Marielle Vizcarra - Podcast Details

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That Show F*cked Me Up!10:7 - FallingThis episode has like a million traumatizing things happen and only half a heartwarming/lighthearted thing... Yikes. It's about to be a tough listen, but an interesting one indeed! 2023-09-211h 23

That Show F*cked Me Up!10:6 - CherryThis episode is just like the Lana Del Rey song and the lyrics show you some insight into this episode “I fall to pieces when I'm with you, I fall to pieces. My cherries and wine” except Camille prefers Vodka and Amma- Amma likes her drugs. We have some ghostly guests this episode and they have a lot to warn you about! Hope y’all like cherry pie and all the trauma associated with it! If you want to leave me a lil voice memo, here is the link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thatshoweffedmeup/message 2023-09-141h 29

That Show F*cked Me Up!10:5 - CloserYou're getting emotional mess Marielle as the host for today's episode, but she always manages to laugh through the tears. In this episode, we went to Calhoun Day together and got to experience more levels of trauma than I expected from a historical celebration event. I do not recommend. You might run into into your local ex-football team, confederate flag loving citizens, and there might be a murder suspect in the mix. Enjoy! Voice message link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thatshoweffedmeup/message 2023-08-311h 24

That Show F*cked Me Up!10:4 - RipeI'm sorry I smell RIPE after drinking, Mama! The alcohol is literally seeped into my skin at this point. TW for this episode: Mommy issues. You've been forewarned. To leave a cute little voice message/memo, click on the link below: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thatshoweffedmeup/message 2023-08-241h 34

That Show F*cked Me Up!10:3 - FixWhen in need of a fix? Take yourself to the doctor. Take that how you want. Hope you enjoy this super funny and tragically devastating episode. Wanna give me your thoughts on this season or give your opinion on something I said? Leave me a voice message! Here is the link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thatshoweffedmeup/message 2023-08-171h 28

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Happy Birthday Episode - GOTHIKAHappy 2nd Birthday, That Show F*cked Me Up! Hope you enjoy this very special episode!2023-08-121h 07

That Show F*cked Me Up!10:2 - DirtIn this episode, we find a bit more about Wind Gap and some of it's in habitants and well- They're all mostly trash... What can we expect, right? The only thing that I can guarantee that this is a great freaking show and I hope you enjoy it just as much as I did. Wanna give me your thoughts on this season or give your opinion on something I said? Leave me a voice message! Here is the link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thatshoweffedmeup/message 2023-08-031h 16

That Show F*cked Me Up!10:1 - Vanish (SHARP OBJECTS)We're back for season 10, F*cked Up Fam! Definitely an accomplishment to celebrate so obviously I chose a TV Show that is going to emotionally wreck us for the rest of your lives! Oops, sorry- Not sorry! Hope you enjoy this season! Wanna give me your thoughts on this season or give your opinion on something I said? Leave me a voice message! Here is the link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thatshoweffedmeup/message 2023-07-271h 37

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Jury Duty RecapI LOVED THIS SHOW! Spoilers for the whole show, but I mean- Didn’t TikTok spoil this show for everyone? Another treat for the f*cked up fam before we get started with Season 10 next week! Love ya!2023-07-2039 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Black Mirror Season 6 RecapIt's a bonus episode, b*tches!!! Y'all thought I wasn't gonna drop an episode this week, huh? Well, here you go! Hope you enjoy! Wanna give me your thoughts on this season or give your opinion on something I said? Leave me a voice message! Here is the link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thatshoweffedmeup/message 2023-07-1357 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Wrapping Up "The White Lotus" Season 2Last episode of season 9 is finally here!!! In this final episode, we go over some cases that are similar to Tanya's unfortunate demise: Spouse Killer cases, and then we answer some of the lingering questions about Season 2 of The White Lotus. Stay till the very end and I'll announce which episode I'll be covering for Season 10 of "That Show F*cked Me Up!". Wanna give me your thoughts on this season or give your opinion on something I said? Leave me a voice message! Here is the link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thatshoweffedmeup/message Gold...2023-07-061h 14

That Show F*cked Me Up!9:7 - ArrivederciWe have gotten to the final episode of "The White Lotus" Season 2, and all I can say is Arrivederci! Take a shot! It was lovely while it lasted, but a fictional week in Italy has caused a lot of emotional damage in our lives. Sexy damage, but damage nonetheless. Hope you enjoy this super freaking long episode! And if a rich man ever invites you to his palazzo in Palermo, say " no, thank you". Ciao, my loves! 2023-06-291h 56

That Show F*cked Me Up!9:6 - AbductionsI am not sure why this episode is called Abductions, because no one really gets abducted... Or do they? (insert eyes emoji here) Lots of things happen in this episode: potential hook-ups, queer awakenings, family reunions- Just a normal day in Italy. 2023-06-221h 28

That Show F*cked Me Up!9:5 - That's AmoreIs this the longest episode in "That Show F*cked Me Up!" history? Absolutely. Is it a train wreck? Yup. Oh, and I also cried and shared one of my poems. Not in that order. Enjoy! Also, I kept calling Lucia "Valentina" all throughout this ep... Oops! Sorry!2023-06-151h 46

That Show F*cked Me Up!9:4 - In the SandboxIn the Sandbox is one of the sexiest episodes of this season! There is sex with strangers, sex with sex workers, sex with piano players (attempted). There are also lingering feelings of guilt and post-bender blues, but what can you expect when mixing business and pleasure and molly? One hell of a night! Enjoy!2023-06-011h 28

That Show F*cked Me Up!9:3 - Bull ElephantsThe Bull Elephants story is actually really heartbreaking (sad girl hours), but then I remember that men are literally useless and gaslighters and cheaters and then I'm thankful that they isolate themselves from women and children (hot girl sh*t). In this episode, some of our faves are under the influence of drugs and others are just high on life, but either way things are always interesting in the White Lotus. Also, I realized that the show was called "The White Lotus" because the creator's name is Mike White... I'm literally the dumbest, and also the prettiest. Enjoy! 2023-05-251h 27

That Show F*cked Me Up!9:2 - Italian DreamI also want to live my Italian Dream in Sicily, but mine looks more like the Lizzie McGuire movie to be totally honest... We're still getting to know our characters in this episode, and they're all dysfunctional af, but aren't we all? I hope y'all get to live your Italian Dream vicariously through my retelling of the episode. Enjoy, amore!2023-05-181h 16

That Show F*cked Me Up!9:1 - Ciao (WHITE LOTUS SEASON 2)Ciao, bella! Welcome to the White Lotus Sicily and welcome to season 9 of your fave pod! You thought Season 1 was a trip (badum tss)? You’re not ready fot this sh*t show of a season! Enjoy!2023-05-111h 24

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Wrapping up "The Haunting of Bly Manor"Come with me to beautifully wrap up “The Haunting of Bly Manor” with the respect that it deserves. We talk about the origins of this story, some of the famous quotes in the Flanagan Universe and I even watched a 2009 film and I gave you my thoughts. Stick around till the end to hear about what show I’ll be covering for Season 9 of “That Show F*cked Me Up!”. Hope you enjoy! See you in two weeks! 2023-04-201h 18

That Show F*cked Me Up!8:9 - The Beast in the JungleThis episode reminded me of why I hadn’t covered Bly Manor till now… It wrecked me- Completely destroyed me. But it was definitely worth it, cause it’s a love story, not a ghost story! See you next episode when we wrap up this season!2023-04-131h 11

That Show F*cked Me Up!8:8 - The Romance of Certain Old ClothesThis episode is aesthetically so fresking beautiful but devastatingly tragic. Sigh. Ready to find out more about the Lady from the Lake? All I can say, is that she was a baddie back in the day. The baddest b*tch in Bly!2023-04-061h 14

That Show F*cked Me Up!8:7 - The Two Faces Part 2Are you ready to face your trauma's head on? Bly Manor is very is the perfect place to do this! Trapped in a memory you don't want to be trapped in? It's for you're own good!2023-03-301h 20

That Show F*cked Me Up!8:6 - The Jolly CornerIf you have PTSD from betrayal, just a quick trigger warning before you listen! In this episode, we get some insight on Lord Henry Wingrave and why he is the way he is: an alcoholic. Oh, and our ghostly friends also make an appearance towards the end! Hope you enjoy! 2023-03-231h 26

That Show F*cked Me Up!8:5 - The Altar of the DeadThe cracks! The cracks are showing, and what's on the other side is not pretty- Cause the truth rarely is... All I've got to say after watching this episode is "Hannah Grose deserves to be happy in Paris." Enjoy the episode!2023-03-161h 19

That Show F*cked Me Up!8:4 - The Way It CameThe man with glowing eyes? Oh, he’s just a manifestation of guilt. Ghosts sre basically your guilty conscience, fyi! In conclusion, don’t feel guilty. Enjoy!2023-03-091h 22

That Show F*cked Me Up!8:3 - The Two Faces, Part OneBusiness & pleasure being mixed?! Things at Bly Manor are getting spicy! There is also a silly little talent show! Oh, and a death! Do we find out who the two faces are in this episode? I believe we do! Do I address it? Absolutely not.2023-02-231h 24

That Show F*cked Me Up!8:2 - The PupilDuring this episode we get the inside scoop into Miles' background and why he might be a tad bit peculiar. Hannah did mention that with all the trauma the Wingrave children have experienced, it's expected of them to be strange. This episode also had some connections to some of our Flanafaves aka Hill House and Midnight Mass so keep an eye out for those. Or keep two glowing eyes out for them... Get it? Sorry about the dad joke. Enjoy! 2023-02-161h 10

That Show F*cked Me Up!8:1 - The Great Good Place (THE HAUNTING OF BLY MANOR)Did y'all miss me?! Well, the wait is over and we are back in the Flanaganverse! Make sure to prepare yourself for the traumatic journey that we are about to embark in! Also, this is a great episode for a drinking game! Take a shot every time the name of the episode is mentioned, when Flora says "perfectly spendid" and every time I mispronounce a simple word... If you wake up after a black out- You're welcome. I am so excited to be back for Season 8! And we are starting out with a bang or is it a drown...2023-02-091h 10

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Wrapping Up "AHS Murder House"Join me in wrapping up the longest season in “That Show F*cked Me Up!” History. We will get a glimpse inside Ryan Murphy's brain and the real life true crime cases that inspired the first season of his most famous show. Stay tuned to the very end to find out which show I will be covering for Season 8! Sources: American Horror Story Murder House: The True Story That Inspired Season 1 In Honor of 10 Years of AHS, Here Are 10 Things You Probably Didn’t Know About the Real-Life ‘Murder House’ Black Dahlia 2023-01-191h 08

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:12 - AfterbirthThis is the episode where we find out what happens after the birth. Okay, enough of being a smart ass. Enjoy the final episode of Murder House! Join me next week in the wrap-up episode to find out which show I will be covering for Season 8. Woot woot!2023-01-121h 27

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:11 - BirthThe birth of the most anticipated twins of the 21st century is here and it is exactly as you imagined it: DEATHLY CHAOTIC. Just a heads up, but you might cry towards the end of this episode- I know I did. Hope you enjoy the second to last episode of the 1st season of AHS! Murder House is literally God's gift on earth!2023-01-051h 09

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:10 - Smoldering ChildrenWE FINALLY GET THE TRUTH ABOUT LARRY HARVEY! And I also got my heart broken. What happens in this episode literally altered my brain chemistry as a teenager when I first experienced it. Hope it affected you just as much! It’s the only thing I would wish for the Fucked-up Fam.2022-12-291h 10

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:9 - Spooky Little GirlThe spooky little girl in question, is not as spooky and is technically not a little girl. The Black Dahlia episode is here! If you know, you know!2022-12-221h 05

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:8 - Rubber ManIn episode 8 of Murder House, we finally get the big reveal of who has been hiding behind that very kinky S&M latex/rubber suit. His name rhymes with ATE and he is a hottie, but truthfully, even hotties can be mentally deranged psychopaths. Hope you enjoy this episode and the very detailed update about my personal life!2022-12-151h 01

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:7 - Open HouseMoira really puts the sexy in Open House. The housing market would be flourishing if an Open House ended with a guaranteed- Oops. I’ve said too much… Enjoy episode 7 of AHS, I know the potential home buyer did, until- Oops, almost spoke out of turn again! Guess you’re gonna have to listen to find out!2022-12-081h 07

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:6 - Piggy PiggyIf you are a true member of the F*cked Up Fandom, I triple dog dare you to stand in front of a mirror and say "Here, Piggy, Pig, Pig" three times. Please report back and let me know what happens- If you survive... Hope you enjoyed last week's break from the shared psychosis, but we are back to our regular scheduled programming. We are halfway through this season and sh*t's about to get interesting. 2022-12-011h 10

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:5 - Halloween Pt. 2It’s a spooky-ooky Halloween episode- AGAIN. Enjoy part 2 of this ghostly adventure! And remember. If your dead ex mistress/baby momma comes to the door, don’t slam it on her face or she might get a bit upset.2022-11-1758 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:4 - Halloween Part 1THIS IS HALLOWEEN! THIS IS HALLOWEEN! Well- It's not in the real world, but in the AHS Universe (or is it the Multiverse?) it really is! Enjoy the first part of this 2-parter! 2022-11-101h 11

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:3 - Murder HouseAnyone wanna go with me to the Famous LA Murder Tour bus? Lil f*cked up fam field trip?! Shared psychosis reunion?! On this episode, we get more of the history of the infamous Murder House, oh- And more murder happens! What’s new? Enjoy!2022-11-031h 08

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:2 - Home InvasionA home invasion in a normal house? Worst nightmare. A home invasion in Murder House? Sounds like a fun night- For the ghosts. And just in case I didn't mention it enough throughout the episode: Ben Harmon is a freaking idiot. Hope y'all enjoy!2022-10-2756 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!7:1 - Pilot (AHS MURDER HOUSE)GUESS WHO IS BACK & BETTER THAN EVER? If you guessed me, then you were abso-f*cking-lutely right! Did y'all enjoy the 3 week hiatus or were y'all depressed? I hope you didn't miss me too much, but don't worry you will have me for the next 13 weeks (insert panicked emoji here). Can't wait for you to listen! Enjoy!2022-10-201h 25

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Wrapping up "The White Lotus"In this episode, I teach you the correct pronunciation of Hawaii, I let you know what the residents of Hawaii think of tourism and the negative effects of tourism, I tell two true crime stories that relate to the show AND I have a very special CHAOTIC AND PSYCHO guest join me! Oh and I also let you know which show I will be covering for Season 7 and trust me it's a Spo00ky 0ookie one (insert creepy whistling here). Here are my sources or whatever: Hawaii overtourism: Residents beg tourists to stop visiting amid post-pandemic boom: https://www.euronews.co...2022-09-291h 22

That Show F*cked Me Up!6:6 - DeparturesY’all ready for the post tv show blues? It’s very similar to the post vacation blues the characters in “The White Lotus” are going to be experiencing soon, but worse. Another tv show has come and gone and we’re still here “no thoughts, just vibes”. Enjoy the last episode of this crazy crazy show!2022-09-221h 16

That Show F*cked Me Up!6:5 - The Lotus-Eaters“Hateful is the dark-blue sky, Vaulted o'er the dark-blue sea. Death is the end of life; ah, why Should life all labour be?” ― Alfred Tennyson If that isn't the most depressing stanza I've ever read, I don't know what is... This episode was a rollercoaster of emotions. Lots of highs and A LOT of lows, and a handful of heartwarming stuff all throughout. Enjoy the shared psychosis!2022-09-151h 32

That Show F*cked Me Up!6:4 - RecenteringIn this episode: infidelities were announced, newfound passions were discovered, mother-in-laws arrived, doubts about marriage arose, fake friendships were brought to light, benders were continued AND most importantly a$$ was ate. Yes, you heard that right f*cked up fam! HBO Max is a proud advocate of those activities and honestly we stan. Enjoy this episode and all of its precious moments. Also, happy birthday to my dad! Unlike the dads in this show, he is super cool! In a world full of Mark Mossbachers, be an Elviz. 2022-09-081h 17

That Show F*cked Me Up!6:3 - Mysterious MonkeysDo you agree that we are all Monkeys driven by the simple desires? If you agree with Mark Mossbacher, I think that you should unpack your issues before you end up drunk in the resort bar asking the hotel manager what it feels like to get- Oops. Got ahead of myself! Enjoy episode 3, you mysterious monkeys! 2022-09-011h 15

That Show F*cked Me Up!6:2 - New DayCheers to a “New Day” and a NEW EPISODE! You see what I did there? Badum tss. Hope you enjoy episode two of The White Lotus!2022-08-251h 13

That Show F*cked Me Up!6:1 - Arrivals (THE WHITE LOTUS SEASON 1)Welcome to The White Lotus Resort, F*cked Up Fam! Y'all ready for the vacation of a life-time? Who thought that there would be so much drama and f*cked up shit in the hospitality business...? Trick question. I bet that everyone who has worked in hospitality knows the truth behind the façade of a "luxury" resort. I know that I mentioned that I chose this show for its levity, but tbh I think I set myself up for failure. There are some laughs, but everything else gets dark pretty soon! Welp. At this time, there is only one o...2022-08-181h 21

That Show F*cked Me Up!1 YEAR ANNIVERSARYHAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO "THAT SHOW F*CKED ME UP!" This episode is definitely a celebration of 365 days of pure chaos and I had to get hammered for this special celebration! Join along as I reminisce on all the stupid stuff I said, all the times I mispronounced a word, and all the wonderful things that have happened since the first episode dropped. Thank you so much to all of the wonderful listeners that have been here since day 1. Y'all the coolest. Hope you enjoy the madness! Thank you for your continued support! This one’s for you!2022-08-121h 15

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Wrapping-Up "Midnight Mass"What do cults and religion have in common? A power hungry asshole with a God complex leading the way. Oops. Too soon? I don't care. I severely apologize for how freaking chaotic this wrap-up episode turned out to be, but honestly I was just mirroring how chaotic this whole season was. Hope you enjoy the final episode of season 5! I'll see you when we "check in" for Season 6 (that was a pun & a spoiler). Bye!2022-07-281h 43

That Show F*cked Me Up!5:7 - Book VII: RevelationIf there were two words to describe this final episode, they would be “Poetic Jesus”. Similar to Poetic Justice, but Catholic. HA! I spent most of this episode crying, so if hearing someone cry makes you cringe then emotionally prepare yourself for the cringiest heartbreak ever! As always, thank you for listening & stay tuned for next week’s wrap-up episode!2022-07-211h 19

That Show F*cked Me Up!5:6 - Book VI: Book of ApostlesIf your religious hommie invites you to go to church at midnight please promise me that you'll say "HELL NO". That's all I got to say about this episode. Stay safe, f*cked up fam. Don't let a religious leader try to fool you... Enjoy the episode.2022-07-141h 29

That Show F*cked Me Up!5:5 - Book V: GospelFather Paul is starting to rile up the congregation with talk of God's army and fighting for God's kingdom and I'm starting to get scared... "Mom, can you pick me up from church? The priest is starting to sound a little bloodthirsty..." HA! See what I did there? I am a literal comedic genius. Also, what's up with all the missing people in the Crockpott? Maybe, somebody should do a little something about that. Just saying. This episode tore my heart into tiny little pieces and then it was fed to Father Paul but he just sucked it dry. Oops...2022-07-071h 17

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: A Foxy Chat with a 20-Something about Religion & Many Other ThingsA groundbreaking moment in "That Show F*cked Me Up!" history! I finally got to sit down and have a chat with the Chatty Fox herself aka Melissa Palafox! We talk all things from public health (pap smears & medical queefs) to TV shows that f*cked her up and we end it with RELIGIOUS TRAUMA and all the lovely things associated with it. Disclaimer: I do not have any experience/etiquette with hosting a guest so I laughed A LOT and VERY HARD! And if there is something you should know about me is that my laugh is THAT...2022-06-301h 30

That Show F*cked Me Up!5:4 - Book IV: LamentationsLamentations is basically that part in the Bible where the world goes to sh*t. I feel like this episode is definitely living up to its name. Mike Flanagan really said “f*ck a character arc” with this episode. Ouch. All I can say for now is- Enjoy!2022-06-231h 20

That Show F*cked Me Up!5:3 - Book III: ProverbsAs a non-confrontational baddie, this episode shook me to my core! If you haven’t watched “Midnight Mass, episode 3 is definitely in the must-watch list. The concept of forgiveness and guilt is brought up and how it is sometimes easier to forgive others than to forgive yourself… Ouch, that was too deep for this silly-little description. Tune in and let me know what you think of forgiveness! Enjoy. 2022-06-161h 21

That Show F*cked Me Up!5:2 - Book II: PsalmsDead cats! Dog! Festivals! AA sessions!Miscarriage scares! Miracles! Oh, the beauty of Crockett Island! If you’re intrigued by this description, listen to my retelling of episode 2 of Midnight Mass. Amen.2022-06-091h 03

That Show F*cked Me Up!5:1 - Book I: Genesis (MIDNIGHT MASS)Since I was raised Catholic, but not Catholic enough to know wtf the book of Genesis was about, here is what Google told me “The Book of Genesis opens the Hebrew Bible with the story of creation. God, a spirit hovering over an empty, watery void, creates the world by speaking into the darkness and calling into being light, sky, land, vegetation, and living creatures over the course of six days.” Perfect f*cking name for the 1st episode of Midnight Mass and for the introduction of the beautiful and luxurious Crockett Island aka the Crockpot. Y’all aren’t ready...2022-06-021h 15

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Wrapping-Up "Squid Game"We f*cking made it to the end of Season 4! In conclusion, we are all in debt and we are all hanging on by a thread. Loving life... That was sarcasm in case you didn't catch it! Also, I’ll be taking a week or two off (not sure yet) to work on Season 5! Don’t miss me too much. ;) Here are my sources: Gambling Addiction: https://www.addictioncenter.com/drugs/gambling-addiction/#:~:text=Gambling%20addiction%20is%20the%20uncontrollable,common%20impulse%20control%20disorder%20worldwide Insider Article: https://www.businessinsider.com/squid-game-reflects-reality-south-korean-household-debt-charts-2021-11 The Hollywood Reporter Article: https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/tv/tv-fea...2022-05-1953 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!4:9 - One Lucky DayOne Lucky Day? For who? WHO?! Can someone please tell me who is having a lucky day in the Squid Game Universe?! Cause Gi-hun isn't... And everyone else is f*cking dead! THEY MOTHERF*CKING DEAD! Nonetheless, this episode definitely messed me up, despite of how short it was. Short- but bitterly heartbreaking. No sweetness involved. None at all. We made it to the end of Squid Game, but don't be sad because there is one more episode left of season 4! Stay tuned.2022-05-1245 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!4:8 - FrontmanThis episode was short but it was definitely deadly… Ready for heartbreak? No? Well, too late. Enjoy!2022-05-0543 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!4:7 - VIPsVery Important People? More like Very Indecent Perverts, amirite? Just giving you a quick heads-up that I am angrily rant throughout most of the episode, so have fun!2022-04-2851 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!4:6 - GganbuMost of you have BFFs but you don't know true friendship love till you have your very own Gganbu. A made up word? Maybe. Is it still powerful as heck and deeply emotional? Hell yeah. This episode tore my heart to shreds and then fed it to the sharks... When in doubt, let your Gganbu beat you in a life or death game, amirite?2022-04-211h 00

The Chatty Fox: Conversations With a 20 SomethingThat Collab F*cked Me Up! (with Marielle Vizcarra)For the first time in The Chatty Fox history we have a guest on the show! And not just any guest... but a collaboration with the one and only Marielle Vizcarra, host of the podcast That Show F*cked Me Up!. Marielle is a very great friend of mine, and we were roommates in college ("and they were roommates..."). In this episode, we catch up while having a glass of wine, reminisce about our college experience as early 20 somethings, and chat about how our lives are different now as late 20 somethings. We laugh and have a great time so...2022-04-201h 31

That Show F*cked Me Up!4:5: A Fair WorldI would not describe this game as a "fair world", but to each their own... This episode, got a little cray-cray, but no worries our faves are still alive and thriving. For now. Stay tuned for the next few episodes because sh*t is about to get real and hearts are going to be broken. How exciting! 2022-04-1455 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!4:4 - Stick to the TeamWhen in doubt, stick to the team that makes you a better player. However, if you’re one of the unlucky players in the show, then it’s every person for themselves. Moral of the story- Don’t trust nobody.2022-04-071h 08

That Show F*cked Me Up!4:3 - The Man With the UmbrellaThere is one specific character in this episode who I want to smack across the face as hard as I can. Listen along to find out who I am talking about. His name rhymes with Crab Rangoon (not really), but if you know you know...2022-03-311h 00

That Show F*cked Me Up!4:2 - HellThis episode is probably one of the saddest episodes in all TV Show history because it shows that everyone is going through their own personal type of HELL. Everyone is struggling financially. EVERYONE. It's crazy to think that people think that money doesn't buy happiness but I honestly think that money does help, because with stability comes happiness. All the Squid Game characters are unstable & so am I, but at least my college debt is not as bad as Sangwoo's debt... Now with that sad AF intro- Hope you enjoy & Thank you for listening! 2022-03-241h 04

That Show F*cked Me Up!4:1 - Red Light, Green Light (SQUID GAME)Y'all played "Red Light, Green Light" when you were kids, right? Well, this episode feels just like that but with a slight, teeny, tiny, barely noticeable twist. That's it. That's the episode description. You're welcome.2022-03-171h 07

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Wrapping Up "Clickbait"What really is catfishing? Don't worry I'll answer that for you in this episode! AND I'll also give you a walk through of two of the most notorious MTV Catfish episodes, so tighten your seatbelts cause we're in for a wild ride, and not the good kind. Any last minute lingering questions? I sure had some, starting with "Did Nick cheat on Sophie?". Listen in to hear my unfiltered/uncensored and probably wrong thoughts about cheating. Last but not least, I reveal the show that I'll be covering for Season 4 of "That Show F*cked Me Up!" t...2022-03-0354 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!3:8 - The AnswerI honestly forgot to include the “Savage of the Week” segment (and I was too lazy to add it in) but if I had included it, it would def go to my boy Kai Brewer! We got most of our questions answered this episode (most) and I learned a lot of important life lessons: the 1st one was to not give out my password to anyone & the 2nd one was to be wary of dating apps! Hope this reveal f*cked you up just as it did me! Enjoy and see you next week for the wrap-up episode!2022-02-241h 01

That Show F*cked Me Up!3:7 - The SonWhen I first watched this show, I thought that this episode only focused on Ethan, but during this second time around I realized that the name of this episode "The Son" is synonymous to both of Nick Brewer's sons: Ethan AND Kai. These boys couldn't be more polar opposites but they both have huge hearts. They are the perfect combination of Nick and Sophie in the most perfect way! I hope y'all enjoy this second to last episode cause shit is about to get fucking real! Stay tuned. 2022-02-171h 10

That Show F*cked Me Up!3:6 - The BrotherSigh. We all deserve a brother like Simon Burton. He’s basically the male version of Pia, except that Pia is surrounded by good and genuine people and Simon only has: Daryl… Dumb AF Daryl. I hope this episode serves as a reminder to all, that you never know when someone is in need of just an ounce of kindness. So lead with kindness- Unless you encounter an A-HOLE. 2022-02-101h 13

That Show F*cked Me Up!3:5 - The ReporterSometimes I wish I was more like reporter, Ben Park, but then I remember that I am a "Bare Minimum Baddie" and those feelings go away quickly. He is definitely working 20 hour shifts just like Roshan "Papi" Amiri, and honestly I just lack the determination... Also, my beauty sleep is ten thousand times more important than workforce validation. Is Ben Park a bad person or just chasing after a story? Honestly, that question is up for debate, but he is ruthless and I respect that. I always end the podcast episodes by reminding my listeners not to be a...2022-02-031h 01

That Show F*cked Me Up!3:4 - The MistressEmma F*cking Beesley. She is definitely a complicated character, but I am trying to give her the benefit of the doubt. She is in mourning after all... In this episode, we learn more about Nick's secret love affair, and holy moly he had everyone fooled because no one would have guessed that he was cheating on Sophie. Eye for an eye? Breaking even? That's def the Brewer way. Back to Emma, she did not win the "Savage of the Week Award" just in case y'all were wondering, but she does get some brownie points for the dramatics. Do I...2022-01-2758 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!3:3 - The WifeSophie Brewer, the perfect wife... Or so we thought. In this episode we get an inside look on the mind of our favorite English teacher, and cleaning expert. One thing I can say about my girl, Sophie, is that she has an amazing taste in men. A little almond milk and some dark chocolate never hurt nobody, but what if you mix those two together? A recipe for disaster... Did I just refer to Nick Brewer as almond milk? Yes I did, and what about it? I apologize in advance for my drunk rambling. Hope you enjoy a little chaos...2022-01-201h 08

That Show F*cked Me Up!3:2 - The DetectiveWhen I say Roshan Amiri can get it- I mean that he can GET IT. This man is not only fine AF, but he is also a great detective, family oriented, hardworking and BROWN? Should I propose? Okay, enough thirsting over him. In all seriousness this episode f*cked me up and it will def mess you up too. But that is why we are all here for, right? Right. Enjoy the episode and remember to leave the pod a 5 star review wherever you listen! Thank you in advance!2022-01-131h 03

That Show F*cked Me Up!3:1 - The Sister (CLICKBAIT)Happy New Year, f*cked up fam! Wishing you all the best this 2022! Love, happiness, health, prosperity and most importantly MORE F*CKED UP TV SHOWS! Clickbait is honestly the best way to start out the new year, and trust me when I say that this show will torment you just as it did me. We start out the first episode with Pia Brewer. Fashion icon. Dance queen. Alcohol connoisseur. Dating app enthusiast. Pia is me. I am Pia. We are all Pia. Hungover? Maybe. But when push comes to shove, just know that you can count on Nick...2022-01-061h 04

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Wrapping Up “Mare of Easttown”And just like “Mare of Easttown” this final wrap-up episode ends with a bang! I literally talked about everything: sex workers, related cases, lingering questions about the show AND it’s the first episode in “That Show Effed Me Up!” history that we have a guest! Oh and I also let y’all know which show I’m going to cover in season 3 so listen to the very end! Why Are Sex Workers Often a Serial Killer's Victim of Choice? https://www.aetv.com/real-crime/why-do-serial-killers-target-sex-workers John Jamelske, man who kidnapped 5 women, kept them in bunker, makes case for parole https://www.sy...2021-12-231h 24

That Show F*cked Me Up!2:7 - SacramentNot only does this episode cover the season finale of “Mare of Easttown,” but it’s also the episode where I forget how to pronounce “comfort”. You’re going to hear me go through the 5 stages of grief as I attempt to decipher the pronunciation of this word and fail. It will definitely be worth it. Trust me. We freaking made it, f*cked up fam! Another show has come and gone and it has definitely been a roller coaster of emotions (I was going to say it was a journey but that is getting old). Hope you enjoy, S...2021-12-161h 15

That Show F*cked Me Up!2:6 - Sore Must be the StormNot me realizing that I called the “That Shit’s Traumatizing” segment the “That Shit F*cked Me Up” segment and not even having the energy to correct it. I’m acknowledging it here, so everyone knows that I’m well aware of my mistake. You want an episode that is just as f*cked up as the last one? Well, that’s what I’m here for! Another episode where I struggled to find heartwarming scenes. Sigh. But I love it. Hope you enjoy listening & remember that my DMs are always open for my f*cked up fam 2021-12-091h 07

That Show F*cked Me Up!2:5 - IllusionsI think this episode was the one that made me think "I need to cover this show in my podcast" because it f*cked me up so badly. Let me just tell you that we hit an all time record with the # of traumatizing shit that happened in just this one episode. I am still recovering from the trauma of episode 5 and there is a slight possibility that I may never recover, and I'm honestly okay with that. Are you ready to cry your little heart out? The bullying scene had me crawled up in a ball sobbing. Fetus...2021-12-021h 02

That Show F*cked Me Up!2:4 - Poor SisyphusWill we find out by the end of the episode who Sisyphus is? Maybe... But you should still definitely listen to this episode. Mare calling a family meeting is iconic, and Helen's reaction deserves an Oscar nomination. What the hell is a family meeting anyway? Best believe that you'll find out! Lets place a bet before you even listen, will Mare listen to Chief Carter and stay away from the case? If your answer is YES listen to the episode and if your answer is NO still listen to it either way. We are more than halfway done with t...2021-11-251h 01

That Show F*cked Me Up!2:3 - Enter Number 2Episode 3 of "Mare of Easttown" is here and damn a lot of crazy shit goes down! I am honestly not inspired to write a witty episode description this time around (I'm literally turning into Mare- I only need her vape tbh). However, my lack of inspiration in writing this description does not does not mean that the episode will not be fun. In all honesty, I came across some pretty funny bits as I was editing. Am I good judge of comedy? Probably not, but I tried. Hope you enjoy the episode and remember that planting drugs on other...2021-11-181h 04

That Show F*cked Me Up!2:2 - FathersFathers... They're complicated. Some are good, some are eh, and others not so much. In this second episode we are introduced to Detective Colin Zabel, and honestly he was every girls 1st crush when he was in American Horror Story. Can you guess who? We get a little poetic justice from a wrongdoing that occurred during the first episode, but it isn't enough to get through the heartbreak of losing Erin. A teen mom whose life was taken too soon and now a small child will have to grow up without his mother. Sigh. I ag...2021-11-1153 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!2:1 - Miss Lady Hawk Herself (MARE OF EASTTOWN)The 1st episode of the second season of the podcast is finally here! Woot woot! After much thought I settled on covering "Mare of Easttown" starring the legendary Kate Winslet! Kate Winslet as a bitter detective- Do you need to know more? During this first episode we are introduced to all of the characters, and most importantly, all of their issues. We love flawed people! It makes it easier to identify we the show! This is a limited HBO Series so it will be a short second season, but best believe that it will be full of drama, crime and h...2021-11-041h 14

Que Pasa CalexicoEpisode 144 - Marielle Vizcarra - That Show Effed Me UpToday I had the pleasure to talk to a fellow podcaster and extremely creative and talented young lady, Ms Marielle Vizcarra. She is the creator and host of the "That Show Effed Me Up" podcast. She just finished season 1 of her podcast where she watched and talked about the Netflix show, House on Haunted Hill. She covered this show because, like the title of her podcast says, it effed her up. Follow Marielle on Instagram! https://www.instagram.com/thatshoweffedmeup/ Check out her linktr.ee to find out how to list...2021-10-311h 05

That Show F*cked Me Up!Bonus: HalloweenIt’s spooky Halloween season & we are ready to get frightened! In this episode we cover “El Muerto” from the anthology series “Two Sentence Horror Stories” and I share with you my favorite spoo00OOooky folklore. Here is a hint: BEK! Here are my sources: Black-eyed Kids: The Chilling Legend that Began in Abilene https://texashillcountry.com/black-eyed-kids-legend-abilene/ 16 Terrifying Encounters With ‘The Black Eyed Kids’ https://thoughtcatalog.com/christine-stockton/2013/11/16-peoples-terrifying-encounters-with-the-black-eyed-kids/ 2021-10-2845 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!BONUS: Wrapping up "The Haunting of Hill House"I couldn’t end this 1st season without dropping a bonus "The Haunting of Hill House" episode because I know we've all have had time to “eat it, digest it, and shit it out”. Get it? If you did not get this reference, you’re Leigh-terally killing me! Okay, that was my attempt to be funny and I failed. I apologize. Deeply. Hopefully you actually enjoy this full hour of me giving my unsubstantiated thoughts that nobody asked for. Thank you so much to all the "F*cked Up Fam" that asked questions and to the two very spec...2021-10-211h 02

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 10 - Silence Lay Steadily"I am home. Now to climb." YO! We freaking made it! Episode 10 of The Haunting of Hill House! All of our questions are finally answered in the season finale! I had a knot in my throat all throughout this episode, and you will understand why after you listen/watch. Remember that precious things live inside of Hill House, and not all of them belong to the Hills or the Crains or any of the previous owners... Oh, and the rest is confetti! If you're sad because this is the last episode of the show, don't be too s...2021-10-141h 17

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 9 - Screaming MeemiesCan we all start calling nightmares "screaming meemies"?! Please? I am begging you. Also, what's up with Olivia not knowing the difference between being awake and a dream. I am sure Poppy "Insane Asylum" Hill had something to do with that... I have never doubted baby Luke and this episode reveals why. No wonder he is so traumatized! IT. ALL. MAKES. SENSE. NOW! Hope you enjoy episode 9! One more episode after this one and we are done with Hill House! Stay tuned for what is to come next. 2021-10-071h 00

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 8 - Witness MarksAccording to Google, witness marks are “an intentional, accidental or naturally-occurring spot – a line, a groove, or another contrasting area – that serves as an indicator of how things previously were implemented, used, repaired, or what processes were followed,” but in this episode we find out that the Crain siblings (specifically Steven) did not know how to read them… Typical Steven bevahior, smh. If only he could read those witness marks that were always there, a lot of hurt could have been avoided. It wasn’t mental illness, Steven! It was the literal ghosts that haunted you that one summer you and your...2021-09-301h 06

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 7 - EulogyCan we all agree that funerals are not a good time? Nellie's funeral is no different- Except for the ghosts, of course. "Eulogy" shows us how the Crain's continue to cope with the death of their loved one and it is not pretty. A grieving family with wayyyy too many issues? Calls for an interesting watch. Theo is hungover and full of guilt. Shirley is mad at everyone. Luke is seeing things that should not be there and Steven keeps trying to convince everyone that the shit they have been seeing is mental illness. Hugh? Well, he keeps talking...2021-09-231h 03

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 6 - Two Storms"Two Storms" is definitely my favorite episode of The Haunting of Hill House (and yes, I know I said the same thing about "Touch" but please disregard). The parallels between the past and present day are MUAH (chef kiss). All of the Crazy Crains, minus my girl Nellie RIP (oh and Olivia), all together again, you know some madness is about to go down. The last thing I have to say about this episode is: I was right here and you could not see me... (sigh) 2021-09-1656 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 5 - The Bent-Neck LadyTHE LONG AWAITED EPISODE IS HERE! Eleanor Crain aka Nellie aka Baby Nellie's episode! We finally figure out what happened to the littlest of the Crain gang. Why did she go back to Hill House? Why did she die? Not all of our questions are answered in this episode, but at least some are. I've said it once, I've said it twice and I'll say it again: The twins deserved WAY better than the cards they were dealt, especially Nellie. If you disagree, pull up and we can fight. No, but in all seriousness if you've made it to...2021-09-0954 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 4 - The Twin ThingAll I have to say about this episode is: PROTECT LUKE CRAIN AT ALL COSTS! Yes, I am a Luke Crain apologist and so what? Fight me! Okay, but forreal can we all agree that the actor that plays adult Luke is not only talented but also one of the hottest human beings alive? Also, baby Luke is the cutest tiny actor on earth! I love him with all my heart. Keep casting both of these actors and I'll keep watching your shit! The Twin Thing is a hard episode to get through but it...2021-09-0243 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 3 - TouchWe made it to episode three of The Haunting of Hill House - Touch! This is one of my favorite episodes because it covers the childhood and adulthood of one of my faves - Theo! Theo teaches us about boundaries, how to talk to children about loss, and how to be confident enough to go to the club alone! Maybe after listening to this episode maybe we'll learn a thing or two. Oh, but remember, whatever you do: don't touch Theo. Unless she asks you to... ;) THINK YOUR BUILDING IS HAUNTED? HERE'S 7 SIGNS THAT IT...2021-08-2647 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 2 - Open CasketOn this episode of That Show F*cked Me Up!, we cover Shirley's story. The only thing I can say about this episode is, "Sheesh my girl Shirley is really uptight..." but damn she definitely has her reasons. How many ghosts did you see during this episode? The Haunting of Hill House: All the Hidden Ghosts You Missed https://www.vulture.com/2018/10/the-haunting-of-hill-house-hidden-ghosts.html National Suicide Prevention Lifeline https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ Substance Abuse & Mental Health Service Administration https://w...2021-08-1941 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!Ep. 1 - Steven Sees a Ghost (THE HAUNTING OF HILL HOUSE)Welcome to the very first ever episode of my podcast "That Show F*cked Me Up!". Today we will be covering the first episode of one of my favorite shows EVER The Haunting of Hill House - Steven Sees a Ghost. Hope you enjoy this wild ride as I try to figure out the podcasting world. Also, sorry for the audio quality... I swear it gets better (I promise). Twin Telepathy: Separating Fact From Fiction https://www.verywellfamily.com/twin-telepathy-2447130 The Haunting of Hill House: All the Hidden Ghosts You M...2021-08-1244 min

That Show F*cked Me Up!That Show F*cked Me Up! TrailerWanna get an idea of what this podcast is all about? Listen to the trailer and give it a try! 2021-08-0501 min