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Passion and Purpose with PamelaLeading with Heart: The Resilient Journey of Nurse Advocate Lemone Brady Russell🎙️ Listen in and be inspired. In this powerful episode of Passion and Purpose with Pamela, we spotlight Lemone Brady Russell, an award-winning nurse, educator, author, and breast cancer survivor whose journey embodies resilience, leadership, and compassion.With over two decades of experience across critical care, pediatrics, and nursing education, Lemone has left an indelible mark on the healthcare industry. She has been honored with the Texas Nurses Association Top 25 Outstanding Nurses Award, the DAISY Regional Award for Educators, and the Good Samaritan Foundation Bronze Award.As the author of Dear Nurse: Reward Yourself; Rewar...2025-06-231h 00
Highly Sensitive Money for Highly Sensitive People who want to align their values with their moneyShameless Financial Liberation: Pamela Capalad’s Journey Beyond the HustleShameless Financial Liberation: Pamela Capalad’s Journey Beyond the Hustle
In this episode, our guest Pamela Capalad and I explore the emotional landscape of money—what it means to untangle shame, embrace spaciousness, and move toward true financial liberation. Pamela is a Certified Financial Planner™ and Accredited Financial Counselor™ who has been working at the intersection of money and justice for over 15 years. Her journey took her from teaching money to kids at summer camp to running Brunch & Budget, a financial planning practice rooted in equity, community, and creativity.
We talk about her personal e...2025-05-071h 03
Taking Back MondayThe Courage to Take Back Your Life with Pamela DaleIn this episode, Pamela Dale and Alyssa Nolte dive into why the dreaded “Sunday Scaries” are just a symptom of a larger problem: a work-life system that values conformity over individual fulfillment. Pamela shares her journey—from teaching ESL in Korea and struggling with self-doubt to building million-dollar funnels and becoming a sought-after coach. The conversation challenges the traditional mindset that equates success with a “good job” and instead champions the importance of following your true path, leveraging new tools, and setting your own priorities.Key Takeaways:Reframe the “Sunday Scaries”: Understand that Monday’s dread is a sig...2025-04-0730 min
Meetings and MilesS1E11 - From History Books to Booking Tours: Chris MacNeil's London JourneyMeetings and Miles - https://www.linkedin.com/company/meetingsandmiles/Hosts:Pamela Wilton - https://www.linkedin.com/in/pamelawilton/Mark Peters - https://www.linkedin.com/in/markdpeters17/e: meetingsandmiles@gmail.comGuest: Chris MacNeil https://www.linkedin.com/in/chrissmacneil/https://www.bespokelondontours.co.uk/In this episode of Meetings of Miles, hosts Pamela and Mark introduce their fascinating guest, Chris MacNeil. Chris shares his unique background, starting as a historian in Canada before moving into the tech world, and eventually becoming...2025-04-0242 min
MY BADASS RECOVERYS2 EP:1 - Welcome Back Sober Badasses Alyssa & Pamela!The shame-ditching, stigma-stomping duo is back! In this first episode of MY BADASS RECOVERY, SEASON 2, find out what Pamela and Alyssa have been up to for the last 3 years. You will also hear what’s coming in this new, exciting and badass season of the podcast. Topics Include:Sobriety, Recovery, Spirituality, Sober Experts, Relationships, Addiction, Alcoholism, Codependency, Coaching, Thriving in Life. And so much more…Want to Connect? Send Pamela an email:pamela@mybadassrecovery.comSend Alyssa an email:alyssa@roccocollective.com2025-03-1930 min
MUCK YOU!From MAGA to Clarity: Pamela Hemphill's Journey Through January 6thPamela Hemphill shares her transformative journey from being a participant in the January 6th events to a vocal critic of the MAGA movement. She recounts her experiences leading up to that fateful day, detailing how her initial support for Trump evolved into disillusionment as she began to confront the realities of misinformation and disinformation within that community. Hemphill discusses the personal consequences she faced, including her time in prison, and how these experiences prompted her to advocate for truth and accountability. With a background in alcohol and drug counseling, she draws parallels between addiction recovery and the challenges faced by...2025-01-2935 min
MUCK YOU!From MAGA to Clarity: Pamela Hemphill's Journey Through January 6thPamela Hemphill shares her transformative journey from being a participant in the January 6th events to a vocal critic of the MAGA movement. She recounts her experiences leading up to that fateful day, detailing how her initial support for Trump evolved into disillusionment as she began to confront the realities of misinformation and disinformation within that community. Hemphill discusses the personal consequences she faced, including her time in prison, and how these experiences prompted her to advocate for truth and accountability. With a background in alcohol and drug counseling, she draws parallels between addiction recovery and the challenges faced...2025-01-2935 min
AI or NotE022 – AI or Not – Leonard Lee and Pamela IsomWelcome to "AI or Not," the podcast where we explore the intersection of digital transformation and real-world wisdom, hosted by the accomplished Pamela Isom. With over 25 years of experience guiding leaders in corporate, public, and private sectors, Pamela, the CEO and Founder of IsAdvice & Consulting LLC, is a veteran in successfully navigating the complex realms of artificial intelligence, innovation, cyber issues, governance, data management, and ethical decision-making.Discover the nuanced landscape of AI economics with me, Pamela Isom, alongside my distinguished guest Leonard Lee, Executive Analyst & Founder nextCurve. Ever wondered if your business is chasing trends at...2024-12-3140 minAI or NotE020 – AI or Not – Claus Thorp Jensen and Pamela IsomWelcome to "AI or Not," the podcast where we explore the intersection of digital transformation and real-world wisdom, hosted by the accomplished Pamela Isom. With over 25 years of experience guiding leaders in corporate, public, and private sectors, Pamela, the CEO and Founder of IsAdvice & Consulting LLC, is a veteran in successfully navigating the complex realms of artificial intelligence, innovation, cyber issues, governance, data management, and ethical decision-making.Join us for an enlightening conversation with digital transformation leader Claus Thorp Jensen, Chairperson of the Board, Independent Director, Board Advisor, whose career journey spans the fields of finance, healthcare, a...2024-12-1743 min
Writes4WomenFrom Music to Words: Gillian Wills’ JourneySummary: Join us in this week's episode as guest host Laura Boon chats with Gillian Wills about her new novel, Big Music! Discover how Gillian pours her rich background in music into her writing, creating a riveting tale that intertwines passion, politics, and power plays within the world of classical music. Learn about her transition from a musician to an author, the challenges of writing fiction, and her advice to aspiring writers. https://pod.link/1275851144 Timestamps: 0:00 Introduction and Episode Overview 01:50 Pamela’s Personal Update 03:01...2024-11-071h 05AI or NotE012 - AI or Not - Joyce Hunter and Pamela IsomWelcome to "AI or Not," the podcast where we explore the intersection of digital transformation and real-world wisdom, hosted by the accomplished Pamela Isom. With over 25 years of experience guiding leaders in corporate, public, and private sectors, Pamela, the CEO and Founder of IsAdvice & Consulting LLC, is a veteran in successfully navigating the complex realms of artificial intelligence, innovation, cyber issues, governance, data management, and ethical decision-making.Can AI be a force for good in healthcare, education, and even climate change? Find out as we sit down with Joyce Hunter, Executive Director, ICIT (Institute for Critical Infrastructure...2024-10-2243 min
Writes4WomenFrom Horses to Heartstrings: Christy Cashman’s Fiction JourneyThis week on Writes4Women, host Pamela Cook sits down with Christy Cashman, author of The Truth About Horses, for an unforgettable chat about her writing journey, from film to fiction. In this episode, Christy dives deep into the creative process behind her emotional debut novel—a coming-of-age story about a girl, her connection to horses, and the complexities of grief. Whether you're a writer or just love a good story, this conversation is packed with inspiration and insights you won’t want to miss. Add this one to your playlist and prepare to get inspir...2024-09-2658 min
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN🌟 Darcy Frederick's Miraculous Journey of Healing and Faith 🙌✨, Part 2In this powerful continuation, Darcy Frederick dives deeper into her miraculous healing journey, faith transformation, and the incredible testimonies that followed. 🙌
Join Dr. Pamela Henkel as she and Darcy explore:
✨ Healing & Testimonies: From spine injuries healed to miraculous recoveries, Darcy’s healing is touching lives across the globe.
✨ Transformation & Calling: Hear how God turned her pain into purpose, leading her into a divine calling and acceleration.
✨ Forgiveness & Near-Death Experience: Darcy recounts her near-death experience, finding peace in the midst of chaos, and the power of forgiveness that shaped her future.
✨ Childhood Visions: Discover how God’s calling was p...2024-09-2632 min
UnderDogFrom Trauma to Beacon of Hope, Jess Soto's Healing Journey and Women EmpowermentWelcome to this episode of the Underdog Podcast! Host Pamela Bardhi talks with Jess Soto, a passionate advocate for women’s empowerment and healing. Jess shares her real and emotional journey, reflecting on the challenges she faced growing up and the spiritual awakening that helped her find her path.Raised by her spiritual grandmother in Milwaukee, Jess talks about how her parents' struggles with addiction shaped her early years and the resilience she had to build along the way. From her dreams of becoming a veterinarian to the hardships of teenage motherhood, foster care, an...2024-09-1944 min
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN🌟 Darcy Frederick's Miraculous Journey of Healing and Faith 🙌✨, Part 1In this Purpose by Design episode, host Dr. Pamela Henkel is joined by the incredible Darcy Frederick for part 1 of her inspiring testimony of faith, perseverance, and miraculous healing. 🌟
From the moment Darcy accepted Christ in 1987, her life has been a powerful testament to the strength of faith and God’s unwavering promises. In 2007, Darcy suffered a severe fall that left her with broken bones, spinal injuries, and excruciating nerve pain that lingered for years. Despite the ongoing struggles and daily physical challenges, Darcy’s spirit remained strong, and her trust in God's plan never wavered. 🙏
Darcy op...2024-09-1936 min
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN🎙️Embracing Divine Timing: Dr. Pamela’s Journey of Faith and New Beginnings🎙️Join us for an exhilarating episode of Purpose by Design with your host, Dr. Pamela Henkel, and special co-host Dr. Nichol! 🌟 This week, we dive deep into Dr. Pamela’s incredible journey of faith, transformation, and stepping into new dimensions of ministry! 🙏✨
🔥 Episode Highlights:
A Journey of Faith: Discover how Dr. Pamela transitioned from leading Victory Celebration Family Church to embracing her divine calling at Living Word Christian Center.
Divine Timing: Hear the inspiring story of how God's perfect timing led Dr. Pamela to receive her doctorate, undergo surgery, and step into a pivotal role in ministry—a...2024-09-0554 min
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN🌟 Pastor Micheal Minton - Journey of Faith and Obedience 🌟Join us on this inspiring episode of Purpose by Design with host Dr. Pamela Henkel and special guest Pastor Micheal Minton! 🎙️✨
In this powerful episode, Pastor Micheal shares his incredible testimony and the ways God has worked in his life. From his Pentecostal upbringing to his journey into ministry, Pastor Micheal's story is one of transformation, obedience, and divine guidance. 🌈🙏
🔹 Early Faith: Saved and baptized in the Holy Ghost at a young age, Micheal recounts a profound experience of worship and speaking in tongues in a small sanctuary.
🔹 Music & Faith: Micheal reflects on his journey from aspiring profe...2024-08-011h 04
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN💫 🕊️Noah Johnson - Part 1: A Journey of Redemption and CallingJoin Dr. Pamela Henkel and special co-host Bella on "Purpose by Design" as they welcome Noah Johnson from VSM for a heartwarming and inspiring conversation on faith, purpose, and healing. 🌟✨
Episode Title: Noah Johnson - Part 1: A Journey of Redemption and Calling
In this episode, Noah shares his incredible story of transformation and service in Brunswick's youth ministry under the mentorship of Doug Pierce. 🌈🙏
🔹 Mentorship and Growth: Discover how mentorship played a crucial role in Noah's life, guiding him from a troubled past to a purposeful present.
🔹 Overcoming Adversity: Hear Noah's personal struggles with addiction, d...2024-07-1852 min
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN🌟✨A Journey of Faith and Transformation with Mason SchneiderJoin Dr. Pamela Henkel and special co-host Bella on "Purpose by Design" as they welcome Mason Schneider, a former non-believer turned missionary, for an inspiring conversation on faith, purpose, and ministry. 🌟✨
In PBD with Mason: A Journey of Faith and Transformation, Mason shares his incredible story of how God transformed his life and led him to become a mentor and missionary with VSM. 🌈🙏
🔹 Faith and Mentorship: Discover how Mason's faith journey began under the mentorship of Doug Pierce.
🔹 Overcoming Challenges: Hear Mason's personal struggles with addiction, depression, and loss, and how...2024-07-111h 12
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN🙏✨From Struggle to Strength: Doug Pierce's Journey of Faith and Youth Ministry🌟 Welcome to an inspiring episode of "Purpose by Design" hosted by Dr. Pamela Henkel with special co-host Bella and guest Doug Pierce! 🎙️ In PBD - Doug Pierce, we delve into powerful stories of faith, transformation, and ministry. 🙏✨
Join Dr. Pamela as she interviews Doug Pierce, a humble servant of God and director of VSM, a nonprofit ministry in Brunswick, Georgia. Discover Doug's journey from childhood trauma and struggles with mental health to finding faith and redemption through God's love. 🌈
🔹 Healing and Ministry: Doug and Bella share their impactful stories and their work with...2024-07-041h 14
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN🌟✨Healing Through Faith: An Inspiring Journey with Pastors Folu & Tammara Gisanri🌟✨ Join us for an extraordinary episode of "Purpose by Design" with host Dr. Pamela Henkel and special guests, Pastors Folu & Tammara Gisanri! 🎙️ In PBD with Pastor Folu, we dive into the powerful stories of healing and ministry at Living Word Christian Center. 🙏💖
🔹 Discover Pastor Folu & Tammara's journey of faith and healing.
🔹 Reverend Kenneth Hagen shares his unique background, love for skateboarding & bowling, and meeting his wife in evangelism ministry. 🛹🎳
🔹 Explore the transformative impact of the Healing School, where attendance skyrocketed from 12 to 120 under their guidance. 📈✨
🔹 Learn about the upcoming church event with worship, min...2024-06-0634 min
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGNShining Through Adversity: A Journey of Purpose and Love with Sam Humphrey
🌟 Get ready for an extraordinary episode of "Purpose by Design" with your host, Dr. Pamela Henkel, and special guest actor and humanitarian, Sam Humphrey! 🎙️ In PBD with Sam Part 1, we embark on a captivating journey through Sam's remarkable acting career, his musical talents, and his experiences in the movie "The Greatest Showman." 🎬🎶
Join Dr. Pamela as she warmly welcomes Sam as the "cover model" for her platform, celebrating their friendship and sharing heartfelt reflections on Sam's integrity, faith, and resilience in the face of challenges. 💖
Discover the behind-the-scenes stories of Sam's journey, from landing a role in...2024-05-2341 min
This Is HealingPulling Weeds: A Cancer Healing Journey of Self Discovery with Erin TocciJoin us for this very special episode as Erin Tocci, a metastatic breast cancer conquerer, shares her remarkable, courageous journey of integrative healing. Despite the devastating diagnosis, Erin's determination to defy statistics led her to explore various non traditional healing modalities that transformed her life. From embracing her "terrain" to tapping into her higher self, Erin's story is a beacon of hope in a fear-based culture of standard cancer treatment. Tune in as she candidly discusses her path to recovery, the modalities that made the biggest impact, spirituality, and the courage it took to choose the road less traveled...2024-05-0945 min
Meditation Station: The Stillness of Mind🧘♀️✨Faith Confessions with Dr. Pamela🔥 Get ready for a transformative journey on this week's "Meditation Station" with Dr. Pamela Henkel! 🌟 Join us for an empowering episode: Faith Confessions 🙏
In this episode, Dr. Pamela Henkel guides you on a profound meditation journey, centered on stillness and faith confession. 🧘♀️✨
Harness the power within as Dr. Pamela leads you in envisioning yourself in a stance of strength, holding your head high, and breathing deeply as you declare your faith and authority in Jesus. 💪🌈
Feel the spiritual empowerment as you repeat faith confessions and decrees over yourself...2024-04-2110 min
She ShiftAuthor & Entertainer Tabithia Porter talked From Broken to Restored: A Journey of Healing and HopeHave you ever felt like the pieces of your life are shattered and there's no way to put them back together?
In this episode, we dive into the powerful journey of healing and hope with our guest, Tabathia Porter who overcame immense challenges to find healing and become a beacon of hope for others. From overcoming trauma to finding strength in faith and support systems, she shares her inspiring story of resilience and transformation.
KEY HIGHLIGHTS:
Discovering the woman behind the journey and her impactful book, "Broken Pieces."
Insights into Tabathia's book and the profound message she hopes readers will...2024-04-1238 minThis Is HealingHealing Through Grief: A Journey of Transformation with Dr. Christen ScottJoin us for a deeply insightful episode as we sit down with Christen Scott, Psy.D., ERYT-500, a seasoned entrepreneur and healer in the health and wellness industry. Dr. Scott shares her profound journey through grief following the unexpected loss of her husband, Preston Scott, in November 2021. Drawing upon over two decades of experience, Dr. Scott discusses the powerful tools she utilized, including plant medicine and indigenous healing modalities, to navigate her grief and support her clients through theirs.
As the founder of the Yoga Shrink, Dr. Scott uniquely blends yoga philosophy, mindfulness, and...2024-04-1132 min
Passion and Purpose with PamelaBreaking Barriers in Fertility: Dr. Kecia Edwards' Journey to Motherhood and Advocacy for Women of ColorEpisode Summary: In this inspiring episode we delve into the personal and professional life of Dr. Kecia Edwards, a healthcare educator and leader who has transcended the realms of healthcare administration to make a significant impact on leadership and organizational culture. Beyond her professional success, Dr. Edwards opens up about her challenging yet rewarding journey through fertility treatments as a woman of color, shedding light on the disparities in healthcare and fertility treatment. Her story is one of resilience, empowerment, and the passion to advocate for and support other women facing similar challenges.In This Episode, You...2024-03-0658 minUnderDogFrom the Brink of Death to the Peak of Health, Ian Clark's Healing Journey and Unlocking the Keys to True Wellness from the Inside OutToday's episode on the UnderDog takes us deep into the realms of health, healing, and self-discovery. Get ready for an inspiring conversation hosted by Pamela Bardhi that will challenge your beliefs and ignite your passion for well-being. The guest is Ian Clark, a true underdog who turned his health challenges into an empowering mission.Ian Clark's story is one of resilience and transformation. At 46, faced with life-threatening health issues, he embarked on a global quest for natural remedies. This journey led him to establish Activation Products, a platform that has empowered tens of thousands...2024-02-0856 min
Sunday Mornings with Pamela ConeIntroducing Sunday Mornings with Pamela ConeIt's finally time! Sunday Mornings with Pamela Cone!
For the introductory broadcast Pamela Cone will discuss with Special Guest Host: LaJoya Shelly what to expect from the new podcast and some of the podcast host's personal journey and story.
Tune in Sunday Mornings at 8:00 a.m. for an uplifting worship experience and inspiring conversations with faith leaders.
The Sunday Mornings with Pamela Cone’s broadcast shares voices from around the world.
Learn More: https://pod.co/sunday-mornings-with-pamela-Sunday Mornings with Pamela Cone
Be a guest: Contact us at info@curatedspacesllc.com...2024-01-0857 minUnderDogFrom Broadway to Business to Coaching, Donnalynn Riley's Journey of Self-Discovery and Happiness Through Spiritual CoachingWelcome to the first episode of UnderDog in the Year 2024. Join our host, Pamela Bardhi, as she dives into an inspiring conversation with Donnalynn Riley. Donnalynn is a Joy Coach and a Speaker renowned for her exceptional ability to translate profound spiritual concepts into practical, tangible strategies for a fulfilling life. Donnalynn Riley has a rich background encompassing diverse roles from Broadway to CEO of a multimillion-dollar corporation. Her mission, highlighted by appearances on FOX, ABC, NBC, and CBS, is to inspire 42 million individuals to elevate their emotional well-being, ultimately achieving their goals with j...2024-01-0443 min
The Level Up ShowJourney to Authenticity - An Interview With Amanda YoaAmanda Yoa, community leader and podcast host, shares her transformative journey, emphasizing authenticity, accountability, and collaboration in this week’s episode. In this insightful discussion, Amanda delves into the importance of accountability. She emphasizes the role it played in reshaping her life, allowing her to move from a victim mindset to one of empowerment. The act of taking responsibility for one's choices, whether in self-development, relationships, or business, becomes a powerful catalyst for positive change! Key Takeaways Amanda shares her transformative journey, emphasizing the importance of embracing one's true self. The struggles faced wh...2024-01-0325 min
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN"Graceful Gratitude Unveiled" with Dr. Pamela Henkel & Co-host Nichol Perricci 🌟Join Dr. Pamela Henkel and special co-host Nichol Perricci as they dive into the profound impact of gratitude on personal and global well-being! 🌍✨
🌈 Episode Highlights:
🙏 "Graceful Gratitude" Book Launch
Explore the transformative power of Dr. Pamela Henkel's latest book, "Graceful Gratitude," a canvas for healing through stories and the lens of gratitude.
💖 The Power of Gratitude & Empowerment
Dr. Pamela sheds light on gratitude as a choice and divine inspiration, urging us to embrace life's tapestry with graceful gratitude....2023-12-2839 minUnderDogFrom Triggers to Blessings, Pamela Looks Back on 2023's Growth, New Horizons, Transformations and Healing JourneyJoin Pamela Bardhi in this special holiday episode of the UnderDog Podcast as she shares the transformative journey of her personal growth, entrepreneurship, and overcoming adversities in 2023. Through introspection and resilience, Pamela shares profound insights and invaluable lessons learned during this eventful year.Pamela takes us through the ups and downs of her journey, sharing how she navigated the unexpected challenges that came her way. She shares how she stayed focused on her goals and remained true to herself, even when faced with difficult decisions and setbacks.Here are...2023-12-2126 min
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGN🎙️ "Worship Beyond Music: A Lifestyle Journey with Kathy Tschida" 🎶Join Dr. Pamela Henkel in a soul-stirring conversation with worship leader and singer, Kathy Tschida, as they explore the profound concept of worship as a lifestyle. 🙌
Kathy unfolds her incredible journey, revealing an "aha epiphany moment" where she realized that worship transcends mere musical expressions. 🌟
Discover how repentance becomes a sacred act of worship, a place of transparency and healing, not shame. 🙏
The episode delves into the depths of personal stories, from battling depression to navigating rejection and brokenness, illustrating the transformative power of faith and...2023-12-1459 min
Dr. Pamela presents PURPOSE BY DESIGNLeading Role with Dr. Pamela🌟 Join Dr. Pamela Henkel in an empowering episode of "Purpose By Design" as she takes the stage with a message tailored for the leading ladies of life. In "Leading Role - PBD Women Who Win," Dr. Pamela encourages women to step into the spotlight of their own lives, advocating for the idea that they are not merely extras but destined to play the lead role. 💃🎤
This episode delves into the core themes of self-worth and faith, as Dr. Pamela emphasizes the completeness and perfection of God's creation. Listeners are inspired to face life's challenges with unwa...2023-11-3027 minUnderDogFrom Victim to Creator, Judy May Smith's Transformative Journey to Rewiring Your Relationship with Money and Breaking Free from Limiting BeliefsWelcome to the latest episode of the Underdog Show Podcast, hosted by Pamela Bardhi. We are privileged to be joined by Judy Wilkins-Smith, a renowned international expert in organizational, individual, and family patterns. Judy's journey is resonating with elements of magic and inspiration. In this episode, we delve into her transformational work as she shares her unique insights on money, its deep-rooted patterns, and how it can be a powerful tool for personal growth and organizational transformation.Judy Wilkins-Smith is a luminary in systemic coaching and organizational dynamics. As the founder of System Dynamics f...2023-10-2639 minUnderDogFrom Adversity to Antifragility, Courtney Elmer's Journey to Successfully Empowering Entrepreneurs and Gaining Her Voice BackIn this episode of the Underdog Show Podcast, your host Pamela Bardhi welcomes Courtney Elmer, the creator of PodLaunch™ and the globally-ranked host of AntiFragile Entrepreneurship™. Courtney is a sought-after consultant, speaker, and entrepreneur who helps individuals embrace antifragility and use their voices to catalyze positive change in the world. Drawing on her background in psychology and personal experience as a cancer survivor, Courtney guides online business leaders in building self-sustaining businesses, expanding their thought leadership through podcasting, and creating greater income, influence, and impact. Join Pamela and Courtney as the...2023-10-1237 minUnderDogFrom Zoo to the Wild, Chris Lalomia's Journey to Entrepreneurial Freedom and Breaking Free from the Golden HandcuffsWelcome to the latest episode of The Underdog Show! Our guest today is Chris Lalomia, a renowned expert in home remodeling and customer service. He is not only an experienced entrepreneur, but also a published author, podcaster, and the founder of The Trusted Toolbox and The Home Service Institute. In this episode, Chris will take us through his journey from corporate life to entrepreneurship, sharing valuable insights and lessons he learned along the way. He will discuss how he overcame challenges during a startup in a recession, managed cash flow, and built a winning team. Join us as we...2023-10-0535 minUnderDogFrom Runner to Health Innovator, Rob Rene's Remarkable Journey on How to be QE StrongWelcome to another inspiring episode of the Underdog Show Podcast. In this episode, you'll get to know Rob Rene, the founder of My Faith and Health Newsletter and QE Strong. Rob's journey is as unique as it is inspiring - from his dreams of becoming a pro runner to a fateful encounter with a truck that led him into sales. He'll share his battle with alcohol addiction and his quest to establish QE Strong, a company all about natural health solutions using frequency-based therapies. Rob's insights into nutrition and his call for everyone to explore their health truths make...2023-09-1444 minUnderDogFrom Trauma to Self-love, Brad Chandler's Journey of Happiness and TransformationWelcome to The Underdog Show Podcast, hosted by Pamela Bardhi. In this latest episode, we follow Brad Chandler's incredible journey to self-love and its transformative impact. As the President of Brad Chandler Coaching and cofounder/chairman of Express Homebuyers USA, Brad's successful exterior belied his internal struggles. Triggered by a revealing Zoom call with a transformation coach and his persistent blinking tic while discussing his childhood, Brad embarked on a quest to heal unresolved trauma. Despite achievements, failed marriages, and business setbacks, his pursuit of authenticity persisted. Join Pamela as she unveils Brad's story, h...2023-08-1738 min
Reiki from the Farm™The Way-Shower’s Journey with Reiki and Energetic LeadershipWelcome to our monthly Reiki Share. Today, we're embracing a powerful alignment of numbers and energies as we embark on a spiritual adventure of growth and healing.Today is a truly special day. We are in the 7th month of a 7th Universal Year, and this podcast episode is being launched Sunday, on my 55th birthday. The energy of the number 7 invites us to seek our inner truth and wisdom, and the number 55 symbolizes freedom and adventure. Together, they create a powerful opportunity for introspection, growth, and self-expression.In this episode, we're diving...2023-07-161h 13UnderDogFrom Aspiring Cardiologist to Bridge Investment Co-Founder, Paul Hutchinson's Journey of Entrepreneurship & HumanitarianismWelcome to another episode of The Underdog Show. Today our captivating episode features Paul Hutchinson, the co-founder of Bridge Investment Group, who has gained global recognition for his exceptional philanthropy and dedication to improving the lives of children. Paul's achievements span multiple domains, including entrepreneurship, where he successfully established over 15 companies. Paul is a Series 65 license holder as an Investment Advisor and was recognized with prestigious honors such as the Medal of Freedom Award for his outstanding work combating modern slavery. Additionally, Paul serves as a mentor to young entrepreneurs and participates on various boards. He received numerous accolades...2023-06-0847 minUnderDogFrom Turmoil to Triumph, Mona Rowan's Resilient Journey for Hope Amidst Civil WarPrepare to be inspired as we dive into the captivating life story of Mona Rowan on this episode of the Underdog Podcast. Mona, a professor at Stone Hill, takes us on a remarkable journey of resilience and determination. From growing up in war-torn Lebanon during the Civil War to overcoming unimaginable challenges, Mona's story is a shining example of the human spirit's triumph over adversity.Mona's life is a testament to the power of resilience and unwavering determination. Despite facing numerous obstacles, she refused to surrender to despair. Through countless surgeries and setbacks, Mona's...2023-05-0429 min
The Yoga Pro PodcastDiscipline on Your Spiritual Journey with Amrit SinghHaving a spiritual journey can take quite a bit of discipline. In today’s episode, Amrit Singh joins us to share some insights on how to have more discipline, and to use compassion and forgiveness as a tool in your journey. Amrit Singh has been studying Kundalini Yoga for over 30 years. He started in Germany in the early 90s. He then decided to move to India and dedicate his life’s work to help build and grow Miri Piri Academy in Amritsar for 20 years, where he served as Director of Residential Life. Topics: 2023-04-2230 minUnderDogFrom Athlete to Adventurer to Entrepreneur, Kyle Kunkel's Transitional Journey and Unconventional Path to SuccessMeet Kyle Kunkel, a devoted family man and a dedicated real estate agent based in Southwest Colorado. Kyle believes in the core values of honesty, integrity, and trust he brings to his business to help clients achieve their goals in buying, selling, or investing in homes. Along with his passion for real estate, Kyle enjoys coaching sports and indulging in activities like golfing, fly fishing, trail running, and playing cribbage. He is an avid traveler, having explored 43 countries with his wife. Kyle's desire to make a difference extends beyond his work as a real estate agent. He finds joy...2023-04-1340 minUnderDogFrom Divorce and Disappointment to Happiness and Success, The Inspirational Journey of The Happy Engineer, Zach WhiteZach White is a mechanical engineer turned career coach who has overcome numerous trials and failures to achieve incredible success in his career. He is now on a mission to help engineer leaders achieve the same level of success without suffering from burnout. Zach is also the host of The Happy Engineer Podcast, which provides valuable insights and tips for engineering leaders to reach their full potential while maintaining a healthy work-life balance.Zach's journey is a powerful reminder that even the most intelligent and ambitious individuals can struggle if they neglect their well-being...2023-04-0644 minUnderDogFrom Rock Bottom to CFO, Kevin Palmiere Shares His Nex Level Journey to SuccessIn this episode of the Underdog Show, our guest is Kevin Palmieri, the CFO, founder, and co-host of Next Level University. Kevin shares his inspiring story of hitting rock bottom in his mid-20s, despite seemingly having it all. He struggled with anxiety and depression but turned his life around through holistic self-improvement. Kevin and his co-founder Alan Lazaros have since grown their podcast into a multi-six-figure business, impacting hundreds of thousands of people in over 140 countries.Kevin believes in a heart-driven approach to self-improvement. But he is also upfront and honest about the "...2023-03-3033 minUnderDogFrom Obligation to Empowerment, Maria Simone Shares Her Journey and Unveils the Secret to Live Life RichIn this episode, we have Maria Simone as our guest. Maria Simone is a transformational business strategist, investor, speaker, author, philanthropist, and more. She's the co-founder of ZenMoose Capital, a Social Impact Fund that invests in companies that have the potential to make a big difference in the world while also being highly profitable. They've invested in some cool things, like a charity-makeover reality TV show called "Operation: Impact," the Smart Moose NFT Impact Club, and United Tiny Homes, an affordable housing company.Maria is also an experienced producer i...2023-03-1635 min
Booked, Busy and BuildingEP 1: Meet Pamela Valdez — Fashion Student, Blogger, Content Creator & Business Owner!Welcome to the FIRST episode of Pretty and Prepared Podcast!! Today is all about host, Pamela and her journey on social media, how she worked her way up from internships to working with her dream brands on social media, building a blog, jobs she's had and what life is like right now as a content creator and student balancing a lot on one plate.
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you never know where life can take you and the life you wan...2023-03-0124 minUnderDogWayne Altman's Incredible Journey to Success: From Cooking School to Military Service to Melody CloudsWayne Altman is a truly remarkable person who has served in the army and made a name for himself as an entrepreneur. In his quest for comfort from tinnitus, he joined forces with his wife Traci and brought Melody Clouds to life in 2018. Melody Clouds is a true gem - offering a wealth of Solfeggio, Binaural Beats, Guided Meditations, and over 16,000 Audiobooks - a total of 8000 hours of peace and relaxation. Wayne is also the proud owner of a golf technology store and a survival gear store that sells stylish apparel. Don't miss out on this opportunity to learn...2023-02-1645 minUnderDogFrom Tragedy to Triumph, Charles Boyett Shares His Life Changing Journey to Real Estate & CoachingCharles Boyett is the VP - COO for the Fejeran | Boyett Group powered by eXp Realty. With over 25 years of professional experience, Charles Boyett is a leader and innovator in the Real Estate, Finance, and Coaching industries. Charles has served and coached over 15,000 Real Estate Professionals. Charles advises individuals on cultivating and living a life full of passion, success, and passive income by leveraging the Real Estate and Finance industries. He's also a Fitness Coach and a proud dad to his son.In this episode, we're spotlighting Charles' journey to success. Pamela peeled the...2023-02-0945 minUnderDogFrom Being a Professional Musician To Becoming a Successful Real Estate Investor, Nathan Brooks Shares His Journey To SuccessNathan Brooks is not your average real estate investor. He is a highly-respected and in-demand author, blogger, podcaster, and speaker leading the new real estate investing conversation, emphasizing more fulfillment over more money. He's a highly successful, 8-figure real estate investor and the CEO of Bridge Turn Key Investments—one of the fastest-growing firms in the country.He has been the first four-time guest on BiggerPockets—one of the largest real estate podcasts in the world with 2M+ downloads. His company, Bridge Turn Key Investments, has helped investors grow their portfolios to nearly $50M in f...2023-01-1234 minUnderDogFrom A Traumatic Childhood to Becoming A Business Coach Angela Kristen Taylor Shares Her Productive Journey To SuccessToday I'm here to introduce you to Angela Kristen Taylor. Angela is a coach, consultant, author, and podcast host. She is the founder of the Integrative Productivity™️ Coaching and the Productive Flow Method. Angela guides purpose-driven entrepreneurs to master their productive flow to stop living in chaos and achieve ultimate security and freedom.Angela has coached multiple clients across multiple industries. Her clients have seen dramatic increases in productivity and an overall sense of peace and tranquility that comes from knowing they are no longer living in chaos but instead taking control of their live...2022-12-1545 minUnderDogFrom Being Shy and Timid to Showing Her Authenticity, Copy Queen Tarla Makaeff Shares Her Journey to SuccessToday's guest is Tarla Makaeff, and she's a fashion designer turned Copy Queen and life coach. She's obsessed with helping creative, heart-centered women start and grow their purpose-filled online brand and business in just 30 days without the frustration, overwhelm, and flat-out tears - and with a daily dose of self-love.She took a laptop and the Internet and turned it into a seven-figure brand writing for Silicon Beach Fortune 500 clients while helping them earn millions in revenue.In this episode, Pamela Bardhi got up close and personal with Tarla...2022-11-0331 minUnderDogFrom Enduring Toxic Relationships to Mastering Mind & Life, Brindley Tucker Shares the Journey That Changed Her LifeBrindley Tucker is a coach, speaker, trainer, and world changer. She helps agents increase leverage in their businesses by uniting teams and helping them increase leverage in their businesses. Brindley is also a licensed Realtor®️ and the owner of Your Realty Leverage, Inc., a recruiting, training, and coaching firm. She previously owned a successful real estate marketing and transaction management company closing over 2,000 real estate transactions. She gathered experience building a successful transaction business from an independent operation to a team of seven in just three short years.A resident of the Tampa Bay are...2022-10-271h 19UnderDogFrom a Dedicated Marine Corps Sergeant to Successful Real Estate Investor, Tim Herriage Shares His Amazing Journey to the World.For nearly two decades, Tim has been on the leading edge of the Real Estate Investor space. It includes being the Founder of the 2020 REI Group, the Founder of B2R Finance (a Blackstone Company), the Founder of the REI Expo, and a Franchisee and Development Agent for HomeVestors®️ of America. Through his ownership of various companies, Tim aggressively invests in single-family houses, primarily in the North Texas area. Tim has completed well over $1 Billion in real estate investment transactions, including the acquisition of more than 1,300 houses. In this episode, Pamela uncovers Tim's incredible jour...2022-10-0634 minUnderDogFrom 14-Year Operations Manager Career to Owning her Life, Samara Lane Shares Her Journey to Becoming a Successful Life Coach & Relationship ExpertA certified coach specializing in Relationship Anxiety? That's Samara Lane for you, and she'll be our guest for this week's episode. Samara works with anyone whose in a relationship, engaged or married, and doubting whether they've chosen the right partner. She helps clients commit confidently and have a happier relationship than they ever thought possible, all while staying true to themselves. In this episode, Pamela uncovers Samara's journey to success. Among the highlights are:- What inspired Samara on her journey to where she is today?- How did Samara b...2022-09-2939 minUnderDogFrom NFL Player to Real Estate Millionaire, Dean Rogers Shares his Underdog Journey and How to Think Like a ChampionDean Rogers began his career in the NFL with the San Diego Chargers. Dean soon realized that if he kept playing, his health would be at stake. After walking away from the NFL, he has been in the real estate industry since 2013, leading him to build a successful business in California. Since then, Dean has flipped and wholesaled hundreds of houses and has a rental portfolio of eight figures. He is passionate about real estate and helping others learn how to build wealth and freedom. In 2022, Dean authored The Wholesaling Playbook to provide a resource for others that want...2022-09-1542 minUnderDogFrom Delivering Pizzas to a 9 Figure Real Estate Career, Pam Bardhi, in Collaboration with Infinity X's David Harter, Shares Her Underdog Journey of Shattering Glass CeilingsToday's episode is hosted by Dave Harter, a father, a family man, and a provider of experience and hope to businesses and families for 20+ years. He is one of the strongholds of Epic Financial Strategies, LLC. For today's guest, the Underdog herself! Pamela Bardhi is a Real Estate Underdog. She's a developer by trade who has transitioned into becoming an international public speaker plus a real estate and life coach, helping clients create profitable business strategies, diversify revenue streams and build international real estate teams. Her goal is to elevate in the realm of R...2022-09-0853 minUnderDogFrom a Young Boy's dream to Reality, Michael Maloney Shares His Journey to Building His 6-Figure Landscape BusinessMichael Maloney is the founder of the 6-Figure Maloney Lawn Landscape Snow, LLC., which provides commercial and residential landscaping services to Waterloo, IA, and the surrounding areas. His goal is to provide an enjoyable, thriving, and elegant lawn for your home or business. In addition, Michael has explored how to share his purpose through Mindset and Lifestyle Coaching. He is also the host of The Michael Maloney Show Podcast.In this episode, Pamela uncovers Michael's journey to success. Among the highlights are:- What inspired his journey to where he is today?2022-08-2534 minUnderDogFrom the Streets of Chicago to Flipping Thousands of Properties, Ryan "Rotty" Garcilazo Shares His Raw Journey of Making Mistakes to a Multi- Million Dollar Real Estate Rehab EmpireRyan Rotty Garcilazo spent over 15+ years as both a General Contractor & a Legendary House Flipper. No doubt, he knows the insider secrets of both sides of the business. He's the CEO of the most highly contracted Rehab consultants and trainers in the nation, The Rehab Depot. Rotty and his team consult real estate investment companies across the country on systems and processes. Aside from being a founder and CEO, Rotty is also an author, speaker, and consultant.In this episode, Pamela uncovers how Rotty's story of success came to be. Among the highlights are:2022-08-1851 min
The Yoga Pro PodcastGratitude and Rebranding with Pamela CraneRebranding yourself and your business can be a scary process. In this episode of The Yoga Pro Podcast, Pamela goes solo to with a pep talk about her journey of rebranding, how getting in touch with your core values is important when branding yourself, and so much more. Check out this episode if you are struggling with how to get to the heart of yourself and your biz and show up as your truest self. Listen and subscribe wherever you get your podcasts or find it at www.theyogapropodcast.com ...2022-08-1115 minUnderDogFrom Entrepreneur at 11 Years Old to Multi-Million Dollar Business Consulting Empire, Sabastian Enges Shares His Transformational Spiritual Journey with Secret Lessons to Success in Business & LifeSabastian is a sought-after, industry-leading mental conditioning and performance coach. He has worked with thousands of young professionals across North America, successfully training and developing their leadership and entrepreneurial skills. Sabastian was recognized for generating hundreds of millions of dollars in LTV for companies like AT&T, T-Mobile, and Amazon and has been featured on Yahoo Finance and Fox Business. As a professional coach and consultant, Sabastian can help young professionals who feel unfulfilled, allowing them to experience freedom and mastery through his mentality-first methodology.In this episode, Pamela and Sabastian talked about how...2022-08-1142 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 20. Who’s Your Mother? – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir by Pamela A. KaranovaNovember 11th, 2010, was a game changer for me. After learning my birth father’s name and receiving confirmation of his location from multiple sources, I made a decision. I could leave my birth mother’s funeral and drive back to Kentucky on a ten-hour trip home, or I could drive to Leon, Iowa, and show up at my birth father’s door and introduce myself! Unfortunately, the latter would put me way out of touch with getting home to Kentucky at a decent hour, adding over six hours to my driving time.
After doing some digging, I was ab...2022-08-0515 minUnderDogFrom Foster Child to America's Child Behavior Expert, Serial Entrepreneur & Best- Selling Author, Bryan Post Shares his Inspiring Journey From Fear to Love & Impactful Parenting AdviceBryan Post is one of America’s foremost child behavior experts and the founder of the Post Institute for Family-Centered Therapy. Bryan has been researching child behavior and finding solutions for a small niche of kids with whom nothing works. With the Post Institute, Bryan works with adults, children, and families struggling with early life trauma and its impact on the developing mind/body system. A renowned clinician, lecturer, and author, Bryan has traveled the world to provide expert treatment and consultation. He is an internationally recognized specialist in the treatment of emotional and behavioral disturbance. Bryan specializes in a...2022-08-0445 minUnderDogFrom Home Inspector to MMA Gym Owner to Ultimate Master of Human Behavior & Real Estate Investor, Patrick Precourt Shares His Unique Journey & Formula for Unlocking Your True Potential by Mastering your MindPatrick Precourt is a Personal development and small business strategic performance coach, speaker, author, athlete, MMA enthusiast, owner of The Cage fitness center in Rocky Hill, Connecticut, a husband, and a dad. His unique ability is to create massive transformation in individuals, a change that lasts even after all other efforts have failed. Where most mentors and coaches focus on "what we do" and "how we do it," Patrick takes it further. Patrick focuses on the WHY we must do it. Listen to Patrick's amazing journey here on the Underdog Show.In this episode...2022-07-2847 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 19. A Casket and Clues – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaWhile my kids stayed in Kentucky with the twins grandma, I hit the road in November of 2010 and arrived in Waterloo, Iowa, on the day of Eileen’s funeral. I was entirely out of my element, being the adoptee outsider feeling invisible. Yet, I knew I was born at St. Frances Hospital in Waterloo, where my birth mother was. Waterloo always gave me an eerie feeling, one I have difficulty describing in words.
I have had dreams my whole life off and on about Saint Frances Hospital. I was five years old in the dream when I di...2022-07-2518 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 18. Ulterior Motives – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaMy first task after arriving in Lexington was to find a job and a new place to live. Of course, with no car, that wouldn’t be an easy task; however, I knew I could do whatever I set my mind to do. Thankfully, I could transfer my housing assistance voucher back to Kentucky, which would help me escalate finding a place to live. I was so thankful for this resource; otherwise, I don’t know what I would have done.
Waking up in a new place with new circumstances was scary, but my detachment from Patricia gave...2022-07-1520 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 17. New Beginnings – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaWhile I had no biological or adoptive family in Kentucky, my twin’s grandmother lived there. She was always supportive and involved in the twin’s life as much as she could be states away and before we moved to Utah.
On one occasion, she came to Salt Lake City to visit us through Greyhound Bus and spent several days. When contemplating my great escape to move back to Kentucky, she would be a critical lifeline in making this decision. If it weren’t for her, we never would have made it. She agreed to let us stay w...2022-07-1214 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 16. Five Years in Salt Lake City – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaI remember several life-altering experiences during our five years in Salt Lake City. I was drinking my life away, partying while working, and being a single mom. I was in one relationship in the five years I was there. I think my relationships with men always filled the void in my life from relinquishment from my birth mother. Alcohol also filled the void and got me in a heap of trouble on many occasions.
I was invited to a party, desperate to make friends and be social in a city much more extensive than Cedar Rapids, Iowa...2022-07-0916 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 15. Deal Breaker – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaThe three-day journey to Utah from Kentucky seemed like an eternity. The twins weren’t even a year old yet, and Keila was close to five years old. I was piled into a car with Patricia and my kids. We stopped every hour or so to tend to the kids and to use the restroom.
One of Patricia’s friends drove the U-Haul 1654 miles across the country, and it wouldn’t go over 60 MPH because we had it so filled with the belongings of two adult households and three kids. It was a grueling three-day trip, but in the...2022-07-0310 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 14. The Struggle – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaLife was about to take a whole new turn. I graduated from high school and got my diploma, and I also enrolled in some courses at the local community college.
On May 21, 1998, I gave birth to twins as 29-week preemies. Damia weighed 2lb 5oz, and Damond, who weighed 3lb 1oz. While I welcomed two beautiful babies into the world, Keila was four years old at the time. I was a struggling but strong-willed single mother. There was nothing that was going to come between my kids and me.
Once again, I was forced to depend...2022-07-0309 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 13. The Naive Adoptee – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaEven when the signs were right before me, I was still the naive adoptee. Putting myself “out there,” never dreaming for a million years that things could end up a different way than I had imagined. A lifetime of fantasizing about Eileen and being told she “loved me so much” couldn’t possibly prepare me for the reality that would unfold over the next 15 years of my life.
A few weeks after returning to Kentucky from visiting Eileen for the first time, I called her to say, “Hello.” The phone rang, and rang, and rang. No one answered. I le...2022-07-0306 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 12. Illusions – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaJoanna picked me up from the airport in Waterloo, Iowa, the town I was born in, where Eileen lived. It was a cool crisp morning in September of 1995. The leaves started falling and stirring on the ground, adding beautiful colors to the landscapes.
The drive to Eileen’s was only about 10 minutes, but it seemed like an eternity. Then, finally, we pulled up in her driveway, and I was anxious but on cloud nine simultaneously. I had no idea what to expect, but I know I had fantasized about this day my entire life. I was hoping fo...2022-07-0309 minUnderDogFrom Building Businesses at 21 to a $60 Million Dollar Business Portfolio by 30, Yuri Fulmer Shares His Remarkable Journey as an Entrepreneur to Top Venture Capitalist and Private Equity LeaderYuri Fulmer is an Australian-born Canadian entrepreneur and philanthropist living in Vancouver, British Columbia. He has been hustling and building businesses since his early twenties. It all started when he was faced with the unexpected opportunity to buy a local franchise while working for A&W. Yuri has grown that single A&W franchise into dozens, as well as managed, developed, and invested in several other businesses. Yuri also founded his company, Fulmer & Company, to continue doing what he does best — helping businesses grow. Among his awards are Canada's Top Forty Under 40, British Columbia Community Achievement Award, Queen's Diamond Ju...2022-06-2345 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 11. High Hopes – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaI was elated that I was on the phone with the woman I had fantasized about my entire life. “I have thought of you every year on your birthday, and I hope you have had a great life. What is it you would like to know?” Eileen said.
“I would love to learn more about you and your life. Do I have any siblings?” I said
“Well, I enjoy Rod Stewart, he’s my favorite artist. I collect Garfield memorabilia, and I have one daughter, but she doesn’t know anything about you, and I prefer to keep...2022-06-2307 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 10. Paperwork Promises – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaI will never forget Patricia’s following words, “When we were going to sign the adoption paperwork, the attorney gave us the wrong paperwork. Thomas saw your birth mother’s name. If you call him, he might remember it.”
The emotions that came over my body at that moment are so complex and deep that I don’t think I’ve felt such mixed emotions all at once before. Part of me filled with rage because she lied to me my whole life. Even knowing I was in extreme agony, she told the stale lie repeatedly, even knowing the...2022-06-2305 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 9. A Reason to Live – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaThe next few years of my life were blurred, and the memories I have during this period aren’t genuinely happy or wholesome. I was constantly partying, and the less I had to sit with myself, the better. Don’t get me wrong, knowing how to party brought on a whole “fun” side of life; however, it was all a mask to cover up the internal sadness and heartache I felt.
I still thought of my birth mother, but at this stage of my life, living states away, DNA wasn’t a thing, nor was the internet, so I had n...2022-06-2109 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 8. Transporting Trauma – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaTrigger Warning // Suicide // Physical Abuse
Approximately 6-8 hours after trying to leave this world, I woke up with a hazy and sluggish feeling all over my body and mind. I remember lying in bed thinking, “Damn, I woke back up! Wasn’t I supposed to be meeting the Devil at the gates of hell right about now?” I could hardly believe it.
Looking back over that time in my life, one of the most shocking things is that hell seemed like a better solution than living in my reality on earth. That is tremendous because I knew...2022-06-2113 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 7. Goodbye World – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaTrigger Warning // Physical Assault // Violence // Suicide
Eventually, we left the small two-bedroom Westover Road apartment. Instead, we moved to a bigger three-bedroom townhome closer to Lyndale Mall.
My relationship with Giovanni became my whole world, filling a massive hole in my heart from losing my birth mother. Finally, having someone I loved who said they loved me back was a fantastic feeling.
Patricia forbid us from seeing one another, just like she forbid me from seeing Tasha. The more she tried to control what I did or who I hung around, the more...2022-06-1911 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 6. Twisted Love – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaTrigger Warning // Physical Assault // Violence // Suicide
Now that I was no longer visiting the Rodriguez’s house, I had more free time on my hands most days. At this stage of my life, Patricia was still working the night shift, and when she was home, she slept all day. We rarely saw one another, but when we did, we fought consistently. My feelings of annoyance and unhappiness around her only increased. I was repulsed by her. I continued to ask her when I could find my birth mother, only to get the same response, “We don’t have e...2022-06-1516 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 5. Runaway – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 5.
Runaway
Trigger Warning // Rape, Sexual Assault, Suicide
This will likely be one of the most challenging chapters I will write for my audible memoir. Some of the experiences I had from 12 to 17 years old are hard to digest, talk about and share with close friends, let alone share publicly. This is a whole new ballgame for me. Yet, I feel they are necessary to share because they directly link to my being adopted and why my mentality was the way it was in my pre-teen and teenage years.
Unfortunately, then...2022-06-0619 minUnderDogFrom Humble Beginnings to EPIC Entrepreneur, Dave Harter Shares His Inspiring Journey of Helping Others Navigate the Financial World & Secret Formula of 19xing SalesToday's episode features one of the most humble people I have ever met. He's been rocking it in leadership and Financial Planning since 1999. Dave Harter has been hustling for 21 years. He is a part of the EPIC Financial Strategies and has managed over 40 Million in Investment Assets. Dave was a National Training officer for new advisors in the UBS Home Office. He is also active with the Alzheimer’s Foundation. He is happily married to his wife Melissa and has three children, Gabrielle, Charlotte, and Tyson. Listen to the secrets of his success on the latest episode of the Und...2022-06-0239 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 4. Searching for Clues Among Chaos – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova“I see…the way you’re always searching. How much you hate anything fake or phony. How you’re older than your years, but still…playful, like a little girl. How you’re always looking into people, or wondering what they see when they look back at you. Your eyes. It’s all in the eyes.” – Claudia Gray
My entire childhood is filled with memories of hitting the highway and going back and forth between Dunkerton and Cedar Rapids every other weekend. It was Sunday at 5 PM, and we were swiftly dropped back off into Patricia’s care. Thomas and Lau...2022-05-3013 minUnderDogFrom Growing Up in a Small Town to Becoming The Private Money Authority in Real Estate, Jay Conner Shares His Journey to Success & Secret Formula on How to Buy Property with Other People's MoneyOur latest guest here in the Underdog is the King of Private Money, Jay Conner. When Jay first started his Real Estate journey, he did it ALL THE WRONG WAY! It felt like being taken to the slaughterhouse. He hated it and felt owned by the bank, out of control, and stressed out. Until he changed his trajectory, trusted his systems, and got into Private Money. And since then, he has been getting deals and massive profits (7 Figures Per Year!). Discover how you too can get ahead in utilizing Unlimited Private Money for your real estate deals. Tune in...2022-05-2655 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 3. Corn Fields for Days – Finding Purpose In The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaTrigger Warning // Childhood Sexual Abuse
It was Friday at 5PM, it was time to head to Dunkerton, where Thomas and Laura lived, along with Mark, Max, and Mike. It was an hour each way from Patricia’s house in Cedar Rapids, Iowa. They lived in a house in the country, literally smack dab in the middle of cornfields that surrounded our small cul-de-sac with a few other houses.
Thomas worked at John Deere’s, and my interactions with him were pleasant most of the time. He was a hard worker and was dedicated to taking care...2022-05-2612 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 2. Good Adoptee vs. Bad Adoptee – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 2.
Good Adoptee vs. Bad Adoptee By Pamela A. Karanova
Trigger Warning // Suicide
While my sneak life brought me some fulfillment in my childhood, what was going on inside behind closed doors was something almost no one knew about.
Patricia suffered from untreated manic depressive disorder and what I believe to be schizophrenic episodes. She had manic episodes regularly, and they would be integrated with emotional outbursts that created a very toxic environment. Some days were worse than others, but one thing is for sure, I don’t remember any days wh...2022-05-2014 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 1. Sneak Life – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova“You own everything that happened to you. Tell your stories. If people wanted you to write warmly about them, they should have behaved better.” – Anne Lamott.
I grew up in a small town in Iowa called Cedar Rapids otherwise known as “The City of Five Smells.” Burnt corn, stale, rotten garbage, and overcooked oatmeal are combined to make a nasty stench that covers the city. I will never forget that smell! It’s the home of the largest cereal plants in the world, General Mills and Quaker Oats. Cedar Rapids is also known for being the largest corn producin...2022-05-1819 min
Pamela A. KaranovaAcknowledgements – Finding Purpose In The Pain, One Adoptees Journey From Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova“YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT YOUR CHILDREN. THEY ARE SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF LIFE’S LONGING FOR ITSELF. THEY COME THROUGH YOU BUT NOT FROM YOU. AND THOUGH THEY ARE WITH YOU YET THEY BELONG NOT TO YOU.” – KHALIL GIBRAN
My story isn’t only my own; it’s the story of my children, future grandchildren, and the legacy that comes long after I am gone from this earth. I owe the most significant gratitude to my three exceptional adult children, Keila, Damia, and Damond. I am so sorry you have a mom that’s been so significantly impacted by ad...2022-05-1705 min
Pamela A. KaranovaIntroduction – Finding Purpose In The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova“We have to walk through all the adoptee layers, to make it to the light, but it won’t come overnight or without a lifelong fight!” – Finding Purpose in the Pain – One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova
This is the story of my beginnings of how I was born and grew up, discovered I was adopted, and went on to find my biological family going against the grain of the closed adoption system. This is a story of searching and finding in a time when there was no internet...2022-05-1706 min