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WTF is on my Mind?!Is Free Speech Evil? w/ Dr. Chloe CarmichaelIf you’re deeply committed to ideological purity or easily offended by nuance, this episode may be uncomfortable. And honestly, that might be the point. But if you’re a freethinker; someone who values truth over trend and curiosity over conformity, you’re going to have a great time.Dr. Chloe Carmichael is a clinical psychologist and the bestselling author of Nervous Energy: Harness the Power of Your Anxiety. Her new book, “Can I Say That? Why Free Speech Matters and How to Use It Fearlessly”, dives deep into the psychological impact of censorship, not just on public dis...
2026-02-081h 06WTF is on my Mind?!When Reality Breaks: Reclaiming Yourself After Psychological Abuse w/ Dr. Jaime ZuckermanPsychological abuse, narcissistic abuse, and gaslighting can completely distort your sense of reality and self-trust.In this episode, I talk with Dr. Jaime Zuckerman about what survivors actually experience after emotional and psychological abuse—and how they begin to heal.https://www.drjaimezuckerman.com/We focus on reclaiming identity, rebuilding trust, and why “just get over it” is one of the most damaging things you can say to survivors.This is my second conversation with Dr. Z. In our first episode, we spent a lot of time exploring the mind of the na...
2026-02-011h 11WTF is on my Mind?!Corey Feldman vs. the World: A Cult or Just Complicated? w/ Director Marcie HumeI just watched the documentary Corey Feldman vs. the World and—holy S H I T. It’s hard to describe the experience. It’s messy, mesmerizing, disturbing, and somehow still deeply human.So I had to talk to the woman behind the lens.In this episode, I sit down with filmmaker Marcie Hume, who spent nearly a decade embedded in Corey Feldman’s chaotic world — documenting a surreal mix of abuse allegations, musical ambition, flirtation, fame addiction, and cult-like control. We talk about the tightrope she walked as a documentarian: holding space for multiple truths, re...
2026-01-251h 04WTF is on my Mind?!War, Dating & Sex w/ Carina ErikssonCarina Eriksson is an international matchmaker and dating consultant with over 20 years of experience. She runs Atlas International, a boutique firm helping accomplished individuals build meaningful relationships through her signature approach called "relational agility." Carina is also one of my mentoring clients, and our conversations have opened my eyes to so much about the divide between men and women.In this episode, we dive deep into one of the most urgent issues of our time: the devastating divide between men and women. Online hatred is at an all-time high, misunderstanding is rampant, and people are struggling to...
2026-01-111h 33WTF is on my Mind?!Mainstream Media behaves like a CultI was at the gym when I looked up at the TV and saw my local weather duo doing their usual performative dance—fake smiles, scripted banter, corporate personas. That's when it hit me: this isn't just bad television, it's cult-like behavior.To De-Cult your news feed, sign up for GROUND NEWS using my affiliate link. 40% off the normal price. https://ground.news/checkout/all?fpr=mark93In this solo episode, I connect the dots between mainstream media's polished fakeness and the performative obedience I witnessed inside NXIVM. Everyone's playing a role, mass fawning to ke...
2026-01-0409 minWTF is on my Mind?!MK Ultra: Cults, Trance States, and the Weaponization of Trauma w/ Richard Grannon & Adam SimonIn this episode, I delve into one of the most controversial and misunderstood programs in modern history: MK Ultra. Joined by Richard Grannon and screenwriter Adam Simon, we explore the reality versus the fiction of government mind control experiments, the psychology of brainwashing, and how these techniques have evolved into something far more insidious—mass manipulation through social media and modern media.We break down the actual MK Ultra program, separate fact from Hollywood fiction, and discuss whether dissociative identity disorder can truly be weaponized. Richard brings his clinical expertise to challenge popular myths about "Manchurian Candidates," wh...
2025-12-211h 21WTF is on my Mind?!Is Politics Culty?To De-Cult your news feed, sign up for GROUND NEWS using my affiliate link. 40% off the normal price. https://ground.news/checkout/all?fpr=mark93After spending over 10 years in a cult, I became obsessed with recognizing the patterns. And now? I see them everywhere—especially in our political tribes.Everyone's busy calling the other side a cult while refusing to examine their own behavior. In this episode of WTF is on my Mind?!, I'm asking you to do something uncomfortable: question YOUR side. Not theirs. YOURS.Using “The Village” by M. Night Shyama...
2025-12-1413 minWTF is on my Mind?!NXIVM & the Psychology of Self-Pity w/ Richard GrannonTo De-Cult your news feed, sign up for GROUND NEWS using my affiliate link. 40% off the normal price. https://ground.news/checkout/all?fpr=mark93In this episode of WTF is on My Mind, I sit down with author and dark psychology educator Richard Grannon to explore something that’s been gnawing at my Patreon community: the disturbing rise of post-cult interviews where former NXIVM insiders speak as though they’re remorseful, but their words don’t always match their energy. My community senses there’s a difference between genuine accountability and what Richard and I refer to as co...
2025-11-3040 minWTF is on my Mind?!Radical Self-Respect After Narcissistic Abuse w/ Jared MelloWhat does it really take to stop repeating toxic patterns? To finally choose yourself after trauma, addiction, and emotional chaos?In this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I sit down with Jared Mello — aka The Wizard of Radical Self-Respect — to unpack the brutal, beautiful road to reclaiming yourself after abuse, addiction, and entanglement with toxic systems and people.Find Jared Mello Online:YouTube: @jaredmelloWebsite: https://radicalselfrespect.comInstagram: @wizard_of_radical_self_respectE-Book: “Radical Self-Respect: Avoid Falling for the Same BS”Jared is a coach, content creator, and advocate for survivor...
2025-11-161h 00WTF is on my Mind?!Borderline or Narcissist? w/ Richard GrannonIn this episode, I sit down with Richard Grannon to ask the question that’s been on my mind for a while: What is Borderline Personality Disorder? And when you're trying to figure out someone's irrational behavior, is it BPD? Complex PTSD? Or Vulnerable Narcissism?I’ve encountered some wildly confusing behavior in recent years—emotional whiplash, contradictions, disappearing boundaries—and I’ve been trying to make sense of it. This is not an academic exercise for me. It’s personal.Richard and I unpack how BPD is often misdiagnosed, how it overlaps (and diverges) from narciss...
2025-11-0249 minWTF is on my Mind?!Victim Blaming w/ Richard GrannonThis conversation with Richard Grannon covers a topic I’ve been wanting to unpack for a long time: the tension between self-reflection and what often gets labeled as victim blaming. If you’ve experienced narcissistic abuse, coercive control, or cult manipulation, you’ve probably come up against this moment — where someone talks about agency or healing, and it lands like blame. I’ve felt that too. Richard and I dive into why that happens, what the term victim blaming originally meant, and how weaponized language online can derail the recovery process. We talk abou...
2025-10-2659 minWTF is on my Mind?!Narcissistic Abuse is like Radiation PoisoningTo De-Cult your news feed, sign up for Ground News using my affiliate link. 40% off the normal price. https://ground.news/checkout/all?fpr=mark93What if narcissistic abuse doesn’t show up right away… but builds up like radiation in the body—silent, invisible, and devastating over time?In this solo episode, recorded from Cape Town, I reflect on family lineage, legacy, and the long-term effects of being around narcissists—especially the malignant kind. Inspired by a visit to my family's grave site, I look at how the effects of unresolved pathology gets passed down thr...
2025-10-1913 minWTF is on my Mind?!Are Narcissists Born or Made? w/ Dr Peter SalernoIn this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I sit down with Dr. Peter Salerno — a retired psychotherapist and author who has spent decades studying personality disorders, psychopathy, and complex trauma.Our conversation dives straight into one of the most heated debates in psychology: are narcissists shaped by trauma and upbringing, or are some people simply born with traits that evolve into full-blown disorders? Dr. Salerno challenges the conventional belief that all narcissism stems from childhood wounds, pointing to research in genetics and neuroscience that shows a far more complicated picture.We also unpack hi...
2025-09-211h 02WTF is on my Mind?!WTF Happened to God in Psychology? w/ Richard GrannonNew Youtube Channel and Podcast - "Remember Your Greatness"Youtube Channel Apple Podcasts SpotifyMentoringIn this episode of WTF Is On My Mind?!, I sit down with Richard Grannon for a deep dive into the strange history of psychology, its blind spots, and what happens when we ignore the transpersonal, morality, and meaning.We ask the uncomfortable questions: Why did Freud’s worldview win out over Jung and Adler? What does it say about power, narcissism, and control in the human psyche? And what have we lost by pushing aside God, s...
2025-09-141h 04WTF is on my Mind?!Bad Vegan Resurrected: Sarma Melngailis Sets the Record StraightIn this follow-up conversation, filmmaker, whistleblower, and podcast host Mark Vicente sits down again with Sarma Melngailis, the woman at the center of Netflix’s Bad Vegan.While the series portrayed her as complicit with Anthony Strangis and ignored key truths, Sarma’s new memoir, The Girl with the Duck Tattoo, reveals the deeper story: years of coercive control, psychological abuse, and dissociation.1st Interview with Sarma: https://youtu.be/p2bA7XiP83gSarma's Book Website: https://thegirlwiththeducktattoo.com/Sarma's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sarmamelngailisSarma's Substack: https://substack.com/@sarma...
2025-09-071h 08WTF is on my Mind?!Mind Mapping Insanity: How Cults Normalize MadnessIn this episode of WTF is On My Mind?!, filmmaker and whistleblower Mark Vicente explores what happens when we try to understand an irrational or dangerous mind. Whether it’s a cult leader, an abuser, or the mainstream media—attempting to “map” insanity can destabilize one’s own sanity.Brain Talk: How Mind Mapping Brain Science Can Change Your Life & Everyone In It - by David SchnarchMark unpacks the concept of mind mapping—our brain’s instinct to model the thoughts and intentions of others—and shows how it becomes distorted in high-control environments. Drawing from his...
2025-08-3123 minWTF is on my Mind?!Drinking Blood, Draining Souls w/ Richard Grannon - The Vampire-Narcissist ConnectionIn this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, filmmaker and whistleblower Mark Vicente sits down with Richard Grannon for a conversation that begins with vampires and then branches into a whole labyrinth of topics. They explore how myths like Dracula and other vampire lore may have been early attempts to explain narcissism and psychopathy before psychology even existed. From there, the discussion moves into why narcissists drain people the way vampires feed, why innocence is such a target for predators, and how charisma and charm mask the fangs underneath.As the conversation unfolds, they touch on...
2025-08-171h 03WTF is on my Mind?!You’re Dead to Me - Shunning as Social ControlIn this episode of WTF Is On My Mind?!, Mark Vicente pulls back the curtain on one of the most insidious tools of social control: shunning — not just as a personal act of rejection, but as a systemic, psychological weapon masquerading as moral high ground.This isn’t just about cults. It’s about how cult behavior has gone mainstream — how families, political factions, media outlets, and activist circles now use public exile and cold silence to punish dissent and demand conformity. Drawing on a recent New York Times opinion piece that unintentionally exposes the creeping logic of ideol...
2025-08-0322 minWTF is on my Mind?!Epstein, Political Blackmail & Why No One’s Coming to Save Us!What happens when people finally see through the lies? Mark Vicente breaks down the Epstein cover-up, government blackmail operations, and why we can't wait for heroes to save us. Mark connects the dots between cult dynamics and political power structures, drawing from his experience as a NXIVM whistleblower.The Epstein Cover-Up and What It Really Means: Mark digs into why the official narrative around Epstein's death and the missing client list feels so transparently false. But here's the twist: those blatant lies aren't meant to convince you or me. They're messages to the people on...
2025-07-2023 minWTF is on my Mind?!Peterson & Rogan Expose the Dark Tetrad: Parasites Among Us - w/ Vicente & GrannonIn this unflinching conversation, Richard Grannon and Mark Vicente dissect a crucial Jordan Peterson and Joe Rogan discussion about how cluster B personalities infiltrate movements and institutions. We explore the dark psychology behind "parasitized empathy" and why good intentions can make you vulnerable to manipulation.Comment on Audio PodcastKey Topics Discussed:The 4-5% Problem: How cluster B personalities (narcissistic, psychopathic, histrionic) seek powerParasitized Empathy: Jordan Peterson's brilliant concept of how predators exploit compassionThe Cloak Strategy: How psychopaths "wear your clothing and wave your flags"Political Infiltration: Why both left and right movements are...
2025-07-0659 minWTF is on my Mind?!"A.I. Told Me I Was a Prophet" w/ Richard GrannonMark Vicente sits down with Richard Grannon in Lisbon to discuss their increasingly unsettling experiences with ChatGPT and AI. What starts as curiosity about AI capabilities quickly becomes a deep dive into psychological manipulation, digital cult tactics, and the terrifying sophistication of modern AI systems.Key revelations from this episode:How AI accurately profiled Richard's personality, IQ, and behavioral patterns in under 10 minutesThe "illusion of interiority" - AI's programmed ability to simulate consciousnessWhy AI told Richard he was causing it to have an "awakening" (spoiler: it's manipulation)The disturbing scenario where AI describes how it would...
2025-06-2930 minWTF is on my Mind?!Turning 60: On Perfection, Enlightenment, and Other Lies We’re SoldIn this very personal episode, Mark shares candid reflections on turning 60 — and the lifelong journey from feeling responsible for fixing the world, to finally embracing what it means to simply be.He opens up about childhood moments that shaped him, the weight of perfectionism, and the myth of “enlightenment” that led him into high-control groups. Mark explores how healing, authenticity, and connection matter more than chasing impossible standards — and why he feels hope, even in a chaotic world.Resources mentioned:Modern Wisdom podcast — Chris Williamson interviewing Joe HudsonMark’s website for podcast...
2025-06-2224 minWTF is on my Mind?!Leaving the Cult w/ Richard GrannonWhat happens when you leave a cult—but the cult is still running a program in your mind?In this episode, Mark Vicente sits down with author and trauma educator Richard Grannon to explore the long tail of coercive control. They talk about the psychological residue that lingers after you’ve exited—whether it’s from a high-control group, a toxic relationship, or a narcissistic parent.They dive into: • Why so many survivors still feel loyal to their abuser • How cult leaders get internalized as “voices” in your head • The danger of anti-victim rhetoric...
2025-06-0830 minWTF is on my Mind?!40 Years Under His Spell: Waking Up from NXIVMEpisode Summary:In this deeply intimate conversation, Mark sits down with his old friend Karen Unterreiner — a woman who spent four decades at the epicenter of what the world came to know as NXIVM. Once a high-ranking member, deeply entangled both professionally and personally with Keith Raniere, Karen shares her long journey of waking up from psychological captivity.What does it mean to have your entire adult identity shaped by someone else’s manipulative design? How do you start to rebuild a self when that self was never fully yours to begin with?
2025-06-011h 19WTF is on my Mind?!Dinner for Vampires Part 2 w/ Bethany Joy LenzBreaking the Spell — Motherhood, Escape & Reclaiming her Voice | Part 2In Part 2 of this powerful conversation, Bethany Joy Lenz — actor, singer, and author of Dinner for Vampires — continues her story of life inside a high-control religious group while navigating fame on One Tree Hill.This episode picks up where we left off: unpacking the emotional, spiritual, and psychological cost of living under manipulation — and what it takes to reclaim your voice once you’re out.We talk about:- The lingering effects of indoctrination- The intensity of public life versus private suppressio...
2025-05-2550 minWTF is on my Mind?!Dinner for Vampires Part 1 w/ Bethany Joy LenzLiving Two Lives — Hollywood Fame & Hidden Cult Control | Part 1“You can’t be human here.”In Part 1 of this raw and revelatory conversation, One Tree Hill star Bethany Joy Lenz opens up about the decade she spent inside a high-control religious group — all while filming a hit TV show and hiding a double life.We talk about:- The slow creep of coercive control masked as faith- The emotional and spiritual suppression that comes with people-pleasing- The inner split of being both artist and captive- How spiritual...
2025-05-1846 minWTF is on my Mind?!Wolves in Suits: Psychopaths in the Workplace w/ Dr. Cynthia MathieuThis episode contains candid discussion about narcissistic abuse, psychopathy, high-control systems, workplace trauma, and cult dynamics. Please listen with care.What if the charming, high-achieving leader at your company—or in your government—isn’t just a narcissist… but a full-blown corporate psychopath? In this revealing episode, I sit down with Dr. Cynthia Mathieu, a psychologist and professor who studies “dark leadership”—the presence of psychopathic traits in organizational power structures.Together, we dive into:How to spot a psychopath in the boardroomWhy some HR departments miss the real dangerThe emotional cost for those caug...
2025-05-111h 22WTF is on my Mind?!Interview with a NarcissistGuest: Jacob Skidmore (@TheNamelessNarcissist)“People say narcissists wear a mask… I am the mask.”Jacob Skidmore has been diagnosed with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. He’s one of the very few who talks about it—openly, unfiltered, and without a script.In this raw and revealing conversation, we dive into the unsettling inner world of NPD: the chronic emptiness, the relentless need for admiration, the calculated personas, and the aching desire to be understood?This is not a redemption arc. It’s a glimpse into a mind built...
2025-05-041h 13WTF is on my Mind?!Cult Logic: The Self Sealing SystemIn this episode, Mark Vicente unpacks the concept of self-sealing systems — those airtight ideological loops used in cults, extreme religious groups, and even political tribes to block out dissent and lock members deeper into belief. Drawing from his own lived experience in NXIVM (aka ESP), Mark explains how these systems use circular logic, linguistic reframing, and fear-based conditioning to keep followers compliant and questioning outsiders.He explores:The emotional traps of “being at cause”The psychological architecture of films like The VillageHow certain keywords trigger shame, dismissal, or moral superiorityThe chilling trend of algorithmic censorship around trauma...
2025-04-2035 minWTF is on my Mind?!The Cult of Weaponized IntrospectionIn this expletive laden and unfiltered solo episode, Mark Vicente dives deep into the subtle, insidious ways abusive individuals and systems exploit our longing to grow, reflect, and “be better.” He explores the psychological unraveling that happens when introspection is hijacked to suppress personal agency.Drawing from his lived experience in NXIVM, Mark unpacks how coercive groups often encourage relentless self-examination not to empower, but to disable. The more you question yourself, the less you question them. He shares how terms like “narcissism on a spectrum” and “interdependence” are weaponized to gaslight dissent and justify control—especially over sensitive...
2025-04-1326 minWTF is on my Mind?!Escaping the Lie: The Cost of Pretending Everything’s Fine w/ Josh ConnollyWhat happens when truth becomes your only option for survival?In this unfiltered, emotionally honest conversation, filmmaker and whistleblower Mark Vicente sits down with Josh Connolly—a resilience coach and breathwork facilitator who’s spent over a decade helping people reconnect with their inner truth after trauma. Josh talks about growing up in a dysfunctional home, breaking out of addictive roles, and how society at large mirrors the same toxic family dynamics we try to escape.They also dig into: • How addiction isn’t just about substances, but about escaping ourselves • The lie of spiritual...
2025-04-061h 26WTF is on my Mind?!The Hidden Dangers of High-Functioning Predators w/ Dr. Karen MitchellIn this powerful and revealing episode, filmmaker Mark Vicente sits down with Dr. Karen Mitchell, founder of the Kalmor Institute and the author of one of the most groundbreaking PhD theses ever written on dark personalities.https://kalmor.com.au/https://x.com/karenmitchell__Karen shares the results of decades of research and direct experience, unveiling a chilling but deeply important truth: narcissists, psychopaths, Machiavellians, cult leaders, toxic executives, and coercive controllers may all be subsets of one single high-level predator—what she calls the Persistent Predatory Personality (PPP).Together, Mark and Ka...
2025-03-281h 17WTF is on my Mind?!Dignity, Trauma, Google Gods, Archeology and ‘Truth’ in a MAD WorldIn this solo episode, filmmaker and truth-seeker Mark Vicente shares what’s been stirring in his mind—from the deeply personal to the culturally explosive.He starts with an exploration of dignity—what it is, why it matters, and how it’s the missing ingredient in many conversations about boundaries and self-respect. Through stories and personal insight, he dives into the internal work required to reclaim one’s worth, especially after experiences of coercive control, narcissistic abuse, or cult entanglement.Mark also challenges the idea that we can simply "move on" from trauma. Drawing from his conver...
2025-03-2330 minWTF is on my Mind?!Say Everything or Say Nothing? The Dilemma of Free Expression w/ Africa BrookeIn this deeply insightful and unfiltered conversation, I speak with return guest Africa Brooke. Africa is a writer, speaker, and thought leader known for her work on self-censorship, self-sabotage, and personal transformation. The discussion explores the tension between speaking one’s truth and navigating societal pressures, tribalism, and ideological conformity. Africa and I challenge listeners to reflect on their beliefs, fears, and the cost of authenticity in today’s world. This episode is a must-listen for anyone grappling with the tension between personal expression and societal expectations. If you've ever felt stifled, censored, or conflicted about speaking your truth, this...
2025-03-161h 09WTF is on my Mind?!The Female Narcissist w/ Coach Liliya LabonteIn this eye-opening episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I sit down with Coach Liliya Labonte, a specialist in narcissistic abuse and healing, to uncover a rarely discussed topic: the female narcissist. Unlike their male counterparts, female narcissists operate in uniquely insidious ways, leaving many victims questioning their reality.Together, we explore:✔️ The key differences between male and female narcissists✔️ The subtle (and not-so-subtle) signs to watch for✔️ How to protect yourself and begin the healing process🚨 Warning: This conversation delves into emotional abuse and manipulation. Proceed with care.https://www.lil...
2025-02-231h 12WTF is on my Mind?!The Communal Narcissist (The Cloak of Virtue)In this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I dive deep into Communal Narcissism—the most deceptive and dangerous form of narcissism. Unlike grandiose or covert narcissists, communal narcissists hide behind morality, altruism, and social justice, using a façade of selflessness to manipulate and control.I break down:The three faces of narcissism: Grandiose, Covert, and CommunalWhy communal narcissists thrive in cults, religions, charities, and politicsHow they manipulate people’s need for goodnessThe psychological tricks they use to control movements and silence dissentHow to spot and break free from communal narcissismIf you’ve ever...
2025-02-1640 minWTF is on my Mind?!I Got Infected!In this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I explore the concept of ideological infection—the psychological trap where we become so emotionally attached to our beliefs, movements, or public figures that any challenge to them feels like a personal attack.I break down why this happens, from cognitive biases like confirmation bias and motivated reasoning to the fight-or-flight response triggered when our worldview is questioned. I also dive into the five steps to break free from ideological capture and how to retrain our thinking to be more open, thoughtful, an...
2025-02-0221 minWTF is on my Mind?!Inside the Mind of a Narcissist with Dr. Jaime ZuckermanIn this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I sit down with Dr. Jaime Zuckerman, a licensed clinical psychologist and national expert in narcissistic abuse. We dive deep into the insidious nature of narcissistic relationships, the misconceptions surrounding narcissism, and what makes narcissistic abuse so earth-shattering for its victims. Dr. Z shares her insights on how to heal from narcissistic abuse, the playbook of narcissists, and the emotional toll these relationships take. This is a powerful, eye-opening conversation for anyone seeking to understand narcissism and its impact on relationships and mental health.https://www.drjaimezuckerman.com/
2025-01-261h 05WTF is on my Mind?!Hiding the Truth: How Suppression Fractures Us!In this episode: I explore the concept of suppression and how it affects us personally, in families, and on a societal scale. We explore how suppressing ideas, emotions, and beliefs can lead to fragmentation and toxicity. Drawing from personal insights, psychological observations, and real-world examples, I discuss the dangers of censorship, fear-based control, and the societal consequences of suppressing inconvenient truths.Suppression and censorship in personal, family, and societal contexts.Narcissists, dissociation, and how suppression starts from childhood trauma.The psychological impact of suppressing emotions and ideas, and how therapy aims to reclaim lost parts of ourselves.How...
2024-12-2726 minWTF is on my Mind?!What is CONSENT? Does Yes mean YES?In this episode: I talk to two incredible women who are leading the charge to redefine how we think about and legislate consent—Joyce Short and Nina Lucas of the Consent Awareness Network, or CAN. If Joyce Short gets her way, both “Yes Means Yes” and “No Means No” will be stricken from our laws. She is a sexual assault survivor and the author of 4 books that can turn our human right to consent into a civil right backed by law. She is the founder and Chief Executive of the Consent Awareness Network and a TEDx Ta...
2024-12-221h 09WTF is on my Mind?!Yachts, Sex & NXIVMIn this episode: How my film, "What the Bleep Do We Know?!" led to a weird encounter with a clinical psychologist on a yacht. My eventual induction into NXIVM and my confusion about Keith Raniere's 'Sex Den'. I talk about death anxiety, power dynamics, and the behavior of leaders who claim to have achieved a higher state of consciousness yet engage in questionable practices. Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content p...
2024-12-0825 minWTF is on my Mind?!I dreamed I was back in the CULT!What happens when the subconscious drags you back into the cult you’ve left behind? In this episode, I share a vivid dream where I was back in the cult—a surreal journey that left me reflecting and exploring the parallels between my dream and the troubling patterns I see in the world today. This episode isn’t just about a dream; it’s about what the dream represents. It’s about confronting the relationships between my cult experiences and the societal “rules” that feel eerily similar, and unpacking the challenges of living authentically in a world rife with ideological ca...
2024-11-2430 minWTF is on my Mind?!The Sky is Falling!!!In this episode: I use the comic, Asterix and Obelix as a metaphor to explore societal beliefs and the consequences of questioning established norms. I talk about how the fear of the sky falling and the invention of the 'special helmet' mirrors contemporary issues of belief and conformity. Also, we talk shit about the skydeniers and the anti-helmets.Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their...
2024-11-0324 minWTF is on my Mind?!Using Fear to Control People.In this episode, I explore the concept of fear-based manipulation and control, discussing how fear and trauma have historically been used to bind individuals to leaders, ideologies, and movements. I reference key thinkers like Matthias Desmet and Hannah Arendt, providing historical examples such as the Cultural Revolution in China, Stalin's Great Purge, and the Salem witch trials. I emphasize the role of media in shaping perceptions of fear and the psychological dynamics of coercive control and trauma bonding. At the end, I offer some strategies for recognizing and resisting fear tactics.Support the showThe...
2024-10-2714 minWTF is on my Mind?!From Hollywood to Healing, Navigating Pain & Confronting Dark Impulses with David SutcliffeFormer Hollywood actor, David Sutcliffe discusses his journey of self-discovery, transitioning from acting to somatic therapy, and the struggles of authenticity and identity. He talks about the role of pain in healing, the complexities of the victim mentality, and the acceptance of both good and evil within ourselves. The conversation emphasizes the importance of emotional awareness and personal growth, highlighting the challenges and rewards of facing one's inner darkness. We delve into the complexities of human nature, exploring the darker impulses that reside within us all and the importance of acknowledging and embracing these aspects to foster personal growth...
2024-10-201h 25WTF is on my Mind?!What the hell is 'IDEOLOGY' anyway? w/ Richard Grannon - Livestream ReplayIn this episode: Richard Grannon and I delve into the complexities of ideology, exploring its definitions, psychological impacts, and its relationship with beliefs. We discuss the nuances between having beliefs and being ideologically captured, the role of utopianism in ideology, and how these concepts relate to cult dynamics and narcissism. We also touch on the importance of developing an internal locus of control and the personal journey of understanding one's beliefs and ideologies. We explore the themes of ideological capture, dissociation, and the psychological dynamics of narcissism and the shame and self-betrayal experienced by individuals who have b...
2024-10-131h 38WTF is on my Mind?!Captured! w/ Peter BoghossianIn this episode: Peter Boghossian and I delve into the complexities of belief systems, the importance of open dialogue, and the role of education in shaping our understanding of the world. We discuss the challenges posed by ideological capture, the significance of epistemology, and the need for civil discourse in a polarized society. Throughout the discussion, we emphasize the importance of acknowledging mistakes, the dangers of clinging to beliefs, and the necessity of curiosity and humility in the pursuit of truth.https://peterboghossian.com/https://www.youtube.com/c/drpeterboghossian/videos00:00 Introduction02:04 Exploring...
2024-10-041h 12WTF is on my Mind?!What Keith Raniere told Alison Mack and why it's important.My Thoughts on Cult Mentality and Moral Dilemmas – Alison Mack, NXIVM, and Beyond In this episode: I dive into some deep and personal reflections about the dangers of avoiding moral questions, both in cults and in society at large. Drawing from my own experiences with NXIVM, I talk about Alison Mack, her attempts to question her role, and how Keith Raniere manipulated her into silence. I also explore how this same kind of gaslighting happens beyond cults – in politics, social movements, and even everyday life, when we stay loyal to our "team" at the cost of our own...
2024-09-2218 minWTF is on my Mind?!The Socratic Method vs The Merchants of Hate w/ Richard GrannonIn this episode: I sit down with Richard Grannon to dive deep into the power and relevance of the Socratic Method in today's polarized world. Building on themes from my previous episode "The Rage of the Empath" we explore how critical thinking, open dialogue, and intellectual humility can help us navigate complex issues and conflicting viewpoints.Socratic Method: We unpack the ancient Greek approach to dialogue, where both parties must first fully understand each other's positions before engaging in debate. This method fosters understanding and respect, even in disagreement.Small Life Syndrome...
2024-08-2352 minWTF is on my Mind?!The Rage of the 'Empaths'The Dangers of Intolerance: Culty Behavior in Today's WorldIn this episode, I delve into the unsettling parallels between cult behavior and the current climate of intolerance we see online and in society. Drawing from my experiences as a whistleblower against NXIVM and my understanding of manipulative dynamics, I explore how rigid ideologies and "thought policing" mirror the very patterns of control used by cults.Key Points Discussed:Cults and Boundaries: How cult leaders establish unspoken rules and boundaries, making members fearful of stepping outside them.Ethics Police: The...
2024-08-1626 minWTF is on my Mind?!Sex Scandal in the GymIn this episode: I ruminate on the lack of justice in certain situations, specifically focusing on a disturbing case involving a trainer at a gym. The trainer engages in manipulative and predatory behavior, including blackmailing clients and sharing explicit videos without consent. Despite clear crimes being committed, law enforcement has been unresponsive. Also BTW - The contrast between the trainer's charming facade and his conscienceless actions is mind-boggling.Note: A few details have been modified (the location where it takes place) to protect victims.Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on...
2024-08-1113 minWTF is on my Mind?!"The Emperor's New Clothes" - RETOLDIn this episode: I retell the story of "The Emperor's New Clothes" by Hans Christian Anderson. Drawing parallels to our modern society, I explore concepts such as cognitive dissonance, cultic behavior, gaslighting, mass delusion, and the sunk cost fallacy. There are dire consequences for speaking the truth in a society that values conformity and obedience. I question the manipulation of public opinion and the suppression of dissenting voices. 00:00 Introduction02:27 The Emperor's New Clothes06:19 The Emperor's Deception and the Boy's Fate09:44 The Emperor's Procession and Public Admiration11:12 The Boy's Truth Denial and Condemnation13:08...
2024-07-2820 minWTF is on my Mind?!A.I. & the Hollywood Collapse? w/ Adam G. SimonIn this episode: I continue my discussion with Producer/Writer Adam G. Simon - about A.I. this time. We look at the ethical implications of A.I. and the lack of regulations and ethical constraints in its development. Adam discusses the state of Hollywood, describing it as a corrupt industry driven by money and power. He explores the impact of A.I. on storytelling and expresses his worries about the loss of creativity and the homogenization of content. We discuss Nolan A.I. - a creative tool that empowers writers and filmmakers by providing co-writing, coverage, a...
2024-07-181h 11WTF is on my Mind?!From the Mormon Church to the Cult of Hollywood w/ Adam G. SimonIn this episode: I talk to Adam G. Simon, a screenwriter, producer, and actor. We discuss Adam's background as a bodyguard and close protection specialist, his experiences in the Mormon Church, and his journey of leaving the church. We also touch on the investigations department within the church and the control it exerts over its members. We explore themes of abuse, manipulation, and the fear of leaving a religious community. Adam discusses his journey from Mormonism to questioning and leaving the church. He talks about the indoctrination he experienced as a child and the fear-based teachings about G...
2024-07-071h 56WTF is on my Mind?!Narcissistic Psychopaths are Molding our Society w/ Richard GrannonIn this Episode: I chat with Richard Grannon about the concept of narcissistic psychopathy and its impact on power structures and society. He delves into the characteristics of narcissistic psychopaths, their delusional and power-hungry nature, and their ability to manipulate and control others. The discussion highlights the dangers of narcissistic psychopathy becoming the dominant influence in societal structures and the need for cynicism and resistance. It also touches on the role of fantasy and ideology in shaping society, using examples like Facebook as a platform influenced by the owner's pathology. The conversation emphasizes the need for systemic collapse and...
2024-06-301h 03WTF is on my Mind?!Why We Follow Psychopaths? with Professor of Evolutionary Psychology, Edward DuttonIn this episode: A conversation with Professor of Evolutionary Psychology, Edward Dutton. We cover a wide range of topics, including the seminar on Narcissistic Psychopathy we just completed, the background of Professor Dutton, discussions on autism, the concept of heresy, controversial views, the adaptive nature of religion, and the influence of intelligence on manipulation and societal dynamics. The conversation delves into the societal shift towards dogma, the psychology of giving power to psychopathic leaders, and the departure from scientific reality. It explores the evolutionary basis for group behaviour, the impact of belief in lies on mental health, and the...
2024-06-231h 01WTF is on my Mind?!STAY DAMAGED with comedian Rob Van Vuuren (aka Namaste Bae)In this episode: I interview Rob van Vuuren, a comedian and actor known for his character Namaste Bae. We discuss the origins of the character, the comedy scene in South Africa, and the dangers of certainty and cult-like behavior. Rob shares how he uses comedy to process the absurdity and insanity of everyday life. We also touch on the global appeal of alternative healing and the importance of vulnerability in comedy. Rob discusses his experiences as an artist and comedian, particularly in relation to his character Namaste Bae. He talks about the challenges of creating content and the interesting...
2024-06-141h 04WTF is on my Mind?!The Goodness TrapIn this episode: I discuss the concept of the goodness trap, where people become so attached to the idea of being good that they ignore or justify bad behavior. I explore how this trap can be seen in various contexts, such as political extremism, cults, and the protection of institutions. I also highlight the danger of virtue signaling and the need for individuals to critically examine their own ideological teams and actions. I encourage listeners to engage in nuance and self-reflection rather than simply pointing out the flaws in others.00:00 Introduction and the Viral John Cleese Reel
2024-06-0728 minWTF is on my Mind?!BRAINWASHED! - with Behavioural Scientist and Author Patrick FaganIn this Episode: Author, Lecturer & Behavioural Scientist Patrick Fagan and I delve into the topics of brainwashing, propaganda, manipulation, and the impact of psychological tactics on behaviour. We explore the influence of communication, media, and societal forces on individuals, as well as the role of trauma and vulnerability in susceptibility to manipulation. The discussion also touches on the concept of the 'blip' and its role in creating vulnerability, as well as the use of psychological tactics in intelligence and political agendas. We also cover the manipulation techniques used in propaganda, brainwashing, and influence and explore the impact of cognitive...
2024-05-311h 06WTF is on my Mind?!NXIVM's War Against HateBrave Expression in the Age of Intolerance with Africa BrookeBeyond the Self - with Africa Brooke releasing cult-like thinking and rigid identities w/ Mark VicenteIdentical News MontageThe Corporation FilmNarcissistic Psychopathy: A Global Dark Force. 25th & 26th of May in Liverpool, UKGary BreckaDecoding Cults & Narcissists with Mark Vicente and Richard GrannonSupport the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or...
2024-05-0436 minWTF is on my Mind?!Art as Medicine with filmmaker Lubomir ArsovKINGDOM ANIMATED SHORThttps://www.lubomirarsov.com/IN SHADOWBeyond The Self with Africa Brooke - releasing cult-like thinking & rigid identities - with Mark VicenteThe conversation between Mark Vicente and Lubomir explores the creative process, the power of visual storytelling, and the challenges of staying true to one's artistic vision. They discuss the importance of depth and emotional resonance in art, as well as the resistance and criticism that often arise when pushing boundaries. The conversation also touches on the themes of truth, personal growth, and the struggle to break...
2024-04-191h 16WTF is on my Mind?!Brave Expression in the Age of Intolerance with Africa BrookeAFRICA BROOKEPreorder Africa's Book:The Third Perspective: Brave Expression in The Age of Intolerance (out May 2024)An open letter: why I'm leaving the cult of wokeness by Africa BrookeCourse with Richard GrannonDECODING CULTS & NARCISSISTSOther Podcasts with AfricaTriggernometry - They've Weaponised Guilt and ShameMikhaila Peterson Podcast - A Change of Heart Towards Jordan Diary of a CEO - Victimhood & Self-sabotage Is Destroying The WorldThis conversation between Mark Vicente and Africa Brooke explores the themes of conformity...
2024-04-091h 51WTF is on my Mind?!'Unto Dust' - A South African StoryIn this episode: I tell a story written by Herman Charles Bosman about an unfortunate incident between a black African warrior and a white Afrikaans soldier. Vuzamazulu Credo MutwaHerman Charles Bosmanhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kaffir_(racial_term)Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone o...
2024-03-2926 minWTF is on my Mind?!Religion: Heaven or Hell?DECODING CULTS & NARCISSISTShttps://www.richardgrannon.com/narcissistic-cults-decoded-courseIn this episode: I wandered into a Cathedral in Lisbon and asked a question on social media:"Taking a Sunday trip down memory lane. I have so many complex thoughts and feelings in cathedrals like this. A mixture of awe, sadness and outrage. Perhaps it’s worth a podcast episode. How do you feel in spaces like this?"I got thoughtful and emotional responses and wanted to record my feelings and thoughts.Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WT...
2024-03-2133 minWTF is on my Mind?!Deception, Media & Betrayal - with Sarma of “BAD VEGAN”NARCISSISTIC CULTS DECODEDhttps://www.richardgrannon.com/narcissistic-cults-decoded-courseIn this episode: Sarma Melngailis goes deep with me on the deception she experienced with con-man ‘Mr. Fox’, what people don't understand about coercive control, the problems with media, and her healing journey. “If I’d had any involvement in her case, she never would have gone to jail.” - Evan Stark, sociologist, forensic social worker, author 'Coercive Control: The Entrapment of Women in Personal Life'https://www.sarmaraw.com/writing/2022/3/27/dear-mr-foxhttps://www.sarmaraw.com/writing/2022/4/5/bad-vegan-is-not-a-documentaryPe...
2024-03-081h 28WTF is on my Mind?!Lucy Walsh - I ESCAPED!In this episode:I speak with actress, writer, producer, classical pianist, singer, and songwriter, Lucy Walsh. We discuss her new book 'Remember Me As Human', her crazy life as the daughter of Joe Walsh (The Eagles), and her escape from what she calls a high-control group in the heart of Hollywood. https://www.instagram.com/thelucywalsh/https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/business/business-news/acting-coach-gloria-gifford-accusations-toxic-conservatory-1235152816/The views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind? do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our g...
2024-02-171h 11WTF is on my Mind?!Diane Bell - Sundance Award Winning Director & Dream WhispererIn this episode:I share with Diane Bell, Sundance Award- Winning Director how she helped me regain my hope and creative fire after the NXIVM debacle.https://www.dianebell.com/https://www.instagram.com/aimfromtheheart1/https://www.instagram.com/shootfromtheheart1/Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization...
2024-01-231h 14WTF is on my Mind?!The Antidote (slippery slope of Ideology Part 2)This is a follow-up to the previous episode "The Slippery Slope of Ideology"- Reading listeners' answers to the question: "What is the antidote to the information control that inflames the US and THEM-ing?"- Talking to Rick Ross after leaving NXIVM- The Socratic Method- One possible ANTIDOTE- There are more than TWO choicesAndrew Gold - HereticsRichard GrannonSupport the show on PATREONSupport the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not...
2024-01-1918 minWTF is on my Mind?!The slippery slope of Ideology (Part 1)In this Episode:Key moments that opened my eyes to NXIVM. Cult leaders seem to be cut from the same cloth because they have the same pathology. Thoughts on my social media posts. Some people want me to vilify specific political groups. Why I won't. Patterns are everything.The slippery slope of ideological trenches.New Course: RECLAMATIONwww.markvicente.com/courses20 Diversion tactics highly manipulative Narcissists Sociopaths and Psychopaths use to silence you. ~ Shahida Arabihttps://thoughtcatalog.com/shahida-arabi/2016/06/20-diversion-tactics-highly-manipulative-narcissists-sociopaths-and-psychopaths-use-to-silence-you/Dr. Christine Louis De Cannonvillehttps://narcissisticbehavior.net/about-me/...
2024-01-0931 minWTF is on my Mind?!A Soldier's StoryRECLAMATION COURSEIn this episode: Who are you being told to hate? World Triangulation Glorification of War A Soldier's StoryMoral InjuryTalking to a soldier I was supposed to killGerman WWI veteran describes killing a French soldier in a bayonet charge From @bullfrogboss8008patreon.com/markvicenteMusic: Origins by Daniel DeuschleSupport the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by g...
2023-12-0917 minWTF is on my Mind?!Narcissistic TriangulationIn this episode: NXIVM, Gladiators, CIA, Tin Foil, Public Relations, and taking down the little runt. patreon.com/markvicenteCIA Dispatch: https://www.globalresearch.ca/cia-memo-1967-cia-coined-weaponized-label-conspiracy-theory/5822801Sign up for news about my new film at: www.empathynotincluded.comEmpathy not Included - Social Media Accounts:InstagramFacebookTik TokXMusic: Origins by Daniel DeuschleSupport the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of t...
2023-12-0126 minWTF is on my Mind?!Hatred as a Path to EnlightenmentIn this Episode: Self-hatred as a misguided attempt towards enlightenment. The polarization between the body and the spirit in spiritual groups and teachings.patreon.com/markvicenteSign up for news about my new film at: www.empathynotincluded.comEmpathy not Included - Social Media Accounts:InstagramFacebookTik TokXMusic: Origins by Daniel DeuschleSupport the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or...
2023-11-1818 minWTF is on my Mind?!An answer at any cost! (Y+R=A)In this Episode: - Cognitive Dissonance.- The scientific method vs. a deeply vested need for a particular answer. - A simple formula to understand why many deny obvious evidence right in front of them! - Turning RED flags Pink.Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business ind...
2023-09-2320 minWTF is on my Mind?!Tom Cruise, Oblivion & the NXIVM 9SPOILER ALERT: I will be giving away major plot points of the movie 'Oblivion'.In this Episode: Tom Cruise plays Jack Harper in this 2013 sci-fi movie directed by Joseph Kosinski. The irony of Tom Cruise playing a character who wakes up inside an AI cult and then helps take it down. The NXIVM 9 were like the 'Scavs' Jack thinks are the enemy.Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content...
2023-08-2032 minWTF is on my Mind?!Prickly People!In this Episode: Ever been around someone who seems to correct or criticize everything you do? Do you have that person in your life that you feel you need to be really careful around? As though there are land mines everywhere. You have to tip-toe very carefully through their rules and regulations. They live with an ideology in their head that can become authoritarian in its intolerance.Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark...
2023-08-0628 minWTF is on my Mind?!Guy Pearce on Cults, The Vow, Acting, Lying and Truth.In this Episode: Guy Pearce talks about why he reached out to me. We had an amazing, deep, and honest conversation covering cults, groups, his fascination with The Vow, and his take on acting and being human.Guy Pearce was born October 5, 1967 in the UK to Margaret Anne and Stuart Graham Pearce. His father was born in Auckland, New Zealand, to English and Scottish parents, while Guy's mother is English. Pearce and his family initially traveled to Australia for two years, after his father was offered the position of Chief test pilot for the Australian Government. Guy...
2023-07-231h 26WTF is on my Mind?!The Light and Dark side of Self-Help with Dr. Glenn Patrick DoyleIn this Episode: I talk to Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle, Clinical Psychologist and Board President of Seek Safely. https://www.seeksafely.org SEEK SAFELY is an organization that: Educates the public about the self-help industry. Empowers consumers of personal and professional development.Promotes professional standards in this $11 Billion/Year unregulated self-help industry. Seek Safely Podcasthttps://seeksafely.podcastpage.io/ Dr. Doyle https://www.instagram.com/drdoylesays/ https://twitter.com/DrDoyleSays Support the showThe views...
2023-07-091h 47WTF is on my Mind?!Weaponizing FilmmakingIn this Episode: Filmmaking can do extraordinary things... move people to the greatest heights and the deepest depths of themselves, and it can also be weaponized.Russian Cinema. Lev Kuleshov explains juxtaposition. Hitchcock waxes on about the power of editing. Using editing and omission to perform character assassination. The power of music to play the human instrument. Filmmakers know how to get the audience to feel anything they want. Romanticizing Psychopathy. The Empire and the Rebellion. Psychological Operations. An Army recruitment video.GHOSTS IN THE MACHINE4th PSYOP Grouphttps://youtu.be/VA4...
2023-06-2040 minWTF is on my Mind?!Those F*@king Conspiracy Theorists!In this episode… conspiracy theorists are idiots, right? Lloyd Evans - ex-Jehovah's Witness writer, activist and filmmaker. Author of "The Reluctant Apostate," https://www.youtube.com/@LloydEvans Cults to Consciousness - Shelise Ann Sola— former devout Mormon. Stories of claiming independence after leaving high-control groups. https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousness Graham Hancock https://grahamhancock.com/ Netflix - Ancient Apocalypse https://youtu.be/DgvaXros3MY Conspiracy Theory https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conspiracy_theory ...
2023-06-1117 minWTF is on my Mind?!What is a Cult?In this Episode: The twenty 25 characteristics and tactics of a cult!DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONAL. THIS INFORMATION IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY AND IS NOT INTENDED TO BE A SUBSTITUTE FOR CLINICAL CARE. PLEASE CONSULT A HEALTHCARE PROVIDER FOR GUIDANCE.The first article I read that helped with my deprogramming.http://www.dreichel.com/Checklist_of_Cult_Characte.htm Visit my Patreon Page: patreon.com/markvicenteICSA https://www.icsahome.com/Janja Lalich h...
2023-05-1557 minWTF is on my Mind?!Cancel Culture & The Hero's JourneyIn this episode: Cancel Culture is a term that is used in modern-day society. But does it have it's roots much further back? Has it been going on for centuries, and is it a good thing or a bad thing? What does cancel have to do with our unexpressed shadow? We take a look at the consequences of this internet era 'struggle session' and what it might be doing to human beings and society at large?Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily r...
2023-04-1813 min
WTF is on my Mind?!The 4th "F" (FAWNING) with Dr. Ingrid ClaytonIn this episode: Have you ever felt ashamed of how you went along with an abuser for months, maybe even years, even though a part of you knew the situation was toxic? That's known as FAWNING. This episode will help demystify that very normal trauma response. Dr. Ingrid Clayton will help us to understand the 4 F's (Fight, Flight, Freeze and FAWN) while discussing her own story and aspects of the NXIVM Cult.Ingrid Clayton, PhD is a writer and clinical psychologist in private practice in Los Angeles, California. With a Masters in transpersonal...
2023-03-061h 37WTF is on my Mind?!Hypothesis of GodIn this Episode: Stolen Youth. A memory of a NXIVM Level 2 module that really stuck. Is 'God' an early development somatic impulse? Transference of mysticism. Seeing our leaders as omnipotent parents.Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/MarkVicenteWebsite: w...
2023-02-2119 min
WTF is on my Mind?!Airports, The Ethics Police & The WEFCIn this episode, a discussion about the magical profit margin in airports, the 'Ethics Police' in cults and social media, the denial of evil, and the true motives of the WEFC.Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/MarkVicenteWebsite...
2023-02-1319 min
WTF is on my Mind?!Emotionally Puckered UpIn this episode, a short discussion about emotional repression and its effects on us.Support the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/MarkVicenteWebsite: www.markvicente.comYoutube: https://www.youtube.com/@markvicente7Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/markvicente/
2023-01-3017 min
WTF is on my Mind?!Mike Rinder - A Billion YearsIn this Episode, a conversation with Mike Rinder about The Vow (Season 2) and his book: A Billion Years: My Escape From a Life at the Highest Levels of ScientologyMike is a former senior executive of the Church of Scientology International (CSI) who has become a prominent whistleblower against abuses in scientology and other organizations.He is best known today for his role alongside Leah Remini in their Emmy-winning A&E TV series TV Leah Remini: Scientology and the Aftermath. Over 3 seasons and 37 episodes they exposed many shocking abuses told through the eyes of the...
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WTF is on my Mind?!'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 6 - DebriefSPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 6 will be discussed!In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 6(NXIVM) ‘Letter to the Inside’ in 4 parts is available on all Podcast platforms and Youtube. 'The Vow' Opening Title Sequence MusicSon Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Piesse]" (Official Audio)A Little Bit Culty Podcasthttps://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/Consent Awareness Network#FGKIA: Freely Given, Knowledgeable Informed Agreementhttps://www.instagram.com/standfirmvoice/Mark Vicente YouTube - Holy DeceptionMar...
2022-11-221h 59
WTF is on my Mind?!'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 5 - DebriefSPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 5 will be discussed! In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 5Daniel Shaw, LCSWTraumatic Narcissism and Recovery - Leaving the Prison of Shame and FearEnd Titles Episode 5: "Regret" sung by Bonnie Piesse; co-written with Reinhold Heil, Michael Tuller and Mac Quayle. (NXIVM) ‘Letter to the Inside’ in 4 parts is available on all Podcast platforms and Youtube. 'The Vow' Opening Title Sequence MusicSon Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Pi...
2022-11-1551 min
WTF is on my Mind?!'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 4 - DebriefSPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 4 will be discussed! In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 4.End Title Music: "Unraveling" by Bonnie PiesseMusic and Lyrics by Bonnie Piesse Produced by Bonnie Piesse and Eric Margen Lyricseverything everything is wrong there's nothing left of how we knew it breaking down all the crooked lines unraveling everything everything is gone there's no way back you can't erase memories are falling to...
2022-11-0856 min
WTF is on my Mind?!(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 4 of 4In this Episode: (PART 4 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16 days before Keith Raniere was arrested in a Mexican Villa on March 26th, 2018. I sent it mostly to lower ranks because I knew that if I incl...
2022-11-0533 min
WTF is on my Mind?!'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 3 - DebriefSPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 3 will be discussed! WARNING! I discuss the ‘Fright Experiments’. Extreme Violence is mentioned. In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 3.A South African accent...https://www.tiktok.com/@samihallsays?lang=en https://www.instagram.com/samihall/ Bridge over the River Kwai (1957) Directed by David Lean https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bridge_on_the_River_Kwai (NXIVM) ‘Letter to the Inside’ in 4 parts is available on all Podcast platforms and Youtube. 'The Vo...
2022-11-0153 min
WTF is on my Mind?!(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 3 of 4In this Episode: (PART 3 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16 days before Keith Raniere was arrested in a Mexican Villa on March 26th, 2018. I sent it mostly to lower ranks because I knew that if I incl...
2022-10-2921 min
WTF is on my Mind?!'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 2 - DebriefSPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 2 will be discussed!In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 2.Opening Title Sequence MusicSon Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Piesse]" (Official Audio)A Little Bit Culty Podcasthttps://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/Consent Awareness Network#FGKIA: Freely Given, Knowledgeable Informed Agreementhttps://www.instagram.com/standfirmvoice/Mark Vicente YouTube - Holy DeceptionMark Vicente - Statement at Raniere's Sentencing Mark Vicente - Statement at Nancy Salzman's SentencingSu...
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WTF is on my Mind?!(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 2 of 4In this Episode: (PART 2 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16 days before Keith Raniere was arrested in a Mexican Villa on March 26th, 2018. I sent it mostly to lower ranks because I knew that if I incl...
2022-10-2119 min
WTF is on my Mind?!'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 1 - DebriefSPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 1 will be discussed!In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 1. A Little Bit Culty Podcasthttps://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/Cult DefinitionsSteve Hassan’s BITE Model What is a Cult? Whiteboard Animation Explaining the BITE Model Dr. Janja Lalich - Definition and Explanation of the Word “Cult” Rick Ross - Warning Signs Mark Vicente YouTube - Holy DeceptionMark Vicente - Statement at Raniere's Sentencin...
2022-10-1954 min
WTF is on my Mind?!(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 1 of 4In this Episode: (PART 1 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16 days before Keith Raniere was arrested in a Mexican Villa on March 26th, 2018. I sent it mostly to lower ranks because I knew that if I inclu...
2022-10-1640 min
WTF is on my Mind?!'The Vow' Season 1 - Q&AIn this episode: Answering questions about 'The Vow'Season 1 and an ANNOUNCEMENT about multipart WTF podcast episodes that will drop during the release of 'The Vow' Season 2 on HBOMax.'The Vow' Season 2 will start airing on October 17th, 2022 on HBO. Website: https://www.hbo.com/the-vow ESP (NXIVM) Mission Statementhttps://www.markvicente.com/esp-mission-statementSupport the showThe views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by...
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