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Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverSurrendering Control: The Hardest Part of Saying Goodbye"I am sunny with a chance of tornadoes." - Yvette LeFloreš§ Intuitive energy healer Yvette LaFleur opens up about her deeply personal caregiving journey through love, loss, and healing. As the caregiver for her late husband Walter, who bravely battled stage four lung cancer, Yvette shares profound lessons on self-care, anticipatory grief, surrendering control, and honoring the wishes of a loved one.Natalie and JJ explore with Yvette:š The emotional toll of caregiving for someone with a terminal illnessš§āāļø The importance of maintaining identity and practicing self-careš Letting go of control and accepting help from othersš¢ Navig...2025-05-0654 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverYou Canāt Make This Up! Sister UpdatesāCaregiving never ends. No, it never stops.ā - Natalie and JJĀ Caregiving is a journeyāfull of love, lessons, and letās be honest, a few laughs along the way. In this candid conversation, we dive into the realities of caregiving: navigating skilled nursing facilities, managing emotional and financial stress, and finding strength in community. Weāre also sharing whatās in store for 2025 and beyond. Too good to miss!š” This episode is a reminder that youāre not aloneāand that support, humor, and honest conversations make all the difference.š Key Takeaways:Caregiving is toughāb...2025-04-2952 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverCaring Through Chaos: A Journey with Frontotemporal DementiaāI was in therapy, that was a lifeline.ā - Allyson SchrierThis is a powerful one! Natalie and JJ sit down with Allyson Schrier as she opens up about her deeply personal and emotional journey caring for her husband, who was diagnosed with Frontotemporal Dementia (FTD).Allison candidly shares the early signs of FTD, the heartbreaking misdiagnosis, and the uphill battle of navigating a complex healthcare system. From the shifting family dynamics to the emotional weight of caregiving, this conversation pulls back the curtain on what it really means to care for a loved one with...2025-04-221h 00Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverFaith, Culture & Raising a Child with Special NeedsāNever say never inĀ your journey.ā - Eleni ParisNatalie and JJ sit down with Eleni Paris, a licensed therapist and devoted mom, as she shares her deeply personal journey raising her daughter Sophia, who has cognitive and speech impairments.Eleni opens up about navigating cultural expectations, emotional burnout, and the realities of parenting a child with developmental delaysāall while juggling her professional identity. From the search for a diagnosis to managing anxiety in public spaces, she speaks candidly about grief, joy, faith, and the power of vulnerability.If you're a caregiver, a paren...2025-04-1555 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverWhen Caregiving Finds You: Navigating Alzheimerās & Family Care"You have to be ready to roll with it." - Alfredo BotelloStepping into the role of caregiver isnāt always a choice, itās a journey filled with love, loss, and unexpected lessons. J.J. and Natalie welcome novelist and screenwriter, Alfredo Botello to open up about caring for his mother after his stepfatherās passing and navigating the challenges of Alzheimerās and assisted living.š¹ Key Takeaways:Ā ā
The emotional toll of caregiving & shifting family dynamicsĀ ā
Misconceptions about caregiving & lessons learned along the wayĀ ā
The power of empathy, connection & vulnerabilityĀ ā
Why self-care isnāt sel...2025-04-0158 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverThe Reality of Caregiving: Culture, Family & Technology"I wanted to make the most of it." - Dona Kim MurpheyCaregiving is never just about one person, itās about family, culture, and community. Natalie and J.J. sit down with Dr. Dona Kim Murphey, neurologist and caregiver, to explore the deeply personal and often unspoken challenges of caregiving.From cultural expectations to the emotional and relational toll caregiving takes, this conversation dives into what it truly means to care for a loved oneāespecially from a distance. Dr. Murphey shares her journey shaped by her familyās experiences with illness, offering practical strate...2025-03-2553 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverThe Juggle: Kyle Daquannaās Journey as a Caregiver, Father, and Advocate"Life is really short and it changes." - Kyle DaquannaJJ and Natalie sit down with Kyle Daquanna, a male caregiver, as he shares his powerful journey of balancing work, family, and caregiving responsibilities after his fatherās stroke. Kyle opens up about the emotional and logistical challenges of caregiving, the impact of family dynamics, and the difficult medical decisions caregivers face. The discussion highlights the importance of advocacy in navigating insurance systems, preparing for future caregiving needs, and finding community support. Whether you're a caregiver or supporting a loved one, this episode offers valuable insights into re...2025-03-1156 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverBeyond the Uniform: A Military Wifeās Caregiving Journey"I forgot how to care for myself." - Tara RossIn this powerful episode of Confessions of a Reluctant Caregiver, hosts Natalie and JJ welcome guest, Tara Ross to dive deep into the raw realities of caregivingāespecially within military families. Tara opens up about her journey from falling in love with John, a dedicated Navy submariner, to facing the life-altering challenges of his traumatic brain injury.This emotional conversation unpacks the hidden struggles of caregivers, from burnout and emotional exhaustion to the fight for proper health advocacy. Tara shares how relocating to Ohio, navigating ca...2025-03-041h 02Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverItās Complicated! Navigating Caregiving and Difficult Family Relationships"He needed us more than we needed him." - Nick GaylordThis is a powerful one! Hosts Natalie and JJ sit down with Nick Gaylord to explore the raw realities of caregiving, grief, and complex family dynamics. Nick opens up about the emotional toll of caring for his father, the struggles of managing a difficult relationship, and the conflicting emotions of loss, relief, and anger after his passing.This heartfelt conversation sheds light on:ā
The challenges of caregiving for a parent with whom you have a complicated pastā
Processing grief, denial, and emotional burn...2025-02-2559 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverThe Hidden Struggles of Caregiving and Dangers of Burnout"I was feeling angry, I was feeling resentful." - Kate WashingtonJJ and Natalie sit down with author Kate Washington to uncover the emotional, financial, and mental health challenges of caregiving. Kate shares her personal journey of caring for both her mother and husband, revealing the unseen struggles caregivers face, from healthcare system hurdles to burnout and grief. Kate and the sisters, JJ and Natalie reflect on their own caregiving experiences, highlighting family dynamics, systemic issues, and the path toward healing.š¹ The emotional toll of caregivingš¹ Navigating healthcare challengesš¹ The reality of caregiver burnout2025-02-1856 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverA Career in Human Resources, A Calling in Caregiving"Look for the glimmers in caregiving." - Mark WilsonHosts JJĀ and Natalie sit down with Mark Wilson, a former corporate executive who left his successful career to become a full-time caregiver after his motherās Alzheimerās diagnosis.š¹ Markās Caregiving Journey ā The emotional transition from executive to caregiverš¹ Building a Support System ā How to create a strong caregiving teamš¹ Lessons in Love & Connection ā The power of family support and resilienceš¹ Solo Caregiver Advice ā Practical strategies for those navigating caregiving aloneMark shares his personal experiences, from the challenges of balancing career and car...2025-02-1159 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverMedia Producer Turned Caregiving Advocate"Dementia gave us that gift of closeness." - Katrina PrescottIn this compelling episode of The Confessions of a Reluctant Caregiver podcast, hosts JJ and Natalie dive into the world of caregiving with special guest Katrina Prescott, a media producer turned caregiving advocate. šKatrina opens up about her unexpected journey into caregiving, starting at a young age, and shares invaluable lessons on overcoming the emotional, mental, and systemic challenges caregivers face. From navigating the healthcare maze to advocating for better resources, Katrina's story is both eye-opening and empowering.Katrina also sheds light on...2025-02-0457 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverCultural Expectations in Caregiving: Family, Sacrifice, and Self-Care"It's OK not to know everything." - Tracee LoranIn this heartfelt episode of Confessions of a Reluctant Caregiver, hosts JJ, Natalie, and Tracee Loran dive into the unexpected twists and turns of caregiving. Tracy shares her deeply personal story of stepping into the caregiver role for her grandmother after a serious fall, shedding light on:š” Family dynamics & cultural expectationsš” Balancing independence & caregiving responsibilitiesš” The emotional toll & career impact of caregivingš” Tips for self-care and preserving creativity as a caregiverFrom navigating complex regulations to honoring her grandmother's rich history, Tracee opens...2025-01-2854 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverLiving a Double Life as a Caregiver"I finally found my purpose." - Adrienne Mariolesšļø Confessions of a Reluctant Caregiver brings you another raw and relatable episode as hosts Natalie and JJ sit down with Adrienne Marioles, a millennial caregiver with a story thatās equal parts inspiring and real. Adrienne opens up about her leap from the hustle and bustle of New York City to the emotional rollercoaster of caring for her mom, whoās battling Parkinsonās disease.Expect heartfelt confessions, a few laughs, and some seriously honest moments as Adrienne talks about the isolation, anxiety, and unexpected joys that come with c...2025-01-2156 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverThe Caregiverās Balancing Act: Family, Life, and Everything In Between"Let's not sugarcoat it; it's hard." - Dr. Jacob KendallIn this episode of Confessions of a Reluctant Caregiver, JJ and Natalie chat with Dr. Jacob Kendall, who opens up about his life-changing experience as a caregiver after his fatherās health crisis. Itās a conversation filled with heartfelt stories, relatable struggles, and powerful insights into the rollercoaster of caregiving.Jacob shares what itās really like to juggle the emotional and practical challenges of stepping into a caregiving role, all while trying to keep up with lifeās other demands. Natalie, JJ and Jacob di...2025-01-1451 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverSister Confessions 2024: Jingle Bells, Leaky Bladders, and Swiss Cake RollsIn this holiday episode of Confessions of a Reluctant Caregiver, we bring humor, honesty, and reflection to our caregiving journey over the last year. Join us as we look back on the highs and lows of caregiving, with no topic off-limits!Natalie discusses the launch of our new Care Forward initiative, which connects individuals in need with local resources, while JJ shares a heartwarming moment baking brownies with our momāa reminder of both progress and challenges. We also dive into deeper, more complex topics, including anticipatory grief and Jasonās ongoing health concerns.As alwa...2024-12-311h 00
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverShining a Light on Caregiving Youth: Insights from the "Hidden in Plain Sight" SeriesIn this wrap-up episode, we discussed the "Caregiving Youth Hidden in Plain Sight" special series, a collaboration between JJ and Natalie and My Care Friends CEO Todd Keitz and Katie Seymour (VP of Programming and Community). We were all amazed at how eye-opening it was to learn about the challenges faced by young people caring for family members with disabilities or illnesses. We highlighted the wisdom and resilience shown by many of the youth caregivers featured while acknowledging the need to support those struggling.In this episode, we underscored the vital role of policies, programs, and community...2024-09-0523 min
Together Together Podcast23. Strategic Planning with Coach Natalie | TTPodcastWelcome to another episode of the Together Together Podcast with Natalie A.N Elliott & Cherise!
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LinkedIn...2024-07-0310 minConfessions of a Reluctant Caregiverš Carlos Olivas - After the ConfessionSubscriber-only episodeThank you for your support! Here's the link to watch the behind-the-scenes bonus episode on YouTube! https://youtu.be/RRjvSfV6LrUš JJ and NatalieĀ Confessions of a Reluctant Caregiver Sisterhood of Care, LLC Website: www.confessionsofareluctantcaregiver.com Like us on Facebook! Tweet with us on Twitter! Follow us on Instagram! Watch us on Youtube! Pin us on Pinterest! Link us on LinkedIn!Tune in on Whole Care Network2024-04-0921 minConfessions of a Reluctant Caregiverš Todd Keitz - After the ConfessionSubscriber-only episodeThank you for your support! Here's the link to watch the behind-the-scenes bonus episode on YouTube! https://youtu.be/z5kM6OKC0wMš JJ and NatalieĀ Confessions of a Reluctant Caregiver Sisterhood of Care, LLC Website: www.confessionsofareluctantcaregiver.com Like us on Facebook! Tweet with us on Twitter! Follow us on Instagram! Watch us on Youtube! Pin us on Pinterest! Link us on LinkedIn!Tune in on Whole Care Network2024-04-0215 minConfessions of a Reluctant CaregiverYou Canāt Make This Up: Finding Humor in Hard Times of CaregivingThis week, we're giving you all an update on our caregiving journeysākind of like a quarterly catch-up! We chat about the hurdles of advocating for our mom's medical needs and getting her to appointments. By sharing our stories, we hope to help you learn about Medicaid benefits and the importance of speaking up. We also dive into the emotional side of caregiving, from tough moments to finding humor and healing through sharing tales.We get real about family dynamics as our sister Emilie steps back from caregiving. We respect her decision while recognizing the changes it br...2024-03-2649 min
Together Together PodcastWelcome to the Together Together Podcast with Natalie & Cherise!
Welcome to the Together Together podcast ā where we explore life with you and help you get it together. We are your hosts, Natalie A.N Elliott and Cherise B. Join us for honest, captivating conversations and inspiration. Subscribe now on the Spotify platform, and let's dive into the world of ambition together!
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Midlife Conversations with Natalie Jill333: Why Leadership is the Most Important Skill You Can Learn with Andy ElliottIn this episode, you will learn: Feel EXTREMELY motivated and lifited up listening to it! Will get RE INSPIRED to level up! You will learn how to master any vision in midlife DESPITE your current circumstances The importance of LEADERSHIP skills to enroll others in your vision Why peak fitness in midlife and beyond is the cornerstone of everything! The important of discipline in sales and life Andy Elliott, along with his partner Jacqueline Elliott, are Ā the driving forces behind The Elliott Group, the world's fastest-growing sales training company.Ā Why did I want to feature hi...2023-09-0541 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverOctober 4, 2022: "ALL CLEAR" - Entry 37Natalie and her husband have been going through medical appointments and scans to check for cancer. After a long and difficult journey, they received the news that her husband is cancer-free, and the scans look great. The couple feels immense relief and gratitude for the positive results.The radiation oncologist is described as a powerful and brilliant doctor who created the treatment protocols that saved Natalie's husband. She admires the oncologist and all healthcare professionals who have dedicated their lives to helping others.Although her husband is now cancer-free, Natalie acknowledges that he is still...2023-07-1124 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverAugust 17, 2022: Sigh of Relief! - Entry 36Natalie shared a brief update on her and Jason's battle with cancer. She received news from the doctors that the MRI looked great, indicating that the cancer continued shrinking. They are grateful for another answered prayer and plan to continue on the path toward full recovery while sharing their journey with others.They have another MRI scheduled in September in Roanoke before a significant PET scan on October 3. The PET scan will determine if the cancer has spread to any other part of Jason's body. Although nervous about the results, they trust God's plan and believe He...2023-07-1001 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverAugust 9, 2022: The Third Wheel...and Other Thoughts from a Weary Caregiver - Entry 35Natalie has been on a long journey with Jason, traveling and dealing with his cancer treatment. After returning home, they both found it difficult to find their new normal.To help them through this tough time, Natalie stresses the importance of maintaining their prayer and Bible reading routine, which has always brought them comfort. With work as a great distraction, they are trying to focus on finding moments of joy amidst the chaos.Recently, they visited New York for post-treatment appointments. The city always brings Natalie a sense of calm and familiarity; this trip was...2023-07-0915 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJuly 26, 2022 ā Proof of Life - Entry 34Natalie shared an update on her blog, highlighting Jason's progress in his recovery. She revealed that Jason is now off all pain and nausea medication and only takes one prescription. Although he is still struggling with the lack of taste in his food, he is slowly getting some taste back after the first four or five bites. Natalie also shared some exciting non-medical news, stating that they went to a restaurant for the first time since February 12th and watched a movie at the theater for the first time since before the pandemic. Jason has been walking to build...2023-07-0804 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJuly 12, 2022 - It Feels So Good to Be Home! - Entry 33Natalie shares an update on Jason's recovery, stating he is doing well overall. His pain is subsiding, and the nausea is under control, although he is disappointed with the lack of taste in his food. Despite this, he has gained three pounds since leaving the hospital, showing progress in his recovery. Natalie expresses gratitude for the love and support from their family and friends, which has been a blessing during this challenging time. She also shares that she was recently asked to present on the benefits of relational wealth and strategies for building it within oneself. She learned that...2023-07-0705 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJuly 06, 2022 - The Smile Says it All! - Entry 32Natalie's post discusses their journey back home after being in New York for Jason's cancer treatment. She shares a photo with a beaming smile and thanks the balloon fairy for making their return special. Natalie tells her readers to check out the photos on her website or Facebook page. She describes their long drive home, making a small mistake by missing an exit but quickly turning around. Natalie also mentions how they had to stop midway through the journey due to Jason's medication and potential blood clotting. On their first morning back, Jason tries to eat but immediately gets...2023-07-0605 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJuly 05, 2022 - Today is THE Day! - Entry 31Natalie reflects on how much their lives have changed since arriving in New York six weeks ago for Jason's cancer treatment. Despite the challenges, they have experienced unexpected growth and strengthened their connections with God, family, and friends. Natalie shares a positive update on Jason's condition, mentioning that his pain and nausea are under control, although he struggles with eating due to taste changes. Nevertheless, they explored the city over the weekend and had fun riding electric bikes in Central Park. They are now packing up to head home, with weekly telemedicine appointments and scans scheduled for the next...2023-07-0506 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJuly 1, 2022 - Walking into July with Gratitude - Entry 30Natalie reflects on her experiences and the lessons she has learned during Jason's cancer journey. She shares that despite not being able to be with family and friends, they have received so much love and support through photos, cards, books, and other items sent to them. Natalie encourages others to surround themselves with images and items that bring them peace and comfort. She also shares a positive update on Jason's condition, mentioning that he had a good day and could eat pancakes that he made himself. However, she also admits to struggling with balancing work and caregiving for Jason...2023-07-0411 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 29, 2022 - Not So Random Acts of Kindness - Entry 29Natalie provides an update on Jason's condition, sharing that he has been experiencing ongoing pain and distress, with doctors trying different treatments to control his symptoms. He recently needed to come in for fluids due to dehydration, adding to their struggles. Natalie went to the grocery store to find food options for Jason, accompanied by a supportive friend. Their mood improved as they found solutions and laughed together, but Jason still struggles with the taste of food after his treatment. Despite this setback, they are determined to keep trying and not give up hope. They pray for Jason's healing...2023-07-0311 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 27, 2022 - The Dog Days of Summer - Entry 28Natalie provides an update on Jason's condition, discussing his recent battle with a side effect and how they are managing it. Though Jason's pain is under control and his sleep has improved with medication, Natalie admits to struggling with her own sleep due to Jason's loud snoring. Despite the challenges, Natalie shares some positive experiences, including an encounter with three friendly dogs in New York and a spontaneous dance party and workout session while waiting for Jason at urgent care. She also reflects on the lessons learned and growth experienced during Jason's cancer journey, expressing gratitude for the kindness...2023-07-0215 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 23, 2022 - The Last Stand! Entry 27Natalie shared how exhausted she and Jason felt after their recent celebrations and how they focused on the next steps of medical procedures and treatments instead of being present.She discussed Jason's physical condition, including terrible nausea, new sores, and extreme exhaustion due to the cancer treatment. Despite these challenges, MRI scans have consistently shown that the tumors are shrinking at the desired rate.Natalie expressed her gratitude for their family and friends' support and the power of prayer. She also shared that the couple plans to return home on July 6 and will have follow-up...2023-07-0108 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 21, 2022 The Final Bell! Jason Kicked Cancer's A$$ Entry 26Natalie shared a short but exciting update with her followers on June 21, 2022. She announced that Jason had successfully completed his final radiation treatment, and they had captured the moment on video. She expressed her pride and admiration for Jason's strength and determination throughout their journey.Natalie shared several hashtags to accompany the video, including #hisplan, #askandyoushallreceive, and #blessedansweredprayers. She promised to share more of her thoughts later and encouraged her followers to watch the video for themselves.Support the show...2023-06-3003 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 20, 2022 "You Have Been Assigned This Mountain to Show Others it Can Be Done." Entry 25Natalie shares, filled with joy and gratitude for the successful completion of Jason's final radiation treatment. Despite a rough start to the day, including intense pain and a third-degree burn in his mouth, Jason could complete his treatment and ring the bell. Natalie shared photos and a video of the momentous occasion, expressing her excitement and pride.She also reflected on the journey they had been through, expressing her gratitude for the love, support, and encouragement they had received from their community. She spoke about the strength and guidance they had received from God and the wonderful...2023-06-2907 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 19, 2022 - Quick update - Entry 24Natalie provided a quick update to her followers, sharing the plans for the next couple of days. She mentioned that Jason would be giving blood and beginning two days of chemotherapy and final radiation treatments. She expressed excitement about ringing the bell and walking out after completing treatments.She also provided a health update on Jason, stating that he was feeling very tired and experiencing pain from the shoulders up.On a lighter note, Natalie shared details about their recent weekend, which included a bagel quest in New York City and a visit to a...2023-06-2804 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 17, 2022 - It's a Good Day to Have a GOOD DAY! Entry 23Natalie started her day with a positive message from Joel Olsteen. She learned about the importance of speaking good things over yourself and how it can affect your future. She decided to speak all good things into the world and had a positive day.She listed several things that brought her joy and happiness, including spending time with her partner Jason. They finished day 14 of 15 radiation treatments, and Jason will soon complete his chemotherapy treatment. They are both excited and grateful for the progress they have made.Natalie also reflected on the importance of being...2023-06-2707 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 16, 2022 - 48 Hours Later... Update and Some Pretty Deep Thoughts Entry 22Natalie learned that Jason's cancer treatment, while effectively slowing the disease's progression, was causing significant pain and side effects.As she struggled to make sense of their situation, Natalie found herself reflecting on the concept of suffering and how it can bring people closer to God. Despite their challenges, she remained hopeful that their faith would see them through this difficult chapter in their lives.Jason had two more radiation sessions and chemotherapy before completing his treatment, but the side effects were expected to get worse before they got better. In her blog post, Natalie...2023-06-2613 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 14, 2022 - We Did Itā¦Weāre in the 85% Entry 21Natalie had a wonderful day and couldn't wait to share her news. She was thrilled to report that Jason's cancer treatment had been successful, and they were now in the 85% of patients who responded well. Their radiation treatment would be ending next Monday, and they only had one more round of chemotherapy left before finishing next Tuesday. Natalie gave all the credit to God, noting that he had heard all their prayers and answered them.Despite the progress they had made, Jason was still struggling with pain and side effects from the treatment. Nonetheless, Natalie was optimistic...2023-06-2509 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 13, 2022 - One hour and forty minutesā¦ā¦ - Entry 20Natalie is an avid fan of all things romantic and enjoys indulging in various forms of media to satisfy her cravings.This past weekend, she had a lovely time with Jason. They went grocery shopping together and spent their evenings snuggled up watching the heartwarming show Love on the Spectrum.During a particularly special moment, they reminisced about their childhood memories and relished the opportunity to connect on a deeper level.Sadly, their weekend ended on a sad note when they realized that Jason's ongoing cancer treatment had been affecting his ability to...2023-06-2419 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 10, 2022 - We've Moved UP!!!! We Have a New Apartment - #1403 - Entry 19BNatalie shares that they were able to move into a larger apartment with better views, thanks to the kindness of Manuela, the operations manager at the aka residences. Despite a busy day with Jason undergoing a PET scan and Natalie packing up their belongings, the move went smoothly.Despite some fatigue, Natalie is thrilled with the new apartment and its stunning views of the city. She expresses her gratitude for their support from friends, including a visit from her college roommate Susan, who brought them cards and gifts.Natalie looks forward to spending a good...2023-06-2311 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 10, 2022 - Halfway There! 53.3333333333333333% Dunzo - Entry 19aNatalie shares that Jason is eating well and making progress, including being able to walk for longer distances. She also reflects on the kindness of strangers who have offered their support and the importance of gratitude in difficult times.Natalie talks about the importance of self-awareness and strategies to reduce stress during a difficult time. She acknowledges her imperfections as a caregiver and commits to growth and forgiveness.She shares their agenda for the day, which includes various medical appointments, and expresses gratitude to their supporters for helping them manage the challenges of cancer treatment.2023-06-2210 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 8, 2022 - Another Day Completed - Entry 18Natalie reports that Jason had a good day with no major issues to report. They started the day expressing gratitude to God, and Jason slept better and completed mouth exercises.They also had a meeting with a nutritionist and enjoyed some good food. However, Jason's neck is redder from radiation, and he still struggles with smells and taste.On the positive side, the medications are working for nausea, and his kidney levels are improving. They express their gratitude for the support they have received throughout this journey.Natalie and Jason discuss the importance...2023-06-2108 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 7, 2022 - "I'm going to the Quick, Quick Version" (Movie/ Spaceballs - Circa June 4, 1987)- Entry 17Natalie reports that Jason has lost almost 10 pounds in the last seven days due to insufficient calories, leading to nausea and exhaustion. Dr. Dunn has prescribed three additional medications to help manage the nausea.On a positive note, the cancer is responding well to treatment, and radiation treatment may end on June 20. They are also moving to a new apartment on the 14th floor to avoid noise and make it easier for Jason to rest.Natalie reflects on caregiving's challenges, which involve managing medication, being patient and understanding, and keeping track of everything. Despite the...2023-06-2013 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 6, 2022 - Bowl Full of Suck! - Entry 16Ā This one is short and reflects on a difficult day where Jason was struggling with nausea and lack of sleep. Natalie discusses the challenges of being a caregiver on such days and emphasizes that it's okay to have a tough day and hope for a better tomorrow. She also acknowledges that cancer and other chronic illnesses are difficult to deal with and can cause the patient and caregiver misery. Despite the difficult day, Natalie remains hopeful for a better tomorrow and signs off, leaving readers with this message.Support the showConfessions of a Reluctant C...2023-06-1903 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 5, 2022 - It's Okay to Experience Joy During the Difficult Times - Entry 15Natalie discusses the challenges of waiting for appointments, tests, and treatments while also managing symptoms and food intake. Despite these difficulties, she emphasizes the importance of finding silver linings and experiencing joy in life, even during tough times.Natalie shares a heartwarming story about a friend's mother who made homemade wonton soup for them, which was comforting during a difficult time. Initially feeling guilty for experiencing happiness while her husband is undergoing cancer treatment, Natalie ultimately decides to prioritize her emotional well-being to support Jason better.The episode encourages listeners to find joy in the...2023-06-1811 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 2, 2022: Seriously, That's a Side Effect Entry 13In entry 13, dated June 2, 2022, Natalie shares her and Jason's experiences on day three of their cancer treatments. The entry is titled "Seriously, That's a Side Effect?" because Jason endures a surprising side effectāpersistent hiccups. Despite medication to help with Jason's nausea, it remains intense, and he struggles to eat.Natalie spends the day running errands, buying specific food and drinks for Jason, and even working out to relieve stress. They both appreciate the immense kindness they have received from friends, family, and strangers, which has helped them through this challenging time.Natalie's faith has gr...2023-06-1620 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverJune 1, 2022: In Sickness and In Health - Entry 12In today's entry, Natalie discusses her journey with Jason as they begin cancer treatment. They have been together for 17 and a half years and married on October 10, 2015. Despite previous health challenges, they now face throat cancer together.It is day two of their mission to fight cancer, and Jason is experiencing symptoms such as nausea and sensitivity to taste. Natalie does her best to support him, acknowledging her exhaustion but maintaining a positive attitude.They visit New York Protons Center for radiation treatment and Memorial Sloan Kettering for chemotherapy. The excitement from the first day...2023-06-1517 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverMay 31, 2022: And So it Begins - Day 1 - Entry 11Today, Natalie shares entry 11 from May 31, 2022, titled "Day One of Treatment." It was a long day for her, starting at 7 am with chemotherapy and radiation treatment. Despite the physical, mental, and emotional exhaustion, Natalie made it through with gratitude and support from everyone around her. She completed the first of 15 radiation treatments and the first of four chemotherapy days.Natalie felt alone and overwhelmed during this journey, asking God, "Why me?" However, she realized she was exactly where she needed to be and found comfort in her faith. Jason's resilience and positive attitude helped put things into...2023-06-1413 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverMay 30, 2022 - A little preview & Planned Ignoring can only work so long before you have to face the music - Entry 10In this entry, Natalie shares their Memorial weekend adventures in New York City. On May 30th, the day before Jason's treatment begins, they explore various attractions like St. Patrick's Cathedral, Rockefeller Center, and Times Square. They also reconnect with Natalie's college roommate, Susan, who acts as their tour guide.Both Natalie and Jason feel anxious about the upcoming treatment, so they visit St. Patrick's Cathedral to pray for strength and guidance. Despite the looming challenges, they find solace in the beauty of the cathedral and the stories it tells.Throughout the weekend, they also experience...2023-06-1319 min
Confessions of a Reluctant CaregiverMay 27, 2022 - Practice makes Perfect...Welcome to the NYC Metro: Entry 9In entry nine from May 27, 2022, Natalie shares their experience practicing the route to Jason's radiation treatment sessions at the New York Proton Center using the NYC Metro. Despite initial confusion and concerns about the neighborhood, they successfully navigate the subway system. However, after discussing with a security guard at the proton center, they decide to use Uber for transportation due to safety concerns.Natalie also shares fun moments from their day, like exploring the neighborhood, planning to find the best pizza, and meeting a bulldog named Stanley. She acknowledges that the real reason for their stay in...2023-06-1214 min