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Soul BruisesEpisode 24 - Interview with Artist & Author David Hayward (The Naked Pastor) - Capturing Truth in a Single FrameSend us a textFYI: THIS EPISODE CONTAINS A SMALL SECTION OF EXPLICIT CONTENT IN REGARDS TO SEXUAL ABUSE.*FOR VIEWING PODCAST - YOUTUBE VIDEO LINK (Advantages: Artwork is shown when it is being described)https://youtu.be/Etc_Gxr-6IQDAVID'S WEBSITESwww.nakedpastor.com His main site where you can find his cartoons and his blogwww.thelastingsupper.comHis online community
2026-01-241h 08Soul BruisesEpisode 23 - My Response to the Documentary: "Evil Influencer - The Jodi Hildebrandt Story"Send us a textSHOW NOTES:Evil Influencer: The Jodi Hildebrandt Story Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMjsVQIepZwDark Truth Behind Netflix’s ‘Evil Influencer: The Jodi Hildebrandt StoryLaw & Crime Networkhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPipALF5glcWas Ruby Franke Brainwashed? - Jodi Hildebrandt's Tactics Dissectedhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BvvgHlPZFrMSome stories shock because they’re new; this one shocks because it feels familiar. We dig into h...
2026-01-0417 minSoul BruisesEpisode 22 - Your Nervous System Is Not Sinning; It Is Protecting You! - Understanding Fight, Flight, Freeze and Fawn through Spiritual AbuseSend us a textFREEZEYouTube Video of Bobi Gephart confronting Pastor John Lowe II (13:39) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4Sh2-PeefoFIGHTYouTube Video of "Remembering Jennifer Lyell" (5:37)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7ekxdMchxAFLIGHTWho are the 2 x 2's?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83DZdzxpR84 (Short Version - 1:58)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1o_vTxBShFA (Long Version - 16:10)FA...
2025-11-2956 minSoul BruisesEpisode 21 - Interview with Pastor Kayleigh Clark - Restoring the Flock: God’s Blueprint for Healing After Collective TraumaSend us a textIn this podcast episode with our guest, Pastor & scholar Kayleigh Clark we explore how collective trauma reshapes churches, why language and listening matter, how sometimes the first step of finding healing a church is about asking the right questions, and how new shepherds can gather what harm scattered. She shares a path from lament to restoration with trauma-informed ministry, empathetic witness, and patient trust-building. Additional topics, references, website & terms mentioned below.• Defining collective trauma and loss of communality• The body of Christ keeps the score as a diagnostic lens• COVID’s...
2025-10-121h 47
Patel Talkies' Radio ShowAgatha Christie's The 4.50 From PaddingtonFor an instant the two trains ran together, side by side. In that frozen moment, Elspeth witnessed a murder. Helplessly, she stared out of her carriage window as a man remorselessly tightened his grip around a woman’s throat. The body crumpled. Then the other train drew away. But who, apart from Miss Marple, would take her story seriously? After all, there were no suspects, no other witnesses… and no corpse.The 4.50 From Paddington by Agatha Christie Miss Marple...June WhitfieldMrs McGillicuddy...Joan SimsLucy Eyelesbarrow...Susannah HarkerDet Insp Craddock...Ian LavenderLuther Crackenthorpe..John WoodnuttEmma Crackenthorpe....Janet Maw With Stephen Thorn...
2025-09-301h 29
Patel Talkies' Radio ShowAgatha Christie's The Body In The LibraryWhen a young blonde is found dead at Gossington Hall, it takes St Mary Mead's most famous resident to solve the vicious murder.It’s seven in the morning. The Bantrys wake to find the body of a young woman in their library. She is wearing evening dress and heavy make-up, which is now smeared across her cheeks.But who is she? How did she get there? And what is the connection with another dead girl, whose charred remains are later discovered in an abandoned quarry?The respectable Bantrys invite Miss Marple to solve the mystery… before tongues start to wag...
2025-09-241h 27Soul BruisesEpisode 20 - Interview with Pastor/Chaplain Kristy Hodson - Breaking Out Of The Cage: Rebellion, Misplaced Loyalty and Authentic Faith - Part 3 of 3Send us a textWhat happens when your spirituality becomes a battleground? When your voice, appearance, and very humanity are treated as problems to be fixed rather than gifts to be celebrated?Pastor and Chaplain, Kristy Hodson takes us deep into her journey through high-control religion, revealing the subtle yet devastating ways spiritual abuse can damage our connection to both community and the divine. With remarkable honesty, she shares how attempting to create positive change from within left her "bitter, resentful, and tired" as she faced resistance for simply refusing to make herself smaller.
2025-09-121h 11Soul BruisesEpisode 19 - Interview with Pastor/Chaplain Kristy Hodson - Breaking Out Of The Cage: Rebellion, Misplaced Loyalty and Authentic Faith - Part 2 of 3Send us a textWhat parts of yourself have you cut off to fit into someone else's spiritual mold? In this raw and revealing conversation, Pastor Kristy Hodson shares her journey through a high-control religious environment where authenticity was often sacrificed on the altar of conformity.Drawing from Brené Brown's powerful distinction—"Fitting in is about becoming who you need to be to be accepted. Belonging doesn't require us to change who we are; it requires us to be who we are"Kristy explores how religious systems can demand we amputate ess...
2025-08-221h 45Soul BruisesEpisode 18 - Interview with Pastor/Chaplain Kristy Hodson - Breaking Out Of The Cage: Rebellion, Misplaced Loyalty and Authentic Faith - Part 1 of 3Send us a text"Be Human, Be Kind, Be Both."
2025-07-301h 20Soul BruisesEpisode 17- Soul Cuffs: How Churches Turn Devotion Into Chains (Distorted Loyalty)Send us a textWhat happens when your loyalty to God becomes twisted into a weapon against your own soul? In this deeply insightful exploration of distorted loyalty, we unravel how spiritual abuse manipulates our noblest virtues into chains of obligation and fear.Distorted loyalty isn't just about misplacing your allegiance—it's about how that loyalty functions internally, creating an agonizing inner turmoil that makes you stay in harmful religious environments despite recognizing the damage being done. This episode carefully distinguishes between healthy devotion and the twisted version that leaves you feeling trapped, silenced, and sp...
2025-07-0135 minSoul BruisesEpisode 16 - Misplaced Loyalty: Are We Loyal to Christ, or Our Tribe?Send us a textMisplaced loyalty in religious settings occurs when commitment to institutions trumps truth, justice, and human dignity. This harmful dynamic enables spiritual abuse by silencing those who recognize problems, creating environments where manipulation and control thrive under the guise of faithfulness.• Institutional cover-ups of abuse scandals (Catholic Church, Southern Baptist Convention) prioritize reputation over justice• Theological isolation creates echo chambers where learning from other traditions is discouraged• Gender-based restrictions in ministry show loyalty to tradition over recognizing spiritual gifts• Discouraging questions treats curiosity as rebellion and suppresses critical thinking• Re...
2025-06-0138 minSoul BruisesEpisode 15 - Your Mind Is Not Their Property: How High Controlled Groups Manipulate Thought - Spiritual Abuse Tactics & Behaviors 5 of 12 (Part 2)Send us a textShow Note Links:Allender Center: https://theallendercenter.org/Allender Center Podcast: https://theallendercenter.org/category/podcast/Restore Conference: https://julieroys.com/restore/"The Roys Report" Podcast: https://julieroys.com/podcast/Steven Hassan's Influence Continuum: https://freedomofmind.com/cult-mind-control/influence-continuum/Steven Hassans BITE Model of Authoritarian Control: https://freedomofmind.com/cult-mind-control/bite-model-pdf-download/Dr. Janja Lalich website & resources: https://www.lalichcenter.org/Description of the Episode:...
2025-04-181h 09Soul BruisesEpisode 14 - Interview with Dr. Janja Lalich - Understanding Cults & Bounded ChoiceSend us a text"Be Human, Be Kind, Be Both."
2025-03-211h 12Soul BruisesEpisode 13 - Breaking the Chains of Indoctrination & Thought Suppression - Spiritual Abuse Tactic & Behavior 5 of 12 (Part 1) - Indoctrination & Thought SuppressionSend us a textThis episode explores:* The troubling dynamics of indoctrination, thought suppression, and mind control within spiritual communities. * We emphasize the importance of nurturing critical thinking and personal autonomy to foster genuine spiritual growth.* Analysis of emotional and logical aspects of faith* The role of indoctrination in suppressing individual thought * Discussion on moral vs. spiritual education and their impacts * Examination of thought suppression tactics in faith settings * Insights on reactance theory and spiritual bypassing * Reflections on maintaining critical thinking in spiritualityThis is a link...
2025-01-0641 minSoul BruisesEpisode 12 - DARVO - The Manipulative Tactics Abusers Use To Avoid ResponsibilitySend us a textWade Mullen's RESTORE 2022 conference talk that mentions DARVOhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-I-w6rPMy5M&t=1933s Rachel Denhollander's trial transcript & verbal testimonyTranscript: https://www.cnn.com/2018/01/24/us/rachael-denhollander-full-statement/index.htmlTestimony: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CjVOLToRJkSpiritual abuse is an insidious force that can silence even the most courageous voices. Explore this hidden realm with me, Christie Hodson, as we...
2024-11-0143 minSoul BruisesEpisode 11 - Untangling the Web of Spiritual Authority - Spiritual Abuse Tactic & Behavior 4 of 12 - Authority, Spiritual Authority & Distorted LoyaltySend us a textSpiritual abuse can shatter faith and trust in devastating ways. Imagine an environment where authority becomes a tool for manipulation rather than guidance. In this episode of Soul Bruises, we tackle the harrowing reality of spiritual abuse within religious settings, dissecting how authority and distorted loyalty can morph into instruments of harm. Learn how to differentiate between genuine spiritual authority and the misuse of power that leads to exploitation and suffering, and understand why speaking up is crucial for mental and spiritual well-being.Journey with us as we examine historical and...
2024-09-301h 17Soul BruisesEpisode 10 - BONUS EPISODE - Can We Skip to the Good Part?Send us a textWhat if the pain you thought was just "church hurt" was actually something much more severe? Today on the Soul Bruises podcast, we return from our hiatus to confront the unsettling reality of spiritual abuse head-on. We explore why it's critical to listen to the voices of those who've endured this trauma, how the term "abuse" carries a weight that "church hurt" does not, and why skipping to the positives without addressing the harm is not an option. Victims deserve our attention, our belief, and our action. We delve into the importance of...
2024-07-0440 minSoul BruisesEpisode 9 - Dismantling the Illusion of Sacred Coercion - Spiritual Abuse Tactic & Behavior 3 of 12 - ControlSend us a textEver felt the discomfort of a conversation that doesn't seem right in a spiritual setting? I, Christie, pull back the curtain on the darker side of faith communities, spotlighting the fine line between spiritual guidance and coercive control. With an eye on those who twist faith for their own benefit, Soul Bruises attempts to peel back the layers to reveal behaviors and tactics that harm and control, rather than heal and guide.With insights from author Amanda Montell, we delve into the power of language in high-control groups, showing how words c...
2024-04-261h 02Soul BruisesEpisode 8 - What Is The Deadliest Toxin In A Church Soil? - Spiritual Abuse Tactic & Behaviors 2 of 12 - PowerSend us a textHave you ever considered the profound impact of power within your spiritual community? This episode pulls back the curtain on the often-invisible abuse of power, where control and authority can distort faith's nurturing environment. With the wisdom of Diane Langberg guiding us, we dissect the spiritual abuse triad – power, control, and authority – and investigate how these forces can either build or destroy. We draw parallels with historical figures like Lincoln, Pittacus and Fred Rogers, exploring the measure of character necessary to handle power justly and the crucial responsibility that comes with wielding it....
2024-03-2250 minSoul BruisesEpisode 7: BONUS EPISODE - What Is The Missing Stair?Send us a textHave you ever navigated a staircase, wary of that one perilous step you know to skip? That's the essence of the 'missing stair', an analogy we explore in a special bonus episode of Soul Bruises, which casts light on the often unseen perils within our spiritual communities. We delve into the metaphor's origin and its startling relevance to spiritual abuse, illuminating the dangers of ignoring harmful behaviors that, like a literal missing stair, threaten our collective wellbeing. And for those who have encountered such unsettling realities, know that this discussion is a sanctuary...
2024-03-0417 minSoul BruisesEpisode 6: Dissecting the Shadows of Religious Facades - Spiritual Abuse Tactics & Behaviors 1 of 12 - Deception & LiesSend us a textStep behind the curtain of spiritual trust with me as we unearth the dark intricacies of deception that plague the paths of the faithful. This Soul Bruises episode peels back the layers of deceit woven into the fabric of spiritual communities, using the enigmatic life of John Harvey Kellogg as a case study. As you listen, discover the subtle yet devastating ways that seemingly trustworthy figures mask their true intentions, and how these tactics shape the perilous dynamics of spiritual abuse. This episode brings attention to how crucial it is to dif...
2024-02-1047 minSoul BruisesEpisode 5: An Oxymoron DefinedSend us a textHave you ever felt the heavy burden of spiritual abuse within a faith community? Our journey into the shadows of spiritual manipulation begins here, where I hope to guide you through the often-misunderstood realm of spiritual abuse. We're not just scratching the surface; we're exposing the deep-rooted patterns of control that have caused generational hurt across all faith traditions. With the expertise of thought leaders like Jeff VanVonderen and James Rochford, we dissect the misuse of religious authority and differentiate between the healable missteps and the intentional harm that demands st...
2024-01-0653 minSoul BruisesEpisode 4: Unspoken Soul WoundsSend us a textAs we start on this journey, I'd like to echo the words of Elie Weisel: "Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented." With this episode, we're raising our voices against an oppressor that often goes unnoticed - spiritual abuse. Through personal experiences, insights from experts, and stories of those who've survived, we'll navigate this often misunderstood, but deeply consequential issue. Specifically, we'll examine how the Christian community, the very sanctuary that should foster love and acceptance, can inadvertently become a breeding ground for such abuse.
2023-12-0134 minSoul BruisesEpisode 3: Soul Bruises Introduction: Confronting Spiritual Abuse Together As We Journey Towards HealingSend us a textThis introductory episode of Soul Bruises sets the stage for the podcast's mission—to uncover the reality of spiritual abuse, understand its impact on individuals, and discuss ways to combat it. Your host, Christie emphasizes the importance of listener participation and involvement to this issue.Christie's personal motivation stems from witnessing far too many loved ones who have experienced spiritual abuse and feeling compelled to speak out against this harm. Inspired by a podcast detailing abusive behavior within a religious community, she was motivated to move from a neutral stance to act...
2023-11-2809 minSoul BruisesEpisode 2: Soul Bruises Disclaimer - A Sensitive Exploration and Call to ActionSend us a textSpiritual abuse can be a very sensitive topic! I felt it necessary to give a disclaimer, for anyone that might find the information shared on this podcast, to be triggering . I do not want to cause any further trauma to anyone. I understand if you are a victim of spiritual abuse that this may be the last thing you want to listen to. If you can't, please encourage your friends and family to listen to it instead. You need all the support you can get from your fellow humankind. If you DO listen, please...
2023-11-1903 minSoul BruisesEpisode 1: Soul Bruises Trailer - From Silence to Sanctuary: A Journey through Spiritual AbuseSend us a textThe "Soul Bruises" podcast, hosted by Christie Hodson, delves into the often ugly and concealed realities of spiritual abuse. It addresses the weariness and sadness that arise from hearing stories of abuse at the hands of spiritual leaders and the troubling absence of accountability for these abusers. The podcast seeks to shed light on the damage hidden behind the veils of religion, faith, and dogma.Through candid conversations, powerful stories, and the wisdom of those who have experienced spiritual abuse, "Soul Bruises" aims to educate its listeners about what spiritual abuse...
2023-10-1703 min
Run Into The Ground087. Dance on the Blacktop feat. Chelsea HodsonJoin our PATREON for bonus episodes.
This week we have writer and founder of Rose Books Chelsea Hodson on to chat about Nothing’s 2018 release Dance on the Blacktop. We also discuss: our happy family, Rickly’s romance novel, Tyrant Books, Rose Books origin story, there’s no one like Chris (Norris), the editing process, our reading habits, indie press identity, Tucson Arizona (great place), javelina, tumblr projects, Maria Abramovic, album cover modeling, poetic lyrics, Horror Show, Lana Del Rey, real darkness, Christie’s Auction scene report, Death of Lovers, and so so much more.
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2023-05-231h 39
Read On - The Audiobook Show from RNIBThe Murder of Roger Ackroyd Live - Part 1A special edition of Read On - The Audiobook Show featuring part one of 'The Murder of Roger Ackroyd' by Agatha Christie adapted by Ross Burman and performed by The Wireless Theatre Company. The cast includes Juliette Stevenson, Steve Hodson, Ben Whitehead and more.We also explore why this book was chosen to represent the RNIB Talking Book service.
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Get Your Favorite Digital Audiobooks with Easy AccessThe Pale Horse -- Agatha ChristiePlease visit https://thebookvoice.com/podcasts/1/audiobook/356937 to listen full audiobooks.
Title: The Pale Horse
Author: Agatha Christie
Narrator: Stephen Hodson, Mary Wimbush, Hilda Schroder, Terence Alexander, Jonathan Adams, Federay Holmes, Jeremy Clyde, Full Cast, Stephanie Cole
Format: Unabridged Audiobook
Length: 1 hour 26 minutes
Release date: September 1, 2010
Genres: Arts & Entertainment
Publisher's Summary: A BBC Radio full-cast dramatisation from the Queen of Crime. Father Gorman is called to a dingy rooming house to see a woman who, before she dies, confesses a bizarre tale to him. Leaving the house he is followed but, in the...
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Stream Popular Full Audiobooks in Biography & Memoir, Arts & EntertainmentThe Pale Horse by Agatha ChristiePlease visit https://thebookvoice.com/podcasts/1/audiobook/356937 to listen full audiobooks. Title: The Pale Horse Author: Agatha Christie Narrator: Stephen Hodson, Mary Wimbush, Hilda Schroder, Terence Alexander, Jonathan Adams, Federay Holmes, Jeremy Clyde, Full Cast, Stephanie Cole Format: Unabridged Audiobook Length: 1 hour 26 minutes Release date: September 1, 2010 Genres: Arts & Entertainment Publisher's Summary: A BBC Radio full-cast dramatisation from the Queen of Crime. Father Gorman is called to a dingy rooming house to see a woman who, before she dies, confesses a bizarre tale to him. Leaving the house he is followed but, in the fog, a fatal blow is struck. Nine...
2010-09-0105 min