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Sunday Mornings with Pamela ConeGrieving Outloud Part 2 - Dr. Pamela ConeIn this heartfelt episode of Sunday Mornings with Pamela Cone, we continue our deeply personal and inspirational conversation on Grieving Out Loud. Dr.
Pamela Cone invites listeners into her journey of healing, sharing how she has learned to honor her mother’s life while walking through the spiritual and emotional process of mourning.
Pamela shares how eulogizing her mother, planning her homegoing, and cherishing her memories, heirlooms, and lasting legacy are ways in which she chose to honor her mother, which she believes are important in grieving.
With transparency and wisdom, she speaks abou...
2025-11-101h 11
Hope on the Hard Road Special Needs Podcast“Spelling Adventures and Advocacy” with Kelly and Pamela SchlenzSpellers Series:
“Spelling Adventures and Advocacy” with Kelly and Pamela Schlenz
Hey guys, we’re excited you’re joining us for this episode! Today we begin our Spellers Series, highlighting this incredible form of communication. You won’t want to miss this informative and heartwarming series this month!
Kelly Schlenz is the Executive Director of Idyllwild Pines, a retreat and camp center nestled in the San Jacinto Mountains of Southern California. Along with his wife, Pamela, Kelly has dedicated his life to creating spaces where individuals and families can connect, grow, and find h...
2025-11-0338 min
M.E.S.H.Seven Blackbirds: Secrets, Survival, and Hope in the Aftermath of Domestic AbuseIn this powerful episode of M.E.S.H., host Pamela Brewer welcomes back Helen Winslow Black, author of "Seven Blackbirds," to dive deeper into the realities of domestic violence. Helen shares insight from her novel, which resonates with survivors thanks to its authenticity and emotional truth. Together, they unpack the complexities of communication in violent relationships, the pervasive cycle of shame and secrecy, and the crucial steps toward healing and empowerment. Helen also discusses practical resources, her personal journey, and sheds light on how fiction can bridge the gap in raising awareness about abuse.Topics Covered
2025-10-2221 min
Reignite ResilienceHealing, Hope + Resiliency with Dana S. Diaz (Part 1)Send a textWe are honored to welcome back Dana S Diaz, a resilient survivor and advocate for victims of narcissistic abuse. Dana courageously opens up about her journey from a tumultuous childhood and challenging 25-year marriage to finding empowerment and purpose. Her books, "Gasping for Air" and "Choking on Shame," aim to break the silence surrounding these painful experiences, offering hope and understanding to those in similar struggles. Through her story, we explore the impact of past traumas on present relationships and how Dana's journey to self-discovery can inspire us all to reignite resilience in our...
2025-02-1033 min
More Than Enough87: Hope: The First Candle of AdventWelcome to The More Than Enough Podcast. Can you believe it’s already December? This month can feel like a whirlwind, but we’re leaning into something grounding and beautiful—Advent. Each week, we’ll reflect on one of the Advent candles and its meaning, giving you a peaceful reprieve amidst the holiday hustle.In today’s episode, we’re talking about Hope, the first candle of Advent, often called the Prophecy Candle. Hope is where it all begins—anchoring us in the promises of God and pointing us forward, just as the Old Testament prophets looked ahead to Jesus...
2024-12-0321 minReignite ResilienceFinding Hope in Shared Emotions + Resiliency with Marcy Langlois (Pt. 2)Send a textMarcy shares her journey of healing from trauma, addiction, and chronic illness through energetic work and self-healing practices. She emphasizes the importance of listening to the body and understanding the energetic imbalances that can lead to physical and emotional difficulties. Marcy encourages surrendering to the healing process and committing to the journey, as healing takes time. She also highlights the significance of self-talk and thoughts in the healing process. Marcy offers her services to individuals who are stuck and looking for guidance in their healing journey.Key TakeawaysHealing...
2024-08-0827 min
Design Discussions with Nadine GolPamela O'Brien, Owner of Pamela Hope Designs Houston, TX | Design Discussions with Nadine Episode 27In this episode of Design Discussions with Nadine, I had a wonderful conversation with the very talented Interior Designer Pamela O'Brien, she is the Founder and Owner of Pamela Hope Designs. She talked about her first career with the US Customs Service, time she spent overseas studying, how she grew her thriving interior design business and even told a very funny client story that you would love to hear. You can reach out to Pamela Hope Designs in Houston by calling their office at 713-880-1934 or by visiting their website at pamelahopedesigns.com As is customary, NG Platinum...
2024-05-3122 min
Linger26. Linger in Lamentations 3:19-33 "My Hope Is In God"Welcome to the Linger podcast. Today we will be reading from Lamentations 3:19-33 The Message Paraphrase.
We are going to be lingering in the presence of God. He invites us to sit with Him, to be still, to cease striving and know that He is God. To linger means to abide, to remain, to stay for a length of time, to become affected by the presence of where we are staying.
We will linger in scripture, in prayer, in breathing in and out the Word of God as we listen to Him, as we wait and listen for H...
2024-04-2911 min
Hello Health, Moms EmpoweredHealth through a Root Cause Total Load Lens for Adults and Kids with Dr. Heather Tallman Ruhm and Pamela WirthDR. HEATHER TALLMAN RUHM is a Board-Certified Family Physician who focuses on whole- person health and patient education. She draws on her conventional western training along with insights and skills from functional, integrative, bioregulatory and energy medicine practices. She believes in the innate healing capacities of the human body and supports the power of self-regulation to help her patients recover and access vitality. Dr. Tallman Ruhm was born and raised in Montana. She graduated from Montana State University with a BA in Human Sciences and later the Kennedy School of Government at Harvard...
2024-04-2337 min
She ShiftAuthor & Entertainer Tabithia Porter talked From Broken to Restored: A Journey of Healing and HopeHave you ever felt like the pieces of your life are shattered and there's no way to put them back together?
In this episode, we dive into the powerful journey of healing and hope with our guest, Tabathia Porter who overcame immense challenges to find healing and become a beacon of hope for others. From overcoming trauma to finding strength in faith and support systems, she shares her inspiring story of resilience and transformation.
KEY HIGHLIGHTS:
Discovering the woman behind the journey and her impactful book, "Broken Pieces."
Insights into Tabathia's book and the profound message she hopes readers will...
2024-04-1238 min
Hello Health, Moms EmpoweredThe Nervous System's role in healing Autism, ADHD, Sensory Processing Disorder, Epilepsy, Anxiety, and Depression with Dr. Tony Ebel and Pamela WirthDr. Tony Ebel Bio DC, CACCP, CCWP Dr. Tony Ebel is the lead writer and educational guide for PX Docs. He is a Certified Pediatric + Wellness Chiropractor with 15 years of clinical experience. In addition, Dr. Tony has been teaching and training other Pediatric + Family Chiropractors for the past 10+ years, primarily teaching the clinical protocols he created for pediatric neurodevelopmental challenges such as Autism, ADHD, Sensory Processing Disorder, Epilepsy, Anxiety, and more. This clinical program is now taught in collaboration with the Life University Postgraduate Department and has over 500 graduates. Dr. Tony's passion is educating, empowering, an...
2024-04-0930 min
Beyond Hope Project with Jason TharpCrafting Stories Beyond Happy Endings: A Conversation with Pamela Muñoz Ryan | Beyond Hope ProjectDive deep into the world of storytelling with Pamela Muñoz Ryan, the acclaimed author behind ‘Echo’ and ‘Esperanza Rising,’ on the Beyond Hope Project podcast. Discover her journey from humble beginnings to literary acclaim, her unique approach to weaving narratives that don’t always tie up in a perfect bow but inspire strength and perseverance. Learn how failure shaped her path and why putting one foot in front of the other is the key to overcoming challenges and crafting stories that resonate across ages.ABOUT PAMELA:Pam Muñoz Ryan is an American author and the 2018 U.S...
2024-02-2145 minBeyond Hope Project with Jason TharpCrafting Stories Beyond Happy Endings: A Conversation with Pamela Muñoz Ryan | Beyond Hope ProjectDive deep into the world of storytelling with Pamela Muñoz Ryan, the acclaimed author behind ‘Echo’ and ‘Esperanza Rising,’ on the Beyond Hope Project podcast. Discover her journey from humble beginnings to literary acclaim, her unique approach to weaving narratives that don’t always tie up in a perfect bow but inspire strength and perseverance. Learn how failure shaped her path and why putting one foot in front of the other is the key to overcoming challenges and crafting stories that resonate across ages.ABOUT PAMELA:Pam Muñoz Ryan is an American author and the 2018 U.S...
2024-02-2145 min
Hello Health, Moms EmpoweredLyme advocate, Olivia Goodreau of LivLyme Foundation discusses her healing journey and technology solutions to living with and preventing Lyme with Pamela WirthOlivia Goodreau is the founder of LivLyme Foundation, a nonprofit that provides financial assistance to children and their families struggling with Lyme and other tick-borne diseases while also supporting the work of researchers and scientists who are dedicated to finding effective treatments and cures for tick-borne diseases. Olivia is also the inventor of the free global APP TickTracker, Tickmojis APP, and recently launched her latest free APP, LongHaulTracker. Olivia founded the LivLyme Foundation in 2017 when she was 12 years old to raise money for children who cannot afford their Lyme treatments, to fund research to find a cure f...
2023-10-2434 min
Awakening with SarahEpisode #16 Pamela Jane Gerrand: Life as a Sacred Ministry of LoveIn this episode I interview my dear friend and fellow Musician and Sound Healer, Pamela Jane Gerrand. We move through many topics as we explore the challenges of these times and the deep love and compassion that is needed to serf the intense waves of our time. Pamela shares beautiful poems from her upcoming book, "Wild Echo."
She also shares gorgeous singing and toning and a bit about her fostering Monarch butterflies from egg to caterpilar, to crysalis to setting them free into flight and how this is such a metaphor for this great transformation we are...
2023-08-311h 07
UnderDogFrom Turmoil to Triumph, Mona Rowan's Resilient Journey for Hope Amidst Civil WarPrepare to be inspired as we dive into the captivating life story of Mona Rowan on this episode of the Underdog Podcast. Mona, a professor at Stone Hill, takes us on a remarkable journey of resilience and determination. From growing up in war-torn Lebanon during the Civil War to overcoming unimaginable challenges, Mona's story is a shining example of the human spirit's triumph over adversity.Mona's life is a testament to the power of resilience and unwavering determination. Despite facing numerous obstacles, she refused to surrender to despair. Through countless surgeries and setbacks, Mona's...
2023-05-0429 min
Lotus Flower PodcastTransformative Power of HopeIn today’s episode we will explore the Transformative Power of Hope. Have you ever experienced times when you go through just one bad thing after another? When it seems like the world is out to get you? When things go wrong no matter what you do? There are always things to be learned from every situation. No matter what bad stuff life throws your way, as long as you cope with it constructively, nothing can get you down. Howard Thurman an eminent Afro-American theologian, author, educator, civil rights leader and philosopher, wrote, "There is something in every one of yo...
2023-03-311h 11
Lotus Flower PodcastLotus Flower Podcast (Emering HOPE Ministry ) - Re-Launching PresentationIn this episode Reverend Dr. Pamela Robinson sharess deeply about her return from a five month sabbatical and her vision going foward as she relaunches the Emerging HOPE Ministries.Emerging HOPE Ministries Reverend Dr. Pamela Robinson CEO, Co-Founder, Ministry Director, Itinerant Preacher Emerging HOPE is a virtual outreach ministry - without walls. The ministry isn't your traditional brick-and-mortar structure. Moreover, no matter where people gather, in church buildings or online, the same opportunities for ministry still exist. People still need relational connection. They still need prayer. They still need someone to support them through difficult seasons, encourage...
2023-02-271h 13
"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 07 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest Eric SeanYou won't want to miss it!!!
Episode 07 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Eric Sean's story of... if he can make it through his broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #PurposeByDesign #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3155 min
"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 41 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | SPECIAL Team ShowcaseYou don't want to miss it!!! "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear from the contributing authors of the much awaited anthology... WHO WOULDN'T SERVE A GOD LIKE THIS? A compilation of stories of how God transformed Real lives through The TRAUMAS, TRIGGERS & TRIUMPHS... If they can make it through their broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #P...
2022-10-311h 34"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 40 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | Part II SPECIAL Author ShowcaseYou don't want to miss it!!! "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear from the contributing authors of the much awaited anthology... WHO WOULDN'T SERVE A GOD LIKE THIS? A compilation of stories of how God transformed Real lives through The TRAUMAS, TRIGGERS & TRIUMPHS... If they can make it through their broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #P...
2022-10-311h 22"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 39 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | SPECIAL Author ShowcaseYou don't want to miss it!!! "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear from the contributing authors of the much awaited anthology... WHO WOULDN'T SERVE A GOD LIKE THIS? A compilation of stories of how God transformed Real lives through The TRAUMAS, TRIGGERS & TRIUMPHS... If they can make it through their broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #P...
2022-10-311h 48"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 38 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: King TeasdellYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 38 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear King Teasdell's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 03"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 37 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Dr. Euvonka FarabeeYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 37 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Dr. Euvonka Farabee's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3155 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 36 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Tiran JacksonYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 36 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Tiran Jackson's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 11"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 35 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Sheri D. SmithYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 35 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Sheri D. Smith's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3139 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 31 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Apostle Deborah AllenYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 31 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Deborah Allen's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3143 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 30 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Linda PattonYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 30 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Linda Nefertiti Patton's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3158 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 29 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Velton Showell IIIYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 29 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Velton W. Showell's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 01"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 28 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Dr. Kreslyn Kelley-EllisYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 28 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Dr. Kreslyn Kelley-Ellis' story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3152 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 22 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Mary JaeYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 22 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Mary Jae's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 19"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 21 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Yashica Broughton MackYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 21 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Yashica Broughton Mack's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 09"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 20 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Teon SingletaryYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 20 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Teon Singletary's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 02"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 19 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Steven Anthony KingYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 19 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Steven Anthony King's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 19"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 18 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Rachel HarveyYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 18 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Rachel Harvey's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3153 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 17 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Brenda Ring WoodYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 17 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Brenda Ring Wood's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3145 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 16 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Angela BennettYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 16 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Angela Bennett's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3151 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 15 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Terrance LeftridgeYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 15 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Terrance Leftridge's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 06"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 14 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Amina MohamadYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 14 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Amina Mohamad's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 01"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 13 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Clarissa Walton BlissettYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 13 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Clarissa Walton Blissett's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 12"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 12 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Crystal HarrellYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 12 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Crystal Harrell's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3154 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 11 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Angel RichardYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 11 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Angel Richard's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 01"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 10 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: LTC Leslie Latimore-LorfilsYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 10 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear LTC Leslie Latimore-Lorfils' story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 06
"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 09 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Betty Jewell SlaterYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 09 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Betty Jewell Slater's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3158 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 06 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Pamela HenkelYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 06 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Precious Whitener's (aka "Precious Simone") story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-311h 01"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 05 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Coach "A.J" (Angela J. Nealy M.S)You won't want to miss it!!! Episode 05 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Coach "A.J's" (Angela J. Nealy M.S) story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3133 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 04 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Jae'Shon JonesYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 04 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Jae'Shon Jones's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3152 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 03 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Deidre CalcoateYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 03 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Deidre Calcoate's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-3134 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 23 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Precious SimoneYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 23 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Precious Whitener's (aka "Precious Simone") story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-2853 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 24 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Salvador EspinozaYou don't want to miss it!!! Episode 24 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Salvador's story of... if he can make it through his broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-2858 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 26 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Rachel RussellYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 26 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Rachel Russell's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-281h 06"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 27 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Fa'Apepele "Pele" HunkinYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 27 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Pele Hunkin's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #powertospeak #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching #motivation
2022-10-2858 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 32 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Anneshia FreemanYou don't want to miss it!!! Episode 32 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Anneshia Freeman's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace
2022-10-271h 06"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 33 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Dr. Evelyn BethuneYou don't want to miss it!!! Episode 33 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Dr. Evelyn Bethune's story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace
2022-10-271h 00"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 34 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Amanda BarnesYou don't want to miss it!!! Episode 34 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Amanda Barnes' story of... if she can make it through her broken pieces to now living a life of peace, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST/ 4pm PST #WhoWouldntServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace
2022-10-2744 min
Hope for Every SeasonHope for Every Season and Hope in 60 SecondsIn this episode of Hope for Every Season, Cristina Baker joins Dr. Pamela and gets deep. From speaking about Cristina's childhood of rough circumstances to finding the Lord later in life. We get deep into the journey of finding hope and turning life around. From a short time of homelessness that resulted in Cristina finding the Lord from the kindness of a loving church going family, and from her first conversation with God in the back of a cop car, we take a journey to see how God showed himself and quickly changed Cristina's life. Press play and listen...
2022-08-1137 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 20. Who’s Your Mother? – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir by Pamela A. KaranovaNovember 11th, 2010, was a game changer for me. After learning my birth father’s name and receiving confirmation of his location from multiple sources, I made a decision. I could leave my birth mother’s funeral and drive back to Kentucky on a ten-hour trip home, or I could drive to Leon, Iowa, and show up at my birth father’s door and introduce myself! Unfortunately, the latter would put me way out of touch with getting home to Kentucky at a decent hour, adding over six hours to my driving time.
After doing some digging, I was ab...
2022-08-0515 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 19. A Casket and Clues – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaWhile my kids stayed in Kentucky with the twins grandma, I hit the road in November of 2010 and arrived in Waterloo, Iowa, on the day of Eileen’s funeral. I was entirely out of my element, being the adoptee outsider feeling invisible. Yet, I knew I was born at St. Frances Hospital in Waterloo, where my birth mother was. Waterloo always gave me an eerie feeling, one I have difficulty describing in words.
I have had dreams my whole life off and on about Saint Frances Hospital. I was five years old in the dream when I di...
2022-07-2518 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 18. Ulterior Motives – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaMy first task after arriving in Lexington was to find a job and a new place to live. Of course, with no car, that wouldn’t be an easy task; however, I knew I could do whatever I set my mind to do. Thankfully, I could transfer my housing assistance voucher back to Kentucky, which would help me escalate finding a place to live. I was so thankful for this resource; otherwise, I don’t know what I would have done.
Waking up in a new place with new circumstances was scary, but my detachment from Patricia gave...
2022-07-1520 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 17. New Beginnings – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaWhile I had no biological or adoptive family in Kentucky, my twin’s grandmother lived there. She was always supportive and involved in the twin’s life as much as she could be states away and before we moved to Utah.
On one occasion, she came to Salt Lake City to visit us through Greyhound Bus and spent several days. When contemplating my great escape to move back to Kentucky, she would be a critical lifeline in making this decision. If it weren’t for her, we never would have made it. She agreed to let us stay w...
2022-07-1214 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 16. Five Years in Salt Lake City – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaI remember several life-altering experiences during our five years in Salt Lake City. I was drinking my life away, partying while working, and being a single mom. I was in one relationship in the five years I was there. I think my relationships with men always filled the void in my life from relinquishment from my birth mother. Alcohol also filled the void and got me in a heap of trouble on many occasions.
I was invited to a party, desperate to make friends and be social in a city much more extensive than Cedar Rapids, Iowa...
2022-07-0916 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 15. Deal Breaker – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaThe three-day journey to Utah from Kentucky seemed like an eternity. The twins weren’t even a year old yet, and Keila was close to five years old. I was piled into a car with Patricia and my kids. We stopped every hour or so to tend to the kids and to use the restroom.
One of Patricia’s friends drove the U-Haul 1654 miles across the country, and it wouldn’t go over 60 MPH because we had it so filled with the belongings of two adult households and three kids. It was a grueling three-day trip, but in the...
2022-07-0310 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 14. The Struggle – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaLife was about to take a whole new turn. I graduated from high school and got my diploma, and I also enrolled in some courses at the local community college.
On May 21, 1998, I gave birth to twins as 29-week preemies. Damia weighed 2lb 5oz, and Damond, who weighed 3lb 1oz. While I welcomed two beautiful babies into the world, Keila was four years old at the time. I was a struggling but strong-willed single mother. There was nothing that was going to come between my kids and me.
Once again, I was forced to depend...
2022-07-0309 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 13. The Naive Adoptee – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaEven when the signs were right before me, I was still the naive adoptee. Putting myself “out there,” never dreaming for a million years that things could end up a different way than I had imagined. A lifetime of fantasizing about Eileen and being told she “loved me so much” couldn’t possibly prepare me for the reality that would unfold over the next 15 years of my life.
A few weeks after returning to Kentucky from visiting Eileen for the first time, I called her to say, “Hello.” The phone rang, and rang, and rang. No one answered. I le...
2022-07-0306 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 12. Illusions – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaJoanna picked me up from the airport in Waterloo, Iowa, the town I was born in, where Eileen lived. It was a cool crisp morning in September of 1995. The leaves started falling and stirring on the ground, adding beautiful colors to the landscapes.
The drive to Eileen’s was only about 10 minutes, but it seemed like an eternity. Then, finally, we pulled up in her driveway, and I was anxious but on cloud nine simultaneously. I had no idea what to expect, but I know I had fantasized about this day my entire life. I was hoping fo...
2022-07-0309 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 11. High Hopes – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaI was elated that I was on the phone with the woman I had fantasized about my entire life. “I have thought of you every year on your birthday, and I hope you have had a great life. What is it you would like to know?” Eileen said.
“I would love to learn more about you and your life. Do I have any siblings?” I said
“Well, I enjoy Rod Stewart, he’s my favorite artist. I collect Garfield memorabilia, and I have one daughter, but she doesn’t know anything about you, and I prefer to keep...
2022-06-2307 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 10. Paperwork Promises – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaI will never forget Patricia’s following words, “When we were going to sign the adoption paperwork, the attorney gave us the wrong paperwork. Thomas saw your birth mother’s name. If you call him, he might remember it.”
The emotions that came over my body at that moment are so complex and deep that I don’t think I’ve felt such mixed emotions all at once before. Part of me filled with rage because she lied to me my whole life. Even knowing I was in extreme agony, she told the stale lie repeatedly, even knowing the...
2022-06-2305 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 9. A Reason to Live – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaThe next few years of my life were blurred, and the memories I have during this period aren’t genuinely happy or wholesome. I was constantly partying, and the less I had to sit with myself, the better. Don’t get me wrong, knowing how to party brought on a whole “fun” side of life; however, it was all a mask to cover up the internal sadness and heartache I felt.
I still thought of my birth mother, but at this stage of my life, living states away, DNA wasn’t a thing, nor was the internet, so I had n...
2022-06-2109 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 8. Transporting Trauma – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaTrigger Warning // Suicide // Physical Abuse
Approximately 6-8 hours after trying to leave this world, I woke up with a hazy and sluggish feeling all over my body and mind. I remember lying in bed thinking, “Damn, I woke back up! Wasn’t I supposed to be meeting the Devil at the gates of hell right about now?” I could hardly believe it.
Looking back over that time in my life, one of the most shocking things is that hell seemed like a better solution than living in my reality on earth. That is tremendous because I knew...
2022-06-2113 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 7. Goodbye World – Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaTrigger Warning // Physical Assault // Violence // Suicide
Eventually, we left the small two-bedroom Westover Road apartment. Instead, we moved to a bigger three-bedroom townhome closer to Lyndale Mall.
My relationship with Giovanni became my whole world, filling a massive hole in my heart from losing my birth mother. Finally, having someone I loved who said they loved me back was a fantastic feeling.
Patricia forbid us from seeing one another, just like she forbid me from seeing Tasha. The more she tried to control what I did or who I hung around, the more...
2022-06-1911 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 6. Twisted Love – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaTrigger Warning // Physical Assault // Violence // Suicide
Now that I was no longer visiting the Rodriguez’s house, I had more free time on my hands most days. At this stage of my life, Patricia was still working the night shift, and when she was home, she slept all day. We rarely saw one another, but when we did, we fought consistently. My feelings of annoyance and unhappiness around her only increased. I was repulsed by her. I continued to ask her when I could find my birth mother, only to get the same response, “We don’t have e...
2022-06-1516 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 5. Runaway – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 5.
Runaway
Trigger Warning // Rape, Sexual Assault, Suicide
This will likely be one of the most challenging chapters I will write for my audible memoir. Some of the experiences I had from 12 to 17 years old are hard to digest, talk about and share with close friends, let alone share publicly. This is a whole new ballgame for me. Yet, I feel they are necessary to share because they directly link to my being adopted and why my mentality was the way it was in my pre-teen and teenage years.
Unfortunately, then...
2022-06-0619 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 4. Searching for Clues Among Chaos – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova“I see…the way you’re always searching. How much you hate anything fake or phony. How you’re older than your years, but still…playful, like a little girl. How you’re always looking into people, or wondering what they see when they look back at you. Your eyes. It’s all in the eyes.” – Claudia Gray
My entire childhood is filled with memories of hitting the highway and going back and forth between Dunkerton and Cedar Rapids every other weekend. It was Sunday at 5 PM, and we were swiftly dropped back off into Patricia’s care. Thomas and Lau...
2022-05-3013 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 3. Corn Fields for Days – Finding Purpose In The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaTrigger Warning // Childhood Sexual Abuse
It was Friday at 5PM, it was time to head to Dunkerton, where Thomas and Laura lived, along with Mark, Max, and Mike. It was an hour each way from Patricia’s house in Cedar Rapids, Iowa. They lived in a house in the country, literally smack dab in the middle of cornfields that surrounded our small cul-de-sac with a few other houses.
Thomas worked at John Deere’s, and my interactions with him were pleasant most of the time. He was a hard worker and was dedicated to taking care...
2022-05-2612 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 2. Good Adoptee vs. Bad Adoptee – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 2.
Good Adoptee vs. Bad Adoptee By Pamela A. Karanova
Trigger Warning // Suicide
While my sneak life brought me some fulfillment in my childhood, what was going on inside behind closed doors was something almost no one knew about.
Patricia suffered from untreated manic depressive disorder and what I believe to be schizophrenic episodes. She had manic episodes regularly, and they would be integrated with emotional outbursts that created a very toxic environment. Some days were worse than others, but one thing is for sure, I don’t remember any days wh...
2022-05-2014 min
Pamela A. KaranovaChapter 1. Sneak Life – Finding Purpose in The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova“You own everything that happened to you. Tell your stories. If people wanted you to write warmly about them, they should have behaved better.” – Anne Lamott.
I grew up in a small town in Iowa called Cedar Rapids otherwise known as “The City of Five Smells.” Burnt corn, stale, rotten garbage, and overcooked oatmeal are combined to make a nasty stench that covers the city. I will never forget that smell! It’s the home of the largest cereal plants in the world, General Mills and Quaker Oats. Cedar Rapids is also known for being the largest corn producin...
2022-05-1819 min
Pamela A. KaranovaAcknowledgements – Finding Purpose In The Pain, One Adoptees Journey From Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova“YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT YOUR CHILDREN. THEY ARE SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF LIFE’S LONGING FOR ITSELF. THEY COME THROUGH YOU BUT NOT FROM YOU. AND THOUGH THEY ARE WITH YOU YET THEY BELONG NOT TO YOU.” – KHALIL GIBRAN
My story isn’t only my own; it’s the story of my children, future grandchildren, and the legacy that comes long after I am gone from this earth. I owe the most significant gratitude to my three exceptional adult children, Keila, Damia, and Damond. I am so sorry you have a mom that’s been so significantly impacted by ad...
2022-05-1705 min
Pamela A. KaranovaIntroduction – Finding Purpose In The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova“We have to walk through all the adoptee layers, to make it to the light, but it won’t come overnight or without a lifelong fight!” – Finding Purpose in the Pain – One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing, An Audible Memoir By Pamela A. Karanova
This is the story of my beginnings of how I was born and grew up, discovered I was adopted, and went on to find my biological family going against the grain of the closed adoption system. This is a story of searching and finding in a time when there was no internet...
2022-05-1706 min
Pamela A. KaranovaPamela A. Karanova – Finding Purpose In The Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing – An Audible MemoirOver a decade ago, I named my memoir “Finding Purpose in the Pain, One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and Healing,” Although a lot of time has passed, this is still the name I would like my memoir to be today. At one time, I decided to give up on writing a memoir because I feel like, in a way, my website is my memoir. However, I also feel things are so spread out on my website when sharing MY STORY. There are also a lot of things I haven’t shared.
This website is filled with s...
2022-05-1205 min
The Widest Net001: The Widest Net Foundations with Pamela Slim"To build strong sustainable companies, we as business owners need foundational practices to ensure that we are always seeding new opportunities and presenting offers to the market that people want." - Pamela Slim Today's episode marks the launch of Pamela Slim's newest podcast - The Widest Net. Pamela Slim is an award winning author, business coach and the co-founder of Main Street Learning Lab in Mesa, Arizona with her husband, Darryl where they host scores of diverse community leaders and small businesses. In her newest book and namesake of the podcast, The...
2022-05-0316 minHope for Every SeasonLiving with Hope and Dementia: A Doctor’s StoryTune into this week's conversation with Dr. Pamela and Dr. Jennifer Bute. Jennifer was a highly qualified senior doctor in a large clinical practice, whose patients included those with dementia. Then she began to notice symptoms in herself. She was finally given a diagnosis of young-onset dementia in 2009. After resigning as a General Practitioner, she resolved to explore what could be done to slow the progress of dementia. The aim of her message is to help people who are living with dementia and give hope to those who are with them on the dementia journey. Her important insights are...
2022-04-2737 min
safetypinloveRomans 8:24-25 “For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we don’t yet have, we wait for it patiently.”This episode is also available as a blog post: http://safetypinlove.com/2022/04/25/romans-824-25-for-in-this-hope-we-were-saved-but-hope-that-is-seen-is-no-hope-at-all-who-hopes-for-what-he-already-has-but-if-we-hope-for-what-we-dont-yet-have-we-wait-for-it-patiently/
2022-04-2501 min
The Author 2 Author PodcastPamela R Haynes interviews Rezna Khatun author of Why I Loved My Abuser.My name is Rezna Khatun, I’m the author of the book Why I loved my abuser, The reason I wrote this book is because friends and family always ask me why I stayed in a abusive relationship for so long I wrote this book to share and bring awareness on my 25yrs of mental, emotional, physical, gaslighting, sexual, abusive relationship.
Every day I would be called stupid, dumb, retard, ugly, useless, brainless, I was made to feel so worthless and powerless my inner self was a very dark, lonely, isolated place.
I was so lost I was unable to th...
2022-04-1730 minHope for Every SeasonSharing Hope Obediently Even Through Seasons of Trials with Rachel AwtreyTune into Episode 4 with Dr. Pamela, Jodie, and Rachel Awtrey. Rachel is the host of the Behind the Bliss, a top-rated podcast, which creates space for women to share stories and their reality of what life is really like behind the bliss so that others might experience an “oh yeah, me too” moment. Rachel is an Air Force wife to her husband who serves as a pilot and loves to share her adventures and revelations God shares with her through these experiences. Rachel shares about her emotional journey from grief to peace through multiple losses and that even in the "...
2022-03-0831 minHope for Every SeasonFinding Hope in Death with Hospice Nurse Jill WatermanJoin Dr. Pamela and Jill Waterman as they share sources of hope and encouragement, even in our final season of life. In a season that often feels full of despair, Jill shares helpful resources to bring hope to death.
2022-02-2126 min
Hope for Every SeasonHope for Every Season IntroductionJoin Dr. Pamela, the Good Death Doctor, and her co-host Jodie Wert on a journey to findhope for your health, words for your weariness and faith for your fears.Episode one introduces the hosts, Dr. Pamela and Jodi Wert as well as their intentions of the podcasts.
2022-02-1417 min
Tell The TaleIntro : My First Podcast !Hi guys!
I’m Pamela, I’ve been creating content on the internet for almost 7 years now, starting this podcast journey from today onwards, let's see how it goes.
Welcome to my first ever podcast, Travel Tales with Pamela
Hope you guys will enjoy this podcast journey and don’t forget to follow up for more travel-related updates!
Love
Pamela
2022-02-1105 min
The Sucky Sisterhood Podcast: Interviews with Miscarriage and Infant Loss SurvivorsSlaying the Stigma with Pamela HenkelmanWe’re honored to have author, speaker and coach, Pamela Henkelman return to share her story. Pamela is an enthusiastic encourager who believes all of life flows from our intimacy with God. She helps weary, discontent, Christian women build a deep bond with God and understand his love.Our new series, Slaying the Stigma, focuses on encouraging survivors in their healing journey, while also educating others who are unfamiliar with the issues surrounding miscarriage & infant loss. Our hope is that one of these interviews will resonate with you or inspire you to share with others in your ow...
2022-02-0924 min
"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp.02: Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This - With Pamela Hope with Guest LES BROWNYou don't want to miss it!!! Episode 2 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Les Brown's story of... if he can make it through his broken pieces to now living a life of peace and prosperity, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Wednesdays 6pm CST/ 7pmEST Discussed Topics: 1. Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This 2. Les Brown Interview 3. Featuring Les Brown HashTags: #LesBrown #God #ServeAGod #PamelaHope
2022-01-2144 min"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela HopeEp. 01 | "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Jon TalaricoYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 1 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Jon's story of... if he can make it through his broken pieces to now living a life of peace and prosperity, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it! Thursday 6pm CST/ 7pm EST #WhoWouldn'tServeAGodLikeThis #brokenpieces #motivation #inspiration #Hope #peace #keypiecestopeace #PamelaHope2culive #Proverbs #choosepeace #bible #feedingthespirit #choosepeace #BrokenPiecestoPeace #kingdombuilder #worldchanger #jontalarico #mindset #mindsetcoach #mindsetcoaching
2022-01-2138 min
"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela Hope"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...? - with Pamela Hope: Featured Guest LES BROWNWho Wouldn't Serve A God Like This - Ep.2 With Pamela Hope with Guest LES BROWN You don't want to miss it!!! Episode 2 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Les Brown's story of... if he can make it through his broken pieces to now living a life of peace and prosperity, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it!
2021-11-2244 min
"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with host, Pamela Hope"Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" with Pamela Hope | featured guest: Jon TalaricoYou won't want to miss it!!! Episode 1 of "Who Wouldn't Serve A God Like This...?" a chance to hear Jon's story of... if he can make it through his broken pieces to now living a life of peace and prosperity, by the grace of God... You can too! Don't miss it!
2021-11-2238 min
Don't Tease The Animals64. Never Board feat. High Hope WoodworksThis week’s episode has got us “chopping” at the bit! We’ve got Erica & Mike Smith in the house — the power couple behind the gorgeous craftsmanship of High Hope Woodworks. Wood puns abound as Pam and Sarah “Ash” them all about how they turned a baller hobby into a thriving business, why COVID-era date nights looked a little different for them, and why Mike has such a complicated relationship with toyboxes. And these games are “awl-some”! (Ok last pun) First up: “Lazy Susan” - the gals take turns spinning the wheel to try to stump Mike & Erica with an object that canNOT...
2021-09-1757 min
Connect to Joy Podcasts: Circle of Hope | Not Quite Strangers | Time to Come AliveShattering Ceilings with Authenticity and Equality | Ep. 19 NQS | Valerie HopeStrangers: Meet Michele Stoudt-Wright & Pamela Iluore
Place: Pennsylvania/Texas, USA & California, USA
Topic: Authenticity and the glass ceiling
Connect:
• Michele Stoudt-Wright o https://www.linkedin.com/in/michele-stoudt-wright-4b05b213/ o Website: https://www.totm2u.com/ o Book: http://covenantbooks.com/books/?book=top-of-the-morning-to-you-totm2u• Pamela Iluore o https://www.linkedin.com/in/pamela-iluore/
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2021-09-171h 15
Pamela A. KaranovaLaunching the Pamela A. Karanova Podcast – Finding Purpose in the Pain – One Adoptees Journey from Heartbreak to Hope and HealingI’m excited and honored to share a project I’ve been working on for a long while now, months to be exact. I consider this project a gift to the adoption community, and I hope somewhere along the path of life, it helps others. I know convenience usually wins, so my goal is to offer something that might otherwise be inconvenient specifically to my fellow adoptees.
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://pamelakaranova.com/2021/08/10/launching-the-pamela-a-karanova-podcast-finding-purpose-in-the-pain-one-adoptees-journey-from-heartbreak-to-hope-and-healing/
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2021-08-1106 min