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“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨Episode 5: "Spark My Fate"What does it really mean when we feel a spark with someone?Is it love? Destiny? Or just something deeply familiar?In this episode of Ignoramus, we untangle the messy truth behind the idea of “meant to be.” Through the lens of ADHD, relational trauma, and emotional re-patterning, we explore how intensity can disguise itself as alignment—and why so many of us feel an almost spiritual obligation to follow through.We talk romanticization, the guilt of letting go, and what it means to finally choose peace over p...2025-08-0124 min
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨Episode 4: "The Grief of Still Being Here"What do you do when love lingers, but connection doesn’t?In this episode of Ignoramus, host Kevineh kJoiee Emman Freeman unpacks the grief that comes not from being left—but from staying. From holding onto a bond that once felt mutual but now feels misaligned. From loving the potential in someone who no longer lives up to the person they once promised to be.Through raw journaling, reflection, and deep emotional honesty, this episode explores mourning the living, the unfinished, and the unspoken.This one’s for anyone who’s ever a...2025-07-2516 min
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨Episode 3 : “Me vs We: What Do We Owe the Community?”What do we owe the people we love? And what do we owe ourselves?In this episode, I explore the complicated and tender space between community and self-preservation.I reflect on the friendships that changed me, the betrayals that broke me, and the lessons that taught me what real accountability—and real love—actually look like.From bell hooks to Justin Bieber, from chosen family to personal grief—this is a deep dive into care, honesty, and the courage it takes to be seen.This one’s...2025-07-1916 min
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨Episode 2: “Mental Health: Am I Healing or Hiding?”In this episode, we dive into the blurry line between healing and hiding. I unpack how ADHD, self-diagnosis, and the internet’s aesthetic obsession with “healing” can keep us stuck in performance instead of progress. We talk about what it really means to check in with yourself—and how easy it is to bypass your own truth in exchange for feeling seen online. If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re actually doing the work or just mimicking what healing looks like… this one’s for you.Expect honesty. Expect discomfort. Expect real talk.2025-07-1216 min
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨Episode 1: “So… Who Am I Now?”After years of surviving, performing, and pouring into everyone but myself—I had to ask the real question: who am I when I’m not pretending? In this reintroduction to Ignoramus, I open up about heartbreak, identity loss, and the uncomfortable beauty of coming back to yourself. If you’ve ever had to start over with the version of you no one clapped for… this one’s for you.2025-07-0512 min
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨EP 1 - breakups, brains, and beautybreakups and heart break go hand in hand but how often do we think about breakups and the brain? we are continually experiencing shifts and changes within our everyday lives; in this episode we talk about breakups and it’s heavy role on your brain’s cognitive functionality and processes. so when you think you’re crazy and alone, trust it’s not just you!2022-01-191h 56
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨EP 8 - loyalty to who?how often do you place your needs as secondary? how often do you ask yourself what your needs are? here we talk about loyalty to yourself first and the need to channel your own voice. special guest & artist Stanley joins us to talk about his breakup experiences and learned life lessons. we also are joined by my mother who shares her insights with us on heartache and the progression through it.2022-01-032h 10
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨EP 7 - I Hate U, & “fat & nasty,” fat phobia in dating.have you ever been scrolling through dating apps and think is this person a slob? do they shower? are they a creep? why? what are your questions rooted in? are they really your concerns or ones you think you should have simply based on what they look like? this week we talk about fat phobia in dating and the ignorance that come up when trying to find a date. we get real again about my feelings on the old and new discoveries of myself, past experiences, & sza’s new song with our special guest, reo.2021-12-131h 28
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨EP 6 - “im scared.”this is my most painful episode to date. i revisit the list of my previous relationship & how painful the process at times can be. this is my raw and honest assessment of my feelings. how often do we sugarcoat and try to paint a nice picture of things that hurt us. there are always two sides to a story and just because there are two doesn’t make yours any less true. matters of the heart and muddy, painful, and long. i long for the day where i am unafraid of my love again. until then here i am, still pr...2021-11-291h 01
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨EP 5 - “25”this is a time where i don’t have any extra words. this episode speaks volumes into the transcendence and transformation of my growth. this is 25.2021-11-2357 min
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨EP 4 - “don’t f*ck with me.”once again we are on a journey of self healing and reflection. this week we get an update on my sexual assault situation and it’s aftermath. life continues to throw and i continue to claim my existence in this world.2021-11-0856 min
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨EP 3 - “im not sure.”*trigger warning* hey y’all, i’ve been going through an array of things as of late and it’s hard to stay focused and keep moving forward. in this episode i talk about setting boundaries, sexual assault, and expressions of anger. join me! ☀️2021-10-2453 min
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨EP 2 - “change or a lack there of?”what happens when we give into change? what happens when we give into our temporary discomforts even when they feel long lasting? can we allow ourselves to be honest enough to move through the discomforts and be inviting of change? this episode we talk to the wonderfully talented actress and screenwriter Pam and learn about her journey from audition process to writing her truths. You don’t wanna miss what we’ve got cooking today on our official second episode of “ignoramus!”2021-10-131h 24
“ignoramus” w/ kJoiee ✨EP 1 - “letters to my ex”i struggled with beginning my podcast journey being that i’ve been so torn up & tired recently from my personal life. because there was always going to be an excuse as to why i couldn’t i just hit record. here i move through a plethora of findings by traveling into beginnings and ends of my three year relationship, upbringing, & more.2021-10-0547 min