys and his work with Tig Notaro!
Molly from Ask The Stripper podcast guest host.
UPDATE! Since this episode, Carah has left Mormon Stories, and his now on her own via Patreon & YouTube!
http://lennondesignllc.com/wp-content/audio/cre8tivity/cre8tivity-ep159.mp3
2022-04-211h 43Mormon Discussion PodcastMormonism LIVE: 067: nuancehoe Carah BurrellTikToker under name “nuancehoe”. In our conversation we delve into Prophets, Evolution, the argument against there being free will, and if time we hope to delve into dogma as debated by Sam Harris and Jordan Peterson
Resources:
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Resources:
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2022-03-171h 52Mormonism Live! Archives - Mormon Discussion by Bill ReelMormonism LIVE: 067: nuancehoe Carah BurrellTikToker under name “nuancehoe”. In our conversation we delve into Prophets, Evolution, the argument against there being free will, and if time we hope to delve into dogma as debated by Sam Harris and Jordan Peterson
Resources:
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2022-03-171h 52Mormonism Live! Archives - Mormon Discussions Podcasts - Full LineupMormonism LIVE: 067: nuancehoe Carah BurrellTikToker under name “nuancehoe”. In our conversation we delve into Prophets, Evolution, the argument against there being free will, and if time we hope to delve into dogma as debated by Sam Harris and Jordan Peterson
Resources:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u45SP7Xv_oU
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MormonismLive! – Mormonism Live!Mormonism LIVE: 067: nuancehoe Carah BurrellBill and RFM sit down with Carah Burrell, co-host on the Mormon Stories podcast, and TikToker under name “nuancehoe”. In our conversation we delve into Prophets, Evolution, the argument against there being free will, and if time we hope to delve into dogma as debated by Sam Harris and Jordan PetersonResources:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u45SP7Xv_oU
2022-03-171h 52Mormon Discussion Podcast: Leading With FaithMormonism LIVE: 067: nuancehoe Carah BurrellBill and RFM sit down with Carah Burrell, co-host on the Mormon Stories podcast, and TikToker under name “nuancehoe”. In our conversation we delve into Prophets, Evolution, the argument against there being free will, and if time we hope to delve into dogma as debated by Sam Harris and Jordan PetersonResources:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u45SP7Xv_oU
2022-03-171h 52Mormonism LIVE !Mormonism LIVE: 067: nuancehoe Carah BurrellBill and RFM sit down with Carah Burrell, co-host on the Mormon Stories podcast, and TikToker under name “nuancehoe”. In our conversation we delve into Prophets, Evolution, the argument against there being free will, and if time we hope to delve into dogma as debated by Sam Harris and Jordan PetersonResources:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u45SP7Xv_oU
2022-03-171h 52UTAH PODCAST NETWORK – Utah Podcast NetworkCRE8TIVITY 159: “Carah Burrell”CARAH BURRELL aka Nuance Hoe is a producer & co-host for the Mormon Stories podcast as well as an content creator on TikTok. These platforms explore post-mormon life with former members as well as breaking down related current events. We also discuss meeting her husband at Wiseguys and his work with Tig Notaro!
Molly from Ask The Stripper podcast guest host.
UPDATE! Since this episode, Carah has left Mormon Stories, and his now on her own via Patreon & YouTube!
http://lennondesignllc.com/wp-content/audio/cre8tivity/cre8tivity-ep159.mp3
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Molly from Ask The Stripper podcast guest host.
UPDATE! Since this episode, Carah has left Mormon Stories, and his now on her own via Patreon & YouTube!
http://lennondesignllc.com/wp-content/audio/cre8tivity/cre8tivity-ep159.mp3
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Molly from Ask The Stripper podcast guest host.
UPDATE! Since this episode, Carah has left Mormon Stories, and his now on her own via Patreon & YouTube!
http://lennondesignllc.com/wp-content/audio/cre8tivity/cre8tivity-ep159.mp3
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YOUR CRE8TIVITY: COMEDY EDITIONCRE8TIVITY 159: “Carah Burrell”CARAH BURRELL aka Nuance Hoe is a producer & co-host for the Mormon Stories podcast as well as an content creator on TikTok. These platforms explore post-mormon life with former members as well as breaking down related current events. We also discuss meeting her husband at Wiseguys and his work with Tig Notaro!
Molly from Ask The Stripper podcast guest host.
UPDATE! Since this episode, Carah has left Mormon Stories, and his now on her own via Patreon & YouTube!
http://lennondesignllc.com/wp-content/audio/cre8tivity/cre8tivity-ep159.mp3
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