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Camera Experimentsthis is producer Lorenza coming to you LIVE from under blankets to tell YOU to send her your scriptswddlngduck@gmail.comSo many people have been sending me their scripts to read this year - and it’s only the second month of 2025… IM OFFICIALLY A FULL TIME PRODUCER GUYS!!2025-02-1111 minCamera Experimentswhat 2000 Instagram followers means to mejust a small celebratory thought for myself as a note of my amazing ability to make friends :)2025-02-1017 minCamera Experimentsearly morning thoughtsToday we talk about a lot of things in a very low-energy space:- work- imposter syndrome- the importance of resting- self doubt- being sick- assertiveness + the end of wet noodleism- not saying sorry for having strong emotionsUhhh- other things I can’t remember but I think I talked about books2025-01-191h 09Camera Experimentsshould i be a stand up comedian?i presented a speech in elementary school and my life has never been the same2025-01-1128 minCamera Experimentsme @ cameras: ❤️✨👍🏼🥹🎁💖💛WITHOUT FURTHER ADOTHE ONE THING YOUVE ALL BEEN WAITING FORI ACTUALLY TALK ABOUT CAMERAS IN THIS ONE2025-01-1130 minCamera Experimentsi eat cheese in this one and ramble about success in the face of…everything…among other thingscheese + light trauma talk go great together2025-01-091h 04Camera Experiments2024 - Wraplots of thoughts, goals, what passive aggressive bullies sound like, and PROJECTS.2024-12-2723 minCamera Experimentsit's okay to be a little weirdoBeing yourself is such a complicated topic, this is me trying to wrap my head around it, and talking about why I love talking and why I hate parties and how that can't possibly make any sense... but who cares, we're all complicated beings anyway.
yeah. i said film when talking about Waiting for Godot, i meant book, u know what I meant.2024-08-2133 minCamera Experimentsi ran 5km for the first timei did something! non-film related! it was very cool and i'm excited to do more things!
all about burn-out and taking a "vacation" from taking vacations from work.2024-07-2918 minCamera Experimentsmusic is fun! + so is californiaread the title.2024-04-1817 minCamera ExperimentsBullies Pt. 2 - here's what happenedin which i cry, so i'm sorry about that.
being vulnerable is very difficult.
if you feel alone, lost or unwelcome where you are, this is for you.
and if you feel like no one loves you, i do, and i am here.2023-12-3048 minCamera Experiments2023 - WrapList of things I accomplished this year:
- Produced and finished production on JFA (largest project I've done so far)
- Directed a short film on 35mm Kodak stock in Italy!
- Got a full time job in a production office
- Went to California & Nevada
- Started Waddling Duck (my banner & soon to be Prod Co.)
- Made and met a lot of new friends (from all over the world)
- Signed on to 3 more large projects for 2024
- Learned to stay...2023-12-3033 minCamera ExperimentsOn Journaling & My Creative ProcessWhat creative process, man, honestly, I feel like I'm bullshitting over here - my "creative process" has only just started to appear. I've always loved to write, and always loved to read, so it was a natural progression into journaling for, not only my mental health, but for documenting the ideas that popped up randomly throughout the day. Stories about my life, the traumas, the great points, scheduling my time to work on projects - it's all in there.
Note: I mention making a Pt. 2 of my Bullies episode. I'm not sure what that...2023-12-0519 minCamera ExperimentsMy New Production Company, Being Seen, and Making Projects with LoveI started a Production Company, woo!
In this episode, I talk about the positive feelings I've been having around filmmaking, going out to events, starting new and gigantic projects - and actually finishing some! I talk about what I've been up to recently as well.
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@renzaa on Letterboxd2023-11-2729 minCamera ExperimentsJust a random thought on being kindPretty sure I’ve talked about this before but it’s so important to be kind to other people, especially ourselves. So I’m saying it again. Be kind, don’t be an ass. And don’t shit on people for not being perfect. Feeling incapable feels inescapable, and as much as I did that rhyming to be funny, it’s a very serious and very real thing. It’s a dark and lonely place in your head when those thoughts swim around, so here’s my take on it.2023-11-0614 minCamera ExperimentsMel Brooks Never Made A History of the World Part 2It’s true, he didn’t, and his audacity is my fuel for why I refuse to make a sequel to Italy Part One. Haha I’m so funny with my little audiobook diary narrating my messy thoughts. I hope you can sift through this one because it’s a bit of…a lot of random stuff that doesn’t really tie together. But they were fresh thoughts I felt like talking out.2023-11-0614 minCamera ExperimentsAnxiety & Starting a New Job*Was testing out using my air pods as a microphone...I do not recommend it.*
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No One's Gonna ListenThe Film Buddies Episode (ft. Ethan Beard, Gemma Power, and Lorenza De Benedictis)This week, we have Kris' friends from film school: Ethan Beard, Gemma Power, and Lorenza De Benedictis at our biggest table! We talk all about movies, including live action adaptions/remakes (such as Detective Pikachu), Uwe Boll, and the controversy surrounding Quentin Tarantino.
Hosted by
Ralph Ramos (@rlphrmos2)
Featuring
Ryan Tocheri (@rytoc12)
Kristoffer Bradley Cruz (@krisbradleycruz)
Ethan Beard (@ethan_beard1920)
Gemma Power (@DreamScapeSev7n)
Lorenza De Benedictis2019-06-071h 28