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Mandy Speaks Up!Sitting with the emotion of not being loved Part 3Part 3 of the 3 part series on The Unloved Daughter/Mother Wound. Today end this series with actually validating and sitting with the emotions that come with being an unloved daughter. We must sit with it and speak to our childhood versions that experienced that suffering.
2025-12-0117 min
Mandy Speaks Up!🌿 The Daughter Who Learned to Disappear: Healing the Hidden Wound of the unloved daughter. Part 2In Part 2 of the Unloved Daughter / Mother Wound series, we journey deeper into the tender places where our unmet needs first learned to hide.In this episode, I explore how the mother wound shapes the way we relate to ourselves—how it teaches us to push our own needs aside, to treat our feelings like chores, and to grow irritated with ourselves for simply being human.I share a personal chapter from my solo travels in Mexico, where I learned to mother myself with compassion and gentleness. In that sa...
2025-11-1117 min
Mandy Speaks Up!The Unloved daughter/Mother woundIn this short episode, we explore the wound of the unloved daughter — the deep ache that forms when our mothers or caregivers were unable to meet our emotional needs in childhood. This wound can shape the way we see ourselves, the love we believe we deserve, and how safe we feel in the world.When we grow up without the nurturing and emotional attunement we needed, parts of our spirit often fragment — separating to protect us from unbearable pain. But true healing comes when we begin to journey back into that darkness, with gentleness and...
2025-10-1417 min
Mandy Speaks Up!How many identities do you carry that are not yours?💜Episode begins about 12 seconds in! 💜Are you ready to feel secure in who you are? Because it's who YOU choose to be?As fall is approaching, trees prepare to lose their leaves.Leaves can represent the identities that no longer serve you. That aren't allowing you to absorb the sunlight you deserve in order to be the beautiful, resilient tree you are meant to become.How many identities do you carry that came from the external, such as people's feelings or perceptions? How many times have y...
2025-09-1544 min
Hopeful and Wholesome: Wellness, Nutrition, Inner Healing and Self-Improvement for High Achieving Women and EntrepreneursHealing Ancestral Trauma: How Inner Work Can Transform Your Mental Health, Lineage & Spiritual Journey with Mandy ValadezSend a textIn this powerful episode, I sit down with Mandy Valadez, a Shamanic Ancestral Healer who helps people reconnect with their lineage to break generational patterns and reclaim inner power. After walking away from the grip of a controlling religious organization, Mandy began her own spiritual awakening, one rooted in ancestral healing, personal growth, and profound transformation.We dive deep into the often unseen threads that bind us to ancestral trauma and explore how healing your lineage can restore mental health, deepen your spiritual journey, and reawaken your truest self. If...
2025-07-0844 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Surviving and leaving The Potter’s House: Vicenta’s storyVicenta sent me a message asking if she could share her story for the very first time since leaving The Potter’s House CFM in 2020. Vicenta’s story is her own personal experience and is shared in her own words allegedly. She shares how she was sucked in by “the community” and gatherings that helped her loneliness after moving to Colorado. But soon all her time and focus was demanded. She became a “leader’s wife” and then a “pastor’s wife” inside this highly authoritarian...
2025-06-041h 03
Mandy Speaks Up!A discussion on Racism ,Decolonizing your mind with Athena.Athena talks about rac!sm, decolon!zing & how yt supremacy remain a huge issue &impacts us all. And how we can begin to truly heal. With awareness and without shame. She uses her work as a somatic practitioner to help guide our bodies through this tough discussion. But the discussion is only the root problem of what has been surrounding us and in us for generations. How did your ancestors live through this?If you are BIPOC - how or in what ways...
2025-05-311h 05
Mandy Speaks Up!Mandy & Diana talk freedom and magicGet ready for a magical ride! In this uplifting episode, Mandy introduces the radiant Diana Estrella — a cosmic star being with a truly inspiring story to share!Diana takes us on a journey that begins in a quiet Mennonite community in Mexico. She loved the simple joys of farm life, but from an early age, she had to hide her true self in order to survive. Her story is one of resilience, heart, and ultimately, transformation.“Hi! I’m Diana," she says. "Even though I grew up surrounded by the be...
2025-04-1354 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Ancestral Epigenetics Treatment?What if there was a way to bring “closure” or rewrite the stories of your ancestors? The stories of your ancestors may still carry on even after they are long gone. INSIDE OF YOU.A story left untold. A story not believed. Trauma. It doesn’t just end. The pain of it will continue even after you are gone. What if you could stop what you are passing on? Stories of pain and suffering? Listen in on this episode where Mandy shares about her holistic treatment she has seen great progress in and many of her cl...
2025-03-0433 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Mandy’s Medicine-Ancestral & Dark Goddess meditationsHAPPY FULL MOON 🌝 Listen in as Mandy & Jason talk about the BEAUTY OF DARKNESS. How our stories of pain can become our “robes of darkness”. That shine and help bring enlightenment to so many! I also offer 2 Meditations here during the full Moon! They are more than just meditations. They are transmissions of power for you!🪶Ancestral meditation - 16:05🖤Dark goddess royal code meditation- 47:15
2024-11-191h 01
Mandy Speaks Up!Mandy & Jason talk about Mandy’s escape from a cultOn this weeks episode I am sharing my story of how escaping a cult was the beginning of my journey to heal and let go of old beliefs and structures that held me prisoner for so long!! And how today I am using my power to help others heal from their own pain and traumatic stories 🤎You can also listen on my YouTube channel @mandyspeaksupHere’s a free guided meditation from Mandy:https://divinemandyoracle.gumroad.com/l/FearlessTo find more about...
2024-11-151h 15
Mandy Speaks Up!Escaping a cult and religion - and living to share it.Escaping a cult and religion and living to share it. My name is Star and this is my story. Join me during this very special discussion and personal experience with my guest Star. She shares her story authentically but with great bravery. Many of her family members are still inside this extreme high control group that has been studied and deemed a cult by many and even professionals. Watch full interview on my YouTube channel https://www.youtube.com/live/yBH0ufu3tW8?si...
2024-10-1339 minMandy Speaks Up!What the HELL am I afraid of?3 ways you can begin to heal your body after leaving a traumatic environment. 1. Pleasuring your body - number 1!! 2. Healing your body will come next and much smoother. 3. Processing & honoring your emotions. To listen to this specific message skip to: 🌹59:44🌹Listen to the full discussion on this weeks episode on YouTube also🔗 https://www.youtube.com/live/O7NRbW05qcA?si=eqWTNE9dkPHIxniNJoin me as we tal...
2024-10-051h 13Mandy Speaks Up!Finding out it was a cult with Noel AnnNoel Ann shares her painful story of experiencing The Potters House CFM. And how She didn’t
realize it was on the list written by professionals Of traits that identify cults until years after
she had left this environment. Eye opening and raw interview.
Find more of my interviews on my YouTube channel.
Mandy Speaks Up
2024-09-1147 min
Embodied DivinityAncestral Healing with Mandy ValadezJoin host Nikyla Maria on a transformative journey into the realm of ancestral healing in this captivating episode of the Embodied Divinity podcast. Nikyla sits down with Mandy Valadez, a Shamanic Ancestral Healer, to explore the profound power of connecting with our ancestors for healing and empowerment. Together, they dive deep into the wisdom of ancestral lineage, guiding listeners on a path towards reclaiming ancestral relationships and accessing the transformative potential they hold.
Find out more about Mandy and her work here:
www.divinemandyoracle.com
Details about ancestral healings:
https://streamyard.c...
2024-04-1029 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Healing your Ancestors: Ancestral Healings.🌿ANCESTRAL HEALING: Healing your bloodline guide: ALL you need to know about healing the stories of your ancestors written inside your body:
Hi!
I’m Mandy an ancestral connecter-
I facilitate a space for you to meet your ancestors face to face. Through ancestral healings 🌿
What is an ancestral healing?
FIRST OF ALL - Listen to my short Audio of what can go during an ancestral healing including past life healing!! https://streamyard.com/5m46h4wi8je6
I share with you some delicious information on ancestral healing!
And 25:40 timestamp your ancestors come through as well!!
If you are a healer o...
2024-04-0944 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Exposed: Walking away from The Potter’s House with Alan EbyThe Potter's House has received much criticism throughout its existence and has been labelled by many as a cult.
Major areas of criticism include the level of control exerted over its members, the intense level of commitment required, and the shunning and mistreatment of those who have left the church.
The church has been accused of brainwashing its members resulting in the blind following of church beliefs and the division of families.
According to their site They are an International Fellowship of over 3000 “churches” in 130 nations. The churches within The Fellowship are usually known as The Potter's House, The Door or V...
2023-12-141h 19
Mandy Speaks Up!Who are your spirit guides and why is it so important to connect with them?After escaping a cult in 2018. I deconstructed from the beliefs I had been groomed to believe. I began to rediscover who I had been before them and before the pain. I discovered my core truth. Connecting with my spirit guides became a monumental time in my journey. Especially when I met my main spirit guide BO. A Native American Chief.
In this episode I talk about why it is very important to have this relationship with them. And how you can begin to find that for yourself! Links: https://mandy-speaks-up.myspreadshop.com/ ❤️ https://www.divinemandyoracle.com/tarot-and-intuition-course 🤎 https://www.divinemandyoracle.com/
2023-12-0236 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Who are you learning from?As a shamanic healer and spiritual teacher, I channel information and my own teaching from my shamanic ancestors and spirit guides. This is a mindful discussion on making sure to really research where spiritual teacher or mentor especially one you are learning from is receiving their information from. And why at times we may invest our time am money into a course or mentor but do not feel we receive much from it. You may learning from their own energy but not from the source. Such as ancient wisdom. And that is where I want to receive from. Very intriguing...
2023-11-2727 min
Mandy Speaks Up!The pain of suffering and the belief that we need to suffer.We all have suffered and we may find ourselves believing that we ‘need’ to suffer or continue to suffer to earn our worth in this lifetime. We can find ourselves digging into the truth of what our pain and suffering did TO us and then later often after a spiritual awakening we learn what it did FOR us. And then we find ourselves subconsciously feeling like we are meant to continue to suffer. In this episode I talk about this and how we can release the belief that we have to suffer.
2023-10-2432 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Tarot and Intuition!!What if you had everything you needed inside you to be everything you dream about. You do.
Let me show you how to uncover it. Rediscover it. Remember it. In just 5 weeks!!
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2023-09-1225 min
Codega's Codex of CuriositiesI Escaped a Cult, a Story of Corruption and a Path to HealingWelcome to a captivating episode of 'The Lost Frequency'! Join hosts Tom and Rye as they engage in a thought-provoking discussion with their special guest, Mandy Valadez. Mandy shares her compelling 20-year journey within a religious cult and reveals the empowering story of her escape, leading to the creation of her own transformative healing approach. Discover how she assists others in breaking free from false beliefs and healing from trauma. Get ready for an enthralling conversation that will challenge your perception of the natural world. Don't miss out – hit that play button now! Mandy can be found: on her Website In...
2023-09-071h 13Mandy Speaks Up!Moon Meditation with Light LanguageA peaceful and relaxing meditation
This can meditation can be done as you are laying in bed. In the bath or a comfortable space.
You will be guided to make peace with your own soul.
You will speak your desires to the moon.
You will validate your body and any tightness, worry, aches or pains.
Light language
Self-love
The moon will bring healing, relaxation, and surrender.
You will be guided to repeat words that honor your body.
You will receive energy healing to your body
A message from your spirit team
A channeled message
This is for you if:
You...
2023-09-0221 min
Mandy Speaks Up!I risked it all and escaped-Christina’s story living inside The Potter’s House CultChristina’s Journey in the Potter’s House Church (cult) began in 2001. But her story is a little different in the fact that she did not choose this “church”. She was married into it.
After being forced to attend or be homeless, per request of her in-laws. She chose to attend.
What she experienced in this horrific environment is something you would only imagine watching in a movie on t.v.
* Viewer discretion is advised. *
From physical violations (emotionally, physically, se*ually) to watching girls as young as 15 yrs old be married off.
Grooming & manipulation, being isolated from “outsiders”, to witnessing m...
2023-05-251h 17
Mandy Speaks Up!How I healed breast cancer symptoms. You can heal your body too.When I began my holistic healing practice.
I started with tarot - channeling msgs to clients from all around the world.
But soon learned that I wasn't only "reading cards". Actually I wasn't doing that at all. I was literally giving messages to my clients from their own subconscious and spirits around them.
Then. I began guiding many of them into subconscious healing. That really proved to be successful.
But then again I was led further into their body.
This time into their very cells.
Our cells/bodies function with a process called Signal Transduction. Through this biological process that...
2023-05-1117 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Solar Plexus Clearing w/ LIGHT LANGUAGE.Today we will clear the solar plexus chakra with light language. Breathe in and out and begin to clear words, patterns, beliefs, spells, thoughts that intrude or are not for our highest good. After this short practice- drinking water and foods of the color yellow such as bananas, yellow peppers etc can also be beneficial to continue clearing.
There is nothing to be done while listening. But you may close your eyes and receive by playing it in the background, while sleeping, or just on play while doing your thing! Enjoy!
**Find my 2 week transformational course HERE: https://divine-mother-oracle.square...
2023-03-2811 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Peaceful Fairy Meditation 🧚🏽♀️🌳🧚🏽♀️🧌🌷YOU DESERVE A BREAKTHROUGH
🌸🌸🌸
An Amazing channeled msg comes through in this short but sweet meditation.
🌺Check out this gentle fairy 🧚🏽♂️ meditation for the full msg & fae meditation on my YouTube channel or Divine Mother Oracle page!!🧚🏽♀️🧚🏽♀️🧚🏽♀️
🌳I guide you through a magical forest or garden as the fae folk cover you in a beautiful ✨GOLD✨mist/light to
clear your body from
stress,
critical words,
worries …
just to name a few.
As Mother Earth absorbs it all🍃
Such a calming and peaceful meditation.
It will uplift your spirits and
wrap your body in pure joy. 🧌🧚🏽🌳🍃
WATCH/LISTEN TO FULL MEDITATION also ON MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL, &
FB PAGE. (@DivineMotherOracle)
✨🧚🏽♀️FB:
https://fb.watch/jpNel1
2023-03-2130 min
Mandy Speaks Up!“I AM A PIT STOP FOR MONEY”
(Money Workshop)💸💰“I AM A PIT STOP FOR MONEY” 💰💸
Wtf does that even mean?!!
👇🏼Read below to find out!!! 😉
💸When you are a pit stop for money.
Money is so attracted to you that you become a resting ground for it!
💰Meaning… during its journey you are a safe place for it to rest. Money ALWAYS finds its way to you!
💸You become the soil it accumulates in.
And when that happens. BIG things happen!
💰Eventually Anyone who connects with you gets a taste of that knowing. You become a source of income for others to accumulate as well!
💸Meaning… your money will be attracted to those that are attracte...
2023-03-1555 minMandy Speaks Up!Light Language for POWERPower over addictions, toxic situations. Power that you are worthy to exist. Power that you are ABLE to break cycles. You are capable of setting yourself free from whatever is holding you back.
2023-02-0807 min
Mandy Speaks Up!35 yrs later Juanita shares her story-leaving ‘The Door’ Christian church CULT of San Antonio, TxJust 15 yrs old Juanita Estrada Brown began being love bombed into a church
by the name of
‘The Door’ Christian Fellowship Church in San Antonio, Tx. The year was 1987. But what Juanita didn’t know was this “church” had been in the media for its cult attributes.
It wouldn’t be until years after she left that she would realize it had in fact been a real cult.
What started as a knock at the door. A prayer. Invites for ice cream. Would eventually lead to encouragement to become a teen bride. Juanita began to feel something was not right.
While other...
2022-12-131h 10
Mandy Speaks Up!Hell, a male god, being tortured for all eternity?! Walking away with the fear of being cursed.HELL, A MALE GOD, BEING TORTURED FOR ALL ETERNITY 🔥
Beliefs I walked away from in 2019.
THE UNTHINKABLE SERIES is for anyone beginning their own journey into finding their own TRUTH inside them!
-Did a male god come to suffer on this earth only to then choose you to be born here to suffer as well? In honor of him?
-Do you wander what is your purpose on this earth with all this pain and suffering around you?
-Do you believe or feel that walking away from your belief system of a male god, heaven & hell, obeying, submitting to all his rul...
2022-12-0124 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Does hell exist? Is there really a god? Will I be cursed? Exploring your TRUTH after leaving a cult.In this series I will be discussing-
EXPLORING your TRUTH.
After escaping a cult in 2018. I was now free but I still felt like my true self was suppressed. What I embarked on was a powerful journey of EXPLORING my
TRUTH
If you are beginning or embarking on your own personal TRUTH journey.. Join me on this series! Subscribe to my channel here, on YouTube and follow me on FB:
https://www.facebook.com/ goddessreadingsbymandy? mibextid=LQQJ4d | On my site: https://divine-mother-oracle.square.site/
Find more to explore your truth in my Divine Healing Ceremonies private FB group:
https...
2022-11-2926 min
Mandy Speaks Up!“I don’t belong in this family” A guided meditation to meet your core family.“I’ve always felt I don’t belong here”
👽👽👽GUIDED MEDITATION👽👽👽
🙏🏼This guided meditation is for those that .
ever felt like they didn't belong with their
earthly family. They felt left out.
They always felt different.
The "black sheep" maybe.
The outcast.
Or just lonely with their earthly family.
What if you did not come from your
earthly family. Perhaps you chose to heal
this family. This lineage. But you did not
come from them originally.
Perhaps your core (starseed) family has
always been with you. And your core Family
Is who you will return to one day.
🤍"Maybe you didn't come here to
connect with yo...
2022-11-1639 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Kicked out for “being gay”! Escaping The Potter’s House church CULTTyffany(she/her) was only 13 when she became the “perfect” victim to be groomed inside The International Religious Cult named The Potter’s House. This so called church of “love” would end up having Tyffany ostracized for “being gay”.
After the horrific death of her friend Randi who was also a part of the LGBTQ community in 2016. Tyffany returned for the memorial service of her dear friend. Only to be subjected to the pastor’s(cult leader) public HATE SPEECH on the LGBTQ community.
She shares her jaw dropping story exclusively on Mandy Speaks Up podcast. 🎙
Join me on this episode of
MANDY SP...
2022-11-131h 17
Mandy Speaks Up!“The Cult Leader’s Daughter”.⚠️Viewer discretion is advised⚠️
⛔️Trigger Warning⛔️ Abuse, R*pe.
Angela grew up the daughter of one of the cult leaders in Canada! She became a teen bride inside the cult, as women & daughters are pressured to marry as teenagers. As a teen bride she endured horrific abuse at the hands of her “husband”. After a vicious attack she was told to endure it and stay married. Divorce was worse, they said. She would eventually be obliterated from the community she had ever known.
Her parents were forced to disown her.
Angela endured so much pain and has now been diagnosed with CPTSD due to grow...
2022-10-301h 20
Mandy Speaks Up!PART 2! Healing after escaping The Potter’s House Cult w/ Heather Wiley!HEALING after escaping The Potter’s House Cult!!👊🏼👊🏼PART 2!! WATCH PART 1-https://youtu.be/LMgb_gz7kjc
Heather was only 17 when she began attending an organization that she would later find herself escaping from.
Married off to an older man.
Groomed & manipulated to accept subtle abuse all in the name of religion.
She shares she knew she needed to get out or she would die”.
In Part 2 Heather shares the HEALING part! What she did to heal!
To watch PART 1:👇🏼
Part 1 is at this link below:
https://youtu.be/LMgb_gz7kjc
‼️‼️UPDATE‼️‼️‼️ 2 days after we aired Heather’s interview PART 1. The CFM cult in Alice Springs, Austr...
2022-10-261h 34
Mandy Speaks Up!Escaping The Potter’s House Cult w/ Heather Wiley! *PART 1*WATCH PART 2 NOW AVAILABLE 👇🏼👇🏼
https://youtu.be/fq__v_emhDk
Escaping The Potter's House-
CFM cult with Heather!
Who is Heather Wiley?
Heather was only 17 when she began attending an organization that she would later find herself escaping from. Married off to an older man. Groomed & manipulated to accept subtle abuse all in the name of religion.
She states she knew she needed to get out or she would die”.
This so called "church" would end up costing her pain in almost every way imaginable. Over a decade later she
would escape but the damage would be atrocious.
This organization, she would late...
2022-10-261h 13
Mandy Speaks Up!“I AM WORTHY TO EXIST” Affirmations w/ Mandy!Affirmations to soothe your body and soul!
Mandy's website:
https://tarot-readings-by-mandy.square.site/
Mandy's shop that's includes amazing experiences that can help you on your own spiritual healing journey:
https://tarot-readings-by-mandy.square.site/s/shop
Email Mandy if you have a personal story you would like to share on a future episode:
tarotreadingsbymandy@gmail.com
2022-10-0408 min
Mandy Speaks Up!A Hopeful Mental Health Interview- w/ Andi Ochoa!We talk with Andi who found herself struggling with depression & anxiety. And her own mental health. But today she is thriving and even started her own private practice with another University of New Mexico graduate Joel Hernandez- ‘Land of Manana Counseling’ in Albuquerque, New Mexico. https://www.landofmananacounseling.com/ I also share a little about my own story-(such as: emotional abuse) Here are some resources if you or someone you know is struggling with Mental Health, domestic violence, or would just like more info on what we talked about in this episode.
Pregnant/Postpartum support international: 1800-944-4773
Directory of f...
2022-09-0637 min
Dancing MandyDancing Mandy - Duck Pond - Burning Man 2022Erik Schievenin, Hunzed - Morka
Anthony Valadez, Ferreck Dawn - By My Side feat. Anthony Valadez (Extended Mix)
David Penn - The Heat (Qubiko Remix)
Basement Jaxx - Do Your Thing (David Penn Remix)
Earth n Days - Just Be Good To Me
Diplo, SIDEPIECE - On My Mind (Purple Disco Machine Remix)
Anna Leyne, Wankelmut - Free At Last (Mousse T. Extended Mix)
Moreno Pezzolato, Octahvia - Diva Feat. Octahvia (Extended Mix)
Mike Balance - Don't Want It
Aaron Childs - Every Single 1 (Walker & Royce Remix)
Watermat - Preach (Extended Mix)
2022-08-2949 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Are you ready to connect w/ your own spirit guide, elder ancestors, & spirit team around you?Listen to Mandy talk about when she connected with her spirit guide “BO” - a Native American Chief that chose her when she was born! We are able to not only connect but communicate with their power! They love to be noticed. If you would like to channel their msgs or connect-you are able to book a session with Mandy on her site- https://divine-mother-oracle.square.site/ Also connect with Rachel Francis here- https://instagram.com/risinglove_org?igshid=ODBkMDk1MTU= I also talk about releasing grief that may be stored inside our bodies. It needs somewhere to go. One way...
2022-08-2330 minMandy Speaks Up!Light Language for beauty & loveThis light language activation has the intention of beauty and love. Your body will receive from it exactly what it needs. Listen as many times as you would like. Light language begins at the 2:10 mark. Thank you for listening. *For those not familiar with light language you may research about it. It is a language in codes that our bodies naturally translate without any self limiting beliefs or 2D/3D judgments.
2022-05-2608 min
Mandy Speaks Up!I thought I wanted death.Trigger warning: Suicide/self harm is todays topic. There was actually a time in my life where I believed death was the best way out of my darkness. I share about a moment that gave me understanding that my environment needed to change! If you are thinking about harming yourself or attempting suicide, tell someone who can help right away.
Call the toll-free, 24-hour hotline of the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) to be connected to a trained counselor at a suicide crisis center nearest you. To listen to my full interview about my...
2022-03-2530 min
Evolving Minds with Phil HamptonEpisode 15: Escaping A Cult with Mandy ValadezOn today's podcast, I have the pleasure to speak with Mandy Valadez.
Mandy was in a cult called, The Potter's House CFM. She joined as a young teenager when she was lured and manipulated into one of the cult's haunted (hell) houses during Halloween time. She went with a friend with the intention of going through a haunted house just for fun, but little did she know that she would end up inside this cult for nearly 18 years of her life.
Mandy is a really powerful and loving person and has quickly jumped back into no...
2022-03-231h 26
Mandy Speaks Up!A prayer/meditation for UKRAINE!This prayer/meditation is spoken not only for those affected today. But for those that will come from the bodies & wombs of those suffering the trauma of this war.
2022-03-0711 min
Mandy Speaks Up!WOMB HEALING CEREMONY- healing your WOMB & the wombs of your ancestors is possible.🤍 Womb healing. 🤍
What if I told you -
You have the power to heal not only your WOMb. But the wombs of the WOMen/ancestors that came before you.
Your sexual energy is a part of you.
You are not dirty. Shameful. Or whatever lies you have believed for way to long.
Things may have been done to you that do not belong to you. Thankfully it can be healed and released. And that is why I call it a ceremony. 🤍
When I entered into my own ceremony I had no idea what I was about to embark on.
But I was lea...
2022-02-2322 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Religious trauma caused my body to resist happiness.I knew something was not right when I couldn’t FEEL or express happiness in its whole entirety. I was able to heal and realize that religion had groomed me to believe that I couldn’t be happy for long. Trials and tribulations would come soon after. My nervous system did not feel safe. So to keep me safe it resisted happiness altogether.
2021-12-0736 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Guided meditation! Be guided into watching yourself happy and free.Be guided into retrieving what may have been lost inside you. Or releasing what was never you in the first place. 💚 I recommend listening with ear pods!!
2021-09-2816 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Processing a toxic relationship or environment.When our bodies alert us that something isn’t right… we begin to process what’s happening. This looks different for everyone. For me I began to blame myself. Once we leave the toxic relationship or environment we can begin to heal in a healthy manner.
2021-09-2827 min
Mandy Speaks Up!Our Self talk can keep us in damaging environments.When we leave any toxic environment we many times find ourselves speaking to ourselves in a much kinder manner. If not, we can find ourselves going back to similar toxic situations. Change your self talk and watch your mind evolve. Which then causes your life to change!
2021-08-1239 minMandy Speaks Up!Yes, the cult took so much from me! Motivation pep talk for ya!!!The cult may have taken so much from me such as: No bikinis, no movies, no movie theaters, etc But it gave me something too! Listen as I help you congratulate yourself as well for your STORY and journey!!
2021-06-2318 minMandy Speaks Up!The cult dimmed my intuition. My intuition led me out of the cult at the end.The cult and religion in general dimmed my light. Not only sexually. But in causing me detach from my very own intuition.
2021-05-1213 minMandy Speaks Up!Guided meditationsBe guided inside yourself to see the light that has been inside you. All along.
2021-04-0608 minMandy Speaks Up!The haunted house that changed my life pt2Part 2- what was inside this “haunted house”? And why did it add to my fear of hell.
2021-03-2904 minMandy Speaks Up!The haunted house that changed my life forever.How did I enter the cult? They asked for our names as we stood in line at a “haunted house”. Or was it really a haunted house?
2021-03-2205 minMandy Speaks Up!How did I get hereI once believed all my issues had come from the cult. Digging in more. Brought me to healing my inner child.
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