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A Double LifeJessica Ella - "I was programmed to love him"Trigger warning: sexual abuse and childhood trauma
Jessica Ella reveals how years of abuse by her father from age three reshaped her idea of love. At thirty, a guided meditation brought back memories she had long pushed aside and began the process of healing. She speaks about generational trauma, the fear that followed, moments of hearing him when he wasn’t there, and the steady support of her mother.
Now a women’s trauma expert and mother to River and Banjo, Jessica shares how she broke unhealthy patterns in rela...
2025-09-2530 min
A Double Life"Every single day is something different" - Ariel BryantAfter two later stage miscarriages and the relentless pressure of retail buying, Ariel knew something had to change. One morning in her bathroom, she decided to walk away and instantly felt a weight lift.
In this episode, Ariel reflects on her best 20s spent in New York, partying, travelling and living life to the fullest, before building a new chapter in Australia. Over time, her career collided with the reality of motherhood, IVF and the toll of trying to balance it all.
Ariel shares the moment she chose to...
2025-09-0437 min
A Double LifeFatima Yousufi "I was a target in our family,"Fatima Yusufi’s journey is one of courage, defiance and relentless hope. Growing up in Afghanistan, she fought against deep rooted beliefs that girls could not play sport, challenging her own father’s mindset before taking on society’s. As the goalkeeper and captain of the Afghan women’s national soccer team, Fatima risked her life for the right to play, facing threats, bombings and the constant fear of Taliban retaliation.
In a desperate and dangerous escape, she left with her siblings, suddenly responsible for their safety and with no idea where they were going or what their fu...
2025-08-1440 min
A Double LifeElizabeth Silver - "I went through one of the hardest times in my life"In this real, raw episode Elizabeth, founder of Australian natural skincare brand SODA & Co, opens up about navigating motherhood, business, and resilience.
Becoming a mum at 19, Elizabeth faced judgment and immense pressure, but her inner confidence and determination carried her through. She shares how motherhood shaped her, why she started SODA & Co for her daughter with allergies, and how building the brand became a family journey with her girls by her side.
Elizabeth also reflects on one of the hardest times in her life. Her marriage breaking down during...
2025-07-2421 min
A Double LifeStephanie Easton - "In this society, we're made to feel like we're sick"In this powerful and deeply vulnerable episode, Stephanie Easton shares her journey of surviving decades of drug and alcohol abuse, trauma, eating disorders, and the failures of the mental health system. A mum of three and the founder of Melbourne’s first holistic rehab facility, Steph opens up about the years she spent stuck in cycles of addiction, medicated into numbness, and trying to find help in a system that was never designed to truly heal.
Her turning point came when she began reconnecting with her body. Through somatic therapy, yoga, subconscious healing, and a...
2025-07-101h 01
A Double LifeAlana Pavlovic - "I didn't think I would be in this position, and here I am"Alana had just gotten married and was planning her honeymoon when she found a lump in her breast. After being dismissed by a GP, a second opinion changed everything. At 27, she was diagnosed with two grade three tumours.
In this episode, Alana shares the shock of her diagnosis, how she broke the news to her husband, and what it was like navigating treatment. She opens up about the hardest part, losing her hair, and the emotional toll of watching friends fall pregnant while her own plans were put on hold.
2025-06-2637 min
A Double LifeNartarsha Bamblett - "I held that fear inside of me, in my womb about to go and have my son"In this episode, Nartarsha talks about becoming a teenage mum and how that was the start of her identity crisis and the beginning of everything falling apart. She shares how she thought she had experienced love before, but it was never true love, until she had her first baby and her life was exploded with love. At the same time, her partner left, and she experienced the deepest grief alongside all of this love. This marked the beginning of her “new me.”
Nartarsha deeply understands the journey of women and motherhood. She shares the fears she felt...
2025-06-1233 minA Double LifeAriel and Keshia - "You know your baby best, you make decisions for your baby"In today’s episode, I’m joined by Ariel and Keshia, the founders of From Day One, a mothers group that is anything but traditional. Born from a shared experience of loneliness and a desire for something more meaningful in the postpartum journey, they’ve created a space where mums feel heard, seen, and genuinely supported.
Unlike the typical mum group stigma, this space is different. It brings together like minded women who’ve had babies around the same time, sharing honest conversations without the pressure or comparison. It’s a community that truly focuses on...
2025-05-2937 minA Double LifeAnaita Sarkar, "I Was Angry, Simply for Being Indian"Anaita Sarkar shares her journey, growing up feeling ashamed of her Indian roots, desperate to fit in, and resenting her parents for simply being who they were. But it was their courage, sacrifice, and resilience that shaped her into the person she is today, wanting nothing more than to make them proud. And now, as a mother of three, she’s breaking the cycle, teaching her girls that being different is so powerful.
From corporate burnout to building a purpose-led brand with $1k in shares her mum once gave her instead of a birthday gift. This episode is...
2025-05-1036 min
A Double LifeAnaita Sarkar, "I Was Angry, Simply for Being Indian"Anaita Sarkar shares her journey, growing up feeling ashamed of her Indian roots, desperate to fit in, and resenting her parents for simply being who they were. But it was their courage, sacrifice, and resilience that shaped her into the person she is today, wanting nothing more than to make them proud. And now, as a mother of three, she’s breaking the cycle, teaching her girls that being different is so powerful.
From corporate burnout to building a purpose-led brand with $1k in shares her mum once gave her instead of a birthday gift. This episode is...
2025-05-0936 min
A Double LifeElysia Krstevski - "This is why I started the SEEN. HEARD. LOVED. campaign"DISCLAIMER: This episode contains discussions of domestic violence, which may be distressing or triggering for some listeners. Please take care while listening.This is a story I’ve rarely shared, one that’s stayed with me for years.I once hired a woman who, at first glance, looked like she’d come off the streets but she was kind, brilliant, and incredible at her job. Over time, she opened up about being in an abusive relationship and later admitted she was homeless, living in a shelter. I didn’t know how to help, bu...
2025-04-1718 min
A Double LifeLili Greer - "He made her clean up the tiles with her blood on them"DISCLAIMER: This episode contains discussions of domestic violence and murder, which may be distressing or triggering for some listeners. Please take care while listening.If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence, support is available.1-800 RESPECTPhone Number: 1-800-737-732 (1-800 RESPECT)Website: 1800respect.org.auAt just 13 years old, Lili Greer lost everything. Her mother, Tina Greer, vanished in 2012. The victim of a violent and controlling relationship. Tina was just 32, only eight days away from...
2025-04-1031 min
A Double LifeSimone O'Brien "They gave me a 3-5% chance of survival"Simone shares her powerful and emotional story of surviving a horrific domestic violence attack. After meeting a man online while raising three children and working two jobs, what began as a charming relationship quickly turned controlling and manipulative. Despite early red flags, Simone stayed until she finally ended the relationship—only for him to show up days later and brutally assault her in her home. Left with a shattered arm, brain injuries, and just a 3–5% chance of survival, Simone was placed in an induced coma. After years of surgeries and recovery, she now bravely speaks out to raise awareness abou...
2025-03-2736 min
A Double LifeElysia K and Carly D - "Postpartum anxiety can happen to 1 in 5 mothers"Postpartum anxiety can affect anyone, regardless of their background or success. Carly worked with a highly accomplished businesswoman known for her control and ability to handle anything. But after the life-changing experience of motherhood, she was taken completely by surprise when postpartum anxiety developed. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
2025-03-1136 minA Double LifeMadelyn Carafa - "Motherhood cracked me into a million pieces"Motherhood isn’t about comparison, as Madeline says, “Your hard is your hard.” It reshaped her identity, but over the years, she’s been finding her new self. The challenges you face as a parent aren’t permanent, they’re all part of the journey.0:00 – Your heart is your heart—it doesn’t have to be anyone else’s.1:00 – Motherhood cracked me into a million pieces.2:00 – Picking up those pieces and finding the new me.3:00 – The power of stillness and perspective.4:00 – This season is hard, but it’s...
2025-03-0624 min
A Double LifeElysia K and Melanie G - "Formula vs. Breastmilk: Breaking the Stigma and Choosing What's Best"For the first time ever, Elysia is joining a double life to discuss this important topic, because no mother should feel judged for doing what’s best for her and her baby.Women continue to face guilt and judgment for their choices, whether they choose to breastfeed or formula feed. Too often, societal expectations and outside opinions create unnecessary pressure, making mothers feel like they have to justify their decisions.The reality is that every mother's journey is unique, shaped by personal circumstances, health considerations, and what works best fo...
2025-02-2436 min
A Double LifeMelanie McGriceMelanie’s journey began with a life changing visit to an orphanage, where she was swarmed by kids craving love. Over ten years, she fostered around forty children, but everything changed when she took in a baby.That little one was then returned to her birth mum, but the experience planted a seed. She wondered if she would have a child of her own and how she would navigate pregnancy in her late thirties. Letting go was heartbreaking, but somehow she found the strength to foster again. She always says it is...
2025-02-2022 min
A Double LifeJoanna Tan - "I quit my job to do IVF full-time"After spending $12,000 on egg freezing, she was heartbroken to collect just one egg. Determined to become a mother, she quit her job to focus entirely on IVF. When she finally saw those two lines, she could finally breathe again. Love creates a family, and her journey is one of resilience and hope.0:00 - Struggling with fertility challenges at 36, unsure if having kids is in my future.2:00 - Collected only one egg during the process, spent $12,000, and felt completely heartbroken.4:00 - I was lost and didn’t know what to do ne...
2025-02-0621 minA Double LifeMadi Browne - "When I chose me, the most beautiful thing happened"In 2014, Madi Browne was at the top of her game as a professional netballer, but behind closed doors, she was trapped in a toxic marriage. From questioning her future, feeling like a prisoner in her own life, and battling career-ending injuries, to finding herself in an unexpected relationship with a woman that redefined the meaning of love—Madi shares how she rebuilt her life.This raw and powerful story is about heartbreak, resilience, self-discovery, and learning to back yourself when the world feels scary. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/ad...
2025-01-2326 minA Double LifeCaterina Mete " I need to do something, I need a back up plan "Caterina Discusses the time she struggled with finding a partner and starting a family due to work commitments abroad. She decided to take matters into her own hands and freeze her eggs. She began this journey alone with the help of a donor she does not know. After facing a miscarriage at 9 weeks with the first embryo transfer, to then becoming pregnant with twins during her second transfer, Caterina had recognised her strength and knew it was a challenge she could face alone. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit...
2025-01-0929 minA Double LifeLaura Dillon "No Mother Should Watch Their Baby to Take Their Last Breath"In this episode, Laura reflects on the emotionally challenging experience of their child's health crisis just before Christmas. The care team informed them that their child had not been able to breathe without a ventilator for the critical period necessary for quality of life, raising difficult questions about the child's potential and the possibility of having another child in the future. As they navigate their loss, Laura shares that grief is a complex and ongoing process, particularly as they approach the anniversary of their child's passing. Despite the heaviness of this grief, they find...
2024-12-2834 min
The Brand Marketing ShowHow One Baby Brand Transformed an Industry and Grew ExponentiallyWhat do you do when you've just given birth to your first baby, it's the middle of Covid lockdowns and you're struggling with mastitis and can't feed your baby? Well, if you're my guest today, you invent a new product that takes the market by storm! Today on the show, I'm joined by Elysia, founder of Meke Baby, an incredibly innovative portable breastmilk warmer. Elysia essentially created an entirely new product category in the market. In our conversation today, she described everything from the moment of inspiration, thr...
2024-10-1636 minA Double LifeLucy Young – "I Didn't Recognise Who I Was Looking At"In this episode we meet Lucy Young, the founder of ‘BumpStrong’, a mother of infant twins and a toddler. As a corrective exercise specialist and certified pre and postnatal exercise specialist, Lucy hopes to empower women through their fitness journey. Lucy shares her personal insights of balancing motherhood, fitness, and her physical recovery postpartum. From breastfeeding between reps to overcoming personal challenges, Lucy’s story will truly inspire all.00:00:00-Podcast preview00:01:51-Meet Lucy Young00:05:53-University life and competitive athletics 00:11:51-The turning point and working as an exercise specialist00...
2024-09-1223 minA Double LifeDena Kaplan - “The Most Inhumane Torture a Human Can go Through”In this episode, we meet Dena Kaplan, a devoted mother, performer and artist. Dena shares her health struggles with a debilitating medical condition called PMDD (premenstrual dysphoric disorder), the physical and emotional pain caused by this condition and the global impact it had on her life and career. As a dynamic and dedicated performer, Dena had to make a massive lifestyle change. Join us as Dena shares her journey to recovery, hope and healing; and as she sheds light on the traumas and struggles faced along the way. You won’t want to miss this! ...
2024-08-2929 minA Double LifeNadia El Nahi - “I Got Him Ready for his Wedding Night with his Other Wife”In this episode, we meet Nadia El Nahi, owner of ‘Halal n Easy’ and mother to four children, three of which are triplets. Nadia details the relationship struggles she faced, from the age of 16. She speaks of her struggles as a teenager and how this translated to her marriage. Join us as we hear Nadia’s inspiring journey, how she finds her voice and determination to be her whole self.00:00:00-Introduction00:01:54-Meet Nadia owner of Halal n Easy and devoted mother00:03:49-Nadia’s teenage years and meeting her partner00:08...
2024-08-1540 minA Double LifeLauren Brenton - “If You Want to Keep This Baby, Then We'll do That"In this episode, we meet Lauren a mother of four children, a Midwife and founder of ‘One Mama Midwife’. After falling pregnant at eighteen years of age, Lauren shares her learning lessons, struggles, and journey of raising her family of four. We learn how midwifery helped her find a purpose and passion in supporting women during their individual birth journey. Join us as Lauren shares her incredible journey and how her inner strength and determination guided her to pursue her dreams.00:00:00-Introduction00:01:50-Meet Lauren Brenton Midwife and founder of One Mama Midwife
2024-08-0116 minA Double LifeFloriye Elmazi - "You Can't Change Someone Unless They Want To Change Themselves"In this episode, Flo the co-founder of ‘Sisterwould’ shares her experiences as a single mum; the struggles faced and how her faith and inner strength guided her to pursue her dreams. Despite the challenges she faced as a single mother, Flo’s determination and strength for her children were a driving force, where her children speak of how she inspires them. Flo speaks of the importance in empowering women and single mums, and the endless possibilities to succeed. She hopes to inspire others through her journey.00:00:00-Introduction00:01:56-Meet Flo Elmazi, co-founder of Sister...
2024-07-1812 minA Double LifeStephanie Papas - “I Couldn’t Let Him Bury His Brother”In this episode, we dive deep into the heart-wrenching yet inspiring story of a dear friend and Registered Nurse Stephanie Papas, navigating life with her amazing, strong, son Archie. Even though it has been an experience she never saw coming, Steph has been blessed with strength and courage.Join us as Steph shares her courageous journey, the battles she has fought, and the incredible strength she has found along the way. This is a story of resilience, hope and unbreakable love. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/a...
2024-07-0420 minA Double LifeAliza Carr "It was the Worst Day of My Life"In this episode, we're joined by Aliza Carr, a midwife and CEO of Franjo's Kitchen, who shares her powerful and intimate story of becoming a mother and a midwife. Aliza opens up about her hopes and dreams of becoming a mother and supporting women through their journey, but her own birth story took an unexpected turn. She talks about the guilt she still carries with her today.As a new mum, Aliza faced struggles she never could have anticipated - exhaustion, rage, and overwhelming emotions. She also reflects on her relationship with her own mother and how...
2024-06-2116 minA Double LifeKarla Roccuzzo - "The Postpartum Trenches" - Navigating Pregnancy Challenges & Balancing Business and MotherhoodIn this episode, Karla Roccuzzo opens up about her struggles with severe pregnancy sickness, the challenges of balancing a demanding business with impending motherhood, and the unexpected difficulties of the postpartum period. Despite the physical and mental toll, Karla's determination to show up for her brides and maintain her business never wavered. Her journey through pregnancy and postpartum revealed the importance of self-care and the unexpected lessons learned from her daughter, Charlotte.00:00:00 – Meet Karla Roccuzzo, Founder of Kind of Sense00:00:32 - The Reality of Severe Pregnancy Sickness00:01:20 – Balancing Business and Preg...
2024-06-0616 minA Double LifeYasemin Deniz - "Is My Son Going To Die?" - Finding Strength & My Journey From Housing Commission to EntrepreneurIn this episode, Yasemin opens up about her experiences living in public housing, navigating motherhood, and coping with the loss of her son to illness at a young age. Despite the challenges she faced as a single mother, Yasemin found resilience and bravery like never before. Love became her source of strength, driving her to establish her successful business, Mikash Skincare, as a testament to the courage she found through her pain. 00:00:00 – Meet Yasemin Deniz, Founder of Mikash Skincare00:01:35 - Life in Public Housing00:04:16 – Discovering the Passion for Beauty00:10:20 – From Ma...
2024-05-0922 min
2018-03-2217 min
World PassportO Hawai'i Nei (No. 3)
25. John Pi’ili Watkins - Nanakuli
26. Linda Dela Cruz - Baby E Kuulani E Kuulei
27. Mahi Beamer - Unknown Groove
28. Lena Machado - Kauoha Mai
29. Lena Machado - The Keyhole Song
30. Genoa Keawe - Hula O Makee
31. John K. Almeida - Ka Punahou
32. Genoa Keawe - Maunaloa
33. Gabby Pahinui - I Ka Po Meke Ao
34. Genoa Keawe - Pupu A’o Niihau
35. Hilo Hattie (Clara Inter) - Hilo Hop
36. Gabby Pahinui - Hame Pila
37. Andy Iona - Honey, Let’s go for Broke
38. Ktuh Manoa...
2006-10-1439 min