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Full of ShiftCOMING BACK TO THIS SHIFTWe’re back, baby! For better, for worse, for long or for short—we’re here, and we’ve missed you. After welcoming a new baby, kicking off a new year, and taking a much-needed hiatus, we’re catching you up on all things life, love, and what the shift is going on.
From navigating the wild ride of two under two, to moving houses, breaking ankles (yes, really), and celebrating another trip around the sun, this episode is a real, raw, and honest look at the beautiful chaos of family life and parenting.
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Full of ShiftMerry F**K!NG Christmas ShiftMarriage, magic, mistakes, mouthing off, and merry f**king Christmas. This week on 'Full of Shift,' we're closing out the season with heartfelt reflections and a lot of laughter. And we're answering YOUR QUESTIONS! Join Nico and Bethany as we tackle some of your heavy hitters, navigate the holiday frenzy, and reflect on a year filled with monumental shifts—moving to Florida, welcoming a new baby during a hurricane, launching this podcast, and loving through it all. No matter what kind of shift. This is the last episode of the year. Above everything, this season taught us the po...2024-12-241h 13
Full of Shift30 Days Postpartum ShiftPostpartum, Parenting, and the Pulse of News Cycles. This week on Full of Shift, Nico and Bethany settle back into the tent to delve into their postpartum experiences this time around. How different has it been? How have we changed? How is the world changing around us? We’ll also touch on the current news cycles—just enough to acknowledge how the country, like us, is in a constant state of evolution. Holy shift! Join us as we explore these personal and public evolutions. This is FULL OF SHIFT.Full Episode on YouTube: Wat...2024-12-171h 20
Full of Shift30 Days Postpartum Shift Bonus Episode On PatreonYou know the drill. If you want more from this week's conversation, head over to Patreon. We unpack even more about postpartum, talk about the election, the differences between Pesce and Kilmer, and dive into Pesce's full astrology chart reading. Shift is weird, y'all—get into it.All SHIFT HEADS welcome.Bonus Episode on Patreon: Watch HereFollow Us on Instagram: Full of Shift Bethany C. Meyers Nico TortorellaThis is a BENI...2024-12-1702 min
Full of ShiftSean Avery is FULL OF SHIFT Bonus Episode On PatreonHonestly, we could listen to these two dudes and their greasy banter all day. There's more of this conversation over on Patreon right now. Dive into the story of how they met and the saga of the TV show they were developing. Let's have a moment of silence for the show that could have been... Don't be a dumb dumb. Go listen.All SHIFT HEADS welcome.Bonus Episode on Patreon: Watch HereFollow Sean Avery on Instagram:HERE2024-12-1003 min
Full of ShiftSean Avery is FULL OF SHIFTFatherhood, face-offs, fashion, and finding your way. Sean Avery is FULL OF SHIFT. This week, Nico sits down with former NHL player Sean Avery to delve into dad life, hockey, Hollywood, celebrity, the dynamics of modern masculinity, and how to show up for yourself and your family amid the ever-shifting world. The connection between Nico and Sean dates back to 2017 when they collaborated on a television show based on Sean’s life, revealing surprising parallels between their two worlds. Despite the busy twists and turns of life, they've found a moment to reconnect and shoot the shift. Don't miss th...2024-12-101h 23
Full of ShiftA World Beyond Shift with Alexa MansourZombies, Hollywood, and surviving it all—welcome back to Full of Shift, coming to you hot from the Spotify studios in Los Angeles! This Thanksgiving, we're thankful for new perspectives and familiar voices. Join Nico Tortorella as he flies solo with the incredible Alexa Mansour, co-star from the AMC series "The Walking Dead: World Beyond." Let’s get into a real discussion about growing up in Los Angeles, navigating shifting careers, love in the new world, battling body dysphoria, music and envisioning the future. For fans of "The Love Bomb," this episode brings a touch of nostalgia with a fres...2024-12-031h 20
Full of ShiftA World Beyond Shift with Alexa Mansour Bonus Episode On PatreonBut wait... there’s more! In our bonus episode on Patreon, Nico and Alexa spill the raw, unedited stories from their wild experience shooting The Walking Dead: World Beyond during the chaos of a pandemic. From quirky anecdotes and questionable characters to bizarre encounters, this bonus shift is as ridiculous as it gets. Head over to Patreon now for all the insane details. Don't be a loser, be a shift head. And yeah yeah yeah we allllll miss you Bethany.All SHIFT HEADS welcome.Bonus Episode on Patreon: Watch Here2024-12-0303 min
Full of ShiftBirth Story Shift Bonus Episode On PatreonThis week’s bonus episode is a little different... Because we're in a bed. For the first time as a family of four, we snuggle up under the covers with a few microphones and unpack even more about the intense experience we all just had. Birth is more than a beginning. It’s a cycle. A becoming. A crossing of endless thresholds. We change. We grow. We fall apart. We come back together. Come hang out with us as we attempt to put the pieces back in place. That means you should go listen to the bonus episode on Patr...2024-11-1903 min
Full of ShiftBirth Story ShiftBirth, parents, babies, and hurricanes—this episode packs it all. This week on "Full of Shift," we're diving into the ultimate tale of survival, love, and raw natural forces. Join us as we recount the epic story of Pesce Pearl's birth amid Hurricane Milton's chaos. Picture this: a frantic evacuation, a hotel refuge, and at 3 AM, Bethany goes into labor. Eighteen intense hours later, in the tent, under a canopy of stars and the roar of the ocean, our son makes his grand entrance. Talk about drama… Pesce's arrival, in the heart of a hurricane, is a testament to find...2024-11-191h 17
Full of ShiftAyahuasca ShiftAlright, y'all, we've been teasing our ayahuasca journey since episode one, and it's finally time to explore the "Ayahuasca Shift." This story isn't just intense, it’s a profound exploration of personal growth and relationship dynamics. We want to clarify upfront: this isn't everyone's experience, nor does it advocate for folks to seek this kind of spiritual awakening. However, sharing firsthand stories can offer real conversations and insights for those who feel called to explore these realms through plant medicines. Ayahuasca played a pivotal role in our decision to marry—not as the sole reason but as a significant cata...2024-11-121h 06
Full of ShiftAyahuasca Shift Bonus Episode On PatreonBut wait... there's more! Dive deeper with us in this week's bonus episode as we continue our discussion about ayahuasca, sharing even more transformative stories. Enjoy a special surprise as Kilmer Dove makes an appearance! We'll also update you on the final week of pregnancy, our iconic tent, and our mission as we approach the election—calling people in rather than calling them out, in an attempt to bring people together. Plus, we talk about our Halloween plans. Join us for these intimate updates and more on Patreon. Don’t miss out on this extended shift!2024-11-1203 min
Full of ShiftHome Stretch ShiftThis week, we find ourselves on the edge of our seats preparing for one of life’s biggest changes, our second baby is due any day now! This is Home Stretch Shift. Join us as we have an honest family discussion about our feelings, fears and realizations during these final days. From discussing the real challenges of late pregnancy to the excitement and nervousness of giving birth, we share the raw and intimate inner workings of our journey. This episode is not just a podcast; it's a testament to the trials, tribulations, and triumphs of awaiting our newest family me...2024-11-051h 01
Full of ShiftHome Stretch Shift Bonus Episode On PatreonWe're still here, and we're still pregnant! On this week's bonus episode, we navigate through a little scare, discuss the future of FULL OF SHIFT, unpack recent dreams, and ponder what it would be like to have dinner one more time with family members who are no longer with us. Head over to Patreon right now for a special, emotionally charged bonus episode. Don't miss out on these intimate moments!All SHIFT HEADS welcomeFull video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift M...2024-11-0503 min
Full of ShiftNew Friend Shift with Taylor and Isaiah BakerParenting podcast prowess prevails! Join us this week on "Full of Shift" as we proudly present our newest pals, Taylor and Isaiah Baker. After Kilmer’s arrival, our NJ birth team connected us, suggesting we meet—and what a spectacular suggestion it was. It's not every day you find a couple who can not only keep up with our level of crazy but maybe even outdo us—lol. Come hang out with us as we dive into our first meetings, explore the trials and triumphs of parenting in the modern world, discuss navigating new pregnancies, adapting to life shifts in sun...2024-10-291h 05
Full of ShiftNew Friend Shift Bonus Episode On PatreonHonestly, we could talk to Tay and Zay for years. Y’all, if you want more (and we all do), you know the drill by now. Head over to Patreon for the extended bonus episode. We dive into all sorts of weird shift in this week’s bonus—from twins and gender reveals to mixed-race babies, dreams, and even more tales about our favorite state, Florida. Yeah and a lot more about our kids, duh. Let’s get weird.All SHIFT HEADS welcomeFull video available only on Patreon: https...2024-10-2903 min
Full of ShiftThat's Her Shift Bonus Episode On PatreonWoahhhh, that was some crazy shift! But you know you want more. Head over to Patreon right now to dive even deeper into the wild stories from these two crazy kids. This episode has been truly special. We love you, Whitney, thanks for joining us over here. And your new name in this house is officially Aunt Wit-wee, lol. Hey! We know it’s been a little different around here this week, and yes, we miss Nico too. But remember, this is Full of Shift. Things are changing and evolving—like all of a sudden, we’re a family of fou...2024-10-2203 min
Full of ShiftThat's Her Shift with Whitney HullThis week on "Full of Shift," Bethany takes the mic solo for a heartfelt and hilarious sit-down with her best friend, Whitney Hull. If Nico is "It's You" in Bethany’s phone, Whitney is "That's Her"... because, let's be honest, it’s always been her. They dive deep into everything friendship—from lovers to long-distance relationships, inspirations, breakups, and wild, crazy stories from their past. Over here in family land, we're still very much in newborn bliss, and boy, do we have lots of stories for you coming soon. For now, sit back, relax, and meet one of our best f...2024-10-221h 03
Full of ShiftThird Trimester Shift Bonus Episode On PatreonOhhhhh SHIFT! Just when you thought this episode was over, we come back with a banger. Head over to Patreon right now to get even more from this week's episode. These bonus episodes are some of our favorite shift because we don’t really have a plan; we’re just hanging out. In this week's bonus, things get a little spicy. What are you waiting for? Go to Patreon right now!All SHIFT HEADS welcomeFull video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift Mak...2024-10-1502 min
Full of ShiftThird Trimester ShiftAnd we are back, holy shift—it's been quite the week down here in the Sunshine State! But there’s plenty of time to unpack all of that shift. In this week's episode, we are getting into the "Third Trimester Shift." Join us as we explore how going through this a second time feels different. We discuss addiction, therapy, and revelations that surfaced in real time during our heartfelt conversation. This is mom and dad shift at its realest. Only a few more weeks until the baby arrives, and this podcast serves as our living and breathing journal. This is F...2024-10-151h 10
Full of ShiftOur Midwife and Doula Shift Bonus Episode on PatreonBut wait... There's more! We recorded for almost two hours in the studio and could have easily gone on for 24. To hear the rest of our conversation, head over to Patreon right now. In this week's bonus episode, we dive deeper with Maya and Sonia Bond—discussing their upbringing in the Second Baptist Church, how a midwife and doula protect themselves and support each other, family dynamics, and what it means to be your own spirit guide. You don't want to miss this shift!All SHIFT HEADS welcomeFull vi...2024-10-0803 min
Full of ShiftOur Midwife and Doula Shift with Maya & Sonia BondThis week’s episode of "Full of Shift" is extra special—it’s our first with guests! This is "Our Midwife and Doula Shift with Maya and Sonia Bond." We’re thrilled to welcome our new birth team, the incredible sister duo who are nothing short of superpowers in the world of birth work. As we prepare for the arrival of baby number two, we sit down in the studio with Maya and Sonia to discuss the differences between a midwife and a doula, explore various approaches to birth, share personal stories, and delve into what it truly me...2024-10-081h 13
Full of Shift18 Years of This Shift18 Years of This Shift. Can you believe it? This is FULL OF SHIFT. This week, we’re getting into the shift that's captivated your curiosity the most—our relationship. From the moment we first met, to our first kiss, through breakups and breakdowns, we’ve transformed from boyfriend and girlfriend to lovers, to haters, to best friends, and finally to legally married husband and wife shift. Poly or mono? Open or closed? We’re laying it all out there. Join us as we answer the questions you’ve been asking and explore the shifts that have defined our 18 years together...2024-10-011h 01
Full of Shift18 Years of This Shift Bonus Episode on PatreonFor real, for real, there is so much more to our story. If you're craving more, scoot your tush over to Patreon right now, ya little shifts! In this week's bonus episode we’re keeping it light and fun. We're playing games, chatting about drugs and brunch, gift giving, and sharing cute little stories about each other. We got a lot of them after 18 YEARS OF THIS SHIFT. See ya there!All SHIFT HEADS welcome.Full video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift Ma...2024-10-0102 min
Full of ShiftOur Home Birth Shift Bonus Episode on PatreonWho wants more of this SHIFT? We could literally fill an entire season of FULL OF SHIFT just discussing birth—and honestly, we just might. If you’re craving a bit more, head over to Patreon to check out this week's bonus episode. We dive deeper into the journey of getting pregnant a second time, share what life looks like for us right now, and recount some epic tales of winning and losing. You know you love this good, good SHIFT. And HEY! We love you too.All SHIFT HEADS welcome.2024-09-2302 min
Full of ShiftOur Home Birth ShiftHey y’all! Let’s talk about home births. This week on "Full of Shift," we’re diving into OUR HOME BIRTH SHIFT. Honestly, this is one of our favorite topics these days, right next to our family’s poop schedules—which, yes, we also cover at the top of this episode. We've been dreaming of birthing at home since 2006, and after a rollercoaster of ups and downs, that dream became a reality in March 2023. This is our story. We’ll delve into our decision, our process, our birth team, our tent, and the birth itself. Releasing this episode feels extra...2024-09-231h 13
Full of ShiftWTF Pregnancy Shift Bonus Episode on PatreonWe totally get it if you need a breather after that episode, but for all you SHIFT HEADS who crave a bit more, we've got you covered! This week on Patreon, our bonus episode dives even deeper. We unpack more of our wild journey, share how we got pregnant with our second, and open up in a heartfelt and revelatory discussion about our first memories of winning and losing. Plus, there’s exclusive bonus video content you won't find anywhere else. Don’t miss out on the good SHIFT—head to Patreon now. We love you!A...2024-09-1701 min
Full of ShiftWTF Pregnancy ShiftHOLY SHIFT! Welcome to our second episode, "WTF Pregnancy Shift." And by WTF, we really mean WTFWTFWTF! This week, we dive deep into the unexpected journey of how we got pregnant with Kilmer Dove, embracing every shift along the way. If you think you know, you have no idea. It took us two years to get here, and the whole story is nothing short of a miracle—and then some. Strap in, y'all, because shift is about to get weird. We'd also like to take a moment to apologize to our children, and definitely to our mothers. So... yeah, we...2024-09-1756 min
Full of ShiftGender and Identity Shift Bonus Episode on Patreon TodayIf you love this shift, more is better! Dive deeper with us in an exclusive bonus episode available only on Patreon. In this week's episode, we unpack even more about our "Gender and Identity Shift." How do we feel about the first episode? How do we think we navigated this heavy-hitting conversation? What's next for us? We also delve into how our second pregnancy is progressing and lay out the plans for the future of FULL OF SHIFT. Don’t miss out on this extra SHIFT—head over to Patreon now! All SHIFT HEADS welco...2024-09-1002 min
Full of ShiftGender and Identity ShiftThis is FULL OF SHIFT. Welcome to our very first episode, "Gender and Identity Shift." We are Nico and Bethany, and it’s time to have this conversation. In this week's episode, we reflect on the transformative shifts we’ve experienced since becoming parents. From pronouns to pampers, labels to changing tables, and baddies to mommy and daddy—this episode is an honest look at how we have evolved through parenthood. Join us as we explore how identity is not fixed—it shifts, just as we do. Just as you do. Let’s get into this SHIFT. F...2024-09-101h 11
Full of ShiftNico and Bethany are Full of Shift on Patreon TodayFull of Shift is a brand new podcast by Nico Tortorella and Bethany C. Meyers coming September 10. Check out this sneak peek and for the full teaser episode, visit our Patreon today: patreon.com/fullofshifthttps://www.instagram.com/fullofshifthttps://www.instagram.com/nicotortorellahttps://www.instagram.com/bethanycmeyers2024-08-2703 min
You Are Beautiful with Lawrence ZarianNico TortorellaOn this episode of You Are Beautiful with Lawrence Zarian, Lawrence sits down with inspiring actor, Nico Tortorella. Nico is an American actor and model with a career spanning since 2009, notable for roles in various films and TV series, including Scream 4, The Following, Younger, and The Walking Dead: World Beyond. Nico is married to his lifelong partner, Bethany C. Meyers in 2018 and the father to a beautiful daughter Kilmer Dove Meyers Tortorella.Connect with Nico Tortorella:Instagram: @nicotortorellaTwitter: @NicoTortorella2023-12-0858 min
DARE TO FEELFrom Body Neutrality to Marrying Your Bestie: Bethany C. Meyers' Journey of Love and BecomingWelcome back to DARE TO FEEL a podcast that fearlessly explores themes of intimacy, relationships, spirituality, and healing.I loved having this conversation with Bethany C. Meyers, founder and CEO of the be.come project. We got to chat about motherhood, body, body image, falling in love, and how to know if someone is your soulmate. It felt like chatting with an old friend; they are such an inspiring parent, entrepreneur, writer, author, and creator from a really relaxed, embodied perspective.✨ In this Episode We Explore:Bethany's unique and ausp...2023-11-081h 00
Dear ChelseaPolyamory & Pronouns with Nico Tortorella & Bethany C. MeyersThis week, Chelsea is joined by Nico Tortorella and Bethany C. Meyers to talk about polyamory, life outside the gender binary, and getting married because you want to be family. Then: Two husbands wonder what life will really be like when they open up their marriage. A college grad wants to move to London to advance his career, but worries he may miss home too much. And a couple tries to decide, once and for all, whether or not to have kids. *Executive Producer Nick StumpfProduced by Catherine LawEdited & Engi...2021-12-3051 min
Life Will Be the Death of Me with Chelsea HandlerPolyamory & Pronouns with Nico Tortorella & Bethany C. MeyersThis week, Chelsea is joined by Nico Tortorella and Bethany C. Meyers to talk about polyamory, life outside the gender binary, and getting married because you want to be family. Then: Two husbands wonder what life will really be like when they open up their marriage. A college grad wants to move to London to advance his career, but worries he may miss home too much. And a couple tries to decide, once and for all, whether or not to have kids. *Executive Producer Nick StumpfProduced by Catherine LawEdited & Engi...2021-12-3051 min
CommittedBONUS EPISODE: A New Kind of Cinderella StoryThe actor Nico Tortorella plays a sexy heartthrob on the romantic comedy television show Younger. Nico's real life love story with fitness star Bethany Meyers is so much more interesting. Bethany and Nico are both non-binary, queer and in a polyamorous marriage. This special bonus episode will have you questioning everything you think you know about how we define a marriage, why we choose monogamy and how we build our own families. Nico and Bethany are so open and honest about how they got where they are today after twelve years of on and off dating and sexual exploration...2018-12-2031 min
The Liz Moody PodcastNico Tortorella & Bethany Meyers — Open Relationships, Being Fluid Icons, And Living By Your Own Rules (Actually)Nico Tortorella (@nicotortorella) stars as Josh on TV Land’s hit show, Younger, and is the author of the stunning recent book of poetry, all of it is you. Bethany Meyers (@bethanycmeyers), is a fitness phenomenon and the founder of the be.come project, a body-positive boutique workout app launching in July. They’ve been together for a decade, and celebrated their wedding several months ago (check out their stunning pictures here). They’re also renowned for celebrating fluidity in every element of their lives, from their gender identity to their sexual preferences to the state of their relationship.In t...2018-06-201h 49
Who? WeeklyWho's There: Aubrey O'Day & Bethany Meyers?There's a lot to cover today. Like, did you know Jerry O'Connell once ate clam chowder an airport at 5:30 am? While you digest that information, how about Aubrey O'Day's affair with Donald Trump Jr.? (We should've see the signs!) Plus, why would anyone buy Eddie Redmayne's watch of choice? And who attended the city hall nuptials of Nico Tortorella and Bethany Meyers ? (Hint: It was very private.) Bad news? Well, Fifth Harmony is no longer. Good news? Miranda Hobbes (Cynthia Nixon) is going to be New York's next governor (if we're lucky.) To l...2018-03-2249 min