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Jerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS3E4: RELAPSES AND RELOCATIONFor the intro I talk about how I finally got a transfer to Honolulu Airport. In the J.A. meeting I talk openly about my recent relapses and 4 lessons that I’ve learned from them.Thank you for listening! Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message2022-04-0757 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS3E3: GOING THROUGH CHANGES. MID-LIFE CRISIS?For the intro, I talk about how I’ve stepped away from social media and how the culture of staring at our phones is getting annoying. For the J.A. discussion, I discuss recent epiphanies that I’ve reached in getting over my addiction to porn.Thank you for listening! Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://ancho...2022-02-0552 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS3E2: I JACKED IT TO PORN, STREAK ENDEDFor J.A. I discuss the chain of events that lead me to jerking it to porn again. There is a big emphasis on mental health in this episode, and it may be my longest episode yet. In the outro a do a quick “year in review” as well as go over my New Year’s Resolutions.Thank you for listening! Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .JA music: “raise your glass” by MimiczOutro mu...2022-01-111h 14Jerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS3E1: I WENT BACK TO PORNIn this episode I confess on how I went back to looking at Xvideos and how it’s negatively affect me, once again. Also, I discuss mental health on how such an issue can make one more vulnerable to porn. I also talk about some mid-life/existential crisis type shit.Thank you for listening! Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Outro music: Produktionmerlin: "Die Eine"J.A. music: Ipsyduckk: "Chill Ambient”pixa...2022-01-0345 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E39: (1yr+21) Stop Jocking The CheeksIn this episode, I do a quick intro about why I’m doing this podcast so late at night while my wife is sleeping. For the J.A. meeting, I talk about how one of the changes I’m seeing in myself is that I’m getting annoyed when my friends stop everything, mid conversation, just to gawk at some hottie walking by.For the end note, I give some advice to single guys.Thank you for listening! Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/messag...2021-12-0940 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E38: (1yr+18) Porn Blocker in my BrainThank you all for tuning in. For the intro, I get into my recent shoulder and back injuries. Unfortunately, I’m beginning to see my body’s limits as I’m about to turn 43 years old. For the J.A. discussion I talk about how “the highlight reel” is losing its power over me, how my libido is starting to normalize, how I still use E.D. meds for “special” nights, and I go into an analogy about how rewiring my brain off porn is kind of like rewiring my body to compensate for my lower-back pain.Please feel fr...2021-12-0734 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E37: One Year Jerk-Off Free!In this episode I talk about what I've been up to after coming off of my vacation. For the J.A. discussion, we go over my milestone achievement of reaching one year jerk-off free. Thank you for listening! Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com . And remember, quite the porn and get reborn.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://an...2021-11-2942 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E36/2021.11.05: One Year Anniversary Episode!!!In today’s episode I get into the intro first to let ya’ll know wassup in the life of Donny D., and then for Jerkaholics Anonymous I discuss my reflections over the past year since I started the podcast, and my relationship with porn in its present state.Thank you for listening! Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com . Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter . Also, check out the Jerkaholics Anonymous Inst...2021-11-0631 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousUncomfortable Truths About my LibidoIn this episode I get deep into my recent epiphany about my libido and how there are deeper issues to work out besides porn addiction. I also share links to videos that I've found very informative. On the outro, I talk about recent disappointments related to trying to get a work transfer to Hawaii.After Skool: Dopamine Fasting 2.0, overcome addiction and restore motivation.https://youtu.be/jCWADjUA9iIFreeMedEducation: Part 4: Dopamine: The Molecule of Addiction | Your Brain on Porn | Animated Serieshttps://youtu.be/bdiMFQk_aW8Thank you for listening! Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App...2021-10-2751 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousYouTube Vid Breakdown: What Happens When You Quit Porn?Intro:30 days away from hitting 1-year mark of being jack-off freeRehash a bummer topic about how I DM'd my ex last episodeLibido update: Make sure you're well rested for sexLetter from a female listener via TwitterJerkaholics Anonymous:Breakdown of some of the discussion points from asapScience video, What Happens When You Quit Porn?Link to asapScience YouTube video: https://youtu.be/d1v170oM67ULink to JRE podcast episode regarding addiction with guest Anna Lembke: https://open.spotify...2021-10-2037 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousHome Alone With a BONEIn this episode we jump right into Jerkaholics Anonymous and I discuss the difficulties of having the apartment to myself for the third night in a row while the wife is out of town. In the outro, I talk about how today on the ramp (below wing airport ops) was HOT as shit, and how I got to work with this foine ass Mexican chick. Most importantly, I revamped the podcast and spent some time researching new music and produced new cover art. Unfortunately, the end product is ROUGH, but I'll get better over time. Support the channel with d...2021-10-1628 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics Anonymous36 Days To One Year!I start this episode a little differently by getting into Jerkaholics Anonymous right away and discuss libido as well as the “idle mind” being a jerkaholic’s workshop. Towards the end, I do an outro instead of an intro. Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com . Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter . Also, check out the Jerkaholics Anonymous Instagram page at https://www.instagram.com/jerkaholics_anonymous/ .--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest...2021-10-1453 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics Anonymous43 Days Short of a Year! Day 310Today I give y’all an update on where I am at day 310, which is 43 days short of a year. Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com . Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter . Also, check out the Jerkaholics Anonymous Instagram page at https://www.instagram.com/jerkaholics_anonymous/ .--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/mes...2021-10-0655 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeThanks For Listening! Goodbye!If you’d like to hear more content from me, check out my Addicted to Porn podcast at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter .Feel free to comment or leave a message at the following link: https://anchor.fm/matthew913/message , or you can email me at mattypoo310@gmail.com .--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/matthew913/message2021-09-2826 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 295: 90 Days is Not EnoughDay 295: in the intro I talk about some life updates, sadly my transfer to Hawaii not looking too positive, I also get into my last shroom trip and respond to a female listener. For JA I discuss where I am at day 295 and how you have to keep your expectations realistic if you’re entering 30-60-90 day streaks. Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com . Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter . Also, check out th...2021-09-2136 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousI WATCHED MY OLD HOMEMADE PORNOn this episode I talk about why I’ve been gone for so long, I catch y’all up on my projects and my life, but most importantly I talk about where I am at day 291. I also talk about how I watched an old homemade porn tape of mine, and how I handled it. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on Anchor Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny...2021-09-1745 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 258: Get Goals, Not PornDude…I am in full blown shroom mode right now. In this episode I take some shrooms at the start, I talk about my recent successes that have kept me strong at day 258. Also, we reached the 2000 plays milestone. Thank you to all my listeners! Reach out to me any time. I am here. No porn addiction, just love. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on Anchor Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/messag...2021-08-1555 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 238: Inspiration and DisciplineIn today’s episode, I talk about how I’ve been on a long hiatus because of some priorities in my life and how having a good daily routine has really helped me with my porn addiction. I also discuss where I am at day 238 and how my wife leaving town for two nights has really made things challenging. I’m pretty much go off on a few wild tangents, and my wife interrupts the flow of the pod with a phone call.If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast...2021-07-261h 08Jerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 221: The Metaphorical “LOAD”In today’s episode I talk about how my vacay in Oregon went, where I am at day 221, what I’ve been learning from the gooner community on my Jerkaholics Instagram account, and how we are carrying a metaphorical “load” everyday. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuc...2021-07-0830 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 205: Is My Boredom With Porn a Fluke?In today’s intro, I talk about my recent doctor appointment, and the extreme discomfort of having a tube snaked down your throat. For Jerkaholics Anonymous (JA), I discuss if my recent boredom with porn is just a fluke or not. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/Do...2021-06-2217 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 203: Happy Father’s DayThe wife and I had sex last night after 2 weeks of the vagina being off limits! Also, I share some Father’s Day wisdom and where I’m at, at day 203. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter .Also, check out the Jerkaholics Anonymous Instagram page at https...2021-06-2123 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 201: Dakota Skye dead at 27I talk briefly about the death of another porn star and where I am at day 201. Link to Dakota Skye article: https://www.the-sun.com/news/3089410/porn-star-dakota-skye-dead-fentanyl-addiction-rehab/ . If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter .Also, check out the Jerkaholics Anonymous Instagram page at https://www.instagram.com...2021-06-1914 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 195: Thank you, female listeners!In today’s episode I thank a female listener who sent me a DM. Also, I talk about the conversations I’ve been having with folks in the gooner community on Instagram. Lastly, I let y’all know how I’m doing on day 195. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://t...2021-06-1231 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 187: Still Perusing But I’m OKIn today’s episode I admit that I’m still perusing porn, and I also talk a tidbit about life and advice for single guys. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter .Also, check out the Jerkaholics Anonymous Instagram page at https://www.instagram.com/jerkaholics_anonymou...2021-06-0421 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengePeople Think You Need Saving...In today’s episode I talk about people who assume you need help, a better job and more money, despite you already saying that you’re happy in life. The question is, why are they judging your level of success. If you’d like to hear more content from me, check out my Addicted to Porn podcast at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter . Feel free to comment or leave a message at the following link: https://anchor.fm/matthew913/message , or you can email me at mattypoo310@gmail.com . --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podca...2021-06-0221 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 172: Anal Fetish / Perusing AgainIn today’s episode I admit to losing my willpower and giving in to Xvideos again and how this has affected my libido. I also talk about how I’ve been gooning out to anal clips in particular and one of the major motivating factors in keeping this streak going. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my T...2021-05-1923 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeBack to work full timeI post a quickie episode after being gone for so long since going back to work full time. If you’d like to hear more content from me, check out my Addicted to Porn podcast at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter . Feel free to comment or leave a message at the following link: https://anchor.fm/matthew913/message , or you can email me at mattypoo310@gmail.com . --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/matthew913/message2021-05-1816 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 168: Return of the Baggage Handler / No God ModeI started perusing porn again, but at the same time I’m realizing that I’m getting bored of it. Also, at day 168 I haven’t experienced “God Mode.” I think we need to keep our expectations realistic when quitting porn. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckb...2021-05-1527 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 140: Libido Update!I give a libido update at day 140, things are definitely changing for the better. Going cold turkey from porn has been very key to my recent improvements. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter .Also, check out the Jerkaholics Anonymous Instagram page at https://www.instagram.com...2021-04-1638 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeS2E11 on Hybrid Asians...Today I talk about my definition of a hybrid Asian versus a pure Asian, where I fall in those two categories and the pros and cons of it. If you’d like to hear more content from me, check out my Addicted to Porn podcast at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter . Feel free to comment or leave a message at the following link: https://anchor.fm/matthew913/message , or you can email me at mattypoo310@gmail.com . --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: htt...2021-04-1637 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 132! Cold Turkey/ Trash Libido!In today’s episode I talk about where I am at day 132, and how the long lasting effects of porn addiction are more prevalent now that I’m going cold Turkey again. Thank you so much for tuning in!If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter .Also, ch...2021-04-0934 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeAsian Portrayal on the Big ScreenIn this episode I get into how Asians are portrayed on screen and how that affects the American perspective on us. Surprisingly, Harold and Kumar are heroes for our progressive cause. Thank you for tuning in! If you’d like to hear more content from me, check out my Addicted to Porn podcast at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter . Feel free to comment or leave a message at the following link: https://anchor.fm/matthew913/message , or you can email me at mattypoo310@gmail.com . --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm...2021-04-0939 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeS2E9: Were the massage parlor shootings a hate crime?In this episode I talk about the shooting rampage that took place in Atlanta where 8 people were killed at massage parlors. The discussion will revolve around whether I think it was an Asian hate crime. Attached are links to some of the articles that I referenced in the podcast. https://www.nytimes.com/2021/03/18/us/robert-long-halfway-house.html https://www.phillytrib.com/commentary/clarence-page-what-is-a-hate-crime-the-atlanta-area-spa-killings-ignite-new-fears/article_bd39058e-631e-5e77-a29c-fffba67bfbb0.html Thank you for tuning in! If you’d like to hear more content from me, check out my Addicted to Po...2021-03-2754 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E16 Day 118: You get away with nothing.../Stop perusing!Day 118 No Jacking it to PornIn today’s intro I get into what I’ve been up to such as: health issues, tracking down childhood friends, and songs that get stuck in my head. For Jerkaholics Anonymous I talk about how my wife’s noticed changes in my behavior since perusing porn again and how perusing porn is halting all the progress I’ve made up to this point.Thank you so much for tuning in!If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian...2021-03-2541 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E15 Day 110 No Jacking it to Porn / Stop Wishing You Were a PornstarIn today’s episode I talk about some of my recent health issues during the intro, and then I get into where I am at day 110 and how I’m fucking up. For the main topic, I get into the discussion of being your own pornstar instead of wishing you could be the pornstars you’re watching and wishing you could be doing what they’re doing.Thank you so much for tuning in!If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on A...2021-03-1736 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeAsian Superpower Backfires / CholesterolIn this episode I talk about how my Asian Super Power of being able to eat whatever I want without gaining weight has lead to high blood pressure and cholesterol meds at age 42. Don’t make the same mistakes and end up like me. Thank you for tuning in! If you’d like to hear more content from me, check out my Addicted to Porn podcast at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter . Feel free to comment or leave a message at the following link: https://anchor.fm/matthew913/message , or you can email me at m...2021-03-1646 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 108 & Email response to female listenerIn today’s episode I respond to a female listener’s email, which leads me down the discussion of husbands who are addicted to porn. I also get into more topics of why porn is so addicting, especially for men. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Check out my Twitter f...2021-03-1553 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeS2E7: Jeremy Lin StatementIn today’s episode I discuss what I’ve been up to in the intro, including an awkward message to a seller on Craigslist, where I let him know I’m Asian before we meet. For today’s main topic I discuss Jeremy Lin’s social media post about being called “Coronavirus” during a G. League basketball game and the toxic comments on that thread. Thank you for tuning in! If you’d like to hear more content from me, check out my Addicted to Porn podcast at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter . Feel free to comment...2021-03-0430 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E13: Day 97 No Jacking it to PornToday’s intro is pretty long, as I get a little deep on y’all about life and my struggles to balance things out. For today’s main topic I talk about where I am at day 97 and how “old flames” popping up in your life can send you down a pervy rabbit hole of porn and/or fantasizing.Thank you so much for turning in!If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, check out my weekly podcast at The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on AnchorFeel free to send me a voic...2021-03-0452 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E12: Day 91 No Jacking it to PornIn today’s episode I begin with the intro, letting y’all know what I’m up to. Also, someone in a car drove by and called me a “fucking monkey” and sped off. I talk more about that in my Asian American Challenge Podcast that you can find here: The Asian American Challenge • A podcast on Anchor .Today’s main topic is about where I am now at Day 91, and I honestly tell my listeners that I don’t deserve to say I’ve reached “God Mode” because I still view porn, but I just don’t jack off to it and let...2021-02-2539 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeS2E6: I got called a “fucking monkey” in my own neighborhoodThank you guys for tuning in to today’s episode, apologies again for not posting on time, but I appreciate your support and how you all are still following me. Today’s episode gets serious as I talk about a recent incident of racism that I personally experienced, which leads me to talk about racism overall and how we need to do our part to effect some change. Links to some of the content I refer to in the episode are shared below. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, tune into the Addicted to Por...2021-02-2452 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E11: I'VE BEEN FUCKING UP!!!I apologize for my hiatus, just had some recent life adjustments and didn’t have the space nor privacy to record an episode, so to make up for it I’ve got nearly an hour of fresh content for Jerkaholics Anonymous.Topic 1: I’ve been fucking up!Late intro: Day 84, where I am now in my struggle with porn addictionTopic 2: I told my wife I have a prescription for E.D. medsTopic 3: My wife and I watched porn togetherTopic 4: My brain may be rewiring itself off of por...2021-02-1959 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E10: Day 78 No Jacking it to PornIn the intro, I discuss how I’ve told my wife that I have this podcast and her reaction to it. For today’s main topic, I talk about where I am at Day 78 and how I’ve been able to make better decisions for myself to stop looking at porn.Thank you so much for turning in! Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter .Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com .Also, check out the Jerkah...2021-02-1238 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeS2E5 Why I Want to Move Back to Hawaii / Mainland Asian StrugglesIn this episode I discuss Asian American struggles here on the mainland that have pushed me to the decision of moving back to Hawaii. In the intro, I also give a brief summary of what I’ve been up to lately. Thank you so much for tuning in. If you’re interested in hearing more content from me, tune into the Addicted to Porn Podcast at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/ma...2021-02-1042 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E9: My Thoughts on “NoFap Timeline Proven Benefits” Video by Pinnacle of ManMy fellow podcaster Danny Plaka AKA DP sent me a link to this video and asked for my opinion. You can check out the video here at https://youtu.be/DeIV6KDh0C4 .In this episode, I discuss my personal opinion and perspective on what I think about the “NoFap Timeline…” and break it down by its phases:Day 0-7: Easy ModeDay 7-30: CommendDays 30-90: A King Among Men90 Days to 9 months: GOD MODEThank you all so much for tuning in!If you’re...2021-02-0551 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E8: 71 Days no Jacking it to PornIntro: I catch up y’all up with what’s good, plus a shout out to a fellow podcaster, who creates content within the same vein as mine.Topic 1: Where I currently stand at day 71 and a few nasty habitsTopic 2: An Ode to Keymore Cash, one of my favorite pornstarsTopic 3: Porn-related audiobooks, which ones and why I listen to themTopic 4: Porn NewsOutro: Porn is a black hole, if you let it suck you in, porn will always win…Thank you guys so much for tuning in. I got nothing but love for y’all, and I cannot thank you all enough f...2021-02-041h 08The Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeS2E4: The Unemotional Asian FamilyApologies for being a day late for “Asian American Mondays.” In today’s episode, I discuss how some Asian families are devoid of emotions and openly expressing love to one another. I delve further and discuss how the emotional unavailability of my family turned me into how I am today, and I might share a little too much about my family history. I can’t tell you all enough about how much I appreciate your support. This podcast has gotten more “plays” as of late, and I’ve acquired a few more listeners. Thank you, thank you, thank you! If you’d like to...2021-02-0256 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 63 No Jacking it to Porn / New Steps Making Me StrongerAs you can recall, in the last episode I gave my self permission to look at porn again, and despite that, I’ve been strong enough to stay off of it still. Tune in for more, and thank you for listening. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message2021-01-2728 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeS2E3: Officially Retired from the Army, the reflection episodeI took a trip down memory lane doing this episode. Dedicating this one to my original battle buddy from the Army, Kentucky to Germany, Chauncy. In today’s episode I discuss how I received my official 20 year letter from the Army National Guard, and I talk about what it was like to be an Asian American in the U.S. Army. No surprise, there’s a lot of penis insecurity talk in this episode. Also, my CBD vape pens arrived in the mail, and I consume it live. If you’d like to hear more conten...2021-01-251h 07Jerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E6: 61 Days no Jacking it to Porn / I Need to Look at Porn Again..Where do I start? I haven’t jerked myself into oblivion if that’s what you’ve been thinking. I’ve been tying up a bunch of loose ends and the surf has been going off, those are some reasons why I’ve been gone. Nonetheless, I’ve still suffered and struggled to not look at porn. I’ve been finding other loopholes and edging to photos of girls I used to date and fully-clothed images of my favorite pornstars. I’ve reached a point where I’m going to try to see if giving myself permission to look at porn again woul...2021-01-2555 minPorn To Paradise: My Journey From Self-Indulgence To Meaning, Beauty & Something Bigger Than MyselfPorn To Paradise: My Journey From Self-Indulgence To Meaning, Beauty & Something Bigger Than MyselfVerbalizing the failure so I can fail better next timeRunning thru the latest moment of weakness, and practical applications. Thanks to Donny D for his encouragement (https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter) Never give up.2021-01-2121 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E5: Today’s Porn News: Girls Do Porn Website SuedThe referenced articles can be found in the links below:How to Tell If Porn Was Produced Ethically - InsideHook40 Girls Do Porn Victims Are Suing Pornhub for $1 Million Each (vice.com)Today’s discussion revolves around current porn news. My main emphasis is how some women who have videos on the Girls Do Porn website were told that their content wouldn’t be posted online and would only be used for DVDs in other countries. So...let’s talk about it.Thank you so much for turning in! Check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyD...2021-01-1434 minThe Asian American ChallengeThe Asian American ChallengeS2E2 Shame of not speaking the "language"For today’s bullshit segment (intro) I talk about how I failed one of my New Year’s resolutions and just random happenings in my life. For the rest of the episode I get into the feeling of shame for not being able to speak my family’s native tongue / language, how that’s created distance from me and my own people, and how I struggle with my identity to this day because of it. Where is my “safe space”? Thank you for listening, don’t hesitate to leave a comment via the following link: https://anchor.fm/matthew913/message ,  and please chec...2021-01-111h 03Jerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E2 Day 44 Porn and Jackoff Free -- Jynx Maze Cravings and ThailandWelcome back to Jerkaholics Anonymous. Today I’m struggling with some urges, and I’m definitely missing one of my favorite pornstars Jynx Maze. I also talk about how I never got to take that bucket list trip to Thailand to go whore mongering. Thanks for tuning in, please check out my Twitter for daily posts at https://twitter.com/DonnyDuckbutter .Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com . Also, check out the Jerkaholics Anonymous Instagram page at https://www...2021-01-0833 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS2E1 Day 42 Porn Free -- Am I Cured? The 42 for 42 episode.Today I welcome my listeners back and catch up on how the holiday season went, and I also get into my recent struggles with staying away from porn. I also delve into unhealthy relationships that can develop when following a pornstar addictively. Please check out my other podcast “The Asian American Challenge” here https://anchor.fm/matthew913 if you’d like to hear more content from me.A special thanks to Single Man who recently gave me a shot out on his podcast. Here’s his link if you’d like to check it out: https://anchor.fm/2paradi...2021-01-0648 minPorn To Paradise: My Journey From Self-Indulgence To Meaning, Beauty & Something Bigger Than MyselfPorn To Paradise: My Journey From Self-Indulgence To Meaning, Beauty & Something Bigger Than MyselfI am a hippo in a crateDealing with hypocrisy. Reflecting on a recent screw up. My personal battle is like a deformed baby. Steps on moving forward. Shoutout to Donny Duckbutter! Check out his podcast: Addicted to Porn2020-12-1718 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS1E15: Day 28 Porn and Jack Off Free -- Pornhub Under FireIntro audio from Reuters YouTube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLa-0Xx-lSoPornhub removes millions of videos after investigation finds child abuse content | Technology | The GuardianOpinion | The Children of Pornhub - The New York Times (nytimes.com)Today we discuss the recent issues with Pornhub and how I consumed “teen-category” porn myself. If you enjoy this podcast and would like to hear more content from me, please check out my other podcast “The Asian American Challenge” here https://anchor.fm/matthew913 .Thank you for tuning in. Feel free to send...2020-12-1635 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousS1E12: Day 19 Porn and Jack Off Free -- Missing my Favorite Porn sitesIn this episode I talk about my struggles to quit porn leading into Day 19, specifically the little things that get me horny and have the potential to get me to ruin my streak.In the end segment I elaborate on my mating calls  / sound effects (horny cat calls) and how they came into existence.Thank you for tuning in. Feel free to send me a voice message via the Anchor App at https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message or email me at donny.duckbutter@gmail.com . Also, check out the Jerkaholics Anonymous Instagram page at https://w...2020-12-0823 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDAY 12: no porn, no jacking offI got feedback to destroy my VHS with homemade porn. Also, my other friend says his dad has a VCR DVD converter. What’s a jerkaholic to do!? Also, I have to submit a sperm sample to my doctor. Should I look at porn since I have to jack off anyway? Leave a comment at: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message2020-11-1618 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDAY 8: no porn, no jacking offI talk about the last 2 days’ struggles to stay porn and jack-off free, my busy Veterans Day, and I get into topics of how/why I failed after hitting 4 months porn and jack-off free back in January. Check out my Tumblr to see my chronicles during that time and also check the link to leave me a message or comment. Thank you for listening. https://donnyduckbutter.tumblr.com/ https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message2020-11-1234 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDAY 6, no porn, no jacking offI talk about this morning’s struggles not to look at porn, I start a new segment about my favorite pornstar, Jessie Rogers, and how I need to break-up with her content. For the last segment, I discuss how memories of past sexual engagements, “the highlight reel,” is a form of porn in itself and how it can work against you. Lastly, we discuss homemade porn.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message2020-11-1023 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 5 without looking at porn or jacking off.I discuss my challenges over the weekend to fight my habits to look at porn. I confess my terrible porn habits and how and when I take opportunities to jack off to porn behind my wife’s back or when I’m alone. For the second half, I talk about the damage and premature aging I’ve done to my own penis from over-jacking.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message2020-11-0917 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 2: no jacking off, no pornSuccess, day 2 without porn or jacking off. I delve a little more into the subject by talking about the last time I got caught jacking off, and the very first time I started jacking off in the 7th grade (pre internet years).--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message2020-11-0621 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousDay 1: no porn, no jacking offIt’s my first episode, and I talk a little bit about myself and set the foundation for future episodes. I also inform listeners about what kind of content I’m creating. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message2020-11-0514 minJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics AnonymousJerkaholics Anonymous (Trailer)--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/donny-duckbutter/message2020-11-0500 min