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Logan's VoiceMental Health Awareness – with Ari SerapIn this powerful episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug sits down with Ari Serap—ADHD coach, father, and mental health advocate. Diagnosed with ADHD at age 4 and bipolar disorder at 9, Ari shares his deeply personal story of growing up medicated, navigating trauma, and eventually finding his own path to mental clarity. They also explore grief, healing, and how Ari’s brother’s death from heroin poisoning continues to shape his life today.Whether you're living with ADHD, supporting someone who is, or trying to understand how childhood mental health impacts adult identity—this conversation offers hope, insight, and tools for...2025-06-231h 04
Logan's VoiceThe Silent Epidemic: Why Good Kids Are Dying and Nobody’s Talking About It🎙️ The Silent Epidemic: Why Good Kids Are Dying and Nobody’s Talking About ItEvery day, we lose more sons, daughters, friends, and neighbors to an overdose crisis that’s being quietly buried under stigma and silence. In this episode, I open up about the realities behind the headlines — how fentanyl poisoning is stealing lives, why so few are talking about it, and what we can all do to turn the tide.💔 This isn’t just a public health issue — it’s personal.🔗 Visit https://logansvoice.com and get a copy of Logan’s Story, shop Logan’s Swag...2025-06-2117 min
Logan's VoiceDecline Doesn’t Mean Defeat: Why the Opioid Crisis Isn’t Overhttps://logansvoice.comIn this episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug Ballinger breaks down the recent decline in overdose deaths across the U.S., what’s driving this progress, and why we can’t afford to let our guard down. From naloxone access to peer support, we highlight what’s working—and remind listeners that behind every statistic is a story.Logan’s story didn’t end with hope. But yours—or someone you love—still can.🕯️ Honor the lost.💪 Support the living.🎤 Be the voice.#LogansVoice #EndOverdose #FentanylAwareness #HarmReduction #RecoveryIsPoss2025-06-1720 min
What's The Latest? with Shawnee & CoEpisode #9 Doug BallingerDoug Ballinger shares his personal journey as a father who lost his son, Logan, to fentanyl poisoning. He discusses the complexities of addiction, the stigma surrounding it, and the urgent need for awareness and education about the fentanyl crisis. Doug emphasizes the importance of addressing mental health issues and the role of drug cartels in the epidemic while advocating for systemic changes in drug policy to prevent further tragedies.In this conversation, Doug discusses the devastating impact of fentanyl and substance use disorder on families and society. He emphasizes the need for mental wellness support, harm reduction...2025-06-172h 01
Logan's VoiceFather’s Day, Five Years Later: A Dad’s Grief and a Son’s LegacyThis Father’s Day marks five years since I last held my son, Logan. In this deeply personal episode, I open up about what Father’s Day feels like for a grieving dad—and how Logan’s voice continues to guide my purpose. This is a message for every parent carrying grief, every family touched by addiction, and everyone willing to listen and love a little louder.Logan’s life mattered. His story is still being told.🕯️ Read Logan’s Story on Amazon🎙️ Visit https://logansvoice.com💬 Share this episode with someone who needs to hear it....2025-06-1612 min
Logan's VoiceLiving Forward: Finding Life After Traumatic LossIn this deeply personal episode, Doug Ballinger—grieving father, author, and advocate—shares what it means to live forward after losing a loved one to substance use disorder, overdose, or fentanyl poisoning. Through raw honesty and quiet strength, Doug explores the realities of traumatic grief, the fear of forgetting, and the slow, painful journey toward purpose.If you’ve ever asked yourself, “How do I keep going after this?”—this episode is for you.💛 This is not about “moving on.” It’s about carrying their memory into the life you continue to build.🎧 Subscribe to Logan’s Voice for mor...2025-06-1022 min
Logan's VoiceThe Kids Aren’t Alright: Why Gen Z Is Drowning in PressureIn this powerful episode, Doug Ballinger — a grieving father turned fierce advocate — explores the hidden pressures suffocating Gen Z. From academic expectations and social media to silence around mental health, today’s teens are overwhelmed, anxious, and often turning to dangerous substances to cope. Doug shares pieces of Logan’s story to shine a light on how even the most loved kids can fall through the cracks — and what we, as parents, educators, and community members, can do to stop it.💬 “They don’t need us to fix everything. They need us to show up and see them.”For...2025-06-0624 min
Logan's VoiceReclaiming Joy: Living Forward in the Shadow of LossAfter losing my son Logan to a poisoned drug supply, joy felt like something other people were allowed to have—but not me.Grief stripped everything down to survival. And for a long time, I thought smiling again would mean I was forgetting him. I thought laughter would feel like betrayal.But I’ve come to learn something deeper:Grief and joy can coexist.Healing doesn’t mean erasing.And joy is not a betrayal—it’s resistance.In this episode, I share what it really looked like for me to begin c...2025-06-0418 min
Logan's VoiceChoose Love. Speak It. Live It. Be It.What does it really mean to love one another? And why does it matter now more than ever?In this powerful episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug Ballinger—Logan’s dad—shares how grief, addiction, and healing have taught him that love is more than a feeling. It’s a practice. A purpose. A daily decision.Doug opens up about loving Logan through his struggles, loving him after his death, and what it means to show up for others with compassion in a world that often chooses judgment.This is a conversation for anyone car...2025-06-0121 min
Logan's VoiceFrom Trauma to Triumph: Dr. Robb Kelly's Approach to RecoveryI'm honored and thrilled to share our very first videopodcast featuring none other than Dr. Robb Kelly! Dr. Kelly is a world-renowned addiction expert whose journey from homelessness to global recovery advocate is nothing short of inspiring.In this episode, we explore what real recovery looks like,the importance of addressing the root causes of addiction, and why compassion is the key to healing. Dr. Kelly’s powerful story and insights are a beacon of hope for anyone touched by addiction.Don’t miss out on this groundbreaking episode—it's oneyou’ll want to watch and shar...2025-05-2855 min
Logan's VoiceLogan’s Love Lives On: Finding Compassion in the AshesLogan’s Love Lives On: Finding Compassion in the AshesIn this deeply personal episode, Doug Ballinger shares how grief reshaped his understanding of love, compassion, and what it means to truly connect. After losing his son Logan to fentanyl poisoning, Doug’s world was shattered—but through that pain, he found a deeper purpose.This episode isn’t just about loss. It’s about how love evolves, how compassion deepens, and how understanding becomes a lifeline—for ourselves, for those we’ve lost, and for those still struggling.If you’re grieving, loving...2025-05-2712 min
Logan's VoiceCarry Compassion. Carry Naloxone - The Real Story Behind the Drop in Overdose DeathsOverdose deaths are finally declining—but are fewer people actually overdosing? Or are we just getting better at saving them?In this episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug Ballinger takes you beyond the headlines to explore the critical role naloxone plays in keeping people alive—and why survival is just the beginning. From personal stories to street-level outreach, this episode dives into the truth about Substance Use Disorder, the power of harm reduction, and how each of us can help end the stigma.💊 Learn why everyone should carry naloxone🧠 Understand the difference between surviving and healing2025-05-2519 min
Logan's VoiceThe Weight We Choose to Carry: A Conversation About StigmaSmashing Stigma - In this episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug Ballinger, Logan's dad, dives deep into the roots of stigma — how it begins, why we hold onto it, and how it robs us of connection, compassion, and truth. From addiction to grief to mental health, stigma shows up everywhere... but what if we chose to lay it down?Doug shares personal reflections on living life as an open book, the emotional cost of judgment, and the healing power of loving one another — no matter what. This is a heartfelt call to drop the labels, stop t...2025-05-2418 min
Logan's VoicePrescribed to Death: Arkansas, Opioids, and What Your Doctor Isn't Telling YouArkansas leads the nation in opioid prescriptions, but whathappens when those prescriptions come without warnings, without alternatives, and without Naloxone?In this eye-opening episode, I break down the reality behindthe pills being handed out in our state and across the country. We talk about the responsibility doctors have to protect patients, why every opioid prescription should come with Narcan, and what you can do to protect yourself and your family.We also explore real, non-opioid alternatives to painmanagement and the critical role of advocacy in saving lives.This isn’t just a conversation, it...2025-05-2021 min
Logan's VoiceYour Recovery Speaks to Your PowerRecovery isn’t weakness, it’s power. In this episode of Logan’s Voice, we shine a light on the quiet strength, the daily battles, and the voices in recovery that are louder than addiction ever was.Whether you’re walking that path yourself, loving someone through it, or grieving someone lost too soon, this episode is a tribute to the courage it takes to heal.Your recovery matters. Your voice matters. And someone out there is still alive today because of stories like yours.📍Visit logansvoice.com to learn more about the book Logan’...2025-05-1615 min
Logan's Voice5 Years Without Logan: Grief, Purpose and the Fight to Save LivesIt’s been five years since Logan’s life was stolen by fentanyl poisoning, and not a day has passed without feeling the weight of that loss. In this deeply personal episode, I open up about what these five years have looked like: the pain, the memories, the milestones missed, and the journey from heartbreak to purpose.I talk about the people who stand beside me, the power I find in community, and the fire that fuels my voice today. This episode is for every parent who’s grieving, every friend who wonders how to help...2025-05-1520 min
Logan's VoiceBefore It's Too Late - How To Talk To Someone In RelapseBefore It’s Too Late: How to Talk to Someone in RelapseWhen someone you love slips back into active addiction, what do you say? How do you reach them without pushing them away? In this deeply personal episode, Doug Ballinger, grieving father, author, and advocate, shares hard-won lessons on how to talk to someone in active addiction after a relapse.From leading with love to holding boundaries, from offering hope to responding when they say no, or yes, this episode walks listeners through the real-life conversations that can change everything… or come too late...2025-05-1326 min
Logan's VoiceIf I had Five Minutes With A LawmakerIf I Had Five Minutes with a Lawmaker…What would I say, if they finally looked us in the eye?In this deeply personal and urgent episode of Logan’s Voice, host Doug Ballinger, grieving father, author, and advocate, delivers a message straight from the heart of America’s overdose crisis. If he had just five minutes with a lawmaker, what would he say? What would they need to hear?This episode is not just a plea for change. It's a reckoning.Doug talks about:His son Logan, and th...2025-05-1018 min
Logan's VoiceWhere Healing Begins: One Man’s Mission to Change Recovery in ArkansasWhere Healing Begins: One Man’s Mission to Change Recovery in ArkansasIn this episode of Logan’s Voice, I sit down with Christopher Dickie—a man in long-term recovery and the founder of Peak State Recovery, a brand-new treatment facility opening in Paron, Arkansas.Chris shares his powerful story of addiction, redemption, and the deep calling that led him to build a space where true healing can happen. We talk about what recovery really looks like, the urgent need for compassionate treatment, and why rural settings like the one in Paron are so vital in this f...2025-05-091h 16
Logan's VoiceJamie and Simone: First Responders to a Father’s GriefWhen I joined my very first Zoom grief support group after losing my son Logan, two women were there waiting—Jamie and Simone. I didn’t know it then, but they would become lifelines. They held space for my pain when I could barely speak it, and over the last five years, they’ve remained cherished friends and fierce advocates for grieving parents everywhere.In this episode, we talk about those early days, what it means to show up for the grieving, and why no two grief journeys look the same. There’s no timeline, no “getting over it.”...2025-05-071h 02
Logan's VoiceTo the Mothers: You Are Seen, You Are LovedMother’s Day isn’t easy for everyone—especially for the mothers whose child is no longer here. In this heartfelt episode, grieving father Doug Ballinger shares a message of love, respect, and solidarity for the moms who carry both love and loss into this difficult day.From his seat as Logan’s dad, Doug reflects on the strength of grieving mothers he’s met through Hope Movement Coalition support meetings, Bridge the Gap events,and Black Balloon Day in Northwest Arkansas. He offers a father’s perspective, a gentle act of remembrance, and a reminder: you are not alon...2025-05-0614 min
Logan's VoiceTriggered by Love: When Grief Shows Up UninvitedGrief doesn’t knock. It just shows up—sometimes in the grocery store, sometimes in the middle of a conversation, and sometimes when you least expect it. In this heartfelt episode, host Doug Ballinger, Logan’s dad, explores theunpredictable nature of grief triggers—what they are, how they sneak up, and how to survive them when they do. From a tearful moment in the produce aisle to an emotional encounter at a recent event, Doug shares his own stories andcoping strategies to help you feel seen, heard, and supported.Whether you’re deep in the storm or j...2025-05-0520 min
Logan's VoiceDads Grieve Too: Breaking the Silence Around Fathers and LossWhen a child dies, the world looks to the mother, and toooften, forgets the father. In this deeply personal episode, Doug Ballinger, grieving father and author of Logan’s Story, shares what it means to carry unimaginable loss as a man in a world that expects strength over sorrow, silence over tears.Doug explores why fathers often grieve quietly, theemotional toll that takes, and how men can begin to find healing, purpose, and their voice, without shame. This is a call to every dad in the shadows: your grief is real, your story matters, and you are no...2025-05-0424 min
Logan's VoiceThe Pill That Poisoned a Nation_ How Greed Fueled the Overdose CrisisIt didn’t start on the streets. It started in the boardrooms.In this episode, Doug Ballinger — grieving father and author of Logan’s Story — exposes how pharmaceutical greed ignited one of the deadliest public health crises in American history.From the rise of OxyContin to the billion-dollar settlements that followed, we trace the trail of profit over people — and how Big Pharma, distributors, and even pharmacies pushed opioids into every corner of the country. This wasn’t a medical breakthrough. It was a business model. And it came with a body count.Doug also shares...2025-05-0320 min
Logan's VoiceJust Say Their NameJUST SAY THEIR NAMEAfter losing a child to fentanyl poisoning or substance use disorder, many parents experience something they never expected — silence.Not just the silence of grief, but the silence of friends who disappear, avoid, or simply don’t know what to say.In this deeply personal episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug Ballinger, Logan’s dad, shares what grieving parents really need:Not answers.Not advice.Just presence.Just love.Just the courage to say their name.You’ll hear about the pain of being ghosted, t...2025-05-0217 min
Logan's VoicePoison, Not Choice - The Deadly Lies Killing Our KidsThey told us addiction was a choice.They told us fentanyl deaths were overdoses.They told us our kids should have known better.They lied.In this raw and urgent episode of Logan’s Voice, grieving father Doug Ballinger sets the record straight.His son, Logan, didn’t choose to die, he was poisoned by a counterfeit dose laced with fentanyl.This episode exposes the dangerous myths that are killing thousands of people every week:The false belief that addiction is a moral failureThe myth that...2025-05-0116 min
Logan's VoiceThe Wounds We Don’t See: How Mental Health Fuels the Overdose CrisisWhat if fentanyl isn’t the root of the crisis — but just the final blow?In this episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug Ballinger, a grieving father turned advocate, explores how untreated trauma, anxiety, depression, and emotional isolation fuel today’s overdose epidemic. This isn’t just about bad choices or dangerous pills — it’s about the pain people carry silently for years before reaching for relief.Doug breaks down why we must stop criminalizing addiction and start investing in mental wellness — before it’s too late.Because if we want fewer funerals, we need to treat the wound...2025-04-3015 min
Logan's VoiceBlame, Guilt, and RegretBlame. Guilt. Regret.When we lose a child to fentanyl poisoning, these emotions don’t just knock on the door — they move in. They wrap around our grief like heavy chains, making it even harder to breathe, to heal, to survive.In today’s episode of Logan’s Voice, we dive into how blame, guilt, and regret impact the grieving process after traumatic loss.We explore why these emotions are so powerful, why they are normal — and why they don’t have to define the rest of your life.You are not alone in this....2025-04-2914 min
Logan's VoiceThe Ripple EffectWhen a loved one dies from overdose or fentanyl poisoning, the pain doesn't stop with one person.It ripples outward, touching parents, siblings, grandparents, friends, coworkers, communities... and generations yet to come.🌐 Find links to this episode and others at LogansVoice.com.In this powerful episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug explores the invisible and lasting impact of losing someone to substance use disorder, and how even small acts of compassion can interrupt the cycle of grief and build new ripples of hope.💬 We talk about:The immediate and extended impact of overdose los...2025-04-2817 min
Logan's VoiceHope for the Children Left BehindBehind many overdose losses, there are children left trying to make sense of grief, silence, and shattered family trees.In today’s episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug shares a message of hope, a reminder that while we can’t erase the pain, we can stand beside the ones left behind.Learn how showing up, offering steady support, and fighting stigma can change the course of a child’s life forever.🎧 Listen now — because hope is never wasted, especially when given to those who need it most.🌐 Find resources and learn more at Hope Mov...2025-04-2710 min
Logan's VoiceVoices From The Other Side - Logan's Plea to The LivingSometimes, I believe Logan speaks to and through me. I believe he would be proud of the work we are doing together to raise awareness about the dangers of overdose and fentanyl poisoning. I know he didn't mean to die.logansvoice.com – podcast link, merch, and the book Logan's StoryListen on Spotify, Amazon Music, Apple Podcast, iHeartRadio, and YouTube PodcastThis was one of the hardest episodes I’ve ever recorded.As a father, there’s no easy way to imagine the words your child might say if they had one more chance to speak...2025-04-2614 min
Logan's VoiceThe Cost of Silence - A Father's PleaHow many more children have to die before we start listening?In this powerful episode of Logan’s Voice, grieving father Doug Ballinger delivers a raw and urgent message to parents, educators, and leaders: don’t let silence cost your child’s life.From the dangers of counterfeit pills to the rising threat of fentanyl and xylazine, Doug breaks down how stigma, denial, and silence continue to fuel a deadly epidemic. This is a call to action for every person who loves someone and thinks, “It won’t happen to us.”🛑 It’s not about bad cho...2025-04-2515 min
Logan's VoiceFrom Snap to Trap - The Poison Pipeline Killing Our Kids🔴 PARENTS: PAY ATTENTION.What if the drug dealer targeting your child isn’t standing on a street corner… but sitting behind a screen?In this urgent episode, Doug Ballinger, a grieving father turned advocate, exposes the deadly connection between social media platforms, global drug cartels, and the mental health crisis driving today’s youth to seek escape. From Snapchat deals to xylazine-laced heroin, this is not the drug crisis of the past. It’s faster, smarter, and far more lethal.💊 = pills | 🅿️ = Percocet | 🔌 = plug (dealer) | 💀 = fentanyl | 🐉 = heroin | 💎 = meth"Your child could be just one click away from poison.We break dow...2025-04-2416 min
Logan's VoiceTurning the Tide: Fighting the Drug Crisis Starts With Mental WellnessIn this episode of Logan’s Voice, we talk about something that cuts deeper than addiction itself — the mental wellness crisis fueling it. Our kids aren’t just trying to get high… they’re trying to quiet the storm in their minds.Doug, a grieving father turned advocate, shares how emotional pain, untreated trauma, and a lack of mental health support can lead down dangerous roads. This conversation isn’t about blame — it’s about understanding, compassion, and changing the way we respond as a society.Let’s talk about prevention. Let’s talk about healing. And let’s m...2025-04-2324 min
Logan's VoiceInvisible Pain Deserves Visible CareWe don’t question casts, crutches, or bandages. But when itcomes to mental health, addiction, or grief, the pain often goes unseen—andworse, untreated. In this episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug explores thedangerous double standard between physical and emotional pain, and why it’stime we start treating invisible wounds with the same compassion and urgency.Because silence doesn’t heal. But understanding might.🎧 Listen. Reflect. Share.Visit logansvoice.comfor the book, the podcast archive, and the Logan’s Swag store to help spreadawareness and fight stigma.#LogansVoice #MentalHealthMatters #GriefAwareness#FentanylCrisis #EndTheStigma #H...2025-04-2215 min
Logan's VoiceHealing In Motion - Finding Peace in the EverydayGrief can be loud—but sometimes, the healing comes in quiet motion. Inthis episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug reflects on the simple routines thathelped him find peace after the loss of his son Logan. From morning coffee towalks in the woods with Max, he shares how everyday moments became sacredground for healing. This is a gentle reminder that love still lives in thelittle things—and so does hope.🌿 Listen now and visit logansvoice.com to connect, share, and explore Logan Swag.#LogansVoice #GriefHealing #HealingInMotion #GriefJourney #DailyRituals#MaxTheDog #WalkingThroughGrief #LoveLivesOn #OneDayAtATime #FentanylAwareness#PodcastForHealing #GriefSupport #HopeAfterLoss #WearTheMe...2025-04-2112 min
Logan's VoiceEmpty Chairs in the Springtime: Grieving Through Easter and Memorial DaySpotify Episode DescriptionIn this deeply personal episode of Logan’s Voice, Doug Ballinger, Logan’s dad, opens up about the hidden weight of spring holidays like Easter and Memorial Day for those grieving a traumatic loss.When the world is celebrating rebirth, family gatherings, and remembrance, many are quietly navigating the pain of an empty chair, an untouched Easter basket, or ashes resting in a cabinet instead of a gravesite.Doug reflects on what it means to survive these holidays while carrying the memory of a son lost to fentanyl poisoning. He shar...2025-04-2015 min
Logan's VoiceHarm Reduction - Compassion Over CondemnationIn this powerful and deeply personal episode, Doug Ballinger, Logan’s dad, unpacks the truth about harm reduction: what it is, what it isn’t, and why it saves lives.Through Logan’s story and real-world examples, we explore the tools that keep people alive, from Narcan and fentanyl test strips to syringe exchange programs and community outreach. Doug shares how Logan was revived with Narcan three times in 2019, including once on his birthday, giving them time to have the conversations that mattered.Harm reduction isn’t enabling. It’s compassion in action.It’s love witho...2025-04-1922 min
Logan's VoiceWhen the Unthinkable Happens Twice: LaChandra’s Journey Through Grief and Grace🎙️ When the Unthinkable Happens Twice: LaChandra’s Journey Through Grief and GraceWhat happens when a mother loses not one, but two children to fentanyl poisoning — just four months apart?In this gripping and emotional episode, LaChandra Moore shares her unimaginable story. But she also shares her strength. Together, we explore the cultural silence surrounding addiction and grief in the African American community, and how stigma can keep families from seeking help, or getting justice.LaChandra is now a fierce advocate for awareness and reform. Through her platform 1MoreKiss.com and her work with Drea...2025-04-1848 min
Logan's VoiceDads Grieve Too: Breaking the Silence Around Traumatic LossWhat does grief look like when you’re a father, when the world expects you to be the strong one, but your heart has been shattered by loss?In this powerful and deeply personal episode, Doug shares his journey after the death of his son Logan, who was poisoned by a single dose laced with fentanyl, cocaine, and xylazine. This isn’t just a story about grief, it’s about traumatic grief, the kind that comes without warning and leaves lasting scars.Doug opens up about the silence many fathers face, the stigma that surrounds overdo...2025-04-1721 min
Logan's VoiceDeath by Delivery: The New Drug War of Xylazine, Carfentanil, and the Silent Killers Poisoning a GenerationSo I will shout it, loud and clear,for every parent crushed by fear,for every soul who bears the sting:There’s poison hiding in everything.This episode of Logan’s Voice pulls back the curtain on the growing threat of xylazine, carfentanil, and other emerging poisons that are flooding the illicit drug market. Host Doug Ballinger, Logan’s dad , shares how xylazine was found in his son’s toxicology report, yet never listed in the official cause of death. Why? And how many more deaths are we failing to count?We dig i...2025-04-1633 min
Logan's VoiceHijacked: How Opioids Rewire the Brain🎧 Episode Title: Hijacked — How Opioids Rewire the BrainOpioids don’t just block pain — they rewire the brain. In this episode of Logan’s Voice, I’m breaking down what actually happens in the brain when someone uses opioids, how addiction develops, and why recovery is so much more than a question of willpower.This isn’t just science — it’s personal. My son Logan died from fentanyl poisoning in 2020. I believe if he were still here, he’d want the truth to be told. He’d say, “Dad, help get the word out.” So that’s what I’m doing.2025-04-1520 min
Logan's VoiceGrief Changed Me, From The Inside OutGrief doesn’t just hurt—it transforms. In this deeply personal episode, I talk about how losing my son Logan changed me in ways I never expected.Grief stripped me down. But in that rawness, something powerful started to grow: compassion. For others. For myself. And for the broken parts of this world that I never really noticed before.I share how that compassion led me to advocacy—and how telling Logan’s story became the path toward finding purpose, connection, and a voice I didn’t know I still had.This episo...2025-04-1417 min
Logan's VoiceLiving in the After DeathIn this deeply personal episode, I open up about what it means to keep living after the death of my son, Logan.Grief this heavy doesn’t fade, it reshapes you. I talk about what it’s like to exist in the space I call the “after death,” how to move forward without moving on, and ways to protect your mental and emotional well-being as you begin the long, messy process of healing.This episode is about honesty, resilience, and giving yourself permission to feel joy again, even when it hurts.If you’ve lost so...2025-04-1330 min
Logan's VoiceYou Don't Get To Judge My GriefWhat happens when someone dies from fentanyl poisoning or overdose? Too often, the grief that follows is met with silence—or worse, judgment.In this episode, titled “You Don’t Get to Judge My Grief,” I open up about what it’s really like to lose a child and then have to defend that grief. We explore how stigma shows up after a drug-related death, why it hurts families so deeply, and how we can begin to smash it through truth, compassion, and advocacy.This isn’t just my story—it’s the story of thousan...2025-04-1227 min
Logan's VoiceFrom Shattered to Speaking Out – A Father’s JourneyWhen I lost my son Logan to fentanyl poisoning, my world shattered. In this deeply personal episode, I share what it felt like in the moment everything changed—and how I’ve slowly found a path forward through grief, purpose, and advocacy. This isn’t a roadmap. It’s my truth. I open up about what it's like to grieve as a father, how men often process pain differently, and how turning my sorrow into service has helped me stay connected to Logan.I also share exciting news—our book, Logan’s Story, is set to be publis...2025-04-1129 min
Logan's VoiceNarcan: A Life Saving Moment, Not A CureIn this episode of Logan’s Voice, we break down what Narcan is,how to use it, where to get it, and why it matters.You'll learn how to recognize an overdose, what happens when someone isrevived, and the truth about harm reduction.Logan was revived with Narcan several times in 2019 — and his storyreminds us that Narcan gives us a second chance, not a solution.You can find links to the other resources I talk about in this episode in the comment section. If this episode moves you, please shar...2025-04-1045 min
Logan's VoiceLaced, Lethal, and Everywhere - The Truth About Street Drugs TodayIn this powerful and eye-opening episode, host Doug Ballinger pulls back the curtain on the deadly truth about today’s street drugs — and how fentanyl is being hidden in everything from fake pills to vape pens.This isn’t the drug landscape we grew up with. It’s a new battlefield, and our kids are the targets. Learn how fentanyl is creeping into everyday substances, how dealers use social media to sell poison, and what they don’t want you to know.With personal reflections, hard facts, and real-life heartbreak, this episode is a must-lis...2025-04-0930 min
Logan's VoiceLuca Shares His StoryIn this powerful first guest episode, Luca joins me to share his deeply personal journey through addiction, recovery, and unimaginable loss. Luca isn’t just in recovery himself — he also carries the grief of losing his brother to fentanyl poisoning.His story is raw and real. His insight is hard-earned. And his commitment to truth-telling is unwavering.Together, we talk about the grip of addiction, the realities of street drugs like fentanyl, and the healing that comes from community, purpose, and honesty. Luca lives what he espouses, and I’m honored to have him as...2025-04-0832 min
Logan's VoiceConversations That Could Save A LifeHow do you talk to your child, your partner, or your best friend about drugs? About fentanyl? About mental health and the pressure they’re silently carrying?In this episode of Logan’s Voice, I open up about one of the hardest truths I’ve had to live with: I didn’t get to save my son, Logan — because we didn’t always have the conversations we should have had.Now, I’m here to help you have yours.We’ll explore:Why these conversations feel so hard (and why we avoid the...2025-04-0729 min
Logan's VoiceWhat is Fentanyl, Really?In this eye-opening and deeply personal episode of Logan’s Voice, we break down what fentanyl is, how it’s showing up in fake pills and street drugs, and why it’s become the deadliest threat facing young people today.You’ll learn:What fentanyl looks like (and why it’s often unrecognizable)How it’s disguised as everyday medications like Xanax, Adderall, and PercocetCommon street names and slang termsWhat an overdose actually looks like — and how to respondWhy Narcan is a must-have for every househol...2025-04-0632 min
Logan's VoiceHow Did This Happen? - The Unseen Path to FentanylHow does it happen?How does a bright, kind, creative kid end up lost in addiction? How does one pill — just one — steal an entire future?In this raw and deeply personal episode, I walk you through Logan’s story — from his childhood ADHD diagnosis and early medication, to the influence of peers, the illusion of control, and the moment fentanyl entered the picture. This isn’t a cautionary tale — it’s a wake-up call.We talk about what we didn’t see, what we wish we had known, and what every parent, teacher, and car...2025-04-0525 min
Logan's VoiceThe Weight of StigmaIn this deeply personal episode of Logan’s Voice, we confront one of the most painful barriers in the fight against addiction: stigma. I share how stigma shaped my son Logan’s journey—how it silenced him, shamed him, and ultimately stood in the way of the help he needed.We’ll explore how society's judgment, misconceptions, and labels can isolate those struggling with substance use disorder and mental health challenges, making them feel less than human. And we’ll talk about why ending stigma isn’t just important—it’s life-saving.Whether you’ve battled a...2025-04-0435 min
Logan's VoiceBreaking the SilenceLogan’s Voice is a raw and deeply personal podcast about the human toll of America’s fentanyl and illicit drug crisis.Created by a grieving father in honor of his son, Logan — a vibrant, funny, and deeply loved young man lost to fentanyl poisoning — this podcast is a space for truth, healing, and connection. Each episode explores the real stories behind the headlines: the lives lost, the families left behind, and the deep emotional wreckage that follows.This isn’t about statistics — it’s about people.Through solo reflections and future intervi...2025-04-0315 min
Logan's VoicePoison, Not Choice: The Deadly Lies Killing Our KidsPoison, Not Choice: The Deadly Lies Killing Our KidsWhen I lost my son Logan to fentanyl poisoning, the world wanted to explain it away:"He chose to use.""He made bad decisions."But they were wrong.Addiction is not a choice.Fentanyl deaths are not overdoses.They are poisonings, carried out by deception, fueled by greed, and delivered by death dealers who know exactly what they’re doing.In this episode of Logan’s Voice, we rip apart the deadly myths that keep killing our kids:➤ The lie th...2025-04-0116 min