Kirstie Devine - Podcast Details

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Still Figuring It OutNobody Likes YouSometimes you have to go through a lot of changes in a small timeframe to truly test your mental strength. That’s what I did in my 23rd year. How’d I fair? Listen to find out.2024-06-1927 min

Still Figuring It OutI’m Feeling 22What do you get when you mix going to clubs, graduating college, and diving headfirst into your first serious relationship?2024-05-1934 min

Still Figuring It OutIt’s Supposed to be Fun*TW: Mentions of sexual assault* Oh 21, I hope you sleep better at night now.2024-04-1930 min

Still Figuring It OutThe Defining DecadeAhh 20, the year I declared my major, met Taylor swift and road-tripped to Nashville. But also the year I felt the weight of immense pressure to have it all figured out. Join me in finding out if I ever did.2024-03-1923 min

Still Figuring It OutGolden YearLet’s take it back to 19, aka my golden birthday, my golden year. I thought I had it all figured out, but as you’ll hear I was just a teen playing dress up as an adult.2024-02-1926 min

Still Figuring It OutFish are Friends, Not FoodThe summer ‘23 vibe is pools not beach, stay safe ❤️2023-06-261h 07

Still Figuring It OutIt's Me, Hi!Did you miss me? Let's catch up, grab some wine and listen in on my six-month recap of the good, the bad, and everything in between. Oh, and welcome to season 3.2023-06-0346 min

Noughtie Child PodcastEpisode 85: Hundred Draft Chaos ft Amy SmithHundred Draft Time! The first women's Hundred draft has happened and it was very chaotic. Sophia Dunkley, Shabnim Ismail (OS), Georgia Elwiss, Freya Davies, Laura Harris, Alex Hartley (Retained in Draft), Grace Harris (OS), Sarah Glenn, Sophie Munro, Sophie Luff, Laura Wolvaardt (OS), Amanda Jade-Wellington (OS), Kathryn Bryce, Katie George, Kate Cross, Georgia Wareham (OS), Heather Graham, Alice Davidson-Richards (Retained in Draft), Sophie Devine (OS) (Retained in Draft), Hannah Baker, Katie Levick, Eve Jones (Retained in Draft), Harmanpreet Kaur (OS), Lizelle Lee (OS), Grace Potts, Kirstie Gordon, Danni Wyatt (Retained in Draft), Anya Shrubsole (Retained in Draft), Chloe Tryon (OS...2023-03-2456 min

The CyberScotland PodcastBasics of Good Cyber Practices (for individuals)Interested in learning more about cyber security but don't know where to start? This episode is for you. We map out some of the best places to go to first when you want to get to grips with the basics of cyber security. In this episode, we are joined by Daniel Devine, Cyber Security and Data Science Educational Technologist & Project Manager at Digital Skills Education. Our host is Kirstie Steele, CyberScotland Community Lead with Scottish Business Resilience Centre. Here are the various resources mentioned in the podcast. Visit the CyberScotland Portal here ...2023-01-1818 min

Still Figuring It OutStill Figuring Out CrimesTW: Mentions of murder, sexual assault, and cannibalism. Listener discretion is advised. Who really killed JonBenét Ramsey? Is the new suspect that was arrested the killer in the Idaho stabbings? Why do we continue glorifying serial killers such as Ted Bundy and Jeffrey Dahmer when we should be spotlighting the victims whose lives were cut short? Help us navigate these questions as we take you through this episode with our theories and opinions that you may or may not like. 2023-01-131h 10

Still Figuring It Out2022 F*ck You, 2023 Be Good to MeI shouldn't be here right now, I shouldn't even be writing this to you all right now. But I've been shown throughout all the bad this year has given me that I can accept outstretched arms with my own stuck to my sides. Thank you for continuing to listen to the words that come out of my mouth that I courageously put out here. There will be more to come, I can promise you that.2022-12-311h 36

Still Figuring It OutI Should Have my Therapist Ask me TheseTW: mentions of eating disorders, suicide, mental illness, and sexual assault. Listener distractions is advised. What better way to get deep and emotional than with some personal questions and drinking wine while already being drunk. I’m back once again with my friend and ex coworker Cintia where we sit in my living room, eat some sushi and finish off another bottle. These were fun and eye opening to answer so thank you for following along, it never not goes appreciated.2022-12-1944 min

Still Figuring It OutIt’s Giving….NothingBecause if the person your dating can’t do dishes or laundry it’s time to pack it up. I’m back again with my good friend Cintia as we comb through our past relationships and situationships the only way we can stomach…with a full glass of wine.2022-12-1631 min

Still Figuring It OutThis is Your Sign to Quit Your Job feat. My Ex CoworkerWould you believe it, I finally have a guest on here. And just like the beginning of this episode, it's nothing short of crazy. We get into how we became friends, our many adventures involving bottomless mimosas and creating a human wall to pee at the club, and the reason for this title. Because just like this podcast, we're all still figuring it out. 2022-12-1229 min

Still Figuring It OutOne For the BooksIf there's one thing that's been there for me this year, it's books. Through my hospital stay, long work days, solo vacation, outpatient program, and move, there wasn't a time my bag didn't have a novel waiting to be opened. So, I thought I'd share with you all the (40) books I read this year and tell you which are worth it and which can be left on the shelf. 2022-12-091h 14

Still Figuring It OutI'm Having a Complicated Relationship With my TwentiesTW: mentions of weight and depression in episode, listener discretion advised. Because sometimes you need to sit on your living room floor and spill your thoughts out into your microphone for more than just your cat to hear. I talk about feeling lost in my twenties, the advice I would give myself starting my twenties, and dealing with some body image issues and self-confidence. I can't wait to hear this back in a year and give that girl the hug I can't give myself right now and tell her it's okay not to be okay. ...2022-10-1858 min

Still Figuring It OutForever Isn't Long Enough13 years ago in 9th-grade homeroom, I met my best friend, Elliot, who made those 4 years better. Then at college orientation with just a glance he met his now husband and my other close friend, Joe, who would be the one to get me through college. On Christmas Day of 2020, my best friend proposed and a year after that I'd be opening a box asking to be his best woman at their wedding. It's a title I take seriously, so I had to dedicate a whole episode to them while trying to figure out my speech. Because how am I supposed...2022-09-2339 min

Still Figuring It OutHealing is Not Linearhi guys, I know it's been another long time since we last talked. But I want you to know how thankful I am for you. One Friday night, this episode was done on a whim after a dinner of soup and bread. I came into my office in my new apartment and told you about my summer of healing and how I've been doing with my mental and physical health. How being in an out patient program for my depression saved my life and made me realize how toxic Instagram really is. How you can accept new friendships with s...2022-09-1748 min

Still Figuring It OutI'm in my healing erahi, I know it's been a bit. Just know I love you and you taking the time to listen to any part of this episode means more to me than you can ever imagine. I'll see you again as soon as I can. p.s. being honest is powerful 2022-07-1947 min

Still Figuring It OutMy Body, My Choice?TW: Mentions of sexual assault Here are some links for resources and ways to donate and help. I'm here for you and love you. https://www.weareplannedparenthoodaction.org/onlineactions/W-dJwYn_Vk-PfTNgWw_EIA2?sourceid=1004273&ms=4NALz2200K1N1A&utm_campaign=NAT_2200_PPFA_Appeal_c4_ad_acq&gclid=CjwKCAjwwdWVBhA4EiwAjcYJEDedtYHzI3gpRu1XmDIZil9twukhcTzOoUJZtp6mLpvyBfvGxKyTABoCU9gQAvD_BwE&gclsrc=aw.ds 2022-06-2542 min

Still Figuring It OutLove and Other DrugsTW: Mentions of suicide and sexual assault in this episode. If this episode is all over the place, then I'm not sorry. Because sometimes that's how life and especially love can be. And that's what I talk about in this episode. We go into the difference between saying the word "love," versus feeling it and I let you in on a little confession. What that is you may ask? Well, listen and you'll find out. 2022-05-1248 min

Still Figuring It OutMy Therapist Thinks I'm OkayAre you surprised I actually lived up to my promise for a new episode this week? Don't worry, unlike that guy, I keep my promises. In this episode, we talk about a lot of things ranging from new shows I've been watching to a new segment called rate my mental health for the week. I go into the idea of learning to appreciate the simpler things in life and how the person I am now is a lot better for me than the person I was living in and for last year. I hope you can take something from...2022-04-2548 min

Still Figuring It OutI'm Still Herehi, I know in this episode I talk about a lot of things. So, I'm not going to make a whole paragraph about it. I just want you to know how thankful I am for anyone who listens to this and how happy I am to finally be back. I promise to never take this long to return again. 2022-04-181h 11

Still Figuring It OutVulnerability Is Not a WeaknessI know I may start off this podcast being very happy and sarcastic, but deep down I'm feeling a lot of different things. I feel guilty, abandoned, sad, confused, angry, lost, out of routine, and just overall overwhelmed. If you listen through this whole episode, thank you. I never imagined in my wildest dreams that I would ever have to utter those words but it's real and it happened and is still happening as I post this. If you take anything away from this episode it's to wear a mask, social distance, stay home if you're not feeling well...2021-09-1940 min

Still Figuring It OutFame, Fortune, and Shambles: Taylor Jenkins ReidIn this episode, I am probably the most chipper I've been in a while. Why you may ask? I'm on vacation this week. So, I take you along what I've done so far this week which includes seeing friends and loved ones, staying busy, and getting attacked by bees. I then go into the topic for this week: the author Taylor Jenkins Reid. I talk a little about her life and tell you about 3 of her most popular books. Between a Hollywood starlet, a family with a past, or a rock band from the '70s, Reid does it...2021-09-1251 min

Still Figuring It OutLets Catch UpHi, you guys. I know it's been a while (2 weeks) since I've last uploaded. So, with nothing planned for this episode, and ginger ale poured into my wine glass I sit down and catch you guys up on where I've been for the better half of August. Between birthday parties, anniversaries, a wedding, and a failed interview there's a lot to talk about. Thank you all so much for your support, and I can't wait to give you new episodes. 2021-09-0537 min

Still Figuring It OutGreek Mythology & Shocking Endings: Alex MichaelidesIn this episode, I rally through some scorching weather to talk about my past weekend of fun in the sun, overwhelming work days and trying to get through the night without waking up. I then go into the topic, an author you need to know and read. I give a brief overview of who Alex Michaelides is, talk about his two books and tell you why you need to go to your local bookstore, buy them, and read them at the beach. If you need a sign to get back into reading, here is it. 2021-08-1552 min

Still Figuring It OutNo, You Don't Have to Do It AllIn this episode, I catch you guys up on my life and what I've been up to. Between some traveling, getting wine drunk, and learning to relax, I come to terms with how I've really been feeling. To be honest, my mental health is not loving me. I go into the topic of the idea that we have to have it all and be "on" all the time. How society and comparing ourselves to others influence us as well as learning to take a pause and not see resting as being lazy. If you need a sign to do...2021-08-0848 min

Still Figuring It OutTruth or Drink With my Besties: Round TwoFor anyone listening to this with headphones on, you have been warned. With so much love you showed with my last guest episode, I thought the best way to thank you would be to do another one. And boy, did we deliver. With seltzers in our stomachs and questions in the palm of our hands we get honest and upfront with you guys. We cover every and anything we get asked. There are drinks, laughs, and most importantly, friendship. Thank you for all the love recently, there's so much more to come. --- This episode is sponsored...2021-08-011h 05

Still Figuring It OutFinding My HomeIn this episode, I talk about my hectic work week, barely having time to breathe, and why I'm taking a break from drinking. I then go into the topic for this week, the idea of trying to find my "home." Whether it be physical, family, or relationship-wise, I never felt like I had a home in any of those. It took writing it down for me to see it was starting to come along all this time. The beauty of writing. I hope you enjoy this as much and as hard as it was for me to write it.2021-07-181h 02

Still Figuring It OutTruth or Drink With my BestiesIn this episode, I talk about finding new job opportunities, working out again, and getting on a reading grind again. Then, we do a truth or drink with my special guest, my best friends Meg, Mandy, and Amy. We get honest and real and that's all that matters. If you want more of us, let us know. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app 2021-07-1151 min

Still Figuring It OutLets Normalize This: Your 20's EditionIn this episode, I talk about being a beer slut, not wanting to work out while eating like garbage, and my plans for a rainy Fourth of July weekend. I then go into a new segment: things we need to normalize better, for this episode, it's your 20's. I talk about how my 20's so far have felt like a roller coaster, comparing ourselves and our journeys to others, and list off some things that are totally normal to still be happening in our 20's. There is no time clock for when you have to complete everything in your...2021-07-0455 min

Still Figuring It OutHot Book SummerHappy summer, I can't believe I've made it halfway through the year. I would like to thank the alcohol. In this episode, I talk about a really fun past weekend, hating my body, and getting back into reading. I then tell you what books you should read this summer (myself included) and have a little book club moment with you guys. I've always loved reading in the summer because I love to overly romanticize things in my life and one of those is reading. I hope you enjoy these recommendations and read some yourself. Always remember, you may not...2021-06-2752 min

Still Figuring It OutI Was Never Daddy's Little GirlIn this episode, we're getting emotional so bring all the tissues. I talk about the stressful and overwhelming time I've been having. My week of drinking, spending time with loved ones, a zoo visit, and a Taylor announcement that made it all better. I then go into the topic of why I don't celebrate Father's Day. I talk about my childhood and growing up with an alcoholic and abusive father, how it's affected me growing up and how I'm doing now. I then read some articles I wrote addressing him. I wouldn't be the person I am today if...2021-06-2057 min

Still Figuring It OutDoes Everything Happen For a Reason?In this episode, we are very chatty. I talk about my long week, hot days, surviving life, and taking a break from the debit card. I then go into the topic for this episode. The big question: does everything happen for a reason? Do the things that happen to us in life the good and bad happen for a bigger reason? I discuss my own views and opinions based on my life and events and encourage you to think about them as well. Because at the end of it all, I'm still figuring it out too.2021-06-1351 min

Still Figuring It OutAuthor You Should Know: Jill SantopoloWelcome to season 2 you guys. In this episode I tell you tales of nostalgia. I go back to the bar and movie theater and barely make it through the work week because of damn mercury in retrograde. I then go into the topic of this episode, are these books worth the read? I tell you about the author and these books, so the choice is up to you. Will I drain your bank accounts or save you money, you’ll have to tune in to find out.2021-06-0645 min

Still Figuring It OutCelebrations & Hot Girl SummerYou guys.....we made it to a whole year. A year of laughs, cries, honesty, and much-needed professional therapy. I can't believe how much has happened and what's to come. Thank you for sticking with me on this journey. This episode is no different than the rest. We get honest, we swear, and I even cry. It's time to celebrate not only one year of this podcast but our beautiful bodies that have always been ready for summer. I can't wait to see what comes next.2021-05-3056 min

Still Figuring It OutWhere I've Been & My RegretsI'm back you guys, and I'm better than ever (at least, that's what I'm telling myself). In this episode, we get deep and honest. I tell you why I've been away for the past two weeks, including my second Covid shot and feeling depressed and uninspired. I catch you up on what I've been doing, including apartment updates, drinking, and the hellhole of my job. I then go into the topic of regrets. I read from an old article of mine and tell you about some of my regrets in my life. It's perfectly normal to have regrets but...2021-05-2355 min

Still Figuring It OutLets ChatSometimes you have a bad week and you need to talk about it. That's what I did in this week's episode. With a glass of cider in hand, and no notes to go by, I recap my draining week and really dig deep into how I'm feeling lately. We get a little emotional and sad but at the end of the day, this is me. I'm not here to provide you with false ideas of who I am, I am a person who is going through it, just like everyone else. Thank you for listening to my therapy session. 2021-05-0245 min

Still Figuring It OutAuthor You Should Know: Colleen HooverIn this episode we're getting very chatty. I catch you up on my stressful past week, how I'm learning to prioritize things in my life amidst the chaos, and telling you to calm the fuck down. I tell you about an exquisite mirror I recently purchased as well as my experience with getting my first dose of the Covid vaccine. I then go into this new segment where I talk about an author you need to know and read. I tell you a little about Colleen Hoover as well as talk about the 3 books of hers I've read so...2021-04-2555 min

Still Figuring It OutI'm Feeling the Burn(out)In this episode I tell you about how I went from a peaceful last weekend and a good start of my week to an overall hectic and stressful end of the week into the weekend. I talk about how I've been having a hard time trying to juggle two jobs while still balancing my personal and social life. I then go into the topic of burnout. How it came to be for me, why society glamorizes overworking, hustle culture, and why covid-19 is to blame for some of this. I tell you how I've been dealing with it and...2021-04-1846 min

Still Figuring It OutI Feel Like a FailureIn this episode we get very emotional and thought-provoking. I talk about my reasoning for my week off which included my best friends Taylor Swift themed birthday weekend, finishing the beer summit as well as showing my age in my knees and the fright of finally getting back into writing for fun and Taylor making me revert back to my 14-year-old self with her re-recording of "Fearless." I then get into the topic this week about why I feel like a failure. I go into my journey of wanting to be a writer and the setbacks and rejections I've f...2021-04-1148 min

Still Figuring It OutThat Was the Last Time You Ever Saw MeIn this episode I get a little emotional talking about how I really feel about my new "normal" with my new job while still being at my other one. All the internal fear, guilt, and stress I have over it during my first official week. I talk about feeling burnt out and like a failure but remind myself that bad weeks are a thing. I then go into my last part of my thesis this week which feels very bittersweet since it has been so great getting to relive this story again. After Mauve realizes that James isn't the...2021-03-281h 08

Still Figuring It OutCause us Traitors Never WinIn this episode I talk about my long and stressful week as usual. I tell my manager about my new job and how some friends are snitches and also how I'm really feeling about this new change. I have some bad skin days and call out Zara for their sizing. I then continue with reading my thesis from where I left off next week. After being threatened by a pair of private detectives who know both their pasts, Mauve gets a not-so-great welcome when she returns home after the interrogation. But as she makes her journey to free James...2021-03-211h 01

Still Figuring It OutIt Was the Great Escape the Prison BreakIn this episode I talk about some exciting new updates and changes that have come into my life recently as well as getting to do some fun things over the weekend and how that can make a rather long week so much better. I then continue with reading my thesis from where I left off last week. After Mauve realizes her partner in life and crime James's past is slowly catching up to him again she has a decision to either walk away from it all or walk into the storm itself. Will she make the right choice or...2021-03-141h 01

Still Figuring It OutNothing Good Starts in a Getaway CarIn this episode I talk about going from a whole week feeling like one big Monday to my excitement about having the house to myself for the weekend and my ~crazy~ plans. I then go into this fun and new segment that I'll be doing this entire month where I basically read my entire thesis to you throughout the next few episodes. Titled by a song that deserved a music video, "Getaway Car" tells the story of Mauve and James, two jewel thieves about to do their biggest heist yet. But when Mauve finds out the hard way her...2021-03-071h 06

Still Figuring It OutThis is More Than Just a Love StoryIn this episode I talk about getting back into a routine after my vacation, how my birthday went, and some rejections and hopeful opportunities while job hunting. I then go into the book of the month which is a bit different this time around. I read some essays from the book “Modern Love” edited by Daniel Jones and get a little sad and laughing. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for helping me reach my goal of 1k plays. I know for a fact if it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have this so thank...2021-02-281h 02

Still Figuring It OutI Don't Want to Grow UpIn this episode we're getting emotional, so grab your tissues. This week, I talk about how my vacation is going and the differences I see in my mental health for the better. I then talk about my upcoming birthday and how I really feel about getting older and accepting the fact that age is only a number. I read through some old articles and a journal entry I wrote 3 and 5 years ago and reflect. I then talk about 26 things I've learned in my life so far. There are plenty of tears and laughs and reflections throughout. So, get ready...2021-02-2158 min

Still Figuring It OutDon’t Text Your Ex: What to do on Valentine’s DayHappy Valentine’s Day! In this episode I talk about having a “vacation” from work and what I plan to do. I talk about finally having a fun Valentines’s Day weekend starting with a Galentine’s Day party with friends and going on a triple date. I then talk about the idea of this holiday and my honest thoughts as well as what you can do on this holiday whether you’re in a relationship, single, going through a breakup, or “dating.” I then read from two articles I wrote on love. I want you to know that no matter your situ...2021-02-1456 min

Still Figuring It OutWhen Love...FadesHappy February, the month of “love.” In this episode I kick off the months theme of love with what happens when a love...fades away. When a relationship runs its course and what to do to get through it. I end by reading two different articles about a guy I “dated” and show how less than a year later the feelings can change for the better.2021-02-0755 min

Still Figuring It OutA Broken Girl & A Condescending Man: When Books Become Music, “Rebecca” and “Tolerate It”In this episode I talk about how a good week can still be good even with a shitty end. I keep on track with my new fitness routine, complete my dry January, and am on track with my reading. I then get into a very exciting and possibly new segment. What if I told you “Tolerate It” by Taylor Swift was inspired by the book “Rebecca” by Daphne Du Maurier? I take you through the novel by providing actual evidence that goes along with the lyrics and give my honest opinion whether or not this “book of the century” is worth readin...2021-01-311h 06

Still Figuring It OutSit Like A Lady: Deconstructing Gender Stereotypes And SexismIn this episode I talk about finally having a good week, my fitness journey, and why we need to treat ourselves. I talk about a historical moment by having the first female Vice President and then go into the topic. I talk about how simple things women can do now like wear pants and go shopping alone was unheard of and even illegal 100 years ago. I discuss the blatant racism women face on a daily and the gender stereotypes women go through when compared to men. I understand my views an opinions are different than others, but if we can...2021-01-2458 min

Still Figuring It OutWhat Really Are The Best Years of Your Life?In this episode I do a long chat and catch you up on all things stress with work, thrifting, weight change, and trying to be productive. I then ask the question of this topic today: what really are the best year of your life? While some say high school or college were their “peak years,” some like myself not so much. I talk about why this question is far fetched, my own experiences with trying to find out for myself, and tell you why you shouldn’t dwell if you haven’t found your time yet.2021-01-1750 min

Still Figuring It OutNew Year Mantras & Learning To ForgiveWelcome to 2021 I can’t believe I made it. In this episode I talk about my honest reason for taking a week off, discuss some mantras I’m manifesting for this year because resolutions are stupid. I then go into the idea on how we need to be kinder to ourselves and how learning to forgive others as well as ourselves can benefit us so much more in the long run. If you’ve been here from the beginning or just started listening to me now thanks for sticking around. I have so much planned this year.2021-01-1052 min

Still Figuring It OutI Believe Her: Chanel Miller's "Know My Name"In this episode I talk about the holidays and what I did and also go into a little bit of something really brave that I recently did. I then go into the segment and discuss and read passages from Chanel Miller’s memoir “Know My Name.” I talk about how important this book is and find the courage to tell my own sexual assault story. I want you to know that you are never alone and I believe you and am here for you. https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/katiejmbaker/heres-the-powerful-letter-the-stanford-victim-read-to-her-ra 2020-12-271h 07

Still Figuring It Out2020: A Year In ReviewIn this episode I go into a deep dive of this year. I give you the good, the bad, and everything in between. There are laughs, tears, memories, drunk times, and regrets but overall happiness. I talk about the lessons I learned, the loss and gains I had, one word to sum up this year and what I can only hope for in 2021. Remember, if the only thing you did this year was survive, then I’m so proud of you.2020-12-2058 min

Still Figuring It OutJust Because I’m Alone, Doesn’t Mean I’m LonelyIn this episode I go into a deep dive of Taylor Swift’s new surprise album “evermore.” I then talk about how my dating life recently has made me reevaluate how I feel about myself and ultimately making the decision to be alone for a bit. I talk about how hard it can be especially right now given these circumstances in the world and read from an article I wrote at the end. I really wanted to be honest about how I’ve been feeling lately and if you feel this way too know that you’re not alone, ever.2020-12-1351 min

Still Figuring It OutNo Date December & Falling For BoysIn this episode I talk about some fun things I did this past week and weekend and finally starting to Christmas shop. I then go into a little discussion about not being fulfilled or feeling the need to date this month and deleting my dating apps. I then read from my short story and reflect on how that past relationship and my others are so different from what I know and want to find right now in my life.2020-12-0649 min

Still Figuring It OutChristmas Mode & Book ReviewIn this episode I talk about having a better week and the stress and somewhat excitement I have for the holidays despite having not started any shopping yet. I then go into my monthly segment where I discuss and read my favorite passages from the book, “Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine” by Gail Honeyman and let you know whether I think it’s worth the read or not.2020-11-2952 min

Still Figuring It OutHe Didn’t Want Me, And That’s FineIn this episode I update you on yet another draining week while also trying to manage the holidays, work and myself. I then go into the topic of this episode on how dating this guy took a turn for the worse for me, getting rejected by someone is never fun but I tell you how it came to be from meeting him to how I really felt getting that text. I then give some advice on how to deal with and move on from a rejection. To the person who this is about, thanks for giving me a topic this...2020-11-2250 min

Still Figuring It OutDoes Social Media Mask Our Pain?In this episode I talk about my draining weekend and ways I’ve been learning to cope with feeling better and getting through it. I then try to answer the title of this episode, does social media mask our pain? I tell about my upbringing with social media as a teen and how it’s shaped me now and most recently with the events this year. How I tend to rely on it and how it can be this addicting crutch. I give the benefits and negative views on it and read from one of my articles on how I used...2020-11-1551 min

Still Figuring It OutThe Good, The Bad, and The Shitty: First DatesIn this episode I talk about the historical election and how this past week left me so drained and unmotivated. I then discuss my date I had this past week and go into my other first dates I had with guys, the success and failure rates with each one. I reflect on how I’ve grown as a person since then and how I’m doing things differently. Lastly, I give some of my own personal advice on what you should and shouldn’t do on a first date and read from one of my old articles and have quite a laug...2020-11-0857 min

Still Figuring It OutCold Weather and Repeating HistoryIn this episode I give a long chat on things that have been going on, discuss the unfortunate first snow fall, and talk about the reason for sharing this certain story this time all over the advice my friend gave me. I always want you to know that you are worth more than what someone is giving and putting in to be with you, be with someone who puts in the effort.2020-11-0143 min

Still Figuring It OutI Love Bada** Women: Glennon Doyle’s “Untamed”In this episode I talk a little about my week and how hard it’s been because honesty is all I want to give you and sometimes it’s not always sunshine and rainbows. I then go into the new segment and discuss Glennon Doyle’s book “Untamed.” I read some of my favorite passages and let you know if it’s worth reading.2020-10-2553 min

Still Figuring It OutSo...What Are We?In this episode I talk about my bad mental health weekend and give an update on my life, career wise, and why a certain moment made me rethink something. I then go into the topic of defining a relationship. How we get through that talking and dating stage or, for some people like myself, can never seem to get past it. I delve into hookup culture, one night stands, and hopefully give you some encouraging words with my writing I read as well as knowing to not follow my mistakes.2020-10-1847 min

Still Figuring It OutIt's Not You, It's Me: Surviving A BreakupIn this episode I talk about how I gave myself permission to have a nice, good slow start to my day off after what feels like weeks of burnout. I then go into the topic that not even I have all the answers to, just experience. I talk about my worst breakup, how I'm still coping and moving on at the same time. I also give advice on what not to do and do during a breakup. You are not alone, your world may feel like its ending, but it's just creating more room to let someone new come into...2020-10-1159 min

Still Figuring It OutLong Chats and Crying Over a BoyIn this episode I give a lengthy chat on just life in general and how I’ve been feeling. How sometimes no matter how much you convince yourself everything’s fine, it’s not. I then go into a new segment of continuing to read another short story of mine and get a little sad and reflective on it. This is my favorite way and only outlet to be honest and it means the world that people listen to the words I wrote down with no intention of it getting out. I hope you enjoy this as much I as did ma...2020-10-0449 min

Still Figuring It OutAm I Settling?In this episode I give an update on my personal life and what’s been going on. I then talk about the big question: am I settling? I talk about a recent dumb thing I almost did, go through my dating past and present and read from two articles I wrote on it. Don’t ever settle for someone when you’re giving a hundred percent and they can barely give you fifty.2020-09-2751 min

Still Figuring It OutYou Are Beautiful, ReallyIn this episode I give a long update on my life and what I've been up to. I then go into the main topic I wanted to discuss in this episode: comparing ourselves to others and body shaming. I talk about how this topic came to be, why we do it and how we can be a leader instead of a follower when it comes to hurting others. You are more than the words others type behind a screen, always remember that.2020-09-1948 min

Still Figuring It OutI Always Root for the Main Character: Reading my Short StoriesIn this episode I give a brief update on my life and get honest with you about how I’ve been feeling lately. I then introduce a new segment I’m hoping to do once a month: reading my short stories. I give some tea on where they all were suppose to go, give some background on the story I read and then finally read it without getting too sad girl on you. Let me know how you guys feel about this and if I should continue to make it a monthly thing.2020-09-1342 min

Still Figuring It OutSometimes You Gotta Say F*ck ItIn this episode I catch you guys up on where I’ve been and have some new and exciting news to tell you. I then go into the big question of, does everything happen for a reason? I give my hot take on it and end with reading the article I wrote that started it all. I’m so glad to be back and even with some technical issues I’m here and staying. Enjoy.2020-09-0650 min

Still Figuring It OutBe Your Own First ChoiceIn this episode I talk about my boozy week as well as some updates on my move and life in general. I go into the topic of being your own first choice and never settling for less than that and telling my own personal stories with it. I bring in the discussion of whether exes can be friends and having friends with benefits, having gone through it recently myself. I'm always going to be honest with you guys, my life is not perfect and I don't want it to be. Sometimes I may disclose too much. But if you get...2020-08-2353 min

Still Figuring It OutShout Out to My Exes: Reading My PoetryIn this episode I talk about digging up old things which lead me to find my old journals I used to write in back in high school to college all the way to now. I read my old and new poems about the guys I dated throughout the years and safe to say we spilt some tea and had a sad girl hour because even though you’re in a better place the memories still remain.2020-08-1659 min

Still Figuring It OutCasper the Unfriendly GhostIn this episode I give a brief recap on my little hiatus and then go into the confusing and frustrating topic of ghosting. Why we do it to others as well as ourselves. I give my own stories of being the one ghosted as well as ghosting people myself. I end with giving some signs that someone is ghosting you and some tips on how to get through it. I feel like with everything going on this has been more relevant to happen so I hope this episode can help you throw away that much needed garbage overtaking your life...2020-08-0958 min

Still Figuring It OutMama Knows BestIn this episode I talk about my moms upcoming wedding and the stress and changes due to COVID as well as everything fun going on. I also talk about how she found her ‘happily ever after’ by having to go through some tough times to get there. I then give my maid of honor speech at the end. I wasn’t anticipating doing an episode on this but I wanted to have this as a memory to look back on. Congratulations, mom, I love you to the moon and back.2020-07-2758 min

Still Figuring It OutMs/Mr Independent: How to do Things on Your Own and be AssertiveIn this episode I talk about how by going through a lot of change helped me grow and be my own independent self. I also give tips on how you can be assertive whether it be professionally or dating wise as well as learning to do things on your own. I briefly discuss social anxiety and how it can play a role on feeling like you need to rely on others for help and being scared to put yourself out there at times. You are not alone and you are valid and this doesn't happen overnight, it's a process that...2020-07-1948 min

Still Figuring It OutHow to Get Yourself Out of a FunkIn this episode I talk about mental health and my experiences with it as well as going to therapy and taking medications and how it worked for me. I also give some tips on how to cope when you're feeling down especially during difficult and confusing times like now. You are not alone.2020-07-1257 min

Still Figuring It OutMy Body, My Mother F*cking ChoiceIn this episode I talk about body image issues, the glamorization of social media, slut shaming, overt sexualization of females, and insecurities as well as talk about my own experiences with these topics. I want these topics to be normalized more so we can feel better about openly talking about them.2020-07-0557 min

Still Figuring It OutFirst is The Worst... Or is it?In this episode I give an update on my health and where I've been lately after taking a week off. I then go into the topic of are our firsts really the best, worst, or just meh? I take examples from rom coms and even go into some of my firsts which as you can guess are anything but magical and all the more awkward. Enjoy.2020-06-2957 min

Still Figuring It OutWhy Do We Go Back To People Who Only Hurt Us?In this episode I give a somewhat brief explanation on my past week on what I've been dealing with health wise. Then I try to tackle the question on why we go back to certain people- whether it be a relationship or friendship- who only end up hurting us when we give them more than one chance and let them back in yet again. Enjoy. For the full article I wrote it on you can check it out here: https://thoughtcatalog.com/kirstie-devine/2020/06/why-do-we-go-back-to-people-who-only-hurt-us/?utm_campaign=cw-email&utm_source=article-published&utm_medium=kirstdevine 2020-06-1451 min

Still Figuring It OutThis Needs To Be Said: A Conversation On Racism, White Privilege, And Speaking Up For What Is RightI debated making this episode because I didn't feel like my voice an opinions mattered. But saying nothing and ignoring it says something and I want to be able to look back on this year and say that I did something and used my voice and platform for the better. These are my opinions and I'm committed to educating myself every single day on these important matters. I'm sorry this took so long for me to come and realize, but enough is enough. If you would like to know ways in which you can help, please visit https://blacklivesmatters.carrd...2020-06-0729 min

Still Figuring It OutWelcome To The Sh*t ShowHi you guys and welcome to the first ever episode of "Still Figuring It Out." On this episode I talk about who I am, how this podcast finally came to life, and what I'm going to be talking about on here. I give a brief lesson on how to say my name, when my love for writing came to be, and how I was able to not let my shyness interfere with my dreams anymore. If you want to see more of my life you can follow me at @kirstdev on instagram. Enjoy.2020-05-3142 min

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