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Run to the Hard PodcastWhen Grief Breaks a Relationship… and God Holds It TogetherWelcome to part 2 of this unbelievable saga. The life of Curtis Christopher, Michal's kids, and Crystal and her kids continues to plunge further into the chaos of unexpected death, compounding grief, triggers, postponed marriage, court dates, and just life with so many moving parts. Today they dive into the difficulty of deciding to postpone a wedding, just days after their court date, blending such a unique family, sacrificial love, obedience to the Lord, and inter-family dynamics. This is a story that would be hard to make up, because it sounds so unbelievable. 2025-07-1558 min

Run to the Hard PodcastFive Kids Lose Their Dad Overnight & The Aftermath of GriefIf you've heard our story and think things have been crazy lately, you haven't heard anything yet. In this episode we walk you through the absolute whirlwind of grief and tragedy we've been walking through the last couple of months, to make things all the more complicated after the last couple of years of grief. From sudden death, to planning a funeral, to postponing our wedding, to lawyers and court dates, to deathversaries making it all the worse. Not much of this story makes sense from our limited human perspective, but God is...2025-07-011h 02

Run to the Hard PodcastFinding Purpose in Grief: JoBeth Evans' StoryFrom the grief of being unable to have children, to the joys of adopting and building a picture-perfect life together... Straight into the depths of losing her husband to brain cancer... JoBeth Evan's story is a roller coaster, and she tells it - and lives it - with so much grace and peace. Today's episode is extra impactful because not only does JoBeth have lived experience of deep grief, BUT, she's turned that experience into a way to serve others as a certified grief recovery specialist. She helps others navigate deep...2025-06-041h 07

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 32: The Weight of Parenting 9 Kids While Grieving Your WifeYou will NOT believe the compounded grief that's just been added to our story. This episode was recorded right before another tragedy, so when we sat down to talk about the overwhelm of 2.5 years of grieving, trying to get your life back on track, guiding and raising 9 children from multiple families, and being weighed down by it all while learning to trust God in the process...we couldn't imagine it could get more complicated. Listen in and be encouraged, because despite everything that's happening, we know God is good, and He is redeeming everything. 2025-05-201h 09

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 31: Trusting God After Losing Your Parents, Marriage, and Ministry with Lonnie PottsLonnie Potts is my favorite preacher. He played an instrumental role in my life as a young father, husband, and professional. I'm thrilled to have him on the podcast today, to honor him, number one, but also to give you hope that when all seems lost...God gives a way forward. Lonnie shares what it's like to experience crushing failure as a Christian, and to turn to God for redemption and healing. Within a very short time, Lonnie lost both parents, his marriage, and the ministry he'd worked so hard to build. 2025-05-061h 14

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 30: Hope For The Abandoned, Betrayed, and ForgottenFeeling abandoned, betrayed, or forgotten? I know the feeling. And so did Joseph in the Bible. But the story of Joseph, my story, and yes, your story, too, is NOT over no matter how bad things are. God RESTORES. He USES the hard parts of your life. Joseph kept going through all of it and ended up saving not only all of Egypt, but his own family. His household. Keep going, because God hasn't finished your story, yet. (This is a talk Curtis Christopher gave...2025-04-2236 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 29: How to Grieve Your Health After 100 Surgeries100 surgeries. Her body is breaking down, making things like work, driving, even turning her head to the side impossible. Yet LeeAnnw is one of the most loving, caring, positive people I've ever met. She's literally my hero because of how much she's gone through...with a smile on her face! LeeAnne's story of grief is not about losing a person, but about losing a future she thought she'd have. Losing mobility, independence...even losing a pain-free life, which most of us just take for granted. Whether you...2025-04-0846 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp: 28 How I Healed After Dad Took His Own LifeJosh's dad took his own life when he was only 6 years old. This leaves a mark on a young boy, and it showed in Josh's life as he pursued partying and drinking. But God is faithful. Even before Josh was a Christian, He put good men in Josh's life. One of which eventually became his father in law! Not to leave a story unfinished, Josh and his wife Leanne moved into a neighborhood FULL of Christians, where Josh went to church for the first time and eventually gave his life to...2025-03-1133 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 27: Healing After The Loss of Your SpouseCurtis and Crystal both traumatically lost their spouses roughly 2 years ago. Their lives were turned upside down. They experienced grief like they didn't know existed. Suddenly everything needed to be rebuilt. Along his grieving journey, Curtis started this podcast to support other grievers. Crystal was one of those early listeners, and felt like Curtis truly saw her in her grief. She reached out. They got talking and developed a friendship. Now? They're getting married! Join Curtis, Crystal, and Chris for this inc...2025-02-241h 19

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 26: Widowed Overnight | Losing My Husband Suddenly at 32If you have experienced the sudden and tragic loss of a spouse, this episode is for you. In this powerful conversation, Cortney Kendrick shares her heartbreaking yet hope-filled journey after losing her husband Don to sudden violence. We dive into the raw emotions of grief, questioning God, and the battle against the enemy’s lies. Cortney opens up about life before the tragedy, navigating sorrow, how God has redeemed her story and what it truly means to Run to the Hard when life feels unbearable. CHAPTERS 0:00 Intro 2:53 Life Leading Up...2025-02-0354 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 25: Losing Mom at 18 Years OldWhat do you do when you lose your mom at 18, only a month after you found out she was sick? You've heard Curtis and Michal's story on this podcast many times. It's a story of love, grief, perseverance, faith, and God's loving kindness. But today, we are blessed to hear the story from a very special source. Michal's daughter Ellah joins us on the podcast today to talk about her experience of losing her mother at only 18 years old, and how she's grieved while running to the hard over the past 2 years since her mother's d...2025-01-2153 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 24: Losing BOTH Aging Parents Weeks ApartIn This episode, Curtis is joined by his long-time friends Steph and Dale Schaeffer. They discuss the challenges of caring for aging parents, the importance of having difficult conversations about health and care, and the emotional toll of being part of the sandwich generation. Steph and Dale reflect on the impact of COVID-19 on caregiving, the necessity of community support, and the moments of joy found amidst the hardship Steph losing both of her parents weeks apart. DONATE TO THE MICHAL FOUNDATION- https://www.runtothehard.com/give Rate The Podcast https://ratethispodcast.com/r...2024-12-1752 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 23: Thankful Looks Different After GriefIn this powerful episode, Curtis invites his girlfriend Crystal to speak live at Sunbury Nazarene Church in Sunbury, Ohio to answer the question, what does Thanksgiving and gratitude look like right in the middle of devastation and pain? Stay until the end for a huge surprise! DONATE TO THE MICHAL FOUNDATION- https://www.runtothehard.com/give Rate The Podcast https://ratethispodcast.com/rtth Become a Sponsor-https://www.runtothehard.com/sponsors Share The Episode- Remember, "Running to the hard is better, when we run together" Chapters 02:58 Curtis' Introduction of Crystal 08:56 The Journey of Healing...2024-12-1737 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 22: Grief & The Search For HopeIn this powerful episode of Run to the Hard, host Curtis sits down again with longtime friend and pastor Tristan Borland to delve deeper into the journey of grief and the search for hope. Both Curtis and Tristan have endured profound personal losses, and their discussion centers on how faith, community, and finding purpose can help navigate the dark seasons of life. Tristan shares his experiences as a pastor counseling grieving families, how his own loss of his daughter,Maria brought him to a new understanding of boundaries, and the ways his congregation ministered to him in his time...2024-11-081h 00

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 21: Life After The Loss of A ChildThis audio podcast is for grievers who have experienced loss of a child and the devastating impact of grief on a young family. DONATE TO THE MICHAL FOUNDATION- https://www.runtothehard.com/give Rate The Podcast https://ratethispodcast.com/rtth Become a Sponsor-https://www.runtothehard.com/sponsors Share The Episode- Remember, "Running to the hard is better, when we run together" Buy Tristan and Jill's Book- https://www.amazon.com/Life-After-Death-Struggle-Child/dp/1666711411 Tristan's other podcasts-https://www.youtube.com/@UCmbJvnwGgCS3v039dcwlpOw CHAPTER 01:00 Tristan & Curtis's Connection 04:39 A...2024-10-281h 13

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 20: Finding Motivation After LossIn this episode, Chris and Curtis delve into the profound journey of grief, exploring how to find motivation amidst loss. DONATE TO THE MICHAL FOUNDATION- https://www.runtothehard.com/give 1. Rate The Podcast https://ratethispodcast.com/rtth 2. Become a Sponsor-https://www.runtothehard.com/sponsors 3. Share The Episode- Remember, "Running to the hard is better, when we run together" CHAPTERS 00:60When Did Curtis Find Motivation in Grief? 03:40 Was There a Turning Point? 06:49 What is God's Purpose For Us? 11:33 Why You Shouldn't Alienate Oth...2024-10-2243 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 19: Grief Lessons Two Years After My Wife DiedIn this episode, Chris interviews Curtis, particularly focusing on the transition from the first to the second year after the loss of his wife and the lessons he has learned. Needs of This Ministry & Those Stuck In Grief- https://www.runtothehard.com/give Love the Run To The Hard Podcast? Email us! Run2thehard@gmail.com) Here are 4 Ways to support us! Rate The Podcast https://ratethispodcast.com/rtth Become a Sponsor-https://www.runtothehard.com/sponsors Subscribe on Youtube- https://www.youtube.com/@run2thehardpodcast Share The Show Remember, "Runnin...2024-10-151h 02

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 18: Curtis Guests on Tragedy Into Triumph Podcast This episode is from Curtis's interview on Wendell Browns podcast Tragedy Into Triumph. This interview is a great recap of Curtis & Michal's story from the perspective of a pastor who saw them through many tragedies and triumphs of their own. Tragedy Into Triumph Ministry: https://tragedyintotriumph.com/ https://tragedyintotriumph.com/products/living-in-triumph-book https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/tragedy-into-triumph/id1641708319 THE MICHAL FOUNDATION- https://www.runtothehard.com/give Love the Run To The Hard Podcast? Here are 3 Ways to support us! Ra...2024-10-081h 04

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 17: Love After Losing Your SpouseIn this heartfelt conversation, Chris walks Crystal and her new love after loss through their current experiences as they date after losing their spouses. They explore the complexities of navigating the emotional roller coaster that comes with healing and how their kids are reacting to the news. P.S if you missed the last episode, start there first! - https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ep-16-coping-with-seasons-of-continuous-suffering/id1744186359?i=1000670497074 Needs of This Ministry & Those Stuck In Grief- https://www.runtothehard.com/give Love the Run To The Hard Podcast?...2024-10-011h 08

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 16: Coping With Seasons of Continuous SufferingIn this conversation, Curtis leads podcast listener, Crystal through an incredible journey through loss, abandonment, and the challenges of navigating life after loss of her husband. Throughout the episode, the emphasis is on running to the hard places of life and allowing God to work through those experiences for healing and growth. This conversation explores the profound journey of Crystal as she navigates through significant health challenges, the impact of a life-altering diagnosis, and the resilience required to support her family. Needs of This Ministry & Those Stuck In Grief- https://www.runtothehard.com/give Love t...2024-09-241h 16

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 15: Navigating a Late MiscarriageIn this conversation, Co host Chris, invites his wife Johnna on the podcast to breathe out their personal and fresh journey of walking through a late miscarriage in January 2024. They share a new perspective on their hospital experience as well as the awful timing of the loss, the lies the enemy attacked Johnna with and the questions of why God allowed them to walk through this hard after they prayed for God's will in family expansion. 04:00 Terrible Timing For a Miscarriage 07:00 "The Baby Has No Heartbeat" 12:00 Deciding Between Induction or a D...2024-09-171h 34

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 14: Dealing With a Deadbeat DadIn this conversation, Chris helps Curtis breathe out his personal experience with his absent and neglectful father. They explore the impact of neglect, and the importance of taking responsibility as a parent. They also touch on the role of the Holy Spirit in being a good father and the dangers of selfishness in parenting. The conversation highlights the need for restitution and accountability in repairing broken relationships and emphasizes the importance of living a purposeful and selfless life as a father. 05:00 Early Life With a Deadbeat Dad 10:00 Restitution For The Neglect 13:30 How...2024-09-1055 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 13: Grieving a Dad Who Did Not Believe In GodIn this heartfelt kickoff to Season Two of the Run to the Hard podcast, Chris dives deep into the raw emotions and difficult questions surrounding the loss his best friend and Coach Curti's former player, Josh Delph. Josh shares his challenging relationship with his father, He opens up about the complex feelings of grief, not just for his father’s passing but for the relationship that never was and the forgiveness and regrets he has now that the window is closed on Dad. 02:22 A Dad That Valued Friends Over Family 03:58 Incapable of...2024-09-031h 16

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 12: SEASON FINALE: Michal's Last Words To The WorldIn this conversation, Curtis and Chris discuss the importance of running to the hard things in life and finding joy in the midst of pain. They reflect on Curtis's late wife Michal's last words. The conversation concludes with a discussion about the hope of heaven and the need for a relationship with Jesus. TIME STAMPS: Michal's Last Words The Origin of Her Last Words Michal's Prayer For Eternal Perspective Joy Vs. Sadness, Which One Is Winning? Michal's Dying Wishes And Lessons For Grief 2024-07-221h 19

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 11: Questioning God After LossIn this conversation, Chris and Curtis battle with the harsh questions of who God is after loss and the questions they both have as they try to understand why God allows the hurt and the hard. The duo discuss the personal experiences of loss and grief in their lives, as well as what Michal taught us with her story of questioning God after the loss of her child. TIME STAMPS: 01:00 - Baby Jasper’s story 02:30 - Questioning God 03:00 - Pointing people to Christ in the Dark Seasons 04:00 - Chr...2024-07-151h 20

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 10: Who Was Michal? | Clumsy, Crunchy & ConnectiveIn this conversation, Curtis and Chris take an off the cuff approach where Curtis shares who Michal was, the hilarious things she did, the fierce mother she was and the impactful lessons she has left us all. TIME STAMPS: 00:60 - Tell me who Michal was? 01:30 - Brutally Honest 03:00 - MLM Life - Working up the Courage 06:00 - Dorky Homeschool Mom 07:00 - Cute & Clumsy 10:00 - Strict Homeschool Life 11:00 - Shockingly Self-Conscious 12:00 - How to Keep the Walls Down 14:00 - Crunchy Mom Li...2024-07-0837 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 9: Grief Affects More Than Just YouIn this conversation, Curtis and Chris discuss the impact of grief on others. They discuss the lessons Curtis is learning from grief while exploring the deep levels of grief experienced by those who knew her. The conversation concludes with the friends close to us who are our ride or die who experience the worst with us and finally an eternal perspective of grief and the importance of finding community. TIME STAMPS: 1:00 - Perspective of Grief for a Child from Afar 2:00 - Personal Lessons from Grief - Fumbling Through 3...2024-07-011h 13

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 8: Navigating Waves of Grief: Responding with CompassionIn this episode, Curtis and Chris delve into the complex language of grief, exploring how it impacts one's sense of purpose and the unspoken communication it entails. They discuss how outsiders react to grief, the process of turning pain into purpose, and the significance of reminders and analogies, such as 'waves of grief,' in understanding and communicating the grieving process. The conversation also touches on the profound impact of grief on children, emphasizing the importance of acknowledging and supporting those who are mourning. Additionally, they explore the role of faith in finding...2024-06-2454 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 7: The Lonely & Tempting Side of GriefIn this conversation, Chris and Curtis discuss the topics of loneliness and feeling incomplete. They talk about the heavy weight of loneliness and the awkwardness that comes with being single, whether due to divorce or the loss of a loved one. Curtis shares his personal experiences of feeling lonely and incomplete after the death of his late wife, Michal. They also touch on the temptation to seek fulfillment in unhealthy ways and the challenges of navigating relationships after loss. TIME STAMPS 0:00- Intro-"Tell Me Something Good" 3:00-Loneliness in Grief 7:00...2024-06-171h 00

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 6: Say The Things Before It's Too LateSUMMARY In this conversation, Chris and Curtis discuss the importance of the lessons that Michal taught Curtis about “Saying the Things” The episode covers personal stories and lessons learned from Curtis & Michal’s r relationships, emphasizing the power of words of affirmation and appreciation. They highlight the need to express love and appreciation to others while they are still alive, rather than waiting until a funeral. The conversation also touches on the significance of giving full attention to others and the impact it can have. Overall, the conversation encourages listeners to be intentional in expressing their l...2024-06-1030 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 5: Beyond The Funeral: The Next Chapter of GriefJoin Curtis & Chris as they cover the period after the funeral, detailing the initial days and months following the loss of Curtis’s beloved wife, Michal. This episode explores the experiences of grief & support as Curtis talks about keeping his wife's memory alive. The conversation also delves into the administrative aspects of dealing with the belongings of the deceased. Curtis shares personal experiences of the emotional journey of dealing with the memories and possessions of his late wife. He also discusses the impact of grief on the children and the importance of preserving me...2024-06-0350 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 4: The Last Embrace & Questioning HeavenIn this conversation, Curtis and Chris discuss the last moments of Michal's life and the topic of heaven. Curtis shares his experience of being with Michal in the hospital and witnessing her final breath. He reflects on the doubts and questions that arose in his mind about the reality of heaven and the assurance of his faith. Chris provides biblical insights about the limited information the scriptures provide about heaven and the unspeakable joy that awaits believers. They share personal stories of loved ones who had similar experiences before passing away and the comfort and...2024-05-2748 min

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 3: Preparing For GriefJoin Curtis and Chris in a heartfelt discussion on preparing for grief and navigating the emotions surrounding the final ten days in the hospital. This episode covers the rapid escalation of Michal's condition, the points of preparation, and the prayers and community that surrounded them. Curtis shares his journey of coping with unanswered prayers and finding purpose in grief, emphasizing the importance of recognizing individual paths to healing and finding comfort in God's faithfulness. Reflecting on his evolving understanding of grief, Curtis shares how Michal's fearlessness in facing death transformed his and the kids perspective, further solidifying...2024-05-181h 28

Run to the Hard PodcastEp 2: Beauty From The Ashes of Divorce & IsolationIn this episode, Chris delves into Curtis's transformative journey through divorce and the challenges he faced from isolation before he met Michal. Curtis recounts his unlikely connection with Michal, detailing how he felt a divine nudge to send a message of prayer despite his initial hesitation. This act of obedience sparked a meaningful conversation, leading to intrigue and a period of one- sided interest for a relationship. Curtis highlights several profound “God moments” that proved God’s perfect timing and promises for a new and brighter future in bringing beauty from the ashes. 00:00- Chris’...2024-05-1856 min

Run to the Hard PodcastRun to The Hard- PilotWelcome to the pilot episode of the Run to the Hard Podcast! Join hosts Chris Farrell and Curtis Christopher as they dive into the powerful origin story behind the mantra, "Run to the Hard," inspired by Curtis's beloved late wife, Michal Christopher. This episode takes you on a journey through the challenges of Curtis's early life, to a messy divorce, to remarraige with a women he had never met, culminating in a devastating sudden terminal diagnosis that has him & Michal's five children experiencing fresh & painful grief unlike they have ever known. Joining this community is...2024-05-171h 03

Run to the Hard PodcastRun to the Hard- Pilot Teaser 2024-05-0107 min

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Creating Wealth Real Estate InvestingCW 1114: Client Case Study: 13 Properties & Counting with Curtis & Balanced Budget Amendment & Benefits of High Loan BalancesSurvive and thrive in today's economy! With over 950 episodes produced, business and investment guru Jason Hartman interviews top-tier guests, bestselling authors and financial experts including; Steve Forbes (Freedom Manifesto), Tomas Sowell (Housing Boom and Bust), Noam Chomsky (Manufacturing Consent), Jenny Craig (Health & Fitness CEO), Jim Cramer (Mad Money), Harvey Mackay (Swim With The Sharks & Get Your Foot in the Door), Todd Akin (Former US Congressman), William D. Cohan ( The Price of Silence, The Last Tycoon, & House of Cards), G. Edward Griffin (The Creature from Jekyll Island), Daniel Pink (National Geographic). Jason Hartman is the Founder and CEO of Platinum Properties...2019-01-2137 min

The Future Is A Mixtape019: Fake Plastic WorldFor this episode of The Future Is A Mixtape, Jesse & Matt explore the paranoid dread and narcotic pull of Adam Curtis’ most recent documentary of political-noir, HyperNormalisation. In 2 hours and 40 minutes, it charts the globe-hopping travails of terrorists, bankers, politicians and America’s digital aristocracy--all of whom use humanity as pawns by promising simple stories to explain complex problems which can’t be solved with “perception management” and pastel fairy-tales about “good vs. evil.” Considered by many to be the most talented and remarkable documentarian in Britain, Adam Curtis has weaved suspicion and suspense into a BBC career that stretches from...2017-10-121h 17