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Golden HourNavigating Grief, Healing, and Postpartum Care with author Eileen Santos Rosete | Golden Hour Podcast, Episode 29Pregnancy and infant loss are some of the most profound—and too often, silenced—experiences in parenthood. In this deeply moving episode of Golden Hour, I’m joined by Eileen Santos Rosete: postpartum doula, grief educator, trauma-informed yoga teacher, and author of the powerful new book To Tend and To Hold.Eileen shares how her work is sparking a cultural shift in how we acknowledge and support those grieving after loss. We explore what true, holistic postpartum care looks like—including for those who have experienced miscarriage or infant loss—and how we can better honor the emotional...2025-04-231h 02
Mentally A BadassBarely Surviving Narcissistic Abuse: Eileen Santos’ Story of Domestic Violence and Survival Part 1Eileen Santos barely survived the horrors of narcissistic abuse. In this powerful episode, she shares her terrifying experience of being trapped in a relationship filled with manipulation, extreme control, brutal beatings—even in public—and sexual violence. Her abuser isolated her, broke her down, and made escape feel impossible.This episode sheds light on the devastating reality of domestic violence and the psychological grip of narcissistic abuse. Eileen’s story is one of pain, resilience, and survival.⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of domestic violence, sexual assault, and extreme abuse. Please listen with care.💜 Res...2025-04-0256 minMentally A BadassBarely Surviving Narcissistic Abuse: Eileen Santos’ Story of Domestic Violence and Survival Part 1Eileen Santos barely survived the horrors of narcissistic abuse. In this powerful episode, she shares her terrifying experience of being trapped in a relationship filled with manipulation, extreme control, brutal beatings—even in public—and sexual violence. Her abuser isolated her, broke her down, and made escape feel impossible.This episode sheds light on the devastating reality of domestic violence and the psychological grip of narcissistic abuse. Eileen’s story is one of pain, resilience, and survival.⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of domestic violence, sexual assault, and extreme abuse. Please listen with care.💜 Res...2025-04-0256 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 100- The Unsolved Mysteries That Haunt UsPodcast Description: Welcome to Murder, Blood, and Psychopaths, where the darkest corners of the human mind come to life. In this chilling episode, host Eileen takes you on a spine-tingling journey through some of the most unsettling, unsolved mysteries that continue to haunt us. From a missing boy’s eerie disappearance to a mirror that traps souls, prepare yourself for a nightmarish ride through bizarre disappearances, twisted encounters, and supernatural horrors that blur the lines between reality and nightmare. Do you dare listen? Tune in... if you’re brave enough. Episode Overview: In this spine-chilling epis...2025-03-1916 min
Grief 2 GrowthThe Hidden Truth About Postpartum Recovery After Pregnancy Loss- with Eileen Santos Rosete EP 408Send me a Text MessageIn this profound and heartfelt episode, Brian Smith welcomes Eileen Santos Rosete—author, grief educator, and certified postpartum doula—whose groundbreaking work is changing the way we view and support those navigating pregnancy and infant loss.Eileen shares her deeply personal journey of loss and healing, offering insights into the physical and emotional realities of postpartum after pregnancy loss. Through her holistic approach, Eileen highlights the transformative power of embodiment, self-tending practices, and cultural reverence in the grieving process.Eileen's new book, To Tend and To Hold: Honoring Our...2025-01-071h 01
Moments with MarianneTo Tend and To Hold with Eileen Santos RoseteIs there a better way to support women who have had a pregnancy loss? Tune in for an inspiring discussion with Eileen S. Rosete on her new book To Tend and To Hold: Honoring Our Bodies, Our Needs, and Our Grief Through Pregnancy and Infant Loss.Moments with Marianne airs in the Southern California area on KMET1490AM & 98.1 FM ABC Talk News Radio affiliate! Eileen Santos Rosete, MSMFT, PCD(DONA), CYT 200, holds a master of science in marriage and family therapy from Northwestern University and is certified as a DONA International postpartum dou...2024-12-3043 min
Sounds True: Insights at the EdgeEileen Santos Rosete: Tending to Womb LossMillions of women experience the loss of a pregnancy every year. Yet too often these individuals are not afforded the same dignity, support, and reverence we extend to other people facing grief after the death of a loved one. “We, too, are postpartum after pregnancy and infant loss,” says grief educator and doula Eileen Santos Rosete. “And we deserve the same care all who give birth need.”
In this podcast, Tami Simon speaks with Eileen about her new book, To Tend and To Hold. Tune in to hear how this groundbreaking educator is helping initiate a cultural shift in our understan...2024-12-1753 min
Healing the TigressEp. 26 - To Tend and To Hold: Pregnancy and Infant Loss with Eileen Santos RoseteTrigger Warning: We will be discussing pregnancy loss in this episode.In honor of Pregnancy and Infant Loss Month, we wanted to share the story of our next guest, Eileen Santos Rosete. Eileen is Filipino American and it's fitting she is our guest this month too, as October is also Filipino American History Month. She holds a master of science in marriage and family therapy, is certified as a DONA International postpartum doula, trauma-informed yoga teacher and grief educator. Her brand, Our Sacred Woman, is known for its elevated offerings that help women feel seen, h...2024-10-221h 05
Grief & HappinessHelping women feel seen, held, and honored during perinatal loss with Eileen Santos RoseteWhat does mourning and grieving look like if it is not the type of loss we can grieve independent of our physicality and is intimately tied to our bodies?In today’s episode, I'm joined by a certified DONA International Postpartum Doula and Grief Educator Eileen Santos Rosete. Experiencing pregnancy loss twice during her motherhood journey, Eileen is helping women feel seen, held, and honored. As part of her work, she authored the book, To Tend and To Hold, dedicated to women who went through perinatal loss. The book was born to support them in acknowledging th...2024-10-0830 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 91: “I Went from Surviving to Thriving Under God”Welcome back to Murder, Blood, and Psychopath, where we dive deep into the dark corners of humanity. Today, we have a powerful episode that’s a bit different from our usual themes of crime and psychology. We’re focusing on resilience, survival, and empowerment, particularly in the face of domestic violence. That’s right. October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month, a time to raise awareness about the impact of abuse and to empower those affected to find their voice and strength. We’re honored to have a special guest with us today—Eileen, who has an incredible story of survival. Ei...2024-10-051h 39
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 89- I was dating a psychopath Christine and Kevin.Episode 89- I was dating a psychopath, Christine and Kevin. Welcome to Murder, Blood, and Psychopaths, the podcast that explores the complexities of relationships and mental health. I’m your host, Eileen, and today’s episode tackles a crucial and often misunderstood topic: what happens when a man enters a relationship with a woman who exhibits psychopathic traits? We'll dive into the signs and the emotional impact and provide vital advice for men who find themselves in abusive relationships. Let’s start by understanding what it means to be in a relationship with someone who has psy...2024-08-2151 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 88-Abusive relationship awareness dating.Episode 88-Abusive relationship awareness dating. Welcome back to Murder, Blood, and Psychopaths, where we dive deep into stories that make you question everything you thought you knew. I’m your host, Eileen, and today, we have a tale that’s enchanting and chilling. It’s the story of Florid and JC—a seemingly perfect match that hides a dark and unsettling truth. The truth is no one gets into abusive relationships because they want to. Fear kept and kept a lot still in bondage. The road is a long one, but we must find courage. Florida was able to...2024-08-211h 17
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 70-Milagros Cecilia Billini Welcome to Episode 70-Milagros Cecilia Billini This case is personal for me. She was my mothers bestfriend. She was my aunt. She didn't deserve to have her life taken away from her. Help me spread this episode. I want him to be taunted by her picture and this case. My mother and Milagros met in 1975 in elementary school in 3rd grade. My mom and her became friends. Milly defended my mother against some girls who were bullying her. This forges an unbreakable bond between two best friends. Milly and my mom would always hang out to...2024-01-291h 19
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode-69 CTA (Domestic Violence and Sex Trafficking) Episode-69-CTA (Domestic Violence and Sex trafficking) On this episode I share a story of a14-year-old girl, troubled at home, lured by an older boy … Trafficked to a forced prostitution ring, sold and re-sold, finally taken by the police — But then jailed because of an antiquated state law that makes the child the criminal … and often lets the predator off scot-free. It’s happening here … in the United States. And it’s not right. We must unite to take a stand against Human trafficking. We can show support to these two organizations that empower and...2024-01-2453 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 68- The Chessboard Killer Finale (Justice and Punishment)Welcome to Episode 68-This is the Finale of the Bitsa Park Maniac aka Alexander Pickhushkin. In this episode I break down how Investigators needed to make sure that everything Pickhushkin had told them was not a macquination of his imagination. We have seen criminals confess only to recant their statements and accuse officials of being coerced into making a false confession. Investigators needed to have substantial evidence of his culpability for the prosecution. They Bring Pickhushkin to the Scene of his crime in Bitsa park. In February of 2002, 4 years earlier, an unsolved crime was reported to police by hospital...2024-01-2245 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 67-Interview Bonus with Guest June Edward Hello everyone, I am your host Eileen and welcome to this Bonus interview episode with June Edward On MBP. I had the pleasure of asking June since she is a psychic medium about twin and soul mate relationships. June offered her medium abilities and went to the other side when she was 27 years old. I will let you, my listeners, be the judge of her capabilities in her full depth of knowledge about relationships. June is an Award winning #1 Best Seller All's Fair in Love & Karma 5 Steps to Relationship Mastery June also provided spiritual information. I can’t wait for...2024-01-2236 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 66-The Bitsa Park Maniac AKA The Chessboard Killer-Alexander Yuryevich Pichushkin Welcome to episode 66- The Bitsa Park maniac AKA The Chessboard Killer- Alexander Yuryevich Pichushkin.This case takes us all the way to "Moscow, city, capital of Russia, located in the far western part of the country. Since it was first mentioned in the chronicles of 1147, Moscow has played a vital role in Russian history. It became the capital of Muscovy (the Grand Principality of Moscow) in the late 13th century; hence, the people of Moscow are known as Muscovites. Today Moscow is not only the political center of Russia but also the country’s most populous city and it...2024-01-1634 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Interview Bonus Episode with Guest Megan Connor Hello everyone, welcome to this interview Episode with Guest Megan Connor. I start off the Episode with Statistic from the CDC about child and sexual abuse. The information is below for all to access for further research. Megan talks about surviving sex trafficking. We all have a preconceived notion that sex trafficking needs to cross state lines. This is far from the truth. You can be sex trafficked by a neighbor and still have the freedom to go home. The definition of Human trafficking according to “ICMC - What Are the Different Types of Human Trafficking? “Human trafficking is a ser...2024-01-1554 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 65-New Years Eve Mayhem count down.Two Men-Two unspeakable acts-One Brought to Justice and another DOAWelcome to Episode 65-New Years Eve Mayhem Count Down. Two Men-Two unspeakable acts-One brought to Justice and another DOA. I will be covering cases that happened on New Years Day. This case Happened in Oldsmar Florida on New Years Eve December 31st, 2014. Police dispatch received a frantic and panic call of a man named Mario Gomez. He was reporting to the 911 operator that his brother had decapitated their mother with an Axe. What caused a son to decapitate his own mother on New Years Eve? Stay tuned and find out the motive that drove this son to...2024-01-0837 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Trailer for Episode 65-New Years Eve Mayhem count down. Two Men- Two unspeakable acts-One Brought to Justice the other DOAHappy New Years to all my listeners. Thank You all again for your support. I appreciate you. I am posting Episode 65 tomorrow at 5:am. This is not only a Trailer announcement but a Thank you and a happy new years. I love you guys truly. Thank you for listening and dedicating the time out of your busy schedule to support MBP. I WANT TO GIVE YOU GUYS AN MBP HUG AND KISSES. THE EPISODE AIRS TOMORROW AT 5AM. 2024-01-0803 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 64-The Santa Claus Kidnapping and Murder-Amber Daniels Welcome to Episode 64-The Santa Claus Kidnapping and Murder-Amber Daniels The Santa Claus Murder- What happens when a good deed turns into an act of violence, kidnapping and murder. This is the incredible story of survivor Amber Daniels. She did not let an evil act go unpunished. On December 4th, 1997, at around four o’clock in the morning, a farmer and his wife were awakened when their dog would not stop barking. They looked out the window and saw three children walking down the road in their nightgowns. They called the police, who arrived within minutes at thei...2023-12-2535 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 63-The conclusion of Sam Herr and Julie Kibuishi. Welcome to Episode 63-The conclusion of Sam Herr and Julie Kibuishi. Investigators are left with more questions than answers when other suspects come into focus. Daniel Wozniak is a 38-year-old man who was friends with Sam. Daniel and Sam struck up a friendship because they both lived in the same apartment complex. Daniel tried to cast a suspicion on Wesley Freilich. He told investigators that Jeremy was culpable because he helped Sam, and Daniel commit credit card fraud. Investigators believe that Daniel is an accomplice with Sam in the murder of Julie. Investigators are about to get m...2023-12-2536 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Bonus Episode Interview with-Kristoff Morrow Welcome to a Bonus Interview episode with Kristoff Morrow Warning: This Episode includes explicit language. I want us to be sensitive to Kristoff's Tourettes syndrome. Kristoff is open about his disabilities and what contributed to his disability. Tourette’s syndrome according to Tourette's Syndrome | AAFP “is a movement disorder most seen in school-age children. The incidence peaks around preadolescence with one half of cases resolving in early adulthood. Tourette's syndrome is the most common cause of tics, which are involuntary or semi-voluntary, sudden, brief, intermittent, repetitive movements (motor tics) or sounds (phonic tics). It is often associated with p...2023-12-241h 09
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 62-Sam Herr and Julie KibuishiOn May 22nd 2010, A young woman was found dead in the apartment of Sam Herr a 26-year-old Army Veteran. Sam's father stumbled upon the scene, and it was he who placed the 911 call in disbelief. The young woman was 23-year-old Juile Kibuishi. The question Steve is plagued with is where his son is. The next one is why would his son leave a dead body in the apartment. His father recounts in an interview that when he walked into his son's bedroom, he saw the dead body, a lot of blood. Costa Mesa was located between Los Angeles and...2023-12-1134 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 61-Thanksgiving Mayhem-Cain and Abel (Sisters Half no Truth & Proof) Episode 61-Thanksgiving Mayhem "If your brother sins against you, go and show him his fault, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won your brother over. But if he will not listen, take one or two others along, so that `every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses. If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church; and if he refuses to listen even to the church, treat him as you would a pagan or a tax collector. "I tell you the truth, wh...2023-11-271h 00
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 60-The Killer Clown- The Finale Welcome to Episode 60 The Finale. Let us transport you to 27 years later. The killer will finally be caught. DNA has surfaced and the killer was right under our nose the entire time. The family members especially Joseph knew who the killer was as well as Marlene’s family and friends. This case was riddled with mistakes from the very beginning. You are the judge. Do you agree with the decision of the jury You decide. I also want you guys to know who my aunt Milagros Billlini was. RIP Auntie. We will find justice for you. ...2023-11-1331 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 59 Halloween Special-The Killer Clown Part 1Welcome to Episode 59 Halloween Special-The Killer Clown Part 1. HAPPY HALLOWEEN. I LOVE YOU ALL. This case takes us to Wellington Florida an affluent Suburb May 26th, 1990. A woman answers the door by the name of Marlene Warren. Her 21-year-old Son Joseph is also present in the home with three of his friends according to the source abcnews.go. This same Source reveals that Joe had a broken leg he was recuperating from. Joseph, Marlene, and his friends noticed a White Chrysler Lebaron pull into the driveway before 11am. They saw colors of the reflection of someo...2023-10-3123 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode-Bonus Interview with JoAnn Fawcett Episode Interview-JoAnn Fawcett I had the pleasure of interviewing JoAnn Fawcett and unpacking her Seven Marriages riddled with abuse, death, and divorces. JoAnn’s biography is below taking a read. JoAnn dived into her 7th husband who was a former military intelligence officer and incarcerated for a crime he did not commit. JoAnn and I jump from every topic from abusive to paranormal. JoAnn authors her first book called MIDLIFE MAGIC the link is below to purchase from. I enjoyed the conversation on this topic because we bring awareness to narcissism and traits to look out for. JoA...2023-10-231h 17
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 58-A Deeper Dive into the Axeman of New Orleans. Welcome to Episode 58- A Deeper Dive into the Axeman of New Orleans. In this Episode Before the term serial killer was known in the 19th Century an unknown man wielding an axe was attacking many Italian American Immigrant families in New Orleans. His victims were Grocery store Owners. I know Ryan and I talked about the Axeman on New Orleans in the French Quarters. The French Quarters housed many Sicilian and Italian Immigrants. I wanted to give the entire research a deep dive, a closer look. Keep in mind the motive was never robbery, and he u...2023-10-161h 00
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode- Bonus Interview-Guest: Lizbeth Meredith (Lifetime TV Movie Stolen By Their Father). Bonus Interview-Guest: Lizbeth Meredith. I had the pleasure of interviewing Lizbeth Meredith about her two daughters who were kidnapped by their own father. The girls were taken overseas. I had the pleasure of watching the lifetime TV Movie Stolen by Their Father. Lizbeth also helps survivors heal and tell their stories on popular true-crime channels. Lizbeth has been a light and a beacon of hope for many. She has worked as a child abuse investigator and domestic abuse survivor's advocate. Her Biography is below. You can connect with her at lameredith.com or Persistence U podcast with Liz...2023-10-0949 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 57-The Axe man of New Orleans/Wake the devil with Guest Ryan Winter Episode 57-The Axe man of New Orleans/Wake the devil with Guest Ryan Winter In this Episode I had the pleasure of interviewing Ryan Winter who authored Wake the Devil and Ravish. Wake the Devil is inspired by true events of the man who terrorized New Orleans in 1918. This is a true crime with an element of paranormal. From May 1918 to October 1919 the city of New Orleans Louisiana was struck by a roaming serial killer. He focused on Italian Immigrants and the majority were Grocers. This mystery is riddled with False Accusations, Salacious details, and paranormal elements. Y...2023-10-0248 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 56 Part 3rd and Last- The Ken and Barbie Killers (Karla Homolka and Paul Bernardo) Episode 56 Part 3rd and Last- The Ken and Barbie Killers (Karla Homolka and Paul Bernardo) Welcome to Episode 56 Part 3 and Last Part. I do a deep dive into this episode of the last Victim they encountered on the faithful afternoon of April 16th, 1992. Kristen was walking home from school. She was stopped by a vehicle. Karla took out a map and told 15-year-old Kristen French that she was lost. This beautiful woman who seemed non-threatening used this as a motive to lure Kristen French into the Vehicle with Paul Bernardo coming from behind Kristen. Karla receives the be...2023-09-2639 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode Bonus Interview with Dana S Diaz Welcome to a Bonus Interview episode with DANA S. Diaz and Eileen In this Episode I open with statistics from The National Coalition against Domestic Violence abuse “1 in 3 women and 1 in 4 Men have experienced some form of physical violence by an intimate partner.” Statistics (ncadv.org) You can access more resources by the link provided to educate yourself and others on the statistics and resources provided by this organization. I had the pleasure of sitting down and interviewing Dana who is the published author of the book GASPING FOR AIR: THE STANGLEHOLD OF NARCCISSISTIC ABUSE. This I...2023-09-181h 15
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 55-Part 2-The Ken and Barbie Killers (Paul Bernardo and Karla Homolka Welcome to Episode 55- Part 2-The Ken and Barbie Killers. Thank You for joining me on this episode. I unpacked the Gensis of who Paul Bernardo is. We dive into the dysfunctional Family history and a secret that hinders the family for years and one that comes out during an argument with this Mother Elizabeth. Paul comes from a wealthy family, but he is not exempt from displaying any psychopathic traits. We see an emerging pattern of abuse against women. Paul Bernardo was praying in the city of Toronto in Scarborough as the Scarborough Rapist. I also unpack how he e...2023-09-121h 00
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Interview Episode Bonus I had the pleasure of switching up the order of the way I interview my Guest. Paul Zolman and I speak about The 5 Love Languages by Gary Chapman. Words of Affirmation. Quality Time Physical Touch Acts of Service Receiving Gifts I have been on a path of healing through therapy and Spiritual Healing. My therapist has unpacked the love languages of Gary Chapman encasing me with assignments about what mine are. I come from a family who does not do much physical touch. I had to peel back a lot of trauma from my childhood and abusive...2023-09-1149 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 55-Part 2-The Ken and Barbie Killers Welcome to Episode 55- Part 2-The Ken and Barbie Killers. Thank You for joining me on this episode. I unpacked the Gensis of who Paul Bernardo is. We dive into the dysfunctional Family history and a secret that hinders the family for years and one that comes out during an argument with this Mother Elizabeth. Paul comes from a wealthy family, but he is not exempt from displaying any psychopathic traits. We see an emerging pattern of abuse against women. Paul Bernardo was praying in the city of Toronto in Scarborough as the Scarborough Rapist. I also u...2023-09-1141 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 54- The Ken and Barbie Killers (Paul Bernardo and Karla Homolka) Part 1 Welcome to Episode 54- The Ken and Barbie Killers (Paul Bernardo and Karla Homolka) They were a match made from hell, a fatal attraction. The combination of this dynamic duo would prove to be a fatal union of the depraved, atrocious, horrendous, egregious, and everything attached to fatality. Paul Bernardo and Karla Homolka were said by all accounts to be the perfect couple. Karla found in Paul an older man, economic prospects, wealthy, and above all attractive. Karla and Paul had a chance meeting at a convention she attended. Paul was also in attendance at the convention. P...2023-08-2831 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 53-The Toy Box Killer-David Parker Ray-The 3rd and Final Part-The surviving girls and the ones who did not survive matter. Welcome to Episode 53-The Toy Box Killer-David Parker Ray-The 3rd and Final Part-The surviving girls and the ones who did not survive matter. In this Episode I unpack another witness who came forward when she heard about Cynthia Vigil escaping from the toy box Serial killer David Parker Ray. According to “The Horrifying Story Of David Parker Ray, The "Toy Box Killer" (allthatsinteresting.com) Angelica Montano was an acquaintance of Ray’s who, after visiting his house to borrow cake mix, had been drugged, raped, and tortured by Ray. Montano was then left by a highway out in th...2023-08-2156 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 52: Bonus Interview with Elizabeth Mikotowicz-From Prison to Purpose. Episode 52: Bonus Interview with Elizabeth Mikotowicz-From Prison to Purpose. I had the honor of interviewing Elizabeth Mikotowitz who was in her 20’s and she barely made it out alive. The system was supposed to protect her from her aggressor. She was vulnerable and seeking help in a woman’s shelter. They turned her away unfortunately. I know this felt like a huge let down because a system that is built to house women who have gone through abusive relationships violently was not willing to put the other women at risk. I say to this all the women at th...2023-08-151h 42
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 51: The Toy Box Killer or Satan’s Den part 2- His accomplices. Welcome to Episode 51: The Toy Box Killer or Satan’s Den part 2- His accomplices. I had a special guest join me on this episode. You will hear her cute little voice. This is the first time she joins me on an episode. The horrific details that have come out in this part 2 are that David Parker Ray was not acting alone. He had accomplices that knew he was holding women captive and enslaving them to become sex slaves. We also unpack the heart-breaking story of Marie Parker who went missing from a bar. Marie was only 21 yea...2023-08-0939 min
True Crime Connections ~ Advocacy PodcastFrom Thriving to Surviving | Eileen SantosThis week, I talk with Eileen Santos to delve into her heart-wrenching story of teen violence—a tale that unfolds like every parent’s worst nightmare. We explore the insidious blend of psychological and physical abuse that tragically led to the loss of their son.But Eileen’s resilience shines through. She now hosts her podcast, “Murder, Blood & Psychopaths,” where she fearlessly tackles true crime stories. From abusive relationships to the missing and the murdered, Eileen doesn’t shy away from the darkest corners of human behavior. Tune in for a gripping exploration of justice, survival, and...2023-08-031h 15
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 50: The Toy Box Killer or Satan’s Den-David Parker Ray-Part1 Welcome to Episode 50: The Toy Box Killer or Satan’s Den-David Parker Ray-P1 On March 19, 1999, 22-year-old Cynthia Vigil was hooking up with a John in a parking lot in Albuquerque, New Mexico. A man impersonating an undercover cop told her she was under arrest for solicitation of sex work. He put her in the back of his car. David Parker Ray was identified as the perp. He took Cynthia Vigil to his nearby soundproof trailer, which he called his “Toy Box or Satan’s Den.” New Mexico is about to be rocked by evil in a small town...2023-08-0154 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 49-Interview Diana Winkler Welcome to Episode 48-Interview with Diana Winkler. I always prioritize Domestic Violence survivors. Her story needed to be told. I found so many similarities between Danny and Nathan. Abusers all display the same Narcissism, Gaslighting, L-bombing, controlling behaviors, isolation, financial abuse, emotional abuse, institutional abuse, unrealistic expectations, blaming for incompetent behaviors, and any behaviors that make you feel like you are constantly walking on Eggshells. Diana and I are allies of any human going through this trauma. We understand and we stand with you. We love the LGBTQIA community. We would never judge anyone. Diana found her healing through...2023-07-251h 52
True Crime, Authors & Extraordinary PeopleExtraordinary Person #12 Survival, Advocacy, and the Relentless Pursuit of Justice: A Conversation with Eileen SantosListen on Podurama https://podurama.comJoin me as I enter the riveting world of true crime, horror, and survival with Eileen Santos, host of the 'Murder, Blood and Psychopaths' podcast. Eileen bravely bares her soul, revealing the horrific reality of surviving an abusive relationship at a tender age and the unsolved murder of her beloved aunt.Tune in to hear about Eileen's experiences, their impact on her life, and how storytelling and podcasting have become her weapons to fight against domestic abuse and bring justice to her aunt. Emerging from the shadows of...2023-07-2038 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 48-An interview with Michelle Shekhinah (FROM THE FLOOR TO THE DOOR) Welcome to Episode 48- An interview with Michelle Shekhinah (FROM THE FLOOR TO THE DOOR) Michelle was married for many years and was a stay at home Mom for 2 children. In 2015, Michelle realized that her husband was addicted to drugs. In this time, she had experienced financial, emotional and sexual abuse from him, which turned into his sex trafficking her. Michelle spent many nights crying on the floor, until one night she saved her life, and ran for the door. Since then, she has been healing herself, with therapy and other techniques. She has become a strong Mom for her...2023-07-171h 23
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 47-The Conclusion to Our Pretty Deceptive Liars Welcome to Episode 47-The Conclusion to Our Pretty Deceptive Liars. As promised the conclusion to our Pretty Deceptive Liars. Welcome all to this Episode of MBP, the conclusion to this heart-breaking case. I unpack what the autopsy revealed from the victim Jarmecca Yvonne "Nikki" Whitehead’s. Nikki put up a battle with her own Identical Twin daughters Tasmiyah Whitehead, and Jasmiyah Whitehead. I want to place a warning because I dive into the Macabre details of what the crime scene revealed. The girls attacked their mother relentlessly causing their mother's own fatality. I dive into the...2023-07-1140 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 46- Pretty Deceptive Liars Part 2 Welcome to Episode 46- Pretty Deceptive Liars Part 2 Got a Secret? These Two can keep it. We can prove it too. On January 13th, 2010, The Body of Jarmecca Yvonne "Nikki" Whitehead was discovered in a bathtub full of water and blood. Detectives are baffled when they stumbled at the residency in Conyers of Nikki and her Identical Twin daughters Tasmiyah Whitehead, and Jasmiyah Whitehead. The girls are placed in the interrogation room where we go from Hot to inferno. Detectives have the Evidence to bring to light a murder or Murders responsible for the death...2023-07-1136 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 45- Jarmecca Yvonne "Nikki" Whitehead: The secret in her Eyes. Welcome to Episode 45- Jarmecca Yvonne "Nikki" Whitehead: The secret in her Eyes. Jarmecca Yvonne "Nikki" Whitehead life started off chaotically to begin with. Nikki’s mother gave birth to her behind bars because her mother was doing time on a non-violent offense which is a drug charge. Nikki was said to be raised by her grandmother Della Frazier. Nikki had a difficult life adapting to the difficult circumstances she was born into. Her grandmother was not much of a rule enforcer in the house. Nikki found ways to come and go at will. There were no curfews enforced ei...2023-06-2639 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 44- The Conclusion to the Butcher Baker of Alaska Welcome to Episode 44- The Conclusion to the Butcher Baker of Alaska Welcome to Episode 44- The Conclusion to the Butcher Baker of Alaska. In this episode I finish unpacking the crimes that lead Alaska on a search to search for a man that was operating right under their noses. I finish unpacking the pattern established by Robert Hansen from the 70’s and 80’s when his hunger for murder establishes a pattern of lies and deceit. The family Robert Hansen knew were about to find out to what extent their father went to send them on Holidays while...2023-06-201h 00
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)EXPLICATION EPISODE 44ISH-HOST UPDATE.EXPLICATION EPISODE 44ISH-HOST UPDATE. UPDATE ONLY :I know I have not been putting up Episode's and this is the reason why. Moving forward we will continue to record the episodes as they are meant to be recorded for Monday's. I want to express my gratitude to all my fan's who support and continue to support me. I will be airing an episode later stay tuned. Love You Guys.2023-06-1911 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Welcome to Episode 43- The Butcher Baker Part 5: The Found Girls. Welcome to Episode 43- The Butcher Baker Part 5: The found girls. In this episode I unpack the pattern established by Robert Hansen from the 70’s and 80’s when his hunger for murder establishes a pattern of lies and deceit. The found girls are Megan Emerick, Mary Kathleen Thill, Roxanne Eastland, Joanne Messina, Eklutna Annie, Lisa Futrell, Sherry Morrow, Andrea Fish” Altiery, Sue Luna, Paula Goulding Robin Pelkey, DeLynn “Sugar” Frey, Teresa Watson, Angela Feddern, Tamera “Tammi” Pederson, and Malai Larsen. The sources below were pivotal in helping me conduct the research for the Butcher Baker. I want to thank you for supporting...2023-05-1637 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 42- The Butcher Baker Part 4 Connecting the...(D)ots to(R)obs Welcome to Episode 42- The Butcher Baker Part 4 Connecting the...(D)ots to(R)obs In this episode I introduce theories that lead the Anchorage Police Department, FBI, and the Alaska state Trooper's to take a closer look at Robert Hansen. Investigators had about 25 cases of girls having altercations with their Johns. Alaska’s population was barely composed of 1,500 in the 80’s. The pattern Maxine Farell from the anchorage Homicide Unit had noticed of the women was the same narrative. The women would leave with a John and never come back after getting propositioned for a considerable sum of...2023-05-0256 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 41-Robert Christian Hansen AKA "The Butcher Baker" Defrauding the system Welcome to Episode 41- The Butcher Baker part 3 Defrauding the system. Born Robert Christian Hansen on February 15, 1939, in Estherville, Iowa, his father was a Danish immigrant named Christian and his mother Edna Hansen they owned a local bakery in Iowa. His father was a strict disciplinarian. They lived in, Iowa Pocahontas, a small town of about 2,000 people in 1951. As a teenager Robert was mocked for having uncontrolled Acne and a stuttering he developed when his father obligated him to write with his right hand and not his left. This created stuttering in his speech. Robert Hansen has a...2023-04-2435 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 40-The Butcher Baker part 2. Welcome to Episode 40-The Butcher Baker Part 2. In this episode I unpack the last moments of Sherry Morrows life through the Lense of her friend Susan. Susan encountered the Butcher Baker one day when he stumbled upon the Wild Cherry where she and her friend Sherry Morrow worked at. Susan meets the man who she immediately got a bad feeling about the man. The man tried to charm Susan by telling her he had a plane. He told her he would love to take her out on a date. Susan was less than impressed and declined the offer. Sherry...2023-04-1737 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 39-The Butcher Baker Part 1. Welcome to Episode 39-The Butcher Baker Part 1. Hello everyone, I am your host and welcome to MBP. Thank you as always for tuning in. This Episode takes place In Alaska in the early 80’s. What happens when bodies start to litter in the Knik River? Is there an active serial killer living amongst the residents of Anchorage? This serial killer Hunted, Raped, Murdered, and used horrific and gruesome strategies to get the Women to compile with his sexual depravities. His name is Robert Hansen Dubbed in the media the Butcher Baker. Alaska was a place that offered an enticing lif...2023-04-1448 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 38-I was Violently attacked. Episode 38-I was violently assaulted. I regret to inform you that this past Thursday I experienced a hate crime committed against me. I was assaulted by a woman who claimed her boyfriend and I kept a secret from her. She is pregnant, owns a business that preaches self-esteem, self-love, treating depression, trauma, anxiety, and uplifting others? I am confused when your business model says one thing but Disclaimer: You did not believe that did you? Were you jealous of me and decided to attack what you envied in me with a Blade? Join me on this crazy j...2023-03-2825 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 37: Part 2 Erika Elaine Sifrit and Benjamin Sifrit Welcome to Episode 37: Part 2 Erika Elaine Sifrit and Benjamin Sifrit In this episode I unpack the mystery of what happened to 32-year-old Josh Ford, and 51-year-old Geney Crutchley. The couple was last reported missing after leaving Seacrets nightclub. This episode reveals the true nature of who Benjamin and Erica Sifrit are. What seemed like a burglary in progress at a Hooters soon gets an upgrade to homicide. Erika and Benjamin are two humans who were capable and culpable of such a horrendous crime. We know the full extent of what inherently evil looks like. I am going to...2023-03-2145 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 36: Erika Elaine Sifrit and Benjamin Sifrit AKA BJ. Part1 Hello Everyone Welcome to Episode 36: Erika Elaine Sifrit and Benjamin Sifrit AKA BJ. Part1 .I unpacked the relationship of Erika and Benjamin Sifrit dysfunctional, irrational, and co-dependent love that led to senseless violence. I I also Unpack the two beautiful humans Josh Ford and Genie Crutchley. Josh Ford and Genie Crutchley are people who meet at an office party. They are attracted to one another, and they were previously both married. The sparks of love were flying for these two love birds. People did voice concerns because Genie was 51 and Josh on the other hand was 32 at t...2023-03-1432 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode Bonus- Interview with Kasey Rogers: Financial Abuse Episode Bonus interview with Kasey Rogers Financial Abuse. This episode unpacks financial abuse. Financial abuse is the biggest source of why people find it hard to escape their abusers. Abusive relationships have different components. According to Learn more about Financial Abuse (nnedv.org) “Financial abuse is a common tactic used by abusers to gain power and control in a relationship. The forms of financial abuse may be subtle or overt but in general, include tactics to conceal information, limit the victim’s access to assets, or reduce accessibility to the family finances. Financial abuse – along with emotional, physical...2023-03-061h 12
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 35- Marjorie West part 3rd and Final part. Welcome to Episode 35- Marjorie West part 3rd and Final part. I finished unpacking the outcome of the many theories that surrounded and still surrounds this troubling case. Is it possible she was a victim of an abduction? Is it possible that Marjorie was sold to a wealthy family as part of an illegal adoption ring? Did Marjorie get stuck in an oil well and succumbed to the elements? Was Marjorie raised by a family who acted on their good Samaritan nature? Or the big theory Marjorie is still alive, dying of old age, and with a st...2023-02-2746 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 34- Marjorie West part 2 Welcome to Episode 34- Marjorie West part 2. I unpack the theories that surrounded this case of what happened to Marjorie West. Is it possible she was abducted? Is it possible that Marjorie was sold to a wealthy family as part of an illegal adoption ring? Did Marjorie get stuck in an oil well? Or was she raised by a family who acted on their good Samaritan nature? The questions are insurmountable, but one theory does ask us to take a closer examination. Join me, you will be the person to unlock this 28-year-old mystery finally. The sources below are...2023-02-2144 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Bonus Episode Welcome to Episode-Bonus. You know that I am a Domestic Violence survivor. I will always open my platform for voices to be heard. I had the pleasure of interviewing Sandy Kirkham an Author and speaker on abuse perpetrated by a clergyman. I advocate on this platform about Domestic Violence. We all have stories to tell. These stories are not outliers. We will not be silenced anymore because a disguise changes the power dynamics. Clergymen have a moral obligation to the church members not the institution, to inform them when a sex offender is amongst one of them and scarier yet, around our...2023-02-1347 min
BH Sales Kennel Kelp Holistic Healing HourThe Coming of Judus and Rules to Die By with Eileen SantosGrandpa Bill today is introducing us all to my next in studio guest Eileen Santos. This is the prelude to her appearance on my show.
I am Titling this episode The coming of Judus
and Rules to Die By
Questions Eileen Is Always Ready To Answer
My abusive relationship?
What my interest are?
why I got into podcasting?
What do I use my platform for?
What do you like most when it comes to podcasting?
What challenges I have overcome?
What are some challenges I face when preparing material for podcasting?
How did I survive and Thrive after Trauma?
What T...2023-02-1115 minBH Sales Kennel Kelp Holistic Healing HourThe Coming of Judus and Rules to Die By with Eileen Santos Grandpa Bill today is introducing us all to my next in studio guest Eileen Santos. This is the prelude to her appearance on my show. I am Titling this episode The coming of Judus and Rules to Die By Questions Eileen Is Always Ready To Answer My abusive relationship? What my interest are? why I got into podcasting? What do I use my platform for? What do you like most when it comes to podcasting? What challenges I have overcome? What are some challenges I face when preparing material for po...2023-02-1115 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Welcome to Episode 33-Marjorie West Part 1Welcome to Episode 33-Marjorie West: Marjorie west was born on June 2nd, 1933, in Bradford Pennsylvania. Her parents are Shirley and Cecilia West. Marjorie had two older siblings, Allan 7, and Dorothea 11. The family decided to go to church and after enjoying the rest of their Mother's Day with friends. This Mother's Day is going to leave America stunned when a 4-year-old vanishes without a trace. Marjorie was 4 years old when she and her sister Dorothea wanted to pick wildflowers. The girls were together one minute and in the blink of an eye this family's life is about to be touched...2023-02-0725 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Welcome to Episode 32- The Yogurt Shop Murders Part IIWelcome to Episode 32- The Yogurt Shop Murders Part II Hello everyone, this is your host Eileen and Welcome to MBP. This episode unpacks who Amy Ayers, Jennifer Harbison, Sarah Harbison, and Eliza Thomas were. The family members are hopeful that one day this case will be solved. The This case remains unsolved 32 years later. If you have any information related to the case, please contact the Austin Police Department Homicide tip line at 512-477-3588 or Crime Stoppers at 512-472-TIPS. According to “New law could help solve case of 4 teens killed in Austin yogurt shop 31 years...2023-01-3129 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 31- The Yogurt Shop MurdersWelcome to Episode 31- The Yogurt Shop Murders. Hello everyone, this is your host Eileen and Welcome to MBP. This episode that I bring you today is one that remains unsolved 32 years later in Austin Texas. Austin Firefighters are going about their day normally when they receive a call as per usual about a fire coming from the “I can’t believe it’s yogurt! Located on Anderson Lane on December 6th, 1991. According to the local news KXAN.COM which is their equivalent of NBC of Texas. What is more baffling is when Firefighters arrive at the scene, t...2023-01-2329 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 30-The story of Jennifer Renee Odom and Psychic Nancy MyerWelcome to: Episode 30-The story of Jennifer Renee Odom and Psychic Nancy Myer Jennifer Odom's red Sweater and Hooters sweatshirt have never been found. You find these items and you connect the dots to the killer. Please if you have any information, please refer to the below. I want to discuss a case that has a psyche involved. Do not worry you be the judge of that. You can draw your own conclusions about a woman named Nancy Myer. Nancy Myer was given the gift of Psychic abilities. I know many people are skeptical about it...2023-01-1746 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 29: The Ortega Family: The Covina Massacre. part 3 of 3.Welcome to Episode 29: The Ortega Family: The Covina Massacre. Part 3 of 3. Thank You guys for joining me on Part 3 of the Covina Massacre. We unpack the horrible plan that was masterminded by Bruce Pardo. I unpack the motives that lead a college educated, career driven man to commit such acts on men, women, and children. Bruce Pardo could not deal with life when the cracks of his façade started to show. Sylvia did what any mother would do when she found out her husband had an immense secret. Sylvia thought her divorce on December 18th, 2008, would be...2023-01-1038 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 21- Bonus Interview Episode with Matt WittenWelcome to Episode 21- Bonus Episode Interview with Matt Witten. Welcome MBP (Murder, Blood and Psychopath) family, I had the pleasure of interviewing Matt Witten who is a TV writer and novelist who has written for House, Pretty Little Liars, Law & Order, CSI: Miami, and several other shows. His six novels include The Necklace, which came out from Oceanview Publishing last year and has been optioned for film by Leonardo DiCaprio. Matt has won the Malice Domestic Award and been nominated for two Edgars and an Emmy. His latest novel is Killer Story, which is set in t...2023-01-0850 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode-BONUS interview with Retired NYPD Detective Vic FerrariWelcome to the Bonus Episode- I had the pleasure of interviewing a retired NYPD Detective Vic Ferrari. Vic has worked in the Bronx/Harlem area in NYC for 20 years. I had the pleasure of interviewing this veteran who has dedicated 20 years to policing. Vic provided all us listeners with information on what an actual crime scene looks like. Vic shares his anecdotes of his time policing areas in the Bronx and Harlem. Vic and I grew up in the Bronx in NYC. I was excited to hear anecdotes from the very place I call home. Vic and I go from...2023-01-0340 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 28: The Ortega Family: The Covina Massacre. Part 2 of 3.Episode 28: The Ortega Family: The Covina Massacre. Part 2 of 3. We have a lot to unpack in this episode. We will learn the identity of the person who was behind the Santa Clause suit. What is the link between the Santa Clause dressing man and Sylvia-Ortiz? Sylvia Met Bruce Pardo in 2006. Sylvia was going through a divorce at the time. Sylvia Ortiz and Bruce Pardo are a match made in heaven. They decided to get married and live happily ever after. The problem is Bruce is keeping a huge secret. The first year of marriage looks promising. They were...2023-01-0233 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 27- The Ortega Family-The Covina MassacreMerry Christmas from my family to yours. Thank you, guys, for sticking with me. You are appreciated. I thought you should all know that you are special and extra special to people around you. Surround yourself with a blanket of hugs. We may never get another opportunity. We must always tell someone we love them. Let me take the time to tell you guys I love you. My students who listen, Love you too. Thank You for supporting me. I will miss you guys. I will no longer be teaching you guys 🙁. I am so sorry. I wish you guy...2022-12-2623 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Welcome to Episode 26- The Final Part in The Britanee Drexel Case.The Final Part of the Brittanne Drexel case finally comes to a resolution. The answers that we all have been waiting for came 13 years later, this year. We learn that investigators come across people of interest and the killer was amongst the suspects. Brittanee’s family never gave up in seeking justice. They fought to bring Brittanee home where she belongs. The family finally have a place where they can visit Brittanee. The search for Brittanee ended on May 5th, 2022. Britanee's body was found, and the Killer was hiding in plain sight. I used the following sources. I gave cr...2022-12-1945 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 25-Part 1 The disappearance of Brittanee DrexelEpisode 25-Part 1 The disappearance of Brittanee Drexel Welcome to Episode 25- Part 1 The disappearance of Britney Drexel. This year we see two cases that had resolution in 2022. Cases like the Delphi murders and the Disappearance of Brittanee Drexel are amongst the solved cases in 2022. Brittanee Drexel was a 17-year-old teenager who went missing during Spring Break in April 25h 2009. Brittanee was down in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina, with no adult supervision or permission from her parents. Her boyfriend John knew something was wrong when he could not get an answer from Brittanne, a serial texter. Spr...2022-12-1248 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 24- America's Daughter Polly KlaasEpisode 24-America's Daughter Polly Klaas Welcome to Episode 24- America's Daughter Polly Klaas. This case forced every parent in the 90’s to confront their worst fears. On October 1st, 1993, the community of Petaluma, a small town out of San Francisco was about to be rocked by a monster hiding in the dark. Polly Klaas was a 12-year-old girl who was supposed to have a slumber party one night with a few friends. On October 1st, 1993, Polly Klaas was kidnapped at knife point when the intruder came in from an open window. Investigators have about 24-48hours to try t...2022-12-0546 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 23-The Grim Sleeper caught part IIWELCOME TO EPISODE 23- THE GRIM SLEEPER PART 2. This episode finally uncovers the identity of the Grim Sleeper. The Grim Sleeper was a prolific serial killer who was operating in the Central Part of LA hunting and murdering women of color during the 80’s and 2000’s. He was dubbed the Grim Sleeper because of a 13-year cooling off period or so investigators thought. The victims deserve their stories to be told. Debra Jackson, Henrietta Wright, Barbara Ware, Bernita Sparks, Mary Lowe, Lacrica Jefferson, Monique Alexander, Princess Berthomieux, Valarie McCorvey, Janecia Peters, and survivor Enietra Washington. This episode is dedi...2022-11-281h 03
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 22- Omaima Aree- Female Jeffrey Dahmer/Californian Hannibal Lector/Thanksgiving ButcherTHIS IS THE STORY OF Omaima Nelson Dubbed the Female Jeffrey Dahmer/Hannibal Lecter/Thanksgiving Butcher Omaima Aree is a beautiful Egyptian Immigrant woman turned model. She was looking for her prince charming. Omaima is trying to escape a life of poverty back at home in Egypt. Omaima eventually meets a wealthy man by the name of William Nelson. The two immediately hit it off. The sparks are flying. Omaima Nelson marries William Nelson. The two are in marital bliss, that is until one of them ends up murdered.This story navigates themes of Cannibalism, castration, bondage...2022-11-2536 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 21- The Story of Lexi and BalaniWelcome to episode 21- Lexi and Balani This is the story of Lexi and Balani. I have a listener who went through an Abusive encounter with a man by the name of Balani. She decided to share her story with us to continue to spread awareness of Abusive Relationships and the red flags to look out for. Lexi thought she met the perfect guy at work. He is everything Lexi had hoped for. He is courting her, taking care of her, and he even offers to fix her car. Lexi is a busy hard-working mother who is tr...2022-11-211h 11
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 20- The Grim Sleeper-Part 1WELCCOME TO EPISODE 20- THE GRIM SLEEPER PART 1. This episode unpacks a serial killer who was operating in the Central Part of LA hunting women of color. He was dubbed the Grim Sleeper. The victims and A survivor, told the story and exposed evidence that helped capture the Grim Sleeper in 2010. The sources mentioned below were essential for my research in this case. The case impacted the city of Los Angeles in the 80’s for 25 years until he was subsequently caught for the murders committed in the 80's and in the 2000's. There were about 20 serial killers ope...2022-11-1450 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 19- The conclusion to Brianna DenisonWelcome to episode 19: The conclusion of Brianna Denison Case Trigger: This episode involves rape of women. Join me in unpacking the rest of the episode of Brianna’s abduction, rape, and homicide. Brianna Denison was a young 18-year-old college student who was studying to become a child psychologist. After a night of partying Brianna Denison was abducted from the couch she was sleeping on. The Reno community is desperate to find any answers that can help them find Brianna and the perpetrator. Her family and friends are left to put the pieces of the p...2022-11-0742 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 18- The Delphi Murder update and The Murder of Brianna Denison.WELCOME TO EPISODE 18: THE DELPHI MURDERS UPDATE AND THE MURDER OF BRIANNA DENISON. IN THIS EPISODE, A MAJOR DEVELOPMENT HAS UNFOLDED IN THE DELPHI MURDERS IN INDIANA. THE DOUBLE HOMICIDE CLAIMED THE LIVES OF 14-YEAR-OLD LIBERTY GERMAN AND 13- YEAR-OLD ABAGAIL WILLIAMS OF INDIANA ON FEBUARY 14TH 2017. THE MURDER OF THE GIRLS HAS BEEN AN ACTIVE CASE SINCE 2017 AND HAS NOT BEEN SOLVED BY LAW ENFORCEMENT DESPITE EVIDENCE PRODUCED FROM LIBERTY GERMAN’S PHONE. LIBERTY RECORDED A VIDEO ON HER PHONE OF THE SUSPECT AND HIS VOICE. WE CAN SEE THE SUSPECT AND HEAR HIS VOICE ON THE...2022-10-3139 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 17- “The Boogie Man": Hamilton Howard Fish” (Aka Albert Fish) The final part.Welcome to Episode 17- “The Boogie Man: Hamilton Howard Fish” (Aka Albert Fish) The final part. WARNING: Rape, Cannibalism, and horrific acts on children are discussed. I tried to keep it as light as I could. I apologize in advance you can skip over it if it becomes too heavy. Welcome all to the Pod. This is the Final Episode of this Monster Albert Fish. We unpacked his stints in prison that would never stick and 11 psychiatrists who deemed him to be sane. We delved into the history of his fascination with the Macabre. We get into the v...2022-10-2450 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 16- The Boogeyman: Hamilton Howard Fish AKA Albert FishWelcome to Episode 16-“The Boogeyman: Hamilton Howard Fish” (Aka Albert Fish) WARNING TO THE MAX: This Case involves rape of children, cannibalism, Urophilia, coprophilia, Pedophilia, and 14 more classifications that are as equally horrific. Be warned. If this episode gets heavy, I will warn you guys to fast forward when the time comes. We unpacked the conundrum that is Albert Fish. The name assigned at birth is Hamilton Howard Fish. The media dubbed him THE BROOKLYN VAMPIRE, GRAYMAN, MOON MANIAC, THE WAREWOLF OF WYSTERIA, THE BROOKLYN VAMPIRE, AND THE BOOGIE MAN. Join Jen and I on this...2022-10-1746 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode-15 The story of baby Aaliyah Sofia.Welcome to episode 15- The tragic story of baby Aaliyah Sofia. The conclusion to the story of baby Aaliyah Sofia. WARNING: DEATH OF A BABY. This is a cautionary tale. Parents please do not leave a child in the bathtub unattended. This tragedy can happen to many parents, you are not alone. This story is meant to spread awareness to any new parents or experienced. Let this story reflect a beautiful angel that was Aaliyah, a grieving mother, and what the road to healing looks like. This is Jen’s story. I want everyone to focus...2022-10-1036 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 14- The Fatal Attraction Killer (Linda Ricchio)Welcome to MBP Episode 14- The Fatal Attraction Killer (Linda Ricchio). We have a lot of baggage to unpack. Who is Linda Ricchio? why she is dubbed the Fatal Attraction Killer? Ronald Lewis Ruse sets his eyes on 28-year-old Linda Elizabeth Ricchio. Shortly after their relationship takes off, Linda develops an obsessive stalking and Ron soon finds out Linda is not going to handle rejection very well. This episode was made possible with the sources. I have linked below sources that were essential to the making of this episode. I dive into statistics. According to Fact Sheet...2022-10-031h 00
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 13- Amber Hagerman (Amber Alert System)Welcome to Episode 13- Amber Hagerman (Amber Alert System). On the afternoon of January 13th 1996, Amber Hagerman was kidnapped at an abandoned Winn Dixie. Donna Williams, Ambers mother embarks on a fight against child abduction. The Amber Alert would later save children for years to come. The Amber Alert System is there for the safe recovery of missing and abducted children. This case is still active. The information is below. If you have any information please reach out to the Arlington Police Department. WARNING, I GO INTO GRUESOME DETAILS OF THE CAUSE OF DEATH OF AMBER. I...2022-09-2641 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 12- Judgement Day Final PartWelcome to Episode 12 Judgement Day Final Part. We unpacked a whole lot of information in Francine's childhood. A psychiatrist would step in and examine her mental state. I used the following sources below for my research. We spoke about the rise of unity in the Feminist community. A sad twist at the end. You definitley want to tune in. Thank You for listening. Please write to us at mbpatpodcast.eandj@gmail.com Follow us on Instagram at MBP (Murder, Blood and Psychopath) Podcast (@murderbloodandpsychopath) • Instagram photos and videos I WANT TO PLACE A WAR...2022-09-1942 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 11- The Burning Bed Francine Hughes part 3Welcome to Part 3 of the Burning Bed part 3. We unpack how Francine confessed her crime, booked, charged, judged, misjudged, Juror, and a Star Defense Attorney by the name of Aryon Greydanus. “The Burning bed” by Faith McNulty, was used to support this research. I mention her as my source and please go check out her book. The film the Burning Bed was also used as a source of reference. We are moving this story to part 4 and 5. Francine deserves to have her story be told. Her story helps raise awarness for victims and survivors of domestic violence in the foll...2022-09-121h 07
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode-10 The Burning bed part 2Happy Labor Day to all listeners in the work force. I appreciate all of you. Continue to kick ass. This episode will show a pattern of spousal abuse and a system riddled in draconian laws. Francine did everything she could in her power to seek protection. Francine was left with an option that would set in motion conversations about spousal abuse, and the face of battered woman syndrome. I mention the source on the show. You can do further reading by clicking the link to learn about how her case changed views on Domestic Violence. ...2022-09-0642 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 9- The Burning Bed. Francine Hughes P1Welcome to Episode 9- The Burning Bed. Francine Hughes story P1. This episode unpacks the case that had America scratcing their heads. Francine Hughes was a woman who endured physical, mental, and financial abuse for many years at the hands of her Abusive husband Mickey Hughes. The case captured America as a woman is put on trial for the murder of her abusive husband. A movie comes out starring the late Farrah Fawcett, who plays (Francine Hughes) called The Burning Bed. America in the 60's, 70's and 80's had draconian ways of thinking or rather antiquated ones a...2022-08-3135 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 8- Mitch and his mother Karen with A huge CWelcome to MBP Episode 8- Mitch and his mother Karen with A huge C. Eileen your Host and Jennifer your Co-host unpack this episode further about Mitch. Jennifer goes into details on what challenges she faced as a new mother. Mitch and his mother Joined forces to do everything they could to discredit Jennifer. We discuss challenges new parents, especially women who go through the "Baby Blues known as PPD (PostPartum Depression). I will link a source. We briefly mentioned on the pod. Men also go through PPD but much later. We discussed what Postpartum is and b...2022-08-231h 11
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 7- Phoenix mother spreading awareness of teen dating violenceI want to apologize because the audio quality is not great. I uploaded the video last night and the last 5mins of the show is this video that I play and react to. This is a clearer audio. Listen to Bobbie Sudberry speak about the dangerous signs to detect when it comes to teen daiting violence. Phoenix mother spreading awareness of teen dating violence (kgun9.com) This is the link if you guys want to read further.2022-08-1502 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 7- The Story of Kaitlyn SudberryWelcome to episode 7- The tragic ending of Kaitlyn Sudberry. This episode is unpacked by your host Eileen. My co-host could not host this one with me, her son was sick. We will be back with her episode tomorrow. This is case is a cautionary tale of what to look for when it comes to teen dating violence. Kaitlyn was this beautiful, vivacious, intellegent, young girl. She was full of dreams. A monster would soon enough get in the way of her dreams. In this episode the sources below are quoted in this episode and given credit...2022-08-1551 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 6- The Mitch for the BWelcome listeners to Episode 6- The Mitch for the B. Co-host Jen is telling her origin story of how she meet Mitch. The red flags were present but a girl welcoming a baby 4 months after meeting Mitch, this screams enough with Jennifer Lopez. The episode discusses briefly themes under the umbrella of Domestic Violence. Domestic Abuse Topline Facts and Statistics (domesticshelters.org) You are not alone. Please write to us at mbpatpodcast.eandj@gmail.com 2022-08-0926 min
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 5- A series of unfortunate events 1 & 2.TRIGGER WARNING: This episode gets into topics which may be heavy for some listeners, so listeners discretion is advised. Welcome Crime Universe. Join Myself, your host Eileen and your Co-Host Jennifer. We are unpacking the last semblance of what my life was with Nathan. A serious of unfortunate events were unfolding. I could not do anything about it at all. We mention NEC ( present in premature babies). I will tag my source below. We spoke about Stochkholm syndrome, Dan Brown's Deception point go read, a mention of battered women syndrome. This episode is longer because it is 2 e...2022-08-031h 02
MBP (Murder, Blood, & Psychopaths)Episode 4-Somewhere but nowhere to goWARNING: This episode makes reference to Anxiety, Suicide, and Depression. Let us unpack the conundrum Nathan is. How far is Nathan willing to go for self preservation? My co-host Jen and myself your host Eileen, explore themes of Isolation, Trauma Bonding, Sodom and Gomorrah, The Scarlet Letter, Game of Thrones, Anne Hathaway, Sophies Choice, The true definition of a Psychopath, and 5 Signs of Traumatic Bonding. Psychopath Definition & Meaning - Merriam-Webster (2) 5 Signs of Traumatic Bonding by Patrick Carnes - YouTube Britannica, The Editors of Encyclopaedia. "Sodom and Gomorrah". Encyclopedia Britannica, 31 Aug. 2021, https://ww...2022-07-2843 min