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You BeautyThe Trick To Applying False Eyelashes Perfectly Every TimeIs it time to say goodbye to the 'clean girl' aesthetic? Makeup artist and content creator Brookelle McKenzie says yes! Alongside her fail safe way to apply false eyelashes perfectly every time, to her iconic blush placement for a lifted, youthful look - Brookelle is here to share with us her beauty secrets (and favourite products). Plus, Brookelle shares with us her secret way to get a perfect winged eyeliner and it won't cost you a cent. Enter Lazy Gewl Giveaways here! Use code DUET20 for 20% off a yearly subscription. LINKS TO EV...2024-08-2815 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 219 - Ville Valo (HIM)Razorblade Romance. Heartagram cult leader, mascara fashion icon and gothic poster boy, Ville Valo, is our guest on Episode 219 of Sappenin' Podcast! The former HIM vocalist discards his silent mystique, for an insight into his new solo VV project, keeping the spirit of the band alive and the culture surrounding his career. In this conversation, Ville opens up on stepping back on stage for the first time in six years, his time away from the spotlight, being a hopeless romantic with music, continuing to share HIM memories, frontman do's and don'ts, advice from Ozzy Osbourne, heartagram tattoos, Jackass, new...2023-02-0356 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 218 - Chris #2 (Anti-Flag)The Press Corpse. Punk-rock activist, high jumping maniac and resident hockey lover, Chris #2, is our guest on Episode 218 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Anti-Flag bassist and vocalist pulls back the curtain on the bands 30th anniversary celebrations, fighting social injustices and surviving in the music industry. In this conversation, Chris opens up on three decades of wild experience, facing real life political dangers on the road, his co-frontman relationship with Justin Sane, throwing weird shapes on stage, the balance of writing catchy songs with a message, unexpectedly playing a sex club, his 'good vibes only' rule after 9pm, early advice...2023-01-271h 11
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 217 - Alex Melton | The YouTuber Swapping Your Favourite Songs GenresSouthern Charm. YouTube cover star, songwriting producer and genre swapping genius, Alex Melton, is our guest on Episode 217 of Sappenin' Podcast! The guy who reimagines your favourite songs gives us a insight into his country-rock vs pop-punk mindset, getting signed to Pure Noise Records and being praised by the emo scenes biggest names. In this conversation, Alex opens up on how a unexpected Taylor Swift track helped change his life, quitting his professional job to seize a new dream, making No Scrubs by TLC sound like Blink-182, putting a yeehaw twang on The Amity Affliction and convincing you Harry...2023-01-201h 10
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 216 - Dave McPherson (InMe)The Hardship Diaries. Scene hero, passionate lyricist and self proclaimed 'music idiot who has his moments', Dave McPherson, is our guest on Episode 216 of Sappenin' Podcast! The InMe vocalist and solo artist dives into unprecedented stories behind a storybook career, mental health care and coming back from the industries biggest highs vs devastating lows. In this conversation, Dave opens up on the bands lasting legacy, influencing a generation of artists as part of the early 2000's UK alternative-rock boom, behind the scene dynamics, how one of their old 'superfans' made his way into the band, signing to a major...2023-01-1355 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 215 - Against The Current (Chrissy Costanza, Dan Gow & Will Ferri)Legends Never Die. New York raised, pop-rock hit makers and chaos enthusiastic trio, Against The Current, are our guests on Episode 215 of Sappenin' Podcast! Chrissy Costanza, Dan Gow and Will Ferri takeover with secrets behind the bands new independent era, random nights out and their favourite British touring delicacies. In this conversation, Chrissy, Dan and Will open up on their visions for every chapter of ATG, underestimated industry pet peeves, freedom vs creativity, supporting Pierce The Veil across Europe, learning local slang, snack wars, full circle moments with Dashboard Confessional, growing up in the internet spotlight, awkward emo moments...2023-01-0653 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 214 - Em Foster (Nervus) | Live @ 2000 Trees FestivalTough Crowd. Punk-rock badass, Em Foster, is our guest on Episode 214 of Sappenin' Podcast! Recorded live, on stage, as part of our series of exclusive podcast shows at 2000 Trees Festival 2022, the Nervus vocalist embraces the audiences energy with personal secrets on bizarre career moments, jumping between musical projects and getting into trouble backstage. In this conversation, Em opens up on the bands new album 'The Evil One', getting booked as an independent artist, playing multiple shows in restaurants, when gigs go wrong, the world of weird reviews, how sad people are behind the scenes, favourite festival experiences, dance moves, r...2022-12-3059 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 213 - Matt Goss (Bros)Changing Faces. One of the 80/90's biggest pop-culture icons, resident showman and sneaky prankster, Matt Goss, is our guest on Episode 213 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Bros vocalist reveals secrets on a life in the spotlight, fighting music industry elitists and still holding the record for the youngest artists to sell-out Wembley Stadium. In this conversation, Matt opens up on his time on Strictly Come Dancing, being branded by the media as shy, moving back home to the UK, his eleven-year stint of residencies in Las Vegas most lucrative venues, new solo music, the future of Bros, brotherhood, the success...2022-12-2344 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 212 - Pierce The Veil (Vic Fuentes, Jaime Preciado & Tony Perry)King For A Day. Hardcore-emo clan, Pierce The Veil, are our guests on Episode 212 of Sappenin' Podcast! Vic Fuentes, Jaime Preciado and Tony Perry talk secrets behind their new era, beauty of nostalgia and getting booed on their first tours. In this conversation, the band take a trip down memory lane to their first time in the UK with The Blackout (2007), still using old inside jokes, winning over fans their whole career, new album 'Jaws Of Life', needing an anger translator, classic show pranks vs nerf guns injuries, weddings, Vic's work with the Living The Dream Foundation, When We...2022-12-161h 02
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 211 - Cody FrostCHAOS! Ravepunk poser, tattoo artist and self-proclaimed goblin, Cody Frost, is out guest on Episode 211 of Sappenin' Podcast! The northern singer songwriter explodes with exciting secrets on collaborating with her favourite band: Enter Shikari, ripping up the music rulebook and finally showing the world her true self. In this conversation, Cody opens up on why featuring on the Shikari song 'Bull' is THE ultimate full circle dream, escaping preconceived notions from her time as a finalist on The Voice: UK (2016), being diagnosed with ADHD, why it helped her life make sense, overcoming bizarre career obstacles, vocal range vs weird...2022-12-091h 12
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithBonus: Hot Water Music (Chuck Ragan & Chris Cresswell)Remedy conversations with punk-rock legends: Hot Water Music. Chuck Ragan and Chris Cresswell (The Flatliners) talk to us on this bonus episode, about the importance of treating band crew like your family, staying true to the audience and learning important life lessons, for the last three decades. Recorded backstage at Slam Dunk Festival 2022, Chuck and Chris open up on a series of industry secrets including, staying motivated to write new music, juggling different projects, making the most of every opportunity, ridiculous tour memories, influencing a whole generation of their piers, humble mindsets, 2023 plans, the idea of punk music and...2022-12-0633 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 210 - Harper | The 11-Year-Old Metal Sensation | (America’s Got Talent)Holy Roller. Brutal metal vocalist, viral internet sensation and 11-year-old girl, Harper, is our guest on Episode 210 of Sappenin' Podcast! The America's Got Talent Semi-Finalist joins us with her step-dad turned co-writer, Ben Lumber (Acres), in her first long-form interview. In this conversation, Harper and Ben open up on a life changing twelve months, originally breaking the internet with her Spiritbox cover, how her love for heavy music first started, impressing the AGT judges vs scaring Simon Cowell, secrets behind the show, the reaction to her audition, singing on stage with Spiritbox in London, personal advice from Courtney LaPlante...2022-12-0251 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 209 - Henry Cox (Boston Manor)Plasticine Dreams. Mr. Eat Your Greens, alternative visionary and The Simpsons enthusiast, Henry Cox, is our guest on Episode 209 of Sappenin' Podcast. The Boston Manor vocalist provides us with a deeply personal insight into life away from the band, staying true to themselves and overcoming common industry mishaps. In this conversation, Henry opens up on their involvement in the UK alternative, emo and pop punk scenes over the last decade, why they have never catered to a certain crowd, new album Datura, unconventional influences, what first brought them together, breakthrough moments vs setbacks, growing up on the road, battles...2022-11-251h 06
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 208 - Jenna McDougall (Tonight Alive / Hevenshe)The Book of Love. Tonight Alive vocalist, spiritual creator and Australian emo, Jenna McDougall, is our guest on Episode 208 of Sappenin' Podcast! Musics most passionate soul discusses deep secrets on her new solo project Hevenshe, needing time to heal and the bands ongoing hiatus. In this conversation, Jenna opens up on her time away from music, focusing on mental health, overcoming intense burnout, starting fresh, going completely independent, industry nightmares, songwriting challenges, creative freedom, the legacy of Tonight Alive, why the band had to stop asap, secret reunion messages, constantly evolving as a human, finding spirituality vs taking therapy...2022-11-181h 15
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 207 - The Blackout: Reunion Exclusive with Gavin Butler & Rhys LewisWasn't It, Was It? The Blackout are back (woohoo) and to celebrate, we have the exclusive reunion interview on Episode 207 of Sappenin' Podcast! Gavin Butler and Rhys Lewis tell us why we can finally have nice things, honest secrets behind the bands return and announcing Download Festival 2023. In this conversation, we discuss how things lead to a comeback, moving on from their original break up in 2015, unknown rehearsals, past offers to reunite, honouring the songs memories, the bands status, future shows vs new music, why Download is such a sentimental place for them, fan tattoos, life away from music...2022-11-111h 17
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 206 - Alexisonfire (George Pettit & Wade MacNeil)The Only Band Ever. Canadian post-hardcore idols, important songwriters and the voice of a generation, Alexisonfire are our guests on Episode 206 of Sappenin’ Podcast. Vocal maniacs, George Pettit and Wade MacNeil, exclusively discuss the bands evolving legacy, escaping nostalgia and fighting for everything. In this conversation, the duo open up on their international cult following, how tour life has changed, early memories from the road, fist fights vs getting banned from malls, the bands longterm status, new album Otherness, their original hiatus, the inner workings of songwriting, appreciating each other, wanting people to express themselves, still wanting to evolve, ri...2022-11-0459 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 205 - Blöthar the Berserker (GWAR)Happy Halloween! Galactic warrior, scumdog of the universe and leader of Beavis and Butt-Heads favourite band, Blöthar the Berserker, is our guest on Episode 205 of Sappenin' Podcast! The GWAR vocalist elaborates on why the group were banished to earth for millions of years, their shock-rock factor and leaving their mark on heavy metal music. In this conversation, Blöthar and his human vessel Michael Bishop, open up on life behind the scenes, evolving their characters for almost four decades, DIY ethos vs building their own costumes, why professional wresting is such a influence, being labelled satanists by mainstream me...2022-10-281h 00
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 204 - Maggie LindemannGirl Next Door. Fashion freak, goth enthusiast and internet sweetheart, Maggie Lindemann, is our guest on Episode 204 of Sappenin' Podcast. The emo singer-songwriter and model introduces us to her world of dark influences, reinventing herself and fighting against industry stereotypes. In this conversation, Maggie opens up on being under the music spotlight from a young age, rising to fame as a pop artist, asking to leave a major record contact, finding happiness in alternative scenes, growing up on Avril Lavigne, Evanescence and Flyleaf, embracing her dark side on new album Suckerpunch, confidence issues, biggest learning curves, her love for...2022-10-2152 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 203 - Winston McCall #2 (Parkway Drive)Viva The Underdogs. Flame laser addict, metalcore visionary and Australian heartthrob, Winston McCall, is our guest on Episode 203 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Parkway Drive vocalist returns to provide a unique insight into the bands famous fire production, mental health struggles and having fresh perspective on new album 'Darker Side'. In this conversation, Winston opens up on what it takes to put on a larger than life stage show, designing blueprints, the importance of crew, hiring over fifty people on their touring party, quick costume changes, connecting with audiences, taking the band to therapy, how they almost broke up earlier...2022-10-141h 05
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 202 - Life and Death in Music with Ian WinwoodBodies. Best selling author, respected music journalist and ruthless critic, Ian Winwood, is our guest on Episode 202 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Kerrang, Alternative Press and NME writer shares secrets on his new book, 'Bodies: Life and Death in Music', that has the whole industry talking, exposing the dark sides of ignoring addiction, mental health and exploitation. In this conversation, Winwood opens up on his three decades covering the scenes biggest artists, discovering bands unorthodox cries for help, success vs failure, drug abuse, backstage culture, being addicted to the live crowd, spirals of a bands demise, how we as listeners...2022-10-071h 24
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 201 - Trixie & Katya (Trixie Mattel + Katya Zamolodchikova)Ohh, Honey. Drag royalty, New York times best selling authors and the masters of shade, Trixie Mattel and Katya Zamolodchikova, are our guests on Episode 201 of Sappenin' Podcast! The chaotic best friends expose scandalous secrets on their pop-culture crossover, having a chokehold on the entertainment industry and embracing emo culture. In this conversation, Trixie & Katya open up on their rise to fame on RuPaul's Drag Race, headlining Wembley, why drag has taken over the mainstream, risking their lives on tour buses, unexpected fan gifts, dealing with airport security, wardrobe malfunctions, but plugs, their new book "Guide To Professional Womanhood"...2022-09-3058 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 200 - No Devotion (Geoff Rickly + Stuart Richardson)The End Of Longing. Two of the most influential figures in our music careers, Geoff Rickly and Stuart Richardson, are our special guests for Episode 200 of Sappenin' Podcast. The No Devotion duo return together, to celebrate the release of their second album 'No Oblivion', reveal exclusive secrets on the bands hiatus and everything that makes this project their safe space. In this conversation, Stu and Geoff open up on the bands quiet period, why these songs are so personal to them, processing the aftermath of Lostprophets, needing time to heal vs taking risks, continuing without Mike Lewis and Jamie...2022-09-231h 10
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 199 - The Early November (Ace Enders & Jeff Kummer)Decoration. 2000's emo veterans, scene favourites and sketchbook lyric culprits, The Early November, are our guests on Episode 199 of Sappenin' Podcast. Ace Enders and Jeff Kummer celebrate the bands twentieth anniversary, with a special candid conversation, reflecting their legacy, impact on alternative music and moving forward. In this podcast, we discuss their chokehold on emo nostalgia, always writing songs as timestamp memories, why their new album 'Twenty' was the best platform to revisit a collection of rare b-sides, unreleased tracks and fresh material, living their youth on the road, Warped Tour highlights, originally being singed to the iconic Drive-Thru...2022-09-161h 05
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 198 - Saint Agnes: Live @ 2000 Trees Festival (Kitty Austen & Jon Tufnell)Welcome To Silvertown. Gothic, punk, blood enthusiasts, Saint Agnes, are our guests on Episode 198 of Sappenin' Podcast! Recorded live, on stage, as part of our series of exclusive live shows at 2000 Trees Festival 2022, Kitty Austen and Jon Tufnell embrace the crowds energy with personal secrets on the bands gritty ethos, wild reputation and challenging music industry rules. In this conversation, the band reflect on their DIY journey to rowdy festival sets, obscure influences, female musician stereotypes, wanting to be strangely different, Nine Inch Nails, music video concepts, pouring themselves with blood, unpractical tour stories, rider requests, fashionable bins, what...2022-09-0958 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithWWE: Clash At The Castle (Rhea Ripley, Drew McIntyre, Liv Morgan, Finn Balor, Bianca Belair, Street Prophets, Sheamus, Damian Priest, Gunther, Ludwig Kaiser)World Wrestling Entertainment. On September 3rd 2022, the leading franchise in professional wrestling, WWE, took over the streets of Cardiff, Wales, as they hosted the biggest wrestling event in Britain for 30 years. Clash At The Castle saw the most famous names is sports entertainment, make history, in front of 62,000 rowdy fans, in a historic event watched across the globe. Sappenin' Podcast was invited to a series of media events, to talk to a collection of WWE Superstars, about creating special moments, their alternative influences and to portray the sport in a different light. In this bonus podcast, we are joined...2022-09-071h 01
Wish You Were HereNo. 54 | Tajahn WilsonHey there! Today we’re hosting my very good friend Tajahn Wilson. Tajahn and I discuss why we wish people would ask how we feel more, our preference for deep & emotional conversations, and how we’ve been flourishing since nurturing our sensitive side. We relate over the hypercriticism we dealt with in childhood, being in competition with siblings for resources & attention, and reckoning our parent’s expectations of us with our personal desires. We get to the bottom of why Tajahn is actually in college, and he opens up about his recovery since being hit by a car in 2020.
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Wish You Were HereNo. 53 | Dorothy ColonHey there! Today I’m talking with my friend and mentor, Dorothy Colon. We talk about why we like flexing our personal authenticity, why we don’t like being perceived, anxiety disorders, and why Dorothy’s trying to stop being an overthinker. We also get into Dorothy’s experience with pole dancing, how she’s embraced the art form, and how we’re finding safety & comfort in sexuality. This conversation is full of serendipity, and I’m thankful to have found someone I relate to so deeply. I know you’ll enjoy! Until next time, bye for now.
Find Dorothy h...2022-03-2253 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 52 | Te'Aja McCoyI am delighted and so thrilled to share this next guest with you. Today I’m hosting my dear friend and SPARK baby, Te’Aja McCoy! We discuss the SPARK retreat & the benefits of deep emotional connection, the loneliness we experience in college (and relying on connection for our survival), the hoops she had to jump through to make college a reality for herself, and how Te’Aja got a full ride to 22 colleges and universities!
Te’Aja talks about the inseparable bond she shares with her grandfather, what it’s been like to be away from him since...2022-03-151h 01
Wish You Were HereNo. 51 | Kayla BrownHello everyone! Our next guest is my friend, Kayla Brown. Kayla and I discuss why we’ve been needing to relax more, why we keep waking up with a strange sense of impending doom, and how we tune into our bodies when we need to release stress. We hypothesize about the concept of reincarnation, death, and not understanding what happens to our essence once we pass away. I explore some lessons I’ve learned since losing my father, and we reminiscence about our loved one’s that have passed away.
I’m so appreciative of Kayla’s vulnerabil...2022-03-0859 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 50 | Benecia JacksonHappy Tuesday folks. Today I am joined by my friend Benecia! We discuss her deep love of dogs (and how they help her stay calm), how she processes and copes with anxiety, what physical sensations that come with anxiety, and the stress of planning for the future. Benecia talks about the competitiveness of dance and what draws her to the sport, the distinction between dance as art and dance as competition, why we (the audience) should be looking to feel what a dancer is creating for us, and the importance of setting herself apart in dancing (by giving every...2022-02-2248 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 49 | Sieway HuntHey y’all! Today I’m joined by my wonderful friend, Sieway Hunt. She and I discuss her experience being a Black cheerleader at UNC-Chapel Hill, why she decided to join Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority Inc. and what she hopes to accomplish within the organization, her close connection to her younger sister and mother, and understanding her value as a role model.
Sieway explains why she wishes people asked her more questions, how she’s mastering staying true to herself no matter the people she’s around, and why quarantine allowed for more self-exploration and discovery. I also hear about the hard...2022-02-1552 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 48 | Maha BallardStart your free trial of Audible books today using this link: www.audibletrial.com/jai. For every free trial created, the show makes $15. So please help us out!
Our next guest is my friend (and resident fly girl✨) Maha Ballard! We discuss the impact Maha’s family has on her life (and what it’s like growing up with 7 siblings), her being exposed to many different ethnicities inside her household, why we can’t decide if we want to have kids, and admitting that we do not, in fact, work best under pressure. She digs into the aftermath...2022-02-0852 min
Nenušaunami siužetaiNenušaunami siužetai. Detektyvai kaip istorinių veikėjų reabilitavimo priemonė – kartais suveikia, kartais nelabaiImtis šios temos laidos vedėjus paskatino neseniai „Netflix“ pasirodęs filmas „Miunchenas“ pagal to paties pavadinimo garsaus politinių trilerių autoriaus Roberto Harriso romaną. Ir romanu, ir filmu siekiama paskatinti pakeisti nuomonę apie garsųjį Miuncheno memorandumą su Hitleriu pasirašiusį Britanijos ministrą pirmininką Neville‘ą Chamberlainą (filme jį net vaidina populiarusis Jeremy Ironsas). Tačiau vedėjus šios pastangos ne visai įtikina, ypač filmo, tad jie mielai prisimena vienos iš savo mėgstamiausių detektyvų rašytojų Josephine Tey istorinį detektyvą „Laiko duktė“ (iš tiesų tai „The Daughter of Time“, nes lietuviškai šios autorės nieko neturim), kuriame ji stoja į diskusiją su Šekspyru ir laimi. Patys laidos vedėjai ir...2022-02-0729 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 47 | Diana DebnamHiya everybody! Please help me welcome our next guest to the show, Diana Debnam. Join us as we discuss the unexpected benefits that come from getting older, learning to manage the expectations we have of ourselves and others, her family dynamic growing up in Fayetteville, her close relationship with her sister, and her family’s connection to religion.
Diana explains why she values honesty and authenticity in her relationships, why she feels drawn to the healthcare field, and how she dealt with her paranoia regarding catching COVID-19. She also shares the impact of growing up in a pr...2022-02-0151 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 46 | Jarrah FayeHappy Tuesday, everyone! And please join me as we welcome our next guest and friend of the show, Jarrah Faye. Jarrah & I discuss what it feels like being consistently let down by UNC, why Jarrah values being alone, us being sensitive individuals (and why sensitive children need parent’s with patience), her childhood and early emotional experiences with her family, and how seeing her family struggle personally impacts her in adulthood.
We open up about the pain of being misunderstood and the joy that results from embracing your fullest self. I ask Jarrah about her experience being dark-skinned and the mi...2022-01-1854 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 45 | Xavier NonezHello and welcome back to season 2 of Wish You Were Here! I missed y’all like crazy and am excited to get things rolling again.
Kicking us off is our next guest, Xavier Nonez! X is a Durham native and recent graduate of UNC-Chapel Hill (where he was an Executive Leadership Council Scholar & Harvey Beech Scholar). Join us as we discuss X’s recent move to San Francisco, why he embraces adventure and learning new things, how he ended up at UNC (and his being a Duke fan prior to attending UNC), and his relationship to the business school and how...2022-01-111h 00
Wish You Were HereNo. 44 | Carmen WalkerHappy holidays! This is our final episode in season 1, and it's definitely one with a lot to teach you. Today I'm talking with my former middle school classmate and friend, Carmen Walker.
Carmen & I discuss why she strives to finish what she starts, why it's hard for her to ask for help, the role her family plays as her primary support system, and how we deal with the external pressures from those closest to us. Carmen offers advice on incorporating planning into your everyday routine, prioritizing what makes you feel good, and we explore self-fulfillment as the p...2021-12-2447 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 43 w/ Jai NevilleGood morning and good evening everybody! We've got two more episodes to come out this year (including this one) before the end of season 1. Today I'm getting into three things I'm grateful for: 1) My experience with mental illness, 2) Cooking as a way to give love to my body, and 3) Being exactly the partner my beautiful baby, Victoria Shay, deserves. Stay tuned for our Song Of The Week, 'HOMEGIRL' by Leven Kali ft. Smino (!!) & Topaz Jones. Happy holidays y'all! Bye for now.
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Wish You Were HereNo. 42 | Tú Uyên NguyenGood morning and good evening y'all! Today we have a very special guest (and one of the show's BIGGEST fans), Tú Uyên Nguyen! Tú Uyên and I discuss the ways we invest in our younger peers, what we have to offer in a mentor/mentee relationship, using intentionality and authenticity as a form of self care, our opinions on using Instagram to express our feelings, and aligning our use of time with our priorities.
We hear about how Tú Uyên's childhood life compares to the lives of her parents, her family immigrating to the US fro...2021-12-141h 04
Wish You Were HereNo. 41 w/ Jai NevilleI’ve been feeling sad these last few days & I’m holding space for myself to feel that. Listen in for a few updates on how I’ve been doing, three things I’m feeling grateful for, as well as our first Song Of The Week! Love y’all! Happy Holidays.
0:00 - Intro
1:13 - Three Things I’m Grateful For (1:45 - Issa Rae & Insecure, 3:59 - Going for walks, 5:45 - End of fall semester)
8:37 - Outro
11:11 - Song Of The Week, ‘TANGERINE DREAM’ by Snoh Aalegra
Want your voice featured on the show? Call (984) 884-6361 and leave us a message. I do not own the right...2021-12-1114 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 40 | Julie KimHey there! I’m very excited to share with you our next guest and my friend, Julie Kim. Julie joins me as we explore our love of writing (and shared experiences in two creative writing courses at UNC), the way she characterizes her personality (and why she considers herself a 'careful' person), why she loves to ask people questions about themselves, her childhood and life experiences growing up, and her relationship to spirituality. Julie and I compare our enneagram types and astrological signs. We open about our experiences with race in America and the unspoken truths that people of co...2021-12-071h 01
Wish You Were HereNo. 39 | Maxwell MorantHey there! The best part of this show has been speaking with people who listen as well as they share, and our next guest is no different. Today we've got my good friend, Maxwell Morant. We discuss our love of The Midnight Gospel, Max's exploration of multiple faiths and forms of spirituality, why it's important to him to be seen as a good listener, using breath control and mindfulness to deal with overthinking, and we explore Max's pragmatism (and why he always considers the consequences and implications of his actions). Max opens up about the gratitude he has for...2021-12-0358 min
Wish You Were Here**No. 14 | Dionne Williams**This episode has been edited from its original version to exclude sensitive materials per guest's request. Original release date 08/27/21
Helloooo there. Today we have one of my high school best friends, Dionne Williams. Dionne is such a kind, intelligent, & hilarious soul, and this interview demonstrates that perfectly. We discussed the COVID-19 pandemic and young people have been affected, our opinions on the COVID vaccine (and whether or not we have received it), Dionne's hair journey, and her experiences teaching and mentoring young children. We analyze the role truth & distrust play in our society and open up discussion on the COVID-19...2021-11-2947 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 38 | Janora McDuffieHello there!!! I've never been more excited to share an episode than I am today. Our next guest is Janora McDuffie. She is an actress (with appearances on Grey's Anatomy, 24, This Is Us, & Criminal Minds), voiceover artist, host, and speaker. I first met Janora last year when she spoke with the UNC-Chapel Hill 2023 Cohort of NC Fellows; I left that conversation knowing two things for certain: a) Janora is one of the most AMAZING storytellers I've ever heard and b) she's truly embraced being a co-creator in her life.
Join Janora and I as we discuss her c...2021-11-281h 13
Wish You Were HereA Few Updates w/ Jai NevilleWe need to talk...call or text (984) 884-6361 and let me know: how you been feeling this month?
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Hey there, it's Jai! I've been waiting for you to join me. Welcome to Wish You Were Here, the podcast where we open to each other and cherish human connection. What if I asked, what is it like to be you? Do you know what you'd say?
The guests you'll here from are the people that I most love and adore, and together we explore that very question. Maybe one day you will be next...2021-11-2305 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 37 | Corinne PickeringHello there! Today I have the pleasure of speaking with my friend, Corinne Pickering. Cori & I discuss her life growing up with twin sister (and what it’s been like to be away from her), her experiences at UNC and why the spring 2021 semester was so emotional for her, and why Cori values her friendships and connections so deeply. She & I gush over our love of podcasts, and I found out that Cori is a fan of the show! I really enjoyed this conversation and I know you will too. Bye for now.
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Wish You Were HereNo. 36 | Maria SummersAyo!! Glad to be checking in again. Today I got to talk with the marvelous Maria Summers. We got into her childhood and our reviews of growing up in Greensboro, N.C., what people misunderstand about the first-generation college student experience, what it’s really like to lose weight, how weight loss further complicated her relationship to her body, what she experienced studying abroad in South Korea, and her desire to become an influencer (along with her fashion Instagram page @genzelevated).
I’m so grateful to know Maria! I love how her laugh and energy are so conta...2021-11-1847 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 35 | Karis PriceHello there! Today I am speaking with my good friend and SPARK sister, Karis Price. We discussed her childhood and connection to her family, what it was like growing up Seventh-day Adventist, spending part of her life living in Kentucky, her relationship to her Blackness, and why we believe cancel culture is having a negative impact on our ability to learn/think critically. Karis also gives personalized shoutouts to her best friends and lets us know why they're so special to her. I was delighted to be apart of this conversation, and listening back has me even more excited...2021-11-1456 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 34 | Binta TourayYo! How you feeling today?I am feeling very excited because I’ve got another a-maz-ing guest for you to hear from.
I spoke with my friend Binta Touray about her aesthetic and style, how she uses visualization to bring her creative ideas to life, what drew her to photography (and how hard she works to make her clients comfortable in front of the camera), and her relationship to spirituality and the unknown.
Binta happens to be Victoria’s best friend and I couldn’t be happier about that — Binta has a way of making those she...2021-11-101h 02
Wish You Were HereNo. 33 | Emma AmagloHello & happy Sunday! Today I got to have the most PHENOMENAL conversation with the one and only, Emma Amaglo. We discussed how Emma characterizes her life (and why she says it is an honor to be her), why we get frustrated when people make assumptions, what her childhood was like, how immigrating to America influenced the relationship she has with herself & her parents (and how the experience made her more accepting of others), and the complex challenges her parents & family have navigated together. What I love most about our conversation is our willingness to think outside the box. Emma...2021-11-0756 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 154 - Deaf Havana: 'Fools and Worthless Liars' | 10th Anniversary with James Veck-GilodiThe Past Ten Years. On November 7th 2011, Deaf Havana released their second full length and breakthrough studio album, Fools and Worthless Liars, that created a connection to a dedicated audience and helped shape the bands career, for the decade to follow. On this special episode, vocalist and songwriter, James Veck-Gilodi, returns to celebrate the albums tenth year anniversary in style by dissecting it's legacy, secrets and larger than life storytelling. In this podcast, we discuss the pressure of stepping away from their original post-hardcore blueprint, writing these songs in his head, sarcastic lyrics, that famous line on Lower Than...2021-11-051h 13
Wish You Were HereNo. 32 | Jordan JohnsonHello there!! Our next guest also comes highly-requested and I’m sooo thrilled to share it with you. Today I talk with my friend Jordan Johnson about her recent experiences buying her own car and moving into an apartment, what’s she learned being financially independent, where she finds creative inspiration when decorating her space, and what it’s really like successfully running her own nail business Rep Yo’ Set. We get pretty vulnerable as we discuss our issues with body image and not having a healthy relationship to our physical appearance, and I’m so grateful that I got to bot...2021-11-0259 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 153 - William Gould #2 (Creeper / Salem)Draculads. The prince of spooky, gothic, diy punk, William Gould, is our guest on Episode 153 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Creeper vocalist returns to give us an insight into his new project Salem, unexpected adventures along with some tricks and treats for the Halloween season. In this conversation, the cult leader opens up on getting to showcase another side of his creativity, writing songs in concepts vs everyday storytelling, how Salem started accidentally, Creeper's emotional return at Download Pilot, why he made Morgan cry, dealing with sweaty cloths, showing Gary Newman his cat, being chased in the woods, his love...2021-10-291h 26
Wish You Were HereNo. 31 | Peyton WatsonHello and Happy Thursday! Today we have one of our most highly requested guests, Peyton Watson. He and I discuss his childhood experiences (and the impact his parents and brother have had on him), what Peyton thinks the purpose of life is, why attending UNC was one of the most important decisions of his life, where his interest in psychology comes from, and how he likes to use his free time. I've known Peyton since my first year of high school, he's got great style and major swag. Peyton is actually the reason I first decided to wave up...2021-10-2844 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 30 | Sarah Grayce Coats*The audio throughout this out time gets spotty, but I've edited out as much as I can. Please bear with!
Hello there! I'm so excited that I got to speak with my former counselor and friend, Sarah-Grayce Coats. We discussed the meaning behind her many tattoos, how she experienced Governor's School as both a student and counselor, what it was like being married and divorced by 22 years old, why she became a teacher (and the relationship dynamics between different teachers), and some of the things she wants people to know about her plants. I (embarrassingly) admit that...2021-10-2548 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 152 - Adam Lazzara (Taking Back Sunday)Louder Now. Professional microphone swinger, emo forefather and lyrical genies, Adam Lazzara, is our guest on Episode 152 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Taking Back Sunday vocalist returns for a special discussion on the bands famous use of the number and dissects another round inspirational stories from a genre defying career. In this conversation, Adam opens up on the early days of his music adventure, obsessing over bands before starting Taking Back Sunday in New York, their documented evolution, new music plans, confusing the internet with a cover of 'My Name Is Jonas' by Weezer, his Fuckin Whatever project with John...2021-10-221h 06
Wish You Were HereNo. 29 | Karly SmithHi there! We've been having some incredible guests, can you believe it?? Today is no different. I had the opportunity to speak with my friend and former classmate, Karly Smith. We discussed her childhood and move to Washington D.C., the deaths of Breonna Taylor & Ahmaud Arbery (and how they made us both fearful to do simple things like walk outside), grief created by the COVID-19 pandemic and how we've handled it, and plans Karly has for her future in the post-grad world. We also get into spirituality and how our race & gender intersect with our spiritual practices. This...2021-10-2050 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 28 | Sherrod CrumHello, hello, hello! This conversation was much shorter than I'd like [because of some external constraints], but I hope to have our guest back on with us so we can dive even deeper. Today I spoke with my good friend, Sherrod Crum! I have such a deep admiration for Sherrod as an executor and hard worker. We discussed the projects he's started from the ground up, the greatest challenges he's ever faced, why he is so thankful for his family and support system, and how Sherrod characterizes his own personality. I know you'll really appreciate peeking into such a...2021-10-1837 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 27 | Kelsey McDowellHi there! Today I have the honor of speaking with my wonderful & warm friend, Kelsey McDowell! This conversation veered into a therapy session for us both as we explored our emotional expression, the ways we accept (and don't accept) support in our lives, what it's been like transitioning into adulthood, and whether or not attending UNC was the best decision for us. This conversation was incredibly special, and I have a feeling you'll get that same warm feeling I know Kelsey so well for.
I hope that you join Kelsey and I at Kelsey's 2nd Annual Black...2021-10-1555 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 151 - Sam McTrusty (Twin Atlantic)Transparency. Scottish accent enthusiast, flamboyant dancer and humble rockstar, Sam McTrusty, is our guest on Episode 151 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Twin Atlantic songwriter opens up on a new era of his life, the band and never fitting in. In this conversation, we discuss his artistic nature to go against the grain, how he accidentally created a new album while writing for somebody else, heavy metal screams vs underground dance vibes, the ugly realities of music business, celebrating the tenth year anniversary of their breakthrough album Free, why cult fan classics like Crash Land were never singles, their bizarre Warped...2021-10-151h 12
Wish You Were HereNo. 26 | OCTOBER 12 2021Hey there. It didn't feel right releasing a new episode right now. Sometimes there are more pressing things...and my immediate mission is to save a life. Hope you guys enjoy this one, please share it with anyone you feel like needs to hear the message.
I love you and I mean that.
-Jai
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This is a message to every student & community member that lives on the UNC-Chapel Hill campus; to every parent of a student that lives on the UNC-Chapel Hill campus; to every person wh...2021-10-1305 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 25 | Michaiah RuffHappy Sunday! Today I have the pleasure of speaking with my friend of almost ten years, Michaiah Ruff! You knew Michaiah very well and loved her so deeply, she was such a wonderful piece of my adolescence. We discussed her connection to South Carolina, some of the challenges she's currently confronting in life, and the different ways that people in her life perceive her. She told me something she wished people would ask her more is "How are you doing?", so I look to give her the space to fully process some emotions without judgement. I loved this conversation so...2021-10-101h 01
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 150 - Wade MacNeil (Alexisonfire / Gallows / Dooms Children)This Could Be Anywhere In The World. Modern punk icon, Alexisonfire guitarist and Gallows hellraiser, Wade MacNeil, is our guest on Episode 150 of Sappenin' Podcast! In this conversation, the Canadian saint opens up on a career of fighting against stereotypes, why punk isn't the only thing that represents him, his new solo and psychedelic 'Dooms Chidren' project, everything Alexisonfire (from their announcement for Slam Dunk Festival 2022, reunion vs future plans and the fifteenth anniversary of Crises), the time Gallows almost got abducted by a biker gang, his work composing for films, Dark Side Of The Ring, upstaging Tom Brady...2021-10-081h 02
Wish You Were HereNo. 24 | Meera ButaliaMy guest today is a breath of fresh air. I spoke with Meera Butalia, my good friend and kindred spirit. We discussed our core value of connection and why it adds so much value to our lives, her experiences with WWOOF-ing (World Wide Opportunities on Organic Farms), the amazingly stupendous opportunity that was NC Governor's School, and how she's starting to slow down more in her life. I must warn you, there are lots of disruptions and tangents in this conversation. But that's the nature of our relationship -- free-flowing, calm, and ready to accept whatever is coming next. I...2021-10-061h 03
Wish You Were HereNo. 23 | Alexis JamisonThis episode is the perfect way to start your week (and #23 is always 🐐) Today, we have my very good friend Alexis Jamison! AJ and I discussed the perceptions others hold about her emotional expression, her experiences with depression and how it transformed her life, her experience with five siblings (and what it's like being 16 years older than her oldest sibling), and her experiences at UNC. I really enjoyed hearing more about how she infuses her creative side into her passion for service and advocacy. Alexis is truly such a gem, and speaking to her was very grounding (I've already lis...2021-10-0440 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 22 | Tracy RidleyHello there! Today I have the honor of speaking with my friend, Tracy Ridley. We discuss his childhood and connection to Germany, toxic masculinity in the Black and LGBTQ+ communities, his part in starting the LGBTQ+ Visibility & Encouragement Committee for @unc_bsm, and some of the things he is wanting his life. I thoroughly enjoyed this discussion and am grateful to have had such an interesting person to talk to. I hope you enjoy! I love you and I wish you were here. Bye for now.
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Wish You Were HereNo. 21 | Mya ParksHello, hello, hello!! Today we got to talk with my good friend, Mya Parks! Our conversation was so entertaining. We discussed her experiences growing up, how she navigates love and relationships, her struggles with comparison, and why therapy has been such a life-changing force in her life. I was intrigued by her stories from the several mission trips she has been apart of, it was very clear that Mya values extending her time and blessings to those that need it most. I remember when Teddy was telling me just how amazing of a friend Mya is -- I see...2021-09-2654 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 148 - Hot Milk #2 (Hannah Mee & Jim Shaw)Split Personality. Chaotic, genre defying, power duo, Hot Milk, are our guests on Episode 148 of Sappenin' Podcast! Hannah Mee & Jim Shaw return for another round of uncontrollable, naughty but nice, madness with us, recorded backstage at their recent UK headline tour. In this conversation, we discuss the bands growth and rise to fame since their first appearance on the podcast, new ep "I Just Wanna Know What Happens When I'm Dead", their proud stance on oversharing, silly jokes, growing as people vs building their own safe space community, how members of Foo Fighters made sure they had vegetables, peeing...2021-09-2453 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 20 | Ashlyn TafirenyikaLife has been so busy lately, and having these conversations to lean into has been so grounding and affirming. To be able to create something addressed to you, for you, is my greatest privilege.
Today, we have my dear friend Ashlyn Tafirenyika. We discussed our experiences with body image, self esteem, & fat-phobia, grieving the loss of a close loved one at a young age, how poverty traumatizes the minds of kids & adults, and some healthy practices Ashlyn incorporates into her financial life. I am inspired by Ashlyn's determination to make quality education equitable and accessible for all...2021-09-2158 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 147 - Kaya Tarsus (Blood Youth)Closure. Former Blood Youth vocalist, Kaya Tarsus, is our guest on Episode 147 of Sappenin' Podcast! At Slam Dunk Festival 2021, Kaya preformed for the very last time with the UK hardcore-metal titans, before officially parting ways with the band due to a series of very personal metal health issues. For this episode, we were lucky enough to have been invited to speak with him backstage, literal moments, after stepping off stage for the final time. In this conversation, Kaya expresses his raw, honest and natural reaction to walking away from music (for the time being), we discuss everything from the though...2021-09-171h 09
Wish You Were HereNo. 19 | Greear WebbGreear Webb is someone people can’t resist— plain and simple. Today I had the honor of talking with him about why he is always smiling, his experience being biracial (and how that identity has shaped his life), his entry into activism and the creation of NC Town Hall, how he has been challenged by the pandemic, and the ways he is redefining flexibility and balance. Since the moment I met him, I knew that Greear is a STAR who will change the world in our lifetime. I’m grateful for his openness and vulnerability, and I’ve been so excit...2021-09-1453 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 18 | La-Ontra BaconHello, hello, hello! Today we have a conversation with the always wonderful, La-Ontra Bacon. We discussed her childhood and what makes her story so unique, our time spent together at the Governor's School of North Carolina (West is Best!!), La-Ontra's close experiences with colorism and how she has tackled them, and the many ways she had to advocate for herself when others wouldn't. I loved hearing her perspective on reality television and why she believes there are many benefits in the genre -- maybe one day we will see her hosting a reunion special! It was truly a pleasure...2021-09-131h 00
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 146 - Slam Dunk Festival 2021 (Waterparks, We Are The In Crowd, State Champs, Mayday Parade, Doll Skin, Static Dress, As It Is, Noahfinnce, For You The Moon)Slam Dunk Da Funk! September 4th-5th 2021 witnessed the return of Slam Dunk Festival, UK to open air fields in Leeds & Hatfield. In an attempt to salvage the last of the summer sunshine, live music and those vital festival vibes, Sappenin' Podcast was invited to cover both dates, to record a bunch of fun, new and emotionally driven conversation. In this episode, we discuss a collection of different experiences with artists from every aspect of the line up, from the return of old podcast friends, to highlighting breakthrough favourites and finally getting time with some name's you're bombarded us...2021-09-102h 11
Wish You Were HereNo. 17 | Deja NevilleHey there, I'm so happy to finally be able to share this one with you! Our next guest is my oldest sister and best friend, Deja Neville. We discussed her journey to becoming a teacher during a pandemic (and how COVID impacted the learning experience for herself and her students), her new life as a mother, the many ways she sees your personality in who Carter is becoming, and the hopes she has for her future. We had a very vulnerable moment where we opened up about our experiences with poor self esteem and our struggles to see ourselves...2021-09-071h 02
Wish You Were HereNo. 16 | Nikèl BussolatiI must say, I think this is the most excited I've been to share an episode with you. I had the opportunity to interview my former teacher and friend, Nikèl Bussolati. We discussed the dynamics of her childhood and family, her experience at Furman University (and the beginning of her path towards atheism), our opinions on the role religion plays in our society, why Nikèl decided to pursue teaching, the impact finding love has had on our lives, and what she's wanting next for her professional and personal life. This is exactly the type of conversation you and I...2021-09-061h 03
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 145 - Matthew Davies-Kreye (Funeral For A Friend)Escape Artists Never Die. Funeral For A Friend vocalist Matthew Davies-Kreye is our guest on Episode 145 of Sappenin' Podcast! As the band return for two special appearances at Slam Dunk Festival, UK this weekend, the inspirational lyricist finally answers all YOUR requests and breaks his podcast, interview and public speaking retirement, for a wild conversation with us. In this episode, we discuss Matt's life now living in Germany, working for Avocado booking, FFAF's original break up in 2016, reuniting for a series of benefit shows in honour of our friend Stu Brothers, what the future might hold going forward, not s...2021-09-031h 32
Wish You Were HereNo. 15 | Jorren BiggsHappy Tuesday! Today we have my wonderful friend and fellow Aquarian, Jorren Biggs. We discussed his love of fashion and art, his attention to aesthetics, how he became involved with social justice work, the many ways he characterizes his sense of humor, and why the year 2019 was the most pivotal moment of his life. We also open up and connect over what it feels like to lose a parent at a young age, and how we see our parents show up in the people we are. I'm so thankful to Jorren for embracing vulnerability and trusting me with his...2021-08-3157 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 13 | Victoria BryantYou know my next guest very well. I'm so grateful you got the opportunity to meet her and that you loved her as I much as I do. Today I am speaking with girlfriend and biggest inspiration, Victoria Bryant. Together we discuss why she feels like a walking dichotomy, the importance of definition and identity in her life, her experiences with generalized anxiety disorder (G.A.D), and why it's difficult for her to take pictures of herself. We also discussed the night she and I met (which she notes was the luckiest moment of her life).
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Wish You Were HereNo. 12 | Ty ClaytonToday we have one of my favorite people in the world on the show, Ty Clayton!! We talked about him being a member of Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity Inc., his deep and loving connection to his family, his experiences at UNC, and his journey to becoming a real estate agent. We even got into a lot of different conspiracy theories and why Ty thinks life is "a hell of a concept". Ty dropped a lot of gems during this interview and I'm so proud of all he's accomplished, I KNOW you'll really enjoy this episode. I wish you were...2021-08-2257 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 143 - Dustin Kensrue (Thrice)Image Of The Invisible. Melody master, Thrice vocalist and spiritual human, Dustin Kensrue, is our guest on Episode 143 of Sappenin' Podcast! The voice of an alternative generation is back with us, for his own dedicated episode, as we dive into a lifetime of inspirational energy. In this conversation, we discuss the bands new album Horizons / East. how they spent their lockdown building a new studio base, individual DIY input, bringing back The Alliance: Thrice fan-club, how subscription services like that have inspired people like While She Sleeps to create a new movement in music, the art of lyrics, finding unique...2021-08-201h 04
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithBonus: Bloodstock Festival 2021 (Skindred, Napalm Death, Vexed, Therapy?, Vicky Hungerford)Doom Riffs. August 11th-15th 2021 saw the return of the UK's resident number one heavy metal festival, Bloodstock Open Air, to the fields of Catton Park. To celebrate it's twentieth anniversary, we sent our very own Morgan Richards to throw his horns up, experience another side to the alternative community and record a series of exclusive conversations for this special bonus episode of Sappenin' Podcast. In this episode, we're joined by a collection of guests including riff master Mikey Demus (Skindred), Barney Greenway (Napalm Death), Megan Targett & Jay Bacon (Vexed), Andy Cairns & Michael McKeegan (Therapy?) and Bloodstock head booker...2021-08-171h 33
Wish You Were HereNo. 11 | Jayna EllisHelloooo there!! I am SO excited for the interview we have today. Jayna Ellis is one of my very best friends, and she inspires me so much every day. I'm so impressed with how she has steered her life in the face of many obstacles. We discussed her early childhood, her desire for simplicity in a complicated world, her experience losing her home in Hurricane Florence, what she has learned about relationships (particularly her best-friendship with my baby, Victoria Shay), and how we both deeply crave stability. Jayna and I both have rejection wounds that developed in our childhoods...2021-08-171h 02
Wish You Were HereNo. 10 | Julia ClarkHi there, and happy Sunday! Today is arguably my favorite episode so far, and it's with the one and only Julia Clark. We discussed the impact of growing up in predominantly-white spaces (and how traumatizing that can be), her spiritual and emotional connections to Brazil, the need for critical thinking in people's lives, and how people constantly misunderstand her passion and anger. I truly loved this conversation because Julia is still a friend I am getting to know, and I feel honored to help her tell her story in her own words. You will definitely connect with her on...2021-08-1554 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 142 - Adam Dutkiewicz (Killswitch Engage / Times Of Grace)The End Of Heartache. Heavy guitar icon, production royalty and game show winner, Adam Dutkirwicz, is our guest on Episode 142 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Killswitch Engage axeman is with us to dive into the mind behind the riffs, famous on stage antics and endless unbelievable life moments. In this conversation, we discuss Killswitch's fast approaching run of live shows, how the pandemic made him analyse a lot of things internally, the return of Times Of Grace after a decade away, his songwriting relationships with Jesse Leach and Howard Jones, creating a super fun atmosphere with the crowd, silly onstage...2021-08-131h 10
Wish You Were HereNo. 9 | Damion WilliamsWhew, there's been so many great guests and conversations already! I've been having a blast. I'm so thankful that I can talk to you again in this way. Today, I interviewed my friend, the ultimate cutie, Damion Williams. We talked about strength workouts and how we want our bodies to look, his journey to embracing his fullest self (and how he worked through his desire for external validation), and when & how he came out as gay. Damion has our first mid-episode epiphany and realizes that he might actually find joy in writing & storytelling -- I hope he writes those stories...2021-08-1052 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 8 | Rachel DonnanEpisode #8 on 8/8, can you believe it?? Today we have my friend and classmate, Rachel Donnan. Rachel & I discussed the impact of the pandemic on our mental health, our opinions on women in film (f*ck the patriarchy!!), and whether or not cancel culture is truly effective. It was refreshing to get the perspective of another young person in this chaotic world, and I loved how much passion and self-awareness Rachel spoke with. I know you'll love this. I'll talk to you soon, I really wish you were here. I love you.
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Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 141 - Aaron Beam (Red Fang)Wires. Sludge metal bassist, vocalist and one time comedian, Aaron Beam, is our guest on Episode 141 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Red Fang leader opens up on the bands reputation for huge riffs, good times and hilarious music videos, with plenty of insane tangents in between. In this conversation, we dive into Aarons love for comedy, how he tried his hand at stand up, the adrenaline addiction of live music, new album Arrows, working in a animation studio (without originally been given an actual job), longevity vs not taking life too seriously, video concepts, cameos from actors Brian Posehn & Fred...2021-08-061h 19
Wish You Were HereNo. 7 | Ewan FosterHappy Tuesday! Today I'm interviewing my good friend Ewan Foster and we had quite the conversation. We discussed our fear that people think we are dumb, porn and why people watch it, and our journeys to embracing our innermost selves. Ewan opened up to me so easily and we had such a riveting conversation, I promise this is one you DON'T want to miss. Anyways, I really wish you were here to talk about it with me. I love you.
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Wish You Were HereNo. 6 | Taliajah 'Teddy' VannHey there, I really hope you enjoyed those first few episodes. Today we have my wonderfully wise friend, Taliajah 'Teddy' Vann. We discussed her love of words, her knack for poetry, and what love means to us. Teddy truly blew me away with how intelligent and committed to herself she is, I consider her one of my wordsmithing heroes. I hope you like it, I really wish you were here. I love you.
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Wish You Were HereNo. 5 | Kelvin ThomasTo: Demone Neville
From: Jai
Hello Daddy! Oh, you are going to be so excited when you hear this one. Today I am interviewing one of our favorite people in this world, Kelvin Thomas. We discussed our family, his connection to you, Papa Bay, and Mama Peaches, and the plans we have for our futures. You will be delighted to hear what a positive impact you've had on Kelvin and I, you truly were such a major influence in us achieving our goals.
I'm sending you all my love. I really wish you w...2021-07-2758 min
Wish You Were HereNo. 4 | Kayla McLaurinTo: Demone Neville
From: Jai
Hey Daddy, today I talked with my wonderful friend Kayla McLaurin. We discussed our relationship to journaling, what we love about documenting our life as it stands, our love of crafts, and using our creative abilities in self-expression. You will really love the part where we talk about our relationships to our families, you always helped me think critically about the relationships in my life.
Man, I really really wish you were here. I love you. Bye for now.
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Wish You Were HereNo. 3 | Charity CohenTo: Demone Neville
From: Jai
What's up Daddy! My second interview is today and it is with the amazing Charity Cohen! Charity is one of my closest friends in this world, and today we talk about her childhood, her family's passion for music, plans for our future, and intuition and discernment. You will ABSOLUTELY love our conversation about control issues, definitely exposed parts of our shadow selves we want to work on.
I hope you enjoy this conversation, I really wish you were here. I love you. Bye for now.
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Wish You Were HereNo. 2 | Gabrielle LoppeTo: Demone Neville
From: Jai
Hey Daddy, it's Jai. Today is the day!! I am doing my first interview with the always lovely, always gorgeous Gabrielle Loppe. Gabby and I discuss fatphobia, coping with changes from the pandemic, our shared health woes, and planning for her future. It was an absolutely stellar conversation and I can't wait for you to hear it.
Anyways, really wish you were here. I love you, bye for now.
*Warning: quick change in sound at around the 10 minute mark*
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Wish You Were HereNo. 1 | The Life & Times of Demone Neville7/27/21
To: Demone Neville
From: Jai
Happy birthday, Daddy. You would have been 46, a very handsome and amazing 46 year old at that. I love you. To honor you, I've created this space where you and I can commune together and flesh out our thoughts, fears, and wildest dreams. A space where we can connect with others and find out all about what it means to be a human who feels. Please use this podcast and my voice as a vessel for your greatest desires. Please let me know what I can...2021-07-2706 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 137 - Mike Hranica (The Devil Wears Prada)Nightfall. Poetic lyricist, author and hockey fashion fan, Mike Hranica, is our guest on Episode 137 of Sappenin' Podcast! The Devil Wears Prada vocalist gets deep as we reflect, uncover and dissect a host of his different artistic viewpoints and emotions. In this conversation, we discuss everything from the bands generation defying back catalogue, to Mike's other personal creative outlets, deciding to follow up their cult classic Zombie EP eleven years later with the recent release of ZII, the evolution of metalcore, what really makes something 'heavy', how working with Adam Dutkiewicz from Killswitch Engage changed their lives forever, his...2021-07-091h 15
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 131 - The Offspring (Dexter Holland & Noodles)Smash. Punk legends, original pranksters and certified geniuses, The Offspring, are our guests on Episode 131 of Sappenin' Podcast! The dynamic duo of Dexter Holland and Noodles (not his real name) take time to share some laughs and insights into nearly four decades of unbelievable shenanigans. In this conversation, we discuss the bands new album 'Let The Bad Times Roll', how it took them nine years to feel comfortable with it, the rise and fall of punk rock, important tips from their touring nightmares, unexpected hobbies, drunken show disasters vs emergency pee breaks, their impact on music today, helping return...2021-05-2854 min
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 129 - Patrick Miranda (Movements)Skin To Skin. New-wave emo lyricist, Patrick Miranda, is our guest on Episode 129 of Sappenin' Podcast! Since their inception in 2015, Movements have become a household name in the alternative music scenes, providing their own mixture of emo, pop punk, post-hardcore and spoken word influences. In this conversation, Pat opens up on the bands return with latest album 'No Good Left To Give', their early success vs growing up, what is was like having multiple major record labels trying to sign them after their first show, completing a tattoo apprenticeship in lockdown, finally getting the courage to write songs about...2021-05-141h 11
Sappenin’ Podcast with Sean SmithEP. 124 - Holding Absence (Lucas Woodland & Scott Carey)This Is Holding Absence. Best friends, songwriting brothers and Welsh dreamers, Lucas Woodland and Scott Carey, are our guests on Episode 124 of Sappenin' Podcast! In preparation for the band's second studio album 'The Greatest Mistake Of My Life' being released on April 16th 2021, we get an honest, inspirational and very chaotic look, into their new reimagined era. In this conversation we dive into the struggles of starting over, line up hiccups, their mission to change music fashion, ditching their famous black and white filters, growing up together, songwriting secrets, working with producer Dan Weller (Young Guns, Enter Shiakri, Dream...2021-04-091h 16