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Jenni Tooley PresentsJenni Tooley Presents: in the heartlight w/Mr JamesWelcome, once again, to our multi-faceted series: “in the heartlight”. Today we are finishing up (for now) our series of interviews with Mr. James of MrJames Workshop (aka Dalton) with a discussion about his video creation: “Creation”. I’m going to keep this one simple. Let’s let the work and the spoken words speak for themselves🥰 I suggest you watch the video before listening to our conversation and then revisit it as we talk our way through it. (There is also a transcript- it’s a mess but you can check it out if needed!)I hope you’v...2025-06-2957 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsIn the heartlight w/Dalton James, Part 2Thanks to our supporters, we’re back with more from MrJames Workshop! In our last encounter, we introduced Dalton (Mr. James to you) and took a trip down memory lane. Today, we will pick up where we left off with the introduction of MrJames newest endeavor, Queer Cosmic Folk Art, more specifically, The Billies! (Now on tour in Eureka Springs).You’ll get the most out of the experience by listening to the podcast audio while following along with the text and images. If you can’t listen to the episode, check out the audio transcript- it’s messy but full...2025-04-111h 08
Jenni Tooley PresentsIn the heartlight w/Dalton James of Mr James Workshop Part 1Hi Darlin! Welcome to our first episode of “in the heartlight”- an in-depth multimedia interview series! You’ll get the most out of the experience by listening to the podcast audio while following along with the text and images. If you can’t listen to the episode, check out the audio transcript- it’s messy but full of amazing insights and stories!We begin the series with my longtime friend and collaborator, Mr James-known to me as…Dalton.Mr. James (known by me as Dalton) is a Los Angeles-based artist and cosmic raconteur, s...2025-04-031h 08
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles: Episode#…who knows?Some days are better than others. Some parts of the day are better than others. The good news is this too shall pass. In this episode of the Cancer Chronicles, I’m talking about what it’s like to have a crappy day while on chemo, the endurance required to get through the end of the entire chemo protocol, and how knowing that the mantra “too shall pass” can get me through one day at a time.If you've been following my journey, you know it’s not just about the treatments; it’s finding jo...2025-01-2110 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 15: Thriving Against the OddsSometimes life doesn’t go as planned, and that’s okay. What if instead of pushing against the flow, we embrace the change?Welcome back to Confessions of an Aging Ingénue! I’m your host, Jenni Tooley. This episode is a quick catch-up, as we dive into the real-life struggles of navigating cancer treatment while still trying to enjoy life’s little pleasures.I misplaced my glasses only to find them in the most unexpected place and it served as a reminder of how unpredictable life can be, especially when you’re dealing with the mental...2024-12-1934 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 14: Healing, Not DoingHave you ever had to completely let go of your expectations and embrace the present moment, even when it feels like you're losing control?Welcome back to Confessions of an Aging Ingénue! I’m your host, Jenni Tooley, and in this episode, I’m diving into the reality of managing expectations, both for myself and others, while navigating my cancer journey.Cancer has a funny way of flipping the script on everything you thought you knew about your life. And today, I’m opening up about my second cycle of chemo and the intense hand-fo...2024-12-1217 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 13: How I Conquered My Fear of ChemotherapyHave you ever had to make a choice that didn’t feel right, but you knew you had to do it anyway? Welcome back to Confessions of an Aging Ingénue! I’m your host, Jenni Tooley, and today, I’m discussing the struggles of making tough decisions during cancer treatment (and life in general!). It’s not always about what feels good—it’s about what’s necessary.So, here’s the deal—yesterday was a big day for me: I had my first IV drip chemo infusion. And let me tell you, the emotional rollercoa...2024-12-0524 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 12: The Power of WillingnessHave You Ever Taken a Break That Wasn’t Really a Break?Welcome back to the Confessions of an Aging Ingénue! I’m your host, Jenni Tooley, and we’re diving into the highs, lows, and downright unexpected moments of my cancer journey in Season 3: The Cancer Chronicles.As you know, I’ve got cancer. And I’m bringing you along for the ride, sharing my raw, unfiltered experiences, including the good, the bad, and yes, even the rectal humor.In today’s episode, I reflect on my so-called two-week "break" after six intense w...2024-11-2815 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 11: Celebrating Milestones!Before we jump in, I want to thank Daniel and Peggy for heeding the call- they have made it possible to finish the season out with 4 more episodes! Thank you😊 Now let’s dig in!Have you ever felt the joy of celebrating a victory, even when the battle isn’t over yet?Welcome to Confessions of an Aging Ingénue! I’m your host, Jenni Tooley. Season 3, The Cancer Chronicles, has been an emotional journey for me, and I’m thrilled to share my unfiltered experiences with you!So, I know I might have s...2024-11-2109 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 10: Feeling Grumpy?Ever have one of those days where life just knocks the wind out of you, and you wonder how you're supposed to keep going?Welcome back, listeners! It’s Confessions of an Aging Ingenue with Jenni Tooley. As you already know, I’ve got cancer! And as always, I'm taking you on this journey with me. Sharing the good, the bad, the ugly and everything in-between – it’s raw vulnerability at its best. This season happens to be about my cancer journey, but don’t worry if you’re not facing the same battle—you’ll still find ple...2024-11-1408 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 9: Living in the MomentQuick note before we dive into this week’s episode- many thanks to our founding members, annual subscribers, and donors! You’ve made 11 episodes of this podcast possible. I have four more in the hopper which will cost $500 to produce. If you believe this conversation is valuable, please subscribe or drop a tip in the tip jar!Thank you! Let’s dive in!Cancer Chronicles Ep 9: Living in the MomentHow much of your life are you trying to plan right now—and is it really working?Hi there, welcome back to another raw and unfi...2024-11-0715 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 8: What a Typical Day Looks Like During Cancer TreatmentHello! Welcome back to another episode of the Confessions of an Aging Ingénue, Season 3! It’s the ‘Cancer Chronicles’ and I’m Jenni Tooley, your guide through the chaos.In this episode, I’ll be sharing the raw reality of day 11 of my chemo and radiation treatment. The truth is, it's a full-time job! Between juggling doctor's appointments, handling finances, and figuring out how to deal with nausea and fatigue, it's a lot. But I'm here, showing up, sharing the real, unfiltered, messy journey with you.The questions are rolling in, and I’ll be tackling a...2024-10-3125 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 7: Asking for Help: A Journey Through CancerWhy is it so hard to ask for help?Welcome to another episode of the Confessions of an Aging Ingénue, Season 3! with Jenni Tooley. As we continue the Cancer Chronicles, I’m opening up about the chaos and challenges that come with cancer, but more importantly, how I’ve found ways to maintain a joyful perspective despite it all. One of the biggest lessons? Learning to ask for help. I know how tough it can be to admit you need support, but there’s a beauty in allowing others to step in and share the load. Accepti...2024-10-2408 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 6: Laughter, Love, and a Little Weasel CoffeeEver wondered how to find laughter in life’s toughest moments?Welcome back to Confessions of an Aging Ingénue, Season 3! I’m your sweet host Jenni Tooley and I’m excited to have you join me on another unfiltered episode of the Cancer Chronicles.I’m chronicling my journey, experiences and most importantly, the lessons I’m learning as someone diagnosed with Stage 3 rectal cancer. But don’t worry, this isn’t a sad story. I’m bringing my sense of humor, vulnerability, and realness to the forefront, turning this journey into something relatab...2024-10-1716 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 5: Deep Breaths and Belly Laughs: Navigating Life’s ChaosHave you ever felt like life is spinning out of control, and no matter how hard you try, the chaos just keeps piling up?Welcome back to Confessions of an Aging Ingenue with Jenni Tooley! Like you already know, I have been diagnosed with Cancer and I’m inviting you to join me on this wild ride. Don’t worry, it’s not going to be all doom and gloom. There will be laughs, tears, and of course, some good ol’ rectal humor.In this episode, I’m sharing more about the chaos that’s swi...2024-10-1020 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsCancer Chronicles Ep 4: From Minor Symptoms to Major Shifts: My Cancer StoryHello love! Jenni Tooley here- I’ll keep my note to you brief today so we can dig into the episode. Thank you so much for your support. Without you this podcast would not exist which means you=amazing! Fun fact: Did you know that our substack provides transcripts for subscribers who lean more toward reading than listening?Now let’s dig in!Welcome to another inspiring, insightful, and entertaining episode of Confessions of an Aging Ingénue. I’m your host, Jenni Tooley, and I’m excited to have you join me...2024-10-0324 min
Jenni Tooley PresentsSurprise! I've got cancer!Hi darlin!I hope you were sitting down when you saw this- I happened to be lying down on a gurney coming out of anesthesia from a routine colonoscopy when the doctor told me I had rectal cancer. I almost laughed in his face…seriously. I thought he was kidding! I won’t go into more written detail here because I don’t have to. I decided I was going to produce the s**t out of cancer (get it…I’ve got rectal cancer;). So not only am I project managing my healthcare...2024-09-1114 min