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The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba40 // From WhatsApp to Soul Sisters: Pleasure Practice, Mantras, and Radical Transformation with XalaThis week, I had my Tulum soul sister, Xala, on the podcast, and it was pure fire. We went from a random Ladies of Tulum WhatsApp chat to beachside Human Garage events in less than 24 hours, and we’ve been inseparable ever since. In this episode, we got raw and honest about transformation, which rips you apart and puts you back together in ways you didn’t see coming. We discussed our 2025 mantras, embracing pleasure as a practice, and the magic of living unapologetically. Xala and I didn’t hold back—there’s laughter, a little “did they just say that?” energ...2025-01-1641 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba39 // New Year, Real Me: Morning Rituals, Big Plans & Boundaries That StickKicking off 2025 with unapologetic energy and bold transformation! In this episode, I’m sharing the raw, unfiltered version of me—no more people-pleasing, no more “maybe” energy, and no holding back. Tune in as I dive into my daily routine that keeps me grounded and glowing, from hapé ceremonies and meditation to microdosing psilocybin and huachuma. I’m also spilling the tea on what I’ve got cooking this year: big plans for Ellechemize.com, creative projects simmering behind the scenes, and a mantra fueling it all. This episode is for anyone stuck at rock bottom or ready to transform heartbreak an...2025-01-1509 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba38 // Sacred Portals – Grief, Psychedelics & HomecomingWhat happens when grief, love, and psychedelics collide under a waning moon on the sacred cliffs of Isla Mujeres? In this raw and unfiltered episode, I take you deep into my psilocybin ceremony experience—a night of downloads, sacred geometry, and soul-shaking connection. I share: How plant medicine cracked me open and connected me to my mother beyond the veil.The sacred power of cacao and psilocybin in unlocking the heart and dissolving the ego.How grief became a bridge rather than a wall. This isn’t just a story—it’s an invitation. An invitation to see d...2024-12-2229 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba37 // Embracing your Saturn Return for Cosmic Transformatiom (If you are 27, 57 or 87 this episode is important for you! )Join me in this cosmic deep-dive as we unravel the enigmatic influence of Saturn, the taskmaster of the zodiac. Together, we'll explore the recent Saturn retrograde and its profound impact on our lives, providing a unique opportunity for introspection and growth. Discover how this cosmic giant, stationed nearly 750 million miles away, holds the keys to unlocking your true potential. I shed light on the life-altering phenomenon known as the Saturn Return. Whether you're experiencing the first, second, or even the third, Saturn Return, this celestial event marks a pivotal moment in your journey. Gain insights into how Saturn's energy can...2023-11-0634 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba36 // Embracing the New Earth Paradigm : Moving from 3D to 5D ConsciousnessCome with me into the heart of Tulum's lush jungle on this stormy November morning. Picture yourself, just like I am, sipping on a warm cappuccino as we embark on a profound exploration of the New Earth Paradigm. Together, we'll uncover the transformative energies that saturate this captivating locale, revealing the keys to attaining a higher state of consciousness. Join me as I navigate the pathways of enlightenment, drawing upon the wisdom of ancient traditions and the promise of a harmonious future. From immersive meditation practices to the celestial ballet of energies, we'll leave no stone unturned in our quest...2023-11-0347 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba35 // Want to work on a Superyacht? I tell you step-by-step how to become a YachtieWelcome back to Ellechemy, where we set sail on a voyage of wisdom through the lens of yachting. I'm thrilled to share some exciting news – my new book, 'Yachtinomics,' has just hit the shelves on Amazon! In this book, we explore the incredible life lessons that the world of yachting has to offer. From the power of teamwork and adaptability to the thrill of chasing dreams, 'Yachtinomics' uncovers a treasure trove of wisdom that goes far beyond the open water. Get ready for an insider's look at the glamour, intricacies, and hidden treasures that define this fascinating world. So, if...2023-10-1722 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba34 // Why I've Stepped Back from Tulum's Exorbitant New Age Scene: Navigating Spiritual Ego and NarcissismLet's get real for a moment. This year's been a wild ride - from loss to writing my memoir and my move to Tulum. Mexico has been a transformative chapter, pushing me to face my shadows and rediscover my core values. Recently, I've taken a step back from the spiritual scene here. In my latest podcast episode, I'm diving into why.  There's this trend of spiritual ego and narcissism that's been bugging me, especially on social media. It's like some folks are trying to peddle instant transformation, and it just doesn't sit right with me. And let's talk about the "p...2023-10-1058 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba33 // Leaving Mallorca. A Farewell to Jess.Today, on what would have been Jess's 37th birthday, I fondly remember my dear friend who left us far too soon, just before her 31st birthday in 2017. Her absence left a void in my life, prompting me to embark on a journey of healing, self-discovery, and transformation. In "Ellechemy," my memoir, I open up the pages of my life, beginning with the profound loss of Jess. This event served as a catalyst, propelling me from the shores of Mallorca to the enchanting landscapes of Bali. As we mark the six-year anniversary of my last day in Mallorca, it brings forth...2023-09-3035 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba32 // Unlocking Human Potential: Exploring the Benefits of MicrodosingIn today's episode, I dive deep into the world of microdosing with a personal touch. I share my journey with microdosing and the incredible transformation I experienced in a short time. I talk about my decision to explore microdosing as a holistic approach to healing from conditions like CPTSD, depression, and anxiety. The journey began just yesterday with my first 225mg microdose of the 'Golden Teacher' mushroom, scientifically known as Psilocybe cubensis. I couldn't help but share the immediate shift I felt within just 40 minutes of taking that microdose. The grip of anxiety, the weight of depression, and the relentless...2023-09-2238 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaELLECHEMY THE PODCAST // TRAILER 2023Hey there, I'm Elle Angeline, and welcome to Ellechemy, the podcast that's rewriting the rules of self-help. Join me on an unapologetically raw and refreshingly honest journey into self-discovery and personal growth. I'm not afraid to tackle taboo topics head-on, and in each episode, I'll give you an unfiltered look into my personal transformation, all while helping you uncover valuable insights into your spiritual path. Together, we'll dive deep into mental health and self-development, offering you the antidote to life's challenges. Over the past two years since I started this show, I've undergone an evolution and alchemy that's exceeded my...2023-09-2101 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaWTFF? (Who Turned Forty Five) Reflecting on my last solar year & introducing my debut memoir EllechemyWelcome to a special birthday episode of "Ellechemy." As I celebrate my forty-fifth orbit around the sun, I reflect on a transformative year where I manifested my dream condo, penned my debut memoir "Ellechemy," and embarked on a journey of healing and self-growth. This memoir isn't just a title; it's a reflection of my name, Elle, and my journey of turning personal challenges into gold. Join me as we delve into the heart of "Ellechemy," a raw and unfiltered memoir that challenges the stigma surrounding suicide and mental health, offering a lifeline to those who've felt the weight of life's...2023-09-1326 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaRising from the Shadows: The Rebirth of Ellechemy - A Candid Conversation on Personal TransformationIn this episode of Ellechemy, the host shares her journey of self-discovery, healing, and transformation. She talks about the importance of shadow work and how confronting our deepest fears and painful experiences can create space for transformation and growth. She also discusses the power of community in the healing process and how alchemy can help turn pain into purpose. The episode encourages listeners to find what works for them in their healing journey and to be gentle with themselves along the way. The host invites listeners to join her on the journey of turning lead into gold, one episode at...2023-04-2012 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaThe Power of Ritual & how it helps us transcend.This episode is about the power of Ritual.  You can remake your life in small but vital ways that will make you happier, calmer, and more able to do the work that must be done on this planet. Ritual is an integral part of architecting our own lives, we are the writer of our cosmic play, and you get to choose how it should play out.  We must deepen these common practices as intentional rituals that nurture connection and well-being. Ritual is ultimately a call to heal our loss of connection to ourselves, others, and spiritual identities. Once you bring aw...2022-08-2946 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaGrief has no expiry date. Toxic spirituality & learning to allow and accept your bad days.This one is about allowing yourself to be present in your bad moods and listening to that energy to allow it to work its way through you. We're inundated with social media posts about "good vibes only" that we almost feel guilty or shame for having a bad day, being depressed, or feeling negativity. Our emotions are indicators of what is going on inside and it's so important to listen to that indication so that we can get to the root of it, let it pass, and allow our own healing in divine timing.  Grief has no expiry date, it's i...2022-08-1543 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaListen to your Light PortalThis is about my profound experience during a recent Light Portal Ceremony in Tulum, which piggybacked another Ayahuasca ceremony and Water Blessing in Bacalar. These ceremonies presented themselves in divine timing to honor the dates around my friend Jess's death and in time for my friend Dean's death. A gentle reminder from the Universe, God, Ayahuasca, and Gaia that nothing is permanent and death is merely a transition or upgrade.  I also talk about shaking off a narcissistic (married) stalker, being ghosted by a client (shift happens), my art being discovered (on Google!), and my cool new remote workspace (Remo.C...2022-08-101h 08The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaThe Art of Manifesting with Self Love & Mindset Mentor Nikki LootsSometimes we treat others better than we treat ourselves. Get all the top tips and tools you need to help you to flip your fears, awaken to your spirit and your self-mastery by connecting to your soul, and let self-love be the foundation for your abundance, life, business, and relationships!  In this episode, I had the pleasure of speaking with "Self Love & Mindset Mentor" Nikki Loots in Cape Town.  Nikki has created a space to support self-love, growth & positivity. She offers teachings on how to properly love yourself and to help you with your personal development and manifestation. Growing to lo...2022-05-0747 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaShift happens. Why Spirituality can be lonely.This ones about my spiritual awakening and the lonely path spirituality can take you on. Often those that vibrate at a higher frequency are the "black sheep" of the family dynamic because we simply have different core beliefs and a different value system that doesn't fit into the paradigm of the non-spiritual family.  It can be a lonely path to spirituality, but once you travel that road you open your heart up to meeting "new friends", you have new conversations, change your perspective and you walk along a new shiny, sparkly paved 5D path now, filled with new experiences, new f...2022-04-0643 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaSeeing clearly after my Sananga Plant Medicine detox; the third eye openerIn this episode, I introduce Sananga, the sacred plant medicine bottled as eye drops.  The benefits are profound, not only physically for your eyes, but spiritually too. Known as the decalcifier of the Pineal Gland, this magic formula opens your third eye so that EVERYTHING becomes crystal clear.  Here is my story about my two 21 Day Sananga Dietas and what changes happened for me. I have already completed two Sananga detoxes and am ready to do another one. If you would like to join me on this sacred journey (from your home) then get in touch.   If you have any que...2022-03-2152 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaWhat I learned working for a Russian Oligarch; and how I too once had to escape my country in War!!This is my heartfelt story and first-hand experience of being forced to leave my birth country because of War.  While my story differs from what is going on politically today, I still carry the pain, the sadness, the grief, and the subconscious trauma that was felt by my family.  I learned only last week how the womb carries trauma felt by the Mother and how that trauma is transferred into the baby's DNA after being held and protected, cushioned from the pain during the nine-month incubation. I learned that trauma wounds affect our concept around money, how it forms our be...2022-03-141h 03The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaI went to Necker Island dressed as a Cougar, then got fired by my Superyacht Captain. This one is about Sexual Harassment onboard a SuperyacThere's no denying it - sexual harassment occurs in the yachting industry on a daily basis. If you are fired, refused a promotion, demoted, given a poor performance evaluation, or reassigned to a less desirable position because you reject a sexual advance, that almost certainly is sexual harassment.  This is my account of sexual harassment onboard in the yachting industry, which is superficial before you even step onboard. It is one of the only industries I know of where a full-length photo is required before the interview takes place.  Listen to my podcast on various accounts and experiences onboard superyachts, no...2022-03-021h 06The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaWhat nature can't do, Pluto will. Pluto Returns : A Tower moment for the United States of America.With the United States About To Have Its First-Ever Pluto Return, We Can Expect Radical Change on the Horizon. This episode is an astrology reading for the US Pluto Return happening between February 2022 - November 2024. I'll dive into what a pluto return is, the nature of Pluto in astrology, the history of Pluto returns relative to past nations/empires, what to expect, and how to align with this energy. Pluto symbolizes upheaval and change, and this year, the U.S. experiences its Pluto return — an event that many suspect will signal a major shift for the country. The pandemic has ma...2022-02-2137 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba3 Things That Changed For Me After AyahuascaVisions, Purging, Voices & Realizations. Bullfrogs, arguing with Mother Aya about a guy and dancing around the altar with Shamans.  Fresh off an epic ceremony in Costa Rica with Victor Oddo and Arron Doughty, I discuss my transformative Ayahuasca ceremony. I share my insights on how I believe Ayahuasca is truly transformative and healing and give you a taste of my recent experience at the plant medicine retreat in Nosara. Although still very much on my pink cloud and in the integration process, I share some recent changes; my aversion to alcohol since the ceremony and my new taste for marijuana...2022-02-201h 16The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaBreak down your Heart Wall- with Jen JungaWelcome to this special LOVE episode this Valentine's day. Today my focus is all around love, not only loving others but learning to love ourselves, putting ourselves first, and peeling back those layers from your own heart wall, with the Emotion and Body Code.  Meet Jen, of Higher Minds Healing.  Jen is an Emotion & Body Code practitioner and tells us why it is so important to peel back those layers of the Heart-Wall, where trapped emotions have been held for years. She explains how by releasing these trapped emotions you can literally turn your life around attract more love, abundance, an...2022-02-141h 02The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaTruth Transcends All Illusions - When to walk away from the NarcissistAs we evolve and our soul matures, we find ourselves transitioning away from people not in our best interest.  Breaking up with friends can be challenging and sometimes necessary for expanding our consciousness.  The sensations you feel within your body will signpost you towards or away from the people in your life.  If you frequently feel tense or demoralized in their presence, for instance, that may be a tip-off “that they are not truly on your team”. The question is: why might we continue to invest in friendships that we have mixed feelings about, or that may even actively make us feel...2022-02-101h 18The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaThe Alchemist on the Decks - with Barron WadeToday I am talking with Barron Wade, who I brought on to the show last September to discuss his album Born Future, dropping on 22 February! Barron is one of my favourite people. I don't actually think I've ever met someone so happy all the time, with so much passion and instant manifesting skills.  In this episode, we chat about reframing your beliefs, creating your own life plan (even if it means going against what everyone else is doing), and manifesting the best version of yourself. You are the God of your Universe, and you create your reality in every moment.  ✧For...2022-01-2845 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaI saw ET in Spielbergs Venice Beach condo!! And why you should dream bigger too.It's essential to dream big and aim high! And when you're finished, think bigger. I encourage you to live the life of your wildest dreams because absolutely anything and everything is possible.  This is an inspiring story of how an average twenty-nine-year-old daydreamed, created vision boards, chased his dreams, and turned his storyboards into reality...or virtual anyway.  I was lucky enough to have the opportunity to stay at Steven Spielbergs Venice, California home a few years ago. Stranger things happened during my stay when I stepped back in time. It was JAW-dropping.  Whenever you think you can't do something; rem...2022-01-2424 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaCosmic Botox - My dirty little secret to looking younger with Access ConsciousnessThis episode is about Access Consciousness, a healing modality discovered over thirty years ago in California by Gary Douglas.  Access found me last February 2021 when I so needed it. I was exhausted, miserable, stressed, depressed, and drained from work. Since finding Access my life has changed a whopping 360', and I am a different person, with a different point of view about almost everything.  Listen to my story about how Access found me and saved me; how Access Energetic facelift can reduce the signs of aging, clear problem skin (almost miraculously), and why you should invest in spiritual skincare.  For an...2022-01-1955 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaRetrograde Reiki and navigating this Cancer Full Moon during my 21 Day Sananga DetoxIn this episode, I talk about the current Mercury Retrograde (14th January - 3rd February), what it means exactly and what you should do to navigate this season of communication and technological mayhem. I cover the Cancer Full Moon on the 17th January 2022 and introduce my 21-day Sananga Detox, which I started a week ago (14 days to go!)  I then introduce you to Reiki, an energy healing modality that I first started in 2008, and how I offer a remote reiki treatment right here from my home in Mexico. I explain how I do an Aura meditation, card reading, and intuitive r...2022-01-1740 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaListen to your heART: Turning pain into paint; and how I use art as my vehicle for channeling spiritWelcome to 2022!  What a ride 2021 was, but boy do I look forward to what lies ahead.  Already my year has kicked off with the launch of a new holistic brand called LLIYB (details inside) and my first piece of resin artwork I created this week.  In this first episode of Season 2 on The Muse's Merkaba, I talk about my artwork and my integration into the world of Art.  What started as an outlet for deep pain and anger after my friend Jess was murdered in Ibiza in July 2017 led me into a direction that would begin my incredible healing journey. I ne...2022-01-0751 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaYou're NOT dying, you're just WAKING up! Ascension symptoms, Starseeds and the 144,000 that have arrived. Do you have the Shifts?Welcome to my twelfth and final podcast of 2021.  I am writing this at 03:45 (sleeping patterns funked up.) I just finished recording and editing my podcast in Logic Pro and then accidentally deleted the entire file (no, I didn't save it). I had to re-record the whole podcast! While on "take 2," I received a notification from one of my apps informing me of the intense pressure of the Mercury Retrograde Shadow period- that explains EVERYTHING. Buckle up; I think the upcoming Merc RX will be a biggie.  I was due to record this last Monday but felt all sorts of Ascension sy...2021-12-3038 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's Merkaba3 Reasons to do Ayahuasca; my Spirit Walk-In Experience & fighting with my Fiancé who died by SuicideIn this episode, I talk about my recent Ayahuasca ceremony in the jungle of Playa Del Carmen, my incredible experience meeting my fiancé on the other side and feeling anger towards him for the first time, then being able to sit with the rage and shout at him.  I also discuss my first walk-in experience with my cousin Dakota who stepped into my body and allowed me to feel all her emotions at the time of death, forcing me to feel her emotions and pain and cry for six hours.  I talked about my Entity Clearing and Heart Wall clearing las...2021-12-231h 31The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaMy Reiki Healer & Numerologist has arrived in Mexico. Her Bio-Resonance Frequency machine picked up I was on Molly!!In my eleventh episode, I talk to Bonni Southey, my friend, and Aurasprays business partner, whom I met in 2013 when I visited her clinic in Berkshire, England, for a Reiki treatment. Bonni has just arrived in Mexico and brings her toolbox of holistic therapies with her- bio-resonance informational medicine, Numerology, color therapy, reiki, and the Aurasprays. She talks about how she moved from the Fashion industry in London into Holistic Medicine and how she has now ended up in Mexico. Find out how we met back in 2013, how her bio-resonance machine picked up I had been on ecstasy and how sh...2021-12-141h 06The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaMy heart bursting Huachuma ceremony in Costa Rica, lusting over a Shaman and trying SanangaIn my tenth episode, I share my recent phenomenal experience trying plant medicine Huachuma or San Pedro cactus for the first time. This heart-opening plant medicine filled me with love, joy, and laughs for a solid twelve hours, getting me into all sorts of trouble. I fell in love with a Shaman and his beautiful arms, I got told off by another Shaman for talking and laughing during silent meditation, and I accidentally ate something I shouldn't have.  The gentle Grandfather's energy shook me to the core, burst open my heart chakra and showed me unconditional love and absolute compassion, a...2021-11-301h 02The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaMy life changing Ayahuasca experience and how my life turned 360' and hasn't been the same sinceMy 8th podcast discusses my first experience using plant medicine, Ayahuasca, in Mallorca in July 2017. I delve into why people are called to do Ayahuasca and the amazing benefits of this otherwordly plant medicine.  I then dive deeper into the story of my calling to take this sacred plant medicine, my journey on Ayahuasca where I sat in ceremony and drank from the cup on three nights. I tell you about the deceased loved ones that visited me, my life-changing experience, the visuals I experienced, and how my life changed afterward. Ayahuasca inspired me to paint. After my ceremony, I f...2021-10-281h 41The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaDating younger: Why I'd rather date someone with an X-Box than an Ex-wifeIn my seventh episode I talk about dating, everything from dating apps and why I oppose them; why I prefer much younger men, and about my ADD (another dating disaster). I spill the beans on cheaters, liars, and sexual harassers. I discuss the key pointers in dating and some red flags to look out for.2021-10-1943 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaMexico- The Bellybutton of the MoonDid you know that Mexico means 'belly button of the moon', in the native Mexican language, Nahuatl, Aztec or Mexicano. Episode 6 is about my love affair with Mexico, after falling in love on Isla Mujeres in 2010, my first visit and how a wellness retreat changed my life and helped me heal from THE break-up, giving me hope and helping me find my soul again. I found myself back in Mexico in January 2014 after a New Years Eve party at today's Bitcoin Billionaire's Miami South Beach mansion. I needed recovery so I booked a ticket to Tulum and joi...2021-10-1152 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaWhy you should never lose yourself for a job; getting saved from a fire by hot Floridian Firemen; getting fired by Cowboys; and the Yacht OwThis one is about my move back into the Superyacht industry in 2019,  after a three-year hiatus, about my trip across the Atlantic ocean by boat tailgating Hurricane Dorian. I talk about our trip up the East Coast USA, seeing Billy Joel at Madison Square Gardens, spending time in the Jersey Shore, a visit to the streets of Philadelphia, a jazzy weekend in Washington DC, and a few months in Florida. I talk about getting saved from a roaring fire by hot firemen while I was on a juice cleanse. I talk about how getting fierce got me fired, for...2021-10-041h 03The Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaFull-Mooning with DJ Barron Wade in MexicoThis is my fourth podcast episode, but my first unscripted Q&A with the contagiously positive Entrepreneur and DJ Barron Wade. He is a Vibe!We recorded this on the rooftop of his Mexican jungle villa, it was HOT, and a little noisy, but so much fun!/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////Last week, I was lucky enough to full-moon with Barron Wade Jones in Playa Del Carmen. An ex-yachtie from Indiana, USA, now a self-made entrepreneur who runs a hugely successful tourism business in Naples, Florida, Barron Wade Jones,  works smarter, not harder. Barron is proof that you can live th...2021-09-2719 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaLenny Kravitz wrote my sick noteThis is my third episode in my journal series. This is a snippet from an experience I had in 2008, looking back now I see the spiritual message in it. I hope you hear it too. This is the one when Lenny Kravitz wrote my sick note. I worked in PR and ended up on stage with the band before a penthouse afterparty at Bono's Clarence Hotel in Dublin. I didn't turn up for work the following day, so Lenny pulled one out the cards for me and wrote my sick note. This is the story of my transition ou...2021-09-2038 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaSuicide. The elephant in the room.*Trigger Warning*Today I discuss Suicide. The elephant in the room. September is Suicide Prevention month. I think every day should be suicide prevention day, if I am honest. Mental illness is rife, particularly at this time in our world. I give you my suicide story, just one, I actually have three, but today I share the closest and most recent. The story about my fiancés death- by suicide in April 2019. This is the first time I have discussed the entire event, before, during and after. It's raw and it might be uncomfortable for you to lis...2021-09-1356 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaHow Spirituality landed me my first Superyacht jobWelcome to my very first podcast episode where I tell you how spirituality got me into the superyacht industry and how my world exploded when I discovered all things spiritual. I tell you how I was deeply depressed, although, to the outside world, I looked incredibly happy. I had the dream PR job, the dream apartment, car, and social life, but something was missing. I delve into how I searched to find that happiness, what worked and what didn't. You can hear how my life did a 360 after making a few minor changes and trusting in my higher guides. I...2021-09-0744 minThe Muses MerkabaThe Muses MerkabaWelcome to The Muse's MerkabaWelcome to the Muses Merkaba, a magically inspiring "the things they don't tell you" journal series from careers to spirituality, relationships,  CPTSD, grieving, surviving suicide, energetic healing, ayahuasca, esotericism, and moving to Mexico. I'm your Zimbabwean host Elle Meegan, PR Manager, Superyacht Chief Stew, an Intuitive, Energy Healer, an Artist, Designer, and Writer.   Navigate through this raw uncut version of my experience hitting many rock bottoms and how I crawled myself out of them. I will share my journey through the dark knight of my soul, my awakening, and the not so pretty chapters in-between I will sho...2021-09-0501 minThe Muse\'s MerkabaThe Muse's MerkabaWelcome to The Muse's MerkabaWelcome to the Muses Merkaba, a magically inspiring "the things they don't tell you" journal series from careers to spirituality, relationships,  CPTSD, grieving, surviving suicide, energetic healing, ayahuasca, esotericism, and moving to Mexico.I'm your Zimbabwean host Elle Meegan, PR Manager, Superyacht Chief Stew, an Intuitive, Energy Healer, an Artist, Designer, and Writer. Navigate through this raw uncut version of my experience hitting many rock bottoms and how I crawled myself out of them. I will share my journey through the dark knight of my soul, my awakening, and the not so pretty chapters in-betweenI will sh...2021-09-0501 min