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The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Robert Falconer Explains Possession: The Science, the Spirits, the Civilizational Reality
Trigger Warning: This episode includes discussion of sexual abuse and other traumatic experiences.In this conversation, Jamie and Jonah (therapist, Jamie's mentor) sit down with Robert Falconer—therapist, author, and one of the world’s most respected practitioners working with unattached burdens… or in more familiar terms, real‑world spirit possession. Robert brings decades of study, clinical experience, and cross‑cultural research to a topic most people only encounter through horror films. Except here, it’s not fiction. It’s lived reality.Robert walks us through what possession looks like from clinical, scientific, historic, cultural, and spiritual...
2026-01-26
1h 30
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Prequel to Robert Falconer: Parts Work in the Green Room with Jonah
This episode serves as the quiet inhale before the plunge into a long‑form conversation with Robert Falconer. Before stepping into the presence of one of the most influential voices in therapy today, Jamie sits down with Jonah for a raw, unscripted moment of grounding, connection, and parts work in real time.Listeners are invited into the backstage ritual: two clinicians, two friends, two nervous systems preparing for the biggest interview of their lives. What unfolds is a living demonstration of Internal Family Systems — not theory, not abstraction, but the actual choreography of protectors, exiles, and Self ener...
2026-01-20
16 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
" I spent 40 years deciding that I hated horror."
There's no specific movie covered in this episode, but this one is for those who are curious about others' experiences, especially if you struggle to understand why someone may or may not like horror. In this episode, Jamie is joined by Amy Singh, whose lifelong “I hate horror” stance turns out to be far more complicated — and far more interesting — than she ever expected. What begins as a conversation about fear slowly unfolds into a story about identity, family, and the surprising ways horror weaves itself into our lives even when we think we’re avoiding it.Amy t...
2026-01-17
55 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
The Plague 2026: When Adolescence Turns Contagious
In this episode of The Exorcist Within, Jamie and Ryan dive into The Plague (2026), the first horror release of the year — and one that lands with surprising emotional weight. Set in 2003, the film taps into a painfully familiar era of adolescence, complete with the lingo, music, and social hierarchies that shaped early‑2000s teen culture (and probably still do, but what do us old fogies know).Jamie and Ryan unpack the film’s layered exploration of bullying, neurodivergence, and the fragile ecosystem of boyhood friendships. Through Eli and Ben, the movie shows how quickly kids can shift betwee...
2026-01-06
58 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
2025: This Exorcist's Horror Countdown and Rankings
🩸 Episode SummaryJamie kicks off this episode of The Exorcist Within with a candid reflection on a full year of podcasting—what’s worked, what’s surprised her, and where she wants the show to go next. From there, she dives headfirst into the horror genre’s standout year, highlighting some of the 41 horror films she watched from 2025.This episode is packed with sharp film analysis, bold opinions, and a countdown of Jamie’s official Top 10 Horror Movies of 2025, culminating in a deep-dive discussion of the three FIVE STAR films that defined the year. Expect commentary on...
2025-12-18
57 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
My Best Friend's Exorcism (Book, 2016): The Power of Friendship Compels Us
In this episode of The Exorcism Within, three mental health counselors gather to weave together their shared histories, spiritual practices, and love of horror. After reconnecting and honoring their late mentor, Dr. Z, they open sacred space with a tarot ritual before diving into their first book club pick: My Best Friend’s Exorcism.Their conversation blends clinical insight with intuition as they unpack the book’s themes—friendship, identity, trauma, and the cultural forces that shaped 1980s exorcism narratives. They explore questions of representation, the impact of evangelical frameworks on horror, and how humor can both support and sabota...
2025-12-08
1h 35
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Fréwaka(2025):[Part 2]Drama as a Divine Path with Emily Carding and the Sidhe
In this episode of The Exorcist Within, Fréwaka remains the anchor for a wide-ranging conversation with Emily Carding (https://www.emilycarding.com). Emily guides us into the complex relationship between humanity and the Sidhe, showing how truthfulness, promises, and honesty shape our encounters with faeries. Emily emphasizes the importance of trusting our own spiritual instincts, reminding us that the Sidhe respond to authenticity and open-heartedness.Beyond faerie lore, Emily shares what it means to be an actor who fully embodies characters — dissolving the boundary between self and role — and sprinkles in their love of horror, adding playful depth to th...
2025-11-25
1h 06
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Fréwaka (2025):[1.2] Breaking Generational Silence: From Trauma to Compassion
🎙️ Episode SummaryWhat can we say… This one brings up all the feels. Trigger warnings from everything from sexual assault, animal violence, to suicide. But there is light in the window at the end of this episode (literally and emotionally). From horror to healing, Frewaka opens the door to family, trauma, identity, and the power of community. Jamie and Neil unpack the emotional weight of generational wounds. It’s raw, reflective, and deeply human.💭 Themes• Generational trauma & family legacies• Mental health & isolation• Compassion, sacrifice & redemption• Community support...
2025-11-13
1h 40
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Fréwaka (2025):[1.1] Jamie & Neil Begin the Journey
Please note: this is going to be a MULTI part series on systemic trauma anchored by the 2025 film Fréwaka. 🧠 Episode SummaryIn this heartfelt conversation, Jamie and Neil dive deep into their personal journeys, which will lead into an even deeper dive into healing and the power of the storytelling in Fréwaka in the NEXT episode. From childhood challenges and family dynamics to the impact of generational trauma, they reflect on the emotional landscapes that shape their lives. With humor, vulnerability, and compassion, they discuss the role of community, therapy, and medic...
2025-11-11
52 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
The Others (2001): Ghosts of Belief and Denial
🎙️ Episode Summary: Ghosts, Grief & The OthersIn this Halloween edition of The Exorcists Within, Julie and Jamie crack open the haunted corridors of The Others—a film that lingers in the psyche long after the credits roll. Through the lens of horror, they explore how religious trauma shapes parenting, how isolation distorts perception, and how denial can fracture relationships.This isn’t just a ghost story breakdown—it’s a layered conversation about maternal grief, psychological fragmentation, and the cultural weight of silence. Julie and Jamie weave in personal experiences with the supernatural, therapeutic frameworks, and the emoti...
2025-11-02
1h 07
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Antichrist (2009): Indoctrination, Power Dynamics, and Psychological Rupture via the Art of Provocation
This episode includes strong content warnings for sexual violence, self-harm, and psychological distress.🧠 SummaryIn this episode of The Exorcist Within, Jamie unpacks Lars von Trier’s controversial 2009 film Antichrist—a cinematic descent into grief, eroticism, and psychological fragmentation. Through a trauma-informed lens, the conversation explores how the film weaponizes sexuality, grief, and therapeutic rupture to provoke discomfort and reflection. Jamie shares personal and clinical insights on the film’s disturbing imagery, the ethics of representation, and the blurred line between art and exploitation. Listeners are invited to consider how horror can illuminate mental health struggles...
2025-10-19
1h 02
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
The Surrender (2025): What We've Learned Sitting with Death
This episode doesn’t shy away from discomfort—it embraces it. So listeners beware - important information is in this episode but it also may cause discomfort if grief, loss, or death is raw for you. In this profoundly personal and emotionally resonant episode, Laurie and Jamie delve into the complex terrain of death, grief, and the human experience. Through the lens of The Surrender (2025), they explore end-of-life realities with honesty and compassion, drawing from Laurie’s intimate work in hospice care. Their conversation invites listeners into a space of reflection, healing, and cultural critique—where personal stories meet professi...
2025-10-05
1h 20
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Daniel Isn’t Real (2019): But the Horror and Art Exist in Nearly Every Frame
This week on The Exorcist Within, Jamie is joined by David Joshua Smith—a real-life human (definitely real) who’s worked behind the scenes on Hollywood films and TV shows, bringing a unique lens to the art and emotion of storytelling. Together, they dive into Daniel Isn’t Real (2019), a psychological horror film that blurs the line between imagination, identity, and inner demons.Is Daniel a figment of Luke’s fractured mind? A metaphor for dissociation? Schizophrenia? Or something else entirely? Find out as Jamie and David unpack the film’s layered narrative, explore its use of color and...
2025-09-21
58 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Good Boy (2025): The Horrors of Pet Ownership and the Ghosts They Help Us Face
In this episode, Jamie and Ryan delve into the unique horror film 'Good Boy,' which is told from a dog's perspective. They share their experiences at the Overlook Film Festival, discuss the director's vision, and explore the challenges of making a film centered around a dog. The conversation also touches on the mental health benefits of dog ownership, personal anecdotes about their pets, and the realities of pet care, including diet and health considerations. The hosts emphasize the importance of adopting pets and the emotional connections formed with animals, while also acknowledging the challenges and responsibilities that come...
2025-09-08
1h 06
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
The Changeling (1980): Navigating Grief with Ghosts and Good Friends
🧠 Show NotesIn this heartfelt and haunting episode, Jamie and Julie dive into the emotional undercurrents of The Changeling, exploring how horror films can illuminate grief, mental health, and the ways we show up for each other. What starts as a deep dive into ghost stories and cinematic atmosphere quickly expands—because, let’s be honest, they couldn’t resist digressing into other horror favorites.This is more than a film analysis—it’s a celebration of friendship, curiosity, and the healing power of storytelling. Jamie and Julie reflect on personal experiences with loss, the awkwardness o...
2025-08-30
1h 06
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Dreamcatcher (2003) and Brainspotting: Accessing the Memory Warehouse
TW: Talk of suicide and bullying, brieflyJoin Jamie and Ryan for a wildly fun and surprisingly heartfelt deep dive into the 2003 cult horror film Dreamcatcher. Things get a little silly, a little spooky, and a lot insightful as they unpack the movie’s tangled themes—from alien invasions and psychic powers to military intervention and the beauty of friendship.But this episode isn’t just about cinematic chaos—it’s also a gateway into healing. Jamie and Ryan share their personal journeys with Brainspotting, a powerful therapeutic modality that helps access and process trauma (and other...
2025-08-16
56 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
It Feeds (2025): "It" as an Unattached Burden
In this episode, Jamie discusses the movie 'It Feeds' and its themes related to therapy, particularly focusing on Internal Family Systems (IFS) therapy. She explores the ethical considerations of podcasting, the importance of boundaries in therapy, and the concept of unattached burdens. Jamie also reflects on generational trauma and the cultural perspectives on mental health treatment, concluding with a critique of the movie's ending and its representation of healing processes.TakeawaysThe podcast is for entertainment purposes only and not a substitute for therapy.Jamie expresses gratitude for community support and feedback.
2025-08-11
47 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Pumpkinhead (1988) and Family Folktales: This One's for Nana
Join Jamie and her cousin Josh, Aunt Tammy, and her husband Bryan as they dive into a heartfelt discussion about the horror movie "Pumpkinhead" and its connections to their family stories. This episode explores themes of vengeance, grief, nostalgia, and the power of storytelling in keeping loved ones' memories alive.This episode is in memory of Sonja McDaniels Trant, our Mom and Nana; Clown, Barney, Propagator of Lorrie Lightenin'. instiller of love of horror, and legend larger than Pumpkinhead itself. 1960 - 2022.Highlights:The origin of the nickname "Pumpkinhead" and its significance in the...
2025-08-04
1h 02
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Dexter: From the POV of a Real Life Forensic Scientist and an Overthinking Therapist
In this episode, we dive into the complex world of Dexter, exploring the psychological and ethical dimensions of the series. Join us as we discuss the impact of trauma, the concept of the "dark passenger," and the role of societal influences in shaping behavior. Ryan shares his insights as a forensic scientist, adding depth to our analysis of Dexter's methods and the realities of forensic work. Along the way, we have some fun with each other, bringing humor and personal (and vulnerable) anecdotes to our discussion. Whether you're a fan of the show or interested in the intersection of...
2025-07-28
1h 17
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Longlegs (2024): Neurodivergence and My Performance of Normalcy
This episode is deeply personal. As both a mental health professional and someone who’s spent years being called “weird,” “nerdy,” “odd,” and even “evil” — not because of who I am, but because of the horror films and music I love that don’t match my facade — this episode is a reclamation.You’ll hear:🧠 A crash course on the topic of neurodiversity. I try very hard to be fair about my experience and respect the spectrum of lived experience that individuals have. 💬 My personal and clinical reflections on diagnostic language. I found it impossible to talk about neurodiversity withou...
2025-07-21
1h 07
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
An Episode Only My Mother Would Enjoy
This episode’s a little different (and a bonus one for this week based on some questions / input I've gotten the last few weeks). I’m sharing my own story. You’ll hear how I found my way to becoming a mental health counselor in more detail from some pretty unexpected detours to deeply personal turning points.Before the therapy office, there were overseas adventures and offshore platforms. (Yes, those steel-toed boots had a front-row seat to some soul-searching.) I’ll talk about the places I’ve lived, the jobs that shaped me, and the studies that helped me...
2025-07-18
36 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
A Nightmare on Elm Street (1984): Overcoming Fear Through Horror
In this special episode, Jamie is joined by her husband Ryan to explore the tangled roots of childhood fear and the unexpected catharsis found in horror. With the podcast’s upgraded (but still evolving) format, they unpack Ryan’s personal journey of confronting early anxieties by watching A Nightmare on Elm Street as a child. By deliberately exposing himself to a source of terror, Ryan found not only empowerment—but a lifelong passion for horror films. Together, they reflect on how fear, when faced head-on, can be transformed into fascination and even joy.
2025-07-14
35 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Eden Lake (2008): “Devastating”
In this episode, I discuss Eden lake. Trigger warnings: violence, child death, and mention of suicide. I weave in concepts from Internal Family Systems, Psychodynamic Theory, Generational Trauma with some mentions of existential, developmental, and behavioral themes. I want to acknowledge that this feels like an overly lengthy and “quiet” episode, so for the next one I’m going to work on getting the voice louder and focusing in even more on important themes. But for those who know me know I struggle to make a long story short, so feel free to leave your feedback!!!!
2025-07-14
55 min
The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media
Podcast and Jamie Intro
Photo Credit to Laura Velazquez 2006Learn a bit about me and what this podcast will be about!
2025-07-13
13 min
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Episode 85 Bières de Thanksgiving
Un épisode plein de malts rotis, de musique louisianaise, de bonne humeur et de pleins d'autres choses cette semaine. Nouvelle série de conseils de voyage sur les différents styles de musique louisianaise: Clifton Chenier: "Les Haricots Sont Pas Salés" et "Aye Tete Fee" Wayne Toups: "Johnny Can't Dance" et "La Porte D'en Arrière" Steve Riley and the Mamou Playboys: "Allons Danser" Jamie Bergeron &the Kickin' Cajuns: "10 to a 2" Leroy Thomas: "I Think I Need a Boosta" Geno Delafose: "Everybody's Havin' Fun" et "Ch...
2019-11-25
59 min